... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

final lap of 2007.
Monday, December 31, 2007

alright, soon we will all be bidding goodbyes to 2007!!! omg, another year has just passed, hmmm or should i say i'm getting real old as the years goes by.

and here i am, STILL AVAILABLE!?!! how sad can i be la! hello, ANY TAKERS??? crap.

2008 resolution : TO BE TAKEN UP by 31 DEc 2008.

nonsense it may sound, yes but thats true as i did not keep my 2007 resolution. how disappointing!

alright, updates for the past week.

25 Dec. Tues.

out for long beach dinner thanks to senget's parents. it was the "paycheck" for helping out on the revamp of his place. met up at 6 ish and out for ocha with fai keong,tong and ej. felky joined us soon. then, the siew brothers came in lorry, picking us up for east coast park.

felky,ej and i took the back seat with keong and senget while fai and tong took the front with chee. so chiong ar, off we went for seafood dinner. twice a week for long beach is way too heaven la. hahaha. CHILLI CRAB my zui ai! shiok shiok shiok!

after the heavenly meal with all my fav dishes, it was dessert time at gelare. took a lil walk to the nearby marine cove and settle ourselves down. waffle ice cream plus cheesecake. HOW SINFUL can it be this whole week. good food everyday.

back to tm as chee needs to catch his movie while leaving the rest of us roaming round and back to cp. everyone decided to have an early night, leaving with me and ej to walk out to pay my bill and slack a lil at cheers. haha, girls talk somehow.

26 Dec. Wed.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO Ms LEE MAY CHAN! was home the entire day till 5 ish. out to bugis, meeting amy. its been a long time and yes, i miss her company! more bitchings and whinings. had soup spoon for dinner after a small round of jalan at bugis street.

back to tamp after dinner at 9 ish. called it a day as ms pang has been so tired. home sweet home.

27 Dec. Thurs.

out to meet peg for bugis again. haha. this time was the entire shopping day plus nails' day. haha, spent a bomb and was feeling shiok about it. done with manicure and pedicure which wasn't up to my expectations, bought a fisherman bag and a pair of denim shorts, plus my CNY top from topshop. kinda of cute as i shall start buying what i see.

had NYDC for dinner thanks to peg's treat. see, this is what i meant good food in a week. haha. long beach, gelare, nydc... met up with alex in town after dinner with peg. he insist on taking a walk in town for his nights out. so went to get my top, heerens, taka and cineleisure for his makan before heading back.

had a long day, damn tired but satisfied and happy. haha.

28 Dec. Fri.

alright, after the whole week of good food, i fell sick!! running on a fever, cough and stomach flu! thanks to the good food i had for the week la. it must be.spent the whole day home with no appetite. out only in the night for soccer session. what a night on the phone. hahas.

29 Dec. Sat.

town outing! met at 3ish at inter. took 69 with ej, met hock,ben,james,mond,fai,qa,sharon and bao at small mac. decided to head for town, took mrt and got there at 4 ish. wasn't feeling good the whole time, thanks to the stomach flu. went far east for makan, tempting me with the cutlet rice, so sian la. then it was jalan time. ron,peg and her friend met us with mei fang joining us as we are moving on to zara at wheelock's. the guys had their buyings from the zara sale. while the girls with mond,james and ben were out waiting. cam whoring. haha.

then... the moment we've been waiting for. meeting up with hock's gf, ms Janice! yes, she's a nice girl. =) count himself lucky la! welcome to the world of chaos = rowdees!

after zara was wisma. topshop again. then off to cineleisure for dinner. seperate 2 sides as peg's friend cant makan at hong kong cafe. 11 of us went hong kong cafe, which i shall say brainless crew they might have. demanding its own customers to squeeze 7 which can fit only 6?? are we too skinny or what? seriously was damn pissed of with that M.I.C lady crew who served us. fucked up!

after a furious meal, took bus 518 back to tamp. walked back with ej. met alex,jason and tong as they were having a drink by the stone tables at cp. while fai,mond,hock,qa and sharon went james' place for soccer watching.

drama night indeed. after the relac drinking it was suppose to be, it turned out kinda of nasty. esp when we moved to 801 to accompany alex. i was kinda of lost though. yes, in witnessing how my long time buddy turned into despair. how disappointing it was. =(

yet again, after one another, tong was damn drunk la. took us 30 mins to get him up, moving our ass finally at 5.30am, home at 6am. i was dead beat.

