... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

mixed emotions.
Thursday, January 31, 2008

oh damn. today's not my day. just dropped my hp and its from a sky high distant. now, it suffered from scratches, damn heart pain!! ARGH!!!

alright, quick updates. it's been having good food at least twice this week already. CNY is just next thurs! cant wait! food again! wth.

27 jan. Sun.

home, out only in the night. dinner at bedok 511. out to ecp for gelare. picked james, senget and paul up. had nice ice cream waffles, and i had my cherry berry sundae. =) send my bro back, then to ryna's place to pass her stuffs, back to tamp, sent senget to get supper for chee and back home to get the car parked. met james,jason,tong and tet to slack. hanged out till 1 ish.

28 jan. mon.

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY PEGGIE! out to town with james and paul after class. damn tiring.

29 jan. tues.

got errands done and hair trimmed. bad ends gone. =) met alex to acc for doctor, then met zi ting for ocha. chilled by the pavilion till 11 ish. part 2 shall continue soon!

30 jan. wed.

town shopping with peg after class. had lunch with winnie and sisi. then shopped around the whole afternoon. back at 4 ish. damn, saw another bag. and bought it. lols.

31 jan. thurs.

class cancelled. town-ed again to get my nails done. met ryna and jessica. another money spending day which i should seriously stop!! omg. guess what? my citibank's credit limit is up. damn la. back to tamp at 5 ish after the big O makan.

and i have bought tons of stuffs just this week alone. hmmm, MAC concealer, OPI nail colours, hair cut, nails done, another black bag, another pair of shoe, eye liner and more. yeap, mission accomplished, all checked!yet another 300+ bucks for CNY stuffs. typical me, every year w/o fail, wanting to spend less, but always end up buying more then i should.all EXCUSES i know.

and and and, PROJECT STRESS coming. how great can that be before cny. the biggest headache, Services Mktg (SM!!) jiu ming ar!pray and pray that the company shall work with us. yes please! and the worse thing of the week is to get up at 6.30am tmr just for our ST field trip to SUNGEI BULOH NATURE RESERVE!! yes, heard me right, that wetlands place to see birds. wa piang eh, another group report to work on after the trip. SIAN SIAN SIAN.

the whinings goes on and on for the night. am not in the best moods now.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:08 PM :|

temptations.
Saturday, January 26, 2008

i have spent alot for this CNY, unintentionally. oooppps. there are just too many things that caught my eye. bought 3 tops, 2 jeans, 2 pairs of shoes, accessories and 1 bag already. after the town shopping today, i'm so tempted to buy another pair of shoe, a bag and a black cardigan. all within budget but i'm spending my mum's money, which kinda of made me guilty. yes, i'm a fillial daughter you see.

hmmmm, here goes:

1. OPI nail colours- $30/-
2. A pair of brown flats at Far East - $23.90/-
3. Black cardigan - $16/-
4. Express Pedicure - $20/-
5. Haircut - $25/-
6. Eye liner - $10/-
7. MAC concealer - $28/-
8. Tommy Hilfiger Fragrance - $58

It all sums up to..... $210.90 !!! haiyo. Besides the frangrance,OPI nail colours and the pair of flats, the rest would be a need to buy. HOW????? when can i have a rich bf? hahahas. now i will have to think of a solution on how to come up with the money for the WANTS.

hmmm, shall update quickly here, feeling damn lazy already.

21 jan. mon.

town shopping after class with amy and winnie. went places like far east, wisma, ms and raffles city. was damn tired when i got home. Ko-ed.

22 jan. tues.

no lessons, hence home the whole day clearing chores.

23 jan. wed.

went bugis after class to get my jeans, then shop shop a lil before heading home.

24 jan. thurs.

went to queensway after class with family. brother buying his cny shoes. had a wonderful spread of dinner at the bukit merah hawker centre where i used to visit every sat during my childhood days. after the family dinner was back to tamp, went ntuc for a lil cny stuffs shopping. then back home when bg came up to use the comp till 10 ish, out for supper meeting the guys after their soccer. there's mond,bert,ks, qa,dai,james,matoot and sharon. went prata and hanged out till 12 ish and that's home sweet home.

