`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
well, when was the last time you were sure about something in life that you wanna accomplish? i guess i never really knew. the level of self-doubt exist the moment i experience set-backs. yes, being negative is my nature.
at times, i really feel like giving up fighting for i what i want. the urge is there, mentally having to go through the same routine each time i face a setback. but a friend gave me this book titled "The Warrior of Light" which pretty much changed my mentally and encouraged me in a different way.
there are so many more things in life I've yet to achieve. hence, r/s setbacks are just part and parcel of life which is not everything. I'm glad I let it go because this was never the right one to begin with.
but then again, this sets me to another level of insecurity when it comes to trusting people and believing in others.
Or should I say I believe in no one except myself? Prison myself in my own world and who will give a F about others? hmmmmmm....being selfish that is, not my nature, but I've to learn how to protect myself from now on.
Stage 1: Denial.
upon learning the truth, this very first stage is a killer. deemed the most difficult and toughest time in accepting the fact and realising its all gone. well, deny deny deny, pinning the slightest of hope that this is so not true, just like old times, things will be okay after some time. BUT NO! face it!
Stage 2: Anger.
as time goes by, the subconscious self begins accepting the fact. before it hits, anger, emotions and drama shall spark off!
" what a jerk/motherf**ker/bastard" he could be!!!!!! reaction starts to set in. yes, revenge and vent it out all you want! who cares now, got to be ruthless to be kind to oneself, so the bitch is back!!
Stage 3: Acceptance, Moving on!
adaptation to everything without him. the weekends, sms-es, phonecalls, movies and every other else. the bitch is back to her own life and it could get even better! new routines, new lifestyle and she is still who she is, shine with confidence and positivity. there are better options out there awaiting for her to explore, rather than wasting effort and time on such lousy jerk.
Well, may my wishes be with you. For one day, karma will hit you hard. Till then, count your own days.
Finally, two words for you, F**K OFF!!
他们猜我们后来有没有再见
离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸
那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终于也诚实了一点
是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草
心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线
我们都没错 只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是
你给的寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
总是要过去以后才了解
突然我记起你的脸
爱不爱 不过一念之间
绕一圈 今天的我能和昨天面对面
我们都没错 只是不适合
亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的
明天自己负责
给昨天的我一个拥抱
曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑
谢谢你 谢谢你 我尝过爱的好
我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
我要的我现在才懂得
选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责
错过的请你把握...