30 Dec. Sun.

got up for a quick clinic visit to make sure i'm alright. as usual, given gastric flu pills. had them and back to bed. got up only at 3pm. out to meet fai and ej to slack at mac before deciding where to go for dinner. mei fang and my bro joined. had zi char at food park. then ocha to tabao drinks only after when tong smsed.

walked back and forth, had wrong orders and waited by tong's block for an hour. then guitar session begins at fitness corner with tong,fai,senget,keong and felky. and yes, i have picked up 2 songs! hahaha.thanks to teacher ah ni, so to speak"ming shi chu gao tu". haha.

home at almost 2 after cheers.

okay, pending plans tomorrow. fireworks? esplanade? orchard? or just tampines??? counting down to 2008. headache ar!!

less than 24 hours, it's goodbye to every but of pain and joy of 2007. the better year ahead??? I WONDER!

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:00 AM :|

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

the xmas eve pre-feast at siglap.
poor mei fang been feeling SICK the whole day, thanks to fai? hahas!

let the real xmas feast begin!!


hohoho! the turkey feast courtesy of felky's mama. SEDAP!

ms lua and her turkey drum, SOT TIO!

ARGHhh ranted @ 4:23 PM :|

23/12/2007 Long Beach, Ah Yi's Bday celebration =)
THE MAHJONG KINGS & QUEENS


the happiest birthday GIRL!!


the 2nd generation of the MJ Kings & Queens.

ARGHhh ranted @ 4:11 PM :|

merry christmas 2007.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007

hahwhat a christmas it was! so different this year. yes it was. alright first and foremost, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!
had a whirlwind weekend.

20 Dec. thursday.

had my early xmas gift from Daddy! hahaha, got my new N6500 slide phone. wooohooo! chio la, i love the phone with all the functions i wanted. with the exception that its not quite stable. dont know why!

went to orchard to bai bai, then com centre to get hp, back to tm to get bro's new hp N5610 xpressmusic. met peg at tm, dinner while waiting for starhub to flash our queue no on the screen. 2 hrs and 15 mins of waiting time, SIAO right?

after the whole day shopping for 2 new phones, headed home, then out to senget's place to help paint his room. or should i say i was rather EXTRA. lols. fai,tong,keong,felky and ej were in for the job and i was kept busy till 3am and took a walk home with ej,peg and tong.

21 Dec. friday.

met ej for town. had a mini shopping, bought my first pair of havanas, at 39.90 and its worth it because that guy whom attended to me was cute? haha. yes he was! =) headed town after citylink. she went to sign her contract for her temp survey job. then it was off to far east, makan and jalan. fai met us at 4 ish, went to so many places with him la to get his watch done.

wa piang eh, in the end went pacific plaza, paragon then lucky plaza, but all to no avail! legs breaking already. then still have to walk back to pacific plaza from lucky plaza to take bus no 5. luckily got seat, if not... i will hatam yip zhen fai!

had the MAD-DEST night ever. toughest mission of the year : to kio (clean up) mr siew xin chee's room! omg, so many junk, dust that was collated into thick layers we named as "BAH HU". haha. after the tideous process of bearing those rowdee's urine and what ever stench, we ( ej and myself) proclaims victory to have accomplished this mission. haha.

painting starts and we could not be bothered about perfect works anymore. cause it's chee's room! haha. the work kept us busy till 2 ish when mond and tong, who were in charge of the kitchen's ceiling came to ask us to clean up the mess.