25 jan. fri.

went to eugene's place for mj with charmaine and his hk friend. won 15 bucks, happy! haha.after a round of mj while his mama asked to stay for dinner, took only a bite cause felt so ps la, then it was off to tm to meet up with peg,bao, mond,ron and bg. it's a pre-bday celebration for peg as she's leaving for genting on sat.

went to genki for dinner and lots of crap with the sushi grabbing and love letter writing. wth, and thanks to bg, we had almost 50% discount as his friend's working at the time when we were having our dinner. =) shiok ar, my all time fav d.i.y and salmon skin temaki. aftermath was jalan as usual. super shiok but darn tired.

home to bath and settle down, out again to meet up for friday soccer session. hanged out with felky and j.b, as the rest of the ladies were absent. damn damn tired, home at 2, ko-ed immediately.

26 jan.sat.

town the whole day. met bg,ben,keong,qa,sharon and felky on bus 5 to far east. went makan first, then came along mond and hock couple. senget joined last after his piercing at parkway. the shopping spree began and ended only at 7 after places like wisma topshop, cineleisure and heerens. as more and more people went for their dinners and stuffs, leaving only bg,qa,sharon and myself. after hanging around tm and cs for some snacks, i headed home first as plans are not confirmed. nevertheless, i'm home for good.

i'm tired, but a lil bored. finding stuffs to see online, tv and rest. the most sian thing is, my upcoming projects and stuffs. had problems contacting people from tiger airways and nothing has began. i will have to get my engine started this week, before going for CNY break, or else, i will be damn dead after CNY!
wish me luck people, pictures up tmr then.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:46 PM :|

the stress is coming
Tuesday, January 22, 2008

this is super duper sian. 2 more weeks till CNY. woohoo, cant wait for the goodies, ang baos and gatherings! i'm pretty much too lazy to dress up this year, so it shall be something pretty normal.

some quick updates over the past weekend.

18 jan. fri.

back from school, preparing for CB paper. out in then evening, met tong, senget and alex for their jeans shopping. and yes, both tong and alex are rich guys, buying expensive jeans. senget's no exception with his topman's jeans. mine? 32 bucks will do the same trick. =)

back to cp while waiting for the rest to join for soccer. hanged out till wee hrs,back at 2am. KO-ed at 4am after much discussion.

19 jan. sat.

got up at 10am, head to school with xiang zhen and xueting. after paper was back home. out at 9 ish, met ej, keong, tong and hock for ocha. senget joined, slacked by his block till 11. waited for felky to join us and out for cheese prata at clementi. tong heads home for his korean drama. home by 3am as the stupid geylang tau huay has moved and had no idea where to.

20 jan. sun.

home the entire day,helping in and out while dad's trying to mount the lcd tv onto the wall. out for dinner, then some grocery shopping at ntuc. then it was home sweet home.

anyway, it hasn't been a very nice weekend though. the emotions and the think- too-much cycle. i'm always the last on that list, it will always be. or should it be that i was never on that list? yeap, i'm not on that list. sometimes, just sometimes, i cant help but to think that way i think, because it's all over the place and yet none of my presense was there. SO WHAT AM I ??

nothing's going to be fair in life.

the bad weather depicts my emotions......

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:11 PM :|

Sunday, January 20, 2008

maybe, just maybe, it all dont exist anymore.
dears like treasure.
in other defination, it's gone.
still, why did i..........

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:08 PM :|

19/11/2008 Sat - Clementi Cheese Prata
the "3" couples.
most "MA HUAN" couple. picture speaks a thousand words. haha!

the cheesyyyy chesse pratas!

say cheeeesseee!


wowwwww!!! major discovery felky???

the WEIRD tourist out of nowhere.


SUA KU Singaporeans.


38+ SUA KU Singaporeans!

single and available, any offers???

alright, that basically sums up the night. what a supper, to places from clementi to mount faber then geylang and home. fhock,senget,keong,felky,ah ni and me.
joke of the night : the YUM SEH and our 80th birthdays.



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yes, here i am, asking questions again and again. =( bad bad bad. implications? causes? effects?? hmmm, cant figure out what's what. the sudden thought of shutting up and keeping down.

uncomfortness still exists. better left unknown, being treated as a fool, way better. trust no one? it's me myself and i. it's going to be another sleepless night. =(


i owe no explanations, live no expectations.


ARGHhh ranted @ 3:30 AM :|

it's over!!!!
Saturday, January 19, 2008

alright, something to cheer for..... CB exams finally over!!! but but but, as expected the setter of this paper over at australia changed the questions again. what's new after the first attempt? majority of our class didnt even bother to study that much for the 10 marks component, with 2 short answer questions. instead, it was the MCQs we pia like hell for the past few days.
alright, i shall say it would be only a pass, with no credits, let alone distinctions! hack care liao la, pass would be enough, ask for nothing more this time.
hmmmm, wasting my sat evening alone at home. how sad is that! hahaha, waiting for my dad to return cause i want to go out with his car. =)

is the night still young????