as i was cleaning, there were 2 cockroaches "doing their thing" so did not want to disturb. then, tong that itchy ass wanted to hunt them down. so, he got mond to do the job as he's the only MAN who aint afraid of those pests. so, the whole process of cockroach hunting was real MADDESS! omg, 30 over cockroaches in the zip lock bags. i think i would faint if those things attacked at one time. EEYER, damn er xin.

after the long process of killing almost all the pests, it was packing up for real and heading home at only 4 ish. wa piang eh, bth, KOed almost immediately when i got home.

22 Dec. Sat.

went back to senget's place at 4 ish to help the guys which is tong,keong and senget as they need some girls to do clean up. so its meeting up with ej and the heavy downpour caught us right there. by the time we went up, the painting was almost done. but thanks to me and my 3 finger prints, i almost spoil tong's and keong's effort. haha.

ok, i was trying to help tong to get his ka-li-pok, lost balance in the process and got my fingers on the wet wall. so that explains why. but was reprimanded like hell. HAIYO those guys and their whinings!

headed home to change, cabbed with ej, senget and tong to parkway, meeting up with keong and felky, cause she's working for the weekend. had dinner at the hawker centre, took a lil walk at PP then off to katong for lan gaming. had battlefield 2 and it was fun la! haha.

cabbed back with ej and tong, went to met james,jason,qa,hock,dai,bg,toot,bert and sharon with tong. hanged out a lil while then it was home at about 3 ish. its been awhile since i saw hock! haiyo! its good to see him again and the rest as well. =)

countdown party together it shall be!

23 Dec. Sunday.

home the whole day, out for dinner with family as it's ah yi's birthday. had long beach and it was a night of fun and laughter. haha! cousins reunited! yeah!!!


back to tampines. went down for rwds' soccer session. out of the blue on a sunday night. the session only ends at almost 2am.

24 Dec. Monday.

home the whole day. pending plans as usual. forgo the leisure park/PP plan with mond,bg,dai,black,qa,ks,bert,stephanie,sharon and charis.

was out only at 9 ish after getting daddy's car.went to help tong accomplish mission first. picked senget,fai and mf and out to siglap for hong kong cafe, east coast wanted to play pool but no parking. so went to the car park to see gays waiting for their partners and off to CV wanted to see ah guas, but to no avail, all went to partyyy already. haha. so with no where in mind, we headed back tamp to complete mission.

after an hour, mission accomplished! finally, all efforts paid off! back to pick ej up for felky's place, invitation for christmas turkey feast! my first xmas turkey tasting in life. haha. it was delicious i should say! great food thanks to felky's mummy! haha. thank you aunty once again. =)


after the feasting, send senget, fai and meifang home, top up petrol and back to the car park to have a rooftop chat with tong and ej. what a night of pouring sorrows eh.
alright, its 7am now and i shall be turning in!


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"the life of a mockery affection end up being so pathetic sorry. "

ARGHhh ranted @ 5:59 AM :|

触摸
Wednesday, December 19, 2007

幸福是看得透 而不是 舍不得他的所有
我在这天黑了也不会走
你的快乐除了他
还有我永远守候
不要难过

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:35 AM :|

been there, done that.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007

omg, greatest joke of the century! MY SCHOOL HAS ACTUALLY MESSED UP OUR FINAL PAPER. wtf la, last paper to enjoy already, they got the wrong paper for us? crap crap crap! i was perpectually laughing at myself la, how SUAY can i be?

hahahaha, and for the first time of my life, the whole class actually refused to take the paper which wasn't the paper we are supposed to attempt because of the wrong format and it was state semester 2, instead of trimester 3. cant stop laughing and feeling boiled at the same time. what a big JOKE!

alright then exams "considered over", CB paper postpone to next trimester, hope it's early trimester man.

15 dec. sat.

after witnessing the greatest joke of the century, hanged out with kamini and rida to get my stuffs done. went to lucky plaza and ps. head back to tm to meet tong,dai and sj. shop around and met up with qa and sharon. walked a few more rounds for xmas stuffs and it was back home, to put my stuffs then to 824 to meet fai and mf for dinner. had zi char, which cost me 5 bucks only. haha.

after dinner was to fai's place. hanged out a lil while, back home to get car for night outing! haha. thanks to daddy whom entrusted his beloved car to me. went ikea first with tong,dai and sj. after getting the stuff that tong needed, we headed back to pick keong and felky.

made rounds to serangoon, initially heading for mustafa but damn heavy traffic. so made our way to toa payoh and after an hour of rounding, we manage to reach our final destination. seriously, life is : "never take the wrong path, or else, it takes you one big round back to the same spot." so had the prawn mee at lorong 8 hawker centre which i had before and the soup is sedap la!

after toa payoh was to bukit timah hill, wanted to "liak gao" as to tong's request but to no avial cause we cant drive up. so it was mount faber to enjoy the night scenery. back to cv to enjoy ah guas, and to geylang for chickens. what a night of eye feasting for the guys la!
send everyone home at 4am and ko-ed at 5 ish.

16 dec.sun.

rot the entire day home. too tired and lazy to head out. had star awards show and out to meet black to send the boys back camp. picked tong, senget and chuen soon up. off we head for sungei gedong. then it was off to yew tee as black pick up some stuffs from his cousin and black send me back to ben's place to meet paul. it's been quite awhile since i've caught up with him and so went to catch up abit.
home at 2 ish after the big matches. =)

17 dec. mon.

town with sj and felky. wa piang eh, town damn packed even suring a monday afternoon. guess it's xmas season and that's why. so sian la, cant shop properly. bought the stuffs needed for the handicraft session. met keong at cityhall and head back together.

back to my place with sj, had dinner, tv and handicraft session begins! it never stops till wee hours la. tong and senget joined. worked through the night till 4 ish. tong and sj head home first, while senget left only at 8.30am this morning. haha. gaming, what else.
and for today, i'm too tired to shop so stayed home. went out only to get lunch with sj at 844. so now, back to what i'm suppose to do!


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for the past 4 years, been there, done that.
sometimes its maturing myself in order to let all these go. so what have i had to regret??
i maybe indifferent to people, but i just need to know for myself, i was different. =)

thanks to you, i see the indifference. but i had the difference once. still, i thank you for that.

there are too many things in life beyond my control. but yet, there are times where things are made known.

cant predict, cant prevent.
KAN KAI BA.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:07 PM :|

EXAMS? CRAP!
Friday, December 14, 2007

OMD paper - gone.
MDP paper - goner.
CB paper - IT BETTER NOT BE GONE.
what the hell, 3 papers, 2 papers flung. tell me how am i suppose to carry on studying for the next semesters to come?? damn demoralising and motivation level dropped from heaven to hell.
i'm losing sight, looking forward to my convocation in year 2009. if any of my papers fail this time round, i'm just going to quit school and focus on a full time career. yes, you heard me right, i'm not someone who give up easily, yet this is seriously getting no where.
damn disgusted and disappointed with my lecturers. why didn't they follow to what the on-site campus in australia is doing? pay this much to suffer?
final paper on sat. it's the paper i PIN all hopes on. it better be what it is.
alright, just back from supper with senget,mond and bro. was bored online, with senget and myself only, so we decided to head out to chill. somewhat to distress myself. final day of mugging on CB mcqs paper tmr and yes, I'M DONE WITH EXAMS!
i'm back to have fun and action. MS YEOW IS RETURNING SOON!! the final lap, better be good!
next week : SHOPPING, KTV, MOVIES, MEET UPs and getting ready to celebrate Xmas. Presents!!! i cant wait to spend some money. hohohohoho.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:33 AM :|