ARGHhh ranted @ 8:50 PM :|

so true? so false?
Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Friends are those
who CARE without HESITATION,
who LOVE without LIMITATION,
who GIVE without EXPECTATIONS,
who REMEMBER without COMMUNICATION.

how true? how false? you decide.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:34 PM :|

dreads mugging.

yes, i cant stop whining about the paper this sat. because it would be the paper that we saw a month ago. HOPE IT DOESNT CHANGE anymore. bloody hell waste my time.


and yes, i'm not feeling too good today. MOOD SWINGsssss. in fact this week might not be a good week.


when time tells tales, it's also time to wake up and accept the fact.

no matter how much that has been done, never means never.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:24 PM :|

another 7K gone.
Monday, January 14, 2008

new trimester, new stuffs. =)


EDP top and new school bag! =)

out to bugis in the afternoon to get bro his cny tops. back by 5 ish and gt myself a new school bag with 4 shopping bags. haha, as though i'm the shopping queen when most stuffs dont belong to me.


sian ar, SCHOOL STARTS tmr, which means back to more projects! this term : tourism and hospitality law, sustainable tourism and services marketing. omg. cant wait for the 3 week CNY break which is wth, kinda of long la. which means, 1 pathetic week for study week. this is madness and the CB paper on sat is even more F up! ARGHHHHHH!


sometimes silence saves.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:59 PM :|

11 Jan 2008 - Inter Mac


alex just loved my-laptop-and-the-mac combination.
ready anytime, anywhere. STRIKE A POSE!


OOPPPs, i should have kept my mouth shut.


the WANTON girls setting up wanton selling ideas.
the "act-cute" hunks.

and the midnight-crazy babes.

spot my fat ass. haha.

is senget spotting my fat ass??? OMG!!!

last but not least, the crazy family!!!! LOONIES!


ARGHhh ranted @ 9:55 PM :|



w- Weekly (aka photo updates)


the gloria jeans coffee in our tai tai life.



my darling RY "got milk?"

hee hee hee. my creation. =)


the most expensive top i've ever bought. Topshop -$73. =)

the coffee club express gathering. peg and chanz.

the ladies concentrating on the MENU for good food.

the salmon, beef and lasagne. ermmm, all not nice.

lastly, 4 beauty queens! where's minah??? HTM 38s!

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:21 AM :|

trimester begins. =(
Sunday, January 13, 2008

omg, holidays over and that's so fast la!! lessons will commence on tues, and and and, the stupid CB paper to be taken on SAT! wa lao eh, how sian can that be man! CNY around the corner, still need to PIA for this paper that was supposed to be taken like a month ago. thanks to my cock up school.

pull through this week and everything will be fine, i pray. over the weekend...

11 Jan. Fri.

hmmm no soccer session. so was out only at 11.30 ish, meeting senget,keong,felky and ej for inter mac session with alex as he jio-ed. brought my lappy, and crapped like hell with the web cam la. thanks to coconut lua, hand itchy, keep pressing and take multi-shots which are damn hilarious. hahahas. cant possibly post those pics cause its 300+ pics take in just mere minutes!

after the non stop laughters going on which filled the entire mac, home sweet home at 1 ish.

12 Jan. Sat.

out with mummy to TM, had lunch and started shopping around for CNY stuffs. she got a bag and got me and bro levi's signature jeans. promotion for 2nd piece at 50%, so worth the buy!

then after mummy head home while senget and ej came to join me. jalan a lil bit then it was off to NTUC to get the steamboat dinner stuffs. i've to admit we are becoming more like our dear mothers, being so aunty. haha. after the groceries shopping, was to senget's place in the down-pouring weather.

helped senget's mum with preparations and ej and i got the WANTON done.self-made wantons by the both us and it turned out GOOD!! nothing was left and some guys didn't even get a taste of it! so ya, WE ARE PROUD and we shall make even better wantons the next time round. =) ej and i would like to thank all RWDs who supported our wantons!! HIP HIP HOORAY!!

ok, enough of wantons, and the rest of the food were just GREAT, all by senget's mum! with the steamboat going on, more people join. attendance as : tong,mond,keong,james,hock,chee,qa,alex,senget,jason,fai,ks,ron,peg,charis,ej and myself. woohoo! what a number after so long. =) gathering was not too bad, laughters here and there.

then, it was home sweet home at 1 ish. rwds match the next day.