Ten Spritual Tonics
Tuesday, December 11, 2007

The Ten Spiritual Tonics - insprired from Nat Ho's blog. =)
1. Stop worrying. Worry kills life.
2. Begin each day with a prayer. It will arm your soul.
3. Control appetite. Over-indulgence clogs body and mind.
4. Accept your limitations...
5. Don’t envy. It wastes time and energy.
6. Have faith in people. Cynicism sours the disposition.
7. Find a hobby. It will relax your nerves.
8. Read a book a week to stimulate imagination and broaden your views.
9. Spend some time alone for the peace of solitude and silence.
10. Try to want what you have, instead of spending your strength trying to get what you want.
- Abraham L. Feinberg
and its sth i have to learn now. bit by bit. taking baby steps.
the biggest hurdle is ownself. to overcome is to be a better person.
only when one's able to cherish him/herself, it will then learn the understanding of cherish the ones they loved, the ones of importance. =)
friends/family.
i made mistakes in one particular i cherised the most.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:25 AM :|

if only time..
Monday, December 10, 2007

if all has been said and done, then that's the end of the road?
if only time could be rewind, there might never be me.
the best time not to be, yet it hit.
endure, its the toughest week of the year, so be it, its 6 days i'm talking about to pull through.
i blame myself.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:34 AM :|

Sunday, December 09, 2007

then why in the first place, when i was the very verge of letting go, i turned back to help?
i was stupid, simple as that.
so yeah, i deserve it. =)
WHY? why did you....?

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:08 AM :|

if there's a way out.

not yet again. the sound of shattering hearts that pierce through the heart with an addition flavour of disappointments.
the day was full of fun, but.......... so hard to be fun. the brave front was too much to handle. but i did it. just like that, the process was a killer, JUST RIGHT.
i gave myself up. K.O.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:00 AM :|

sweet.
Thursday, December 06, 2007

sweetness~
sudden feel of getting hitched!!! wahhahaha.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:33 PM :|

how dumb!

wa piang eh, how DUMB can i be la! spend the whole day mugging on my consumer behaviour, then today i got the lesson timing wrong. IDIOT ME LA!! damn pek cek with myself that i cant take the mock paper, which i intend to test myself.
hmmm, guess i'm that dumb la. so now it's time to focus on OMD, which is the 1st paper next tues. pray pray pray for tips tmr, or else, i'm so dead. yes, i am!
cant wait to shop at the new extension of tampines mall and new bhg at century square for xmas la. exams, pls be over soon, so that i can shop, hang out, club and movie with my girls and gang. can't wait!
alright back to mugging...

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:07 PM :|

praying for the best.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007

oh my god. i'm still mugging.had 3 hrs in tp library with ej today, another 2 hrs with her again and now am running through for tmr's consumer behaviour mock paper.
should be worried about OMD instead. cause the paper is next tues, and intensive study shall start over the weekend! meaning that i have to forgo sentosa trip, spending the whole sunday home mugging.
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am i going to die for my papers this time? if i am, i will QUIT school, i mean i really will!
ok, all the best to me, for my exams, and cant wait for 15/12 to be over!! argh!
this is not happening ; it's a not hope. it's not.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:51 PM :|

lost in mugging.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007

ARGH!!! 7 days more to my first paper. darn, this is torture man. keeping myself mugging almost 5 hrs each day. sounds little yet torturing for someone like me, who don't fancy mugging at all!

ok quick updates since i manage to squeeze time to blog. minus the time on the phone,tv and mugging. haha.

29 Nov. Thurs.

went back to school for CB lecture. heng ar, got tips ar!! haha, thats the way to motivate myself to study. =) shopped around heerens, getting errands done and head home. had a bad night. not enough sleep and feeling shit. =(

30 Nov. Fri.

met ben,mond and ej for lunch. headed for bedok inter after a round of discussion. omg, ben made me walked out and back home to change. lol! stunt of the day : button soup vs mutton soup. ben's uncle. haha.

alright, lunch at the hawker centre, nice meal with nice people. haha. fai joined us while ej left to meet her friend. sheng siong for tidbits shopping and it's seriously nice to buy stuffs there, darn lots of varieties. after the entire afternoon shopping, it was back home on 69 with fai and ben while mond went town to meet bao.

home, intending to mug, but failed some how. LAZY la. soccer session at 9pm, as usual, went down to slack. home only at 2 ish. the guys had non-stop soccer.

01 Dec. Sat.

random TOWN OUTING!!! haha. met senget,keong,felky,ej and peg at 5 ish. trained to town. met chee and his friend, dinner at Vi'lage. had a SINFUL meal but nice. haha. good food makes people fat, which is damn true. after dinner was off to paragon's ben sherman where senget wanted to change his shirt, but did not cause it was too tight for a size smaller. haha. fai joined while chee and friend went for movie.

It was big O for sinful indulgence of deserts! Omg. but hack care, diet next week. =) went borders for some books/mags browsing then took a bus no. 5 back to bedok reservoir, took a walk back to senget's place when all the modeling/ cam-whoring began!!!

cam whoring!! like nobody's business with my T10. haha, we did tons of stunts and trying-to-be-model pattern. so the next post goes for photo updates. home at 2 ish after we all got so worn out, photo taking and the guys gaming.

02 Dec. Sun.

home trying to mug, but failed. instead, went to do prayers for well-being and for exams. went to passed tong his pair of slippers and cabbed down to ubi. homed at 5 ish, out again at 6 ish, meeting bg at ocha. went to collect self-made cookies samples, then he acc me all the way home. thanks bg. met black,qa and sharon at 844 on the way back.

had dinner and out to meet
tong,ek,felky and ej for revision. senget joined us at 844 while the luas had their dinner.spot a place to mug, bumped into james,bert,black,qa and sharon at tong's block. then it was swtiched to senget's place to mug and to game for the guys.

senget left us for his supper, so we had a pretty hard time trying to lock his door when we left! damn senget! hahas. home at 12.

03 Dec. Mon.

home the entire day mugging. out at 8 meeting
tong for ocha. someone turned BO GEH today! whine so much about his tooth extraction la, bth! met fai and senget at prata shop, then tidbits shopping, ocha and hung out at senget's blk. chuen soon joined, while waiting for chee to send the guys back for book in.

homed at 10, mugging continues, but for a lil while only. and now, 11 days more till i bid mugging good bye!

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at the end of every night, i asked myself.

"what's worth waiting for?"
"what's worth for memories?"

sometimes, there are things in life i cherish and remember, while others dont.
so tell me, what's worth???

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:28 AM :|

rwds very first own photo shoot. =)

CAM WHORING 01 DEC. SAT.


"very-own-photo-shoot" at senget's room.
1) the sunglass shot.


2) the "BLURRBERRY" shot.

3) emo shot/ trying-to-be sexy shot.

4) the act-cute/ crazy shot.

and.... the biggest VAIN POT wannabe of the night--- ME!!

TOWN OUTING 01 DEC. SAT.


SIAO EH!! BEWARE AR!!


spot felky's new boyfriend. hahas!

senget, please stop acting shy. we all know you're NOT!

spot the 2 stupids, while fai's still as gay as ever.

YEAH!!!

the gong gong faces, gong gong stunts!

the pretties vs the hunks.

SINFUL indulgence.

paragon toilet snap. bth glares from aunties.

ISLAND GIRLS..

BANANA GIRLS!

ESCALATOR BOYS...

and finally, POTENTIAL FHM (for her mag) HUNK!

LOTS more to go, but too much to post! enjoy =)

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:13 AM :|

Chris Daughtry - Over You.
Saturday, December 01, 2007

Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Chorus

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
is it so true, or is it so false??

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:04 AM :|