13 Jan. Sun.

got up early for their friendly match against keong's friend. final score 4-0, 1 og, 2 by qa and 1 by tong. there after lunch at 844 then home. out again in the pouring rain to senget's place for dinner thanks to his mum's invitation to help clear the extra food stuffs from last night's steamboat. good food again! OMG. big thanks to senget's mum again! tong with the siews, luas and yeows. lols.

went ocha, guys book in and the rest home sweet home!
and tomorrow, another day to get myself prepared for school.hmmm, timetable printed, stationaries bought, wanting to a new buy bag i saw at isetan, but it's $49.90. hmmm, should i or should i not???

alright, another day to complete my tasks and errands tmr! damn la.

last but not least, what shall i say when all has been said?? hmmm problem doesnt exist alone, it takes both hands to clap, it travel in a two-way street. yup, thought of the day. =)

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:50 PM :|

EXAMS... PASSED!!
Thursday, January 10, 2008

hahahaha, i've got my exams results, am lucky to get a PASS, and a CREDIT. but damn la, got to attempt the CB paper next sat, thanks to ermmm the stupid cock up mistake by my school. Argh.

been damn busy doing CNY shopping for the past few days, in fact from Sun to Wed. omg. hmmm updates.

05 Jan. Sat.

out in the evening with parents to visit ah ma at sgh. senget was at my place using com. back to tm to meet tong,senget,tet,boon and ej at kfc. they had dinner, then jalan at cs, then safra wanting to play billard but to no avail. so, the guys went lan gaming while ej and i watched. head for 802 due to my "Oh Lua", oyster craving. hang out a lil while before heading home at 1 ish with senget coming over for computer using. hahas.

06 Jan. Sun.

out in the evening at 6.30 ish meeting ej, tong and senget. accompany her to white sands as she's heading for her friend's chalet. hanged out at white sands till fai joined us. headed back to tm as senget needs to get his errands done. jalan here and there to see the guys' clothings for cny.
then, as the shops are all closing one by one, we went to mac and i had my dinner.

back to cp to slack with mond joining as he was on his way back. the guys were like worrying about their near future, on what should they do once they complete their ns in may. hmmm, good question, what about mine? hahas.
future seems so vague now. damn. went to 7-11 while waiting for ej and hanged out a lil, then it was home sweet home.

07 Jan. Mon.

got up at 7.30am in such a long time!! accompanied ryna to acer which is located at jurong east la, to get her lap top fixed. luckily it was replaced on the spot. =) then head for tanjong pagar to wait for alvin's lunch time. went to gloria jeans for coffee, the "tai tai" tea break time. =)

after alvin's lunch, both of us headed for town, as she went to visit her friend who just gave birth and as for me, went to far east to meet fai and senget. the guys do their cny shopping, while i looked out for mine. i should say senget sure know how to shop la! hahas.

after the shopping, it was taking bus back to tamp and i need to send the guys back to camp. home at 7 ish, settled down and out again at 9. long long journey with senget,tong and fai. damn tiring! home at about 11 and KO-ed soon after a long long day!

08 Jan. Tues.

shopping continues. haha. met paul as he wanted to join us, peg and i for cny shopping too.head for ms at 3 ish. then to town as peg needs to collect her stuff. took 36 and makan at ljs before another round of spree starts. went to far east then to wisma. hmmmm at the end of the day, i've got myself a mng top with a cardigan and an esprit top. eyed on another topshop top and regret buying the green one. decided to exchange for the newer one. haha.

after the long day in town, was back to tm for another round of shopping. finally called it a day at about 10 and i'm almost breaking into pieces.

09 Jan. Wed.

went to ICA to get mt IC done with ryna. went bugis to get the top then lunched at alvin's workplace and headed for town. spent the whole day shopping again! hahhas. sounded like as if i'm rich huh, yet i'm not that. all on credit. poor ry and me!

got myself 2 pair of shoes at the end of the day and got the topshop top exchanged! damn happy. haha, then the both of us finally settled at gelare as both of legs bth already. while waiting to meet my girls and she meeting alvin, went to get her nails done.

we headed our ways and i met up with peg and chanz. had a lousy dinner at coffee club express. NEVER EVER GO THERE AGAIN!!! should have went Sakae instead. damn! after dinner was a lil walk at far east, again! then had a drink before heading home on bus 518. had a great night with the girls, only realising that how much we have matured compared to 8 years ago. omg!

10 Jan. Thurs.

cny shopping with bro in the afternoon. wa lao eh, it's seriously non-stop shopping these days but i like it! hahaha. a few more stuff and i'm done! back to school next week, sighs sighs sighs!
whatever it is, i need to pull through this whole year and i'm done, working my ass out for my own life!
then future is for us to hold, yet i'm kinda of lost, not knowing what's insured for me ahead. last but not least, i just want to FALL IN LOVE!!!! hahahahas! where's mr right? people, any reccomendations please do not hesitate to let me know! hahahas. GUM XIA le la!

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:03 PM :|

judge me, sentence me.
Saturday, January 05, 2008

been losing my beauty sleep ever since holidays began. another week and i'm back to school. there are many things to be done within the week such as 1. getting my IC done, 2. CNY shopping, 3. Preparing for school. there are much more little things to be taken care of though.

alright,updates.

31 Dec. Mon.

it's new year eve. ending the agony of what 2007 brought me, embracing 2008 with a better year ahead i pray. had my 21st bday but there are much more that did not come my way.
wanted to join the rest of rwds for vivo but due to delays, gave it a miss, again. so got daddy's car and out to kallang to watch some fireworks from far. better then nothing. tong,james,jason and ej are in for the ride. went to katong for a game of billard, then drove to toa payoh wanted to makan hei mee, but we were late. back to cv for the same old thing. had a lil supper and home at 4am. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

01 Jan . Tues.

had a few hours of sleep and got up on the dot for mj session. haha. tong,james and dai came up sharply at 1am, had lunch and game started. won 5 bucks though i was the gunner 10 out of 16 games. omg. bg joined and slacked a lil before dinner at 6.30 while tong book in.
back home with pending plans but then after it was called of, home the night for tv shows.

02 Jan. Wed.

went tm, home and tv all night long.

03 Jan. Thurs.

home to tidy up my room, discarding the old stuffs, free some space for new things coming along. out to meet up with james,mond,dai,qa and sharon. slacked a lil then home at 12.

04 Jan. Fri.

went tm, home and dinner. went to fetch the boys back from sungei gedong. long journey it was. sent chuen soon, ben, tong and senget back and hanged out a lil at senget's place. supper plans at 11. chee drove and joined us with tong,fai,mf and ej.

went for nasi lemak, the non-stop crapping while eating. bth. people looked at us as if we were SIAO LANGs. after makan was to simpang bedok for gaming. picked hock up on the way. had battlefield 2 again till 3.30ish. went for a bite then home at 5am.

cant get into sleep. insonmia or bad body clock i guess. haiyoyo. there are just so much things running through my head.

and now, i'm getting ready to visit ah ma. wonder what's in for this weekend yet again.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:34 PM :|

i'm a bitch.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008

life's about making choices, taking risks and sacrifices.
sacrifices brings about hurt, decision-making and regrets. but, minus regrets sacrifices would be made worth. i no longer know what's worth but sacrifices has been made.
correct me if i'm wrong, this time i just want it for myself. because, i dont want to be replace.
call me a bitch. i had my reasons. so, dont force me further. yes or it will break loose.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:45 PM :|

okay, some pictures for updating. but i'm too lazy to upload more cause there's still tons since xmas. yes, call me LAZYBUM.
27 Dec - Bugis Shopping.

CNY top from topshop.
the thing i'm into now. nails nails and nails!


29 Dec- Orchard Outing.

yes i know, very KIAM PAH. but i loved it~


call me the godess and i shall enlighten you.

ooooppps. the "what-have-i-done?" pose.

ben's trying to prove his best eyesight.

ron-the-porn is delighted to have his pic taken with james-the-man. lols.

the AH PEKS who did not went, but enjoyed liqour drinking.

J.B. - the puppy that bite fierce.

ARGHhh ranted @ 4:20 PM :|

sacrifices vs choices

sorry doesn't solve anything, neither will it make up for those mistakes and sacrifices made.



yet there are regrets within these sacrifices. the biggest thing in me which i could not let go.



no one will understand the behaviour of mine, the stuffs i have been doing these days. but for once, i really want to do this for myself. stubborn is in me, yes indeed. for once, i'm going to hold myself responsible for what i've done.


i'm not worth anyone's good, i'm no better myself.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:19 AM :|

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008

the very first post of the year. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 biatches!!!!

omg, turning 22 this year and here i am still not achieving much. wa lao eh, i guess 2008 shall be a year of makeover with at least 1 resolution met. =)

may this year be blessed and anticipating a great year ahead for everyone around me. haha.

yes, i'm waiting.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:32 PM :|