`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
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`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
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`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
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`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
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`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
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` AMY.
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> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
WISHLIST OF THE YEAR : Louis Vuitton coin pouch. 
and COACH wristlet. working hard for these two!! $245 and $225 each.
JIA YOU AR YAN!!
cam-whoring will continue. more pictures soon!
now, i have DURIAN in my hands!
world is a new life now.
been so super lazy to get my assignment started!! TWO assignments due on the same day! JIU MING AR!! wanted to start my biz law already,yet then again, i'm still so distracted. what's new. when there are kakis around, i'm never disciplined to work hard. hahah.
updates.
20 jun.wed.
lessons end at 1pm. met hock and james at town after lessons. went far east for the dudes' shopping. met ej and dai at bugis as hock wanted to go guan im temple to pray for blessings for his tp.
ryna darling called! so just nice met her up for a lil while, then it was lil jalan with her. though minimum time spent but am still very happy! =)
more hang outs soon okay. I MISSED YOU 38 khaki!
back to tamp at 7 after dinner. then home. dai,hock and ej went to rent vcds and came up to watch till 10 ish. then it was home sweet home for all.
21 jun.thurs.
home after school. rested home then head to alex's place as he was on mc, swollen ear this time. went up to his place to take a look on his "stupid" concept of new room, it was quite stupid indeed. hang out till 7 ish then head to s11 for dinner.
met amy and her mum at cs as they were having hair cut. jalan awhile till 9 ish and back to meet dai,an and sharon at mac. chill out at the 839 playground till 11 ish. we were as if 18 year old us. but that was quite some time ago. hahaha.
22 jun. fri.
home after lessons. mj session with dai,an and james. lost 12 chicken wings. nabei, my mj luck damn bad can. argh. then it was dinner at bedok 85, james headed home. met sharon at her blk. took 69 and had dinner. romantic right. hahaa.
then it was back home to freshen up at 9. rest awhile before heading down to cp for soccer. hanged out the entire night by cp. as usual. 7-11 after soccer till 2 ish then home sweet home.
23 jun. sat.
outing to suntec/marina square. met tong,mond and bao at 2.30pm. then met hock,alex,keong and ej at inter. train-ed down and jalan jalan. tong went for his ndp thingy while the rest of us headed to find felky for her dinner break.
our dettol promoter of the week. hahaha.after bidding goodbyes with felky, we then headed to marina square for dinner. took a walk to esplanade for fire works display later in the night. while waiting, took pictures to keep ourselves entertained.
it was almost 8 when the fireworks went off. woohoo damn beautiful.it was said 25% of the actual ndp yet it was damn nice la.
waited for senget to end his ndp duty,met up with qa,sharon and felky then it was back to tamp for us. night's still young so we hanged out at pineapple for the night. crapping and ds-ing like hell. the maths game especially. haha. fai and dai then joined us. as fai was hungry, i played the KIND HEARTED one and go back home to get him some instant noodles. cause i was heading home to get some beer and change of clothes.
tong,hock and dai came up for toilet break while ej head home for a change too. then back to cp again to chill till late at 2 ish. 7-11 was next, continued army and jyss topics. as always routined. home at almost 3am.
then again, conversations continued till 5am. KO-ed by then.
24 jun. Sun.
out to town. met tong,mond and bao at 4. some of the dudes headed their way first which includes keong,senget,fai,bert,mei fang and ej. the 4 of us then train down to somerset for centrepoint. people should know why.haha. then agian, the train ride was entertaining with bao and mond spotting weird people around us. hahaha. Crap but funny.
reached our destination but to no avail. sian-ed already. then moved our way to the soup place, le meridien's food court. waited for the rest till 7. had dinner then jalan awhile before heading seperate ways. the rest went to bugis for continuous shopping while tong and i head back to tamp, wanted to meet zi ting. then again, it was cancelled. =(
back to our initial thought, met up with jason,an and sharon for ocha. hanged out till 10 then it was super last minute decision for boat quay to have a drink! BOSS OF THE DAY: 3SG JASON TAN. open bottle man! our big generous boss of the month i should say.
after long wait for tong's mission, we then cabbed down at 11 to boat quay. found a pub which was qb qool bar. the settled in and chill. thanks to our boss of the day!!! the dudes played pool while sharon and i watched around. tong's friend, ee seng then joined us. had poker card games and those fun again with stupid stunts and sabos. managed to finish the entire bottle even after ee seng left. amazing! then agian, was feeling drowsy and by then it was 3am when we finished with the dice game and left for home.
jason headed back for camp while the rest of us cabbed back home. THANKS BIG BOSS JASON! next time it shall be our turn. hahaha. if i strike big bucks!
25 jun.mon.
got up for lessons. felt so sleepy in class but still survived. back to 827 after lesson to meet james, hock and tong for lunch. then rented ghost rider and head for my place to watch. tong put aeroplane again. what's new!!
the movie ended then it was hang out till dinner time while hock headed back to hougang home. after deciding for long, it was out to meet tong for dinner at 6.15pm. but it was end up having dinner with james only.
cause tempers flew around, what else. damn attitude eh. so flare at the point of time that i have no appetite for dinner la! is not pek cek, is damn dulan! better not mention yet again i wasn't the one who attituded. met an and sharon at mac after 826. tong was there too. no point killing myself again so could not be bothered already.
ocha was next after their mac dinner. tong headed for book in. hanged out till 9 ish then it was home sweet home for all. back home to settle down and started a little on biz law assignment which is due in two weeks time. then again, there's marketing mgmt assignment due on the same day, so i better get started.
i have killed lots of brain cells for the past two days. damn! long day for me for tomorrow and wed!! 10- 5pm classes. Sianed!then projects then all these shit. eeyer what a week! pictures soon!!
damn. been tired for the past few nights. i guess my best friend now is this. the space and unlimited freedom i have, to vent and pen my thoughts.
pretty much misses stuff that brought sorrows, sadness into my heart. it triggers everything so clearly. the days of 2004, 2005. the days where we were all so bonded.
speaking about those days, it's almost impossible to be back then. but, memories do flow back once or twice. sometimes more frequently. i don't exactly know how to spell out who are the people i truly miss, but as a whole, the whole gang hanging out i should say.
3 years then, 3 years now. people came, people went. karma.
this is how life should be.
where did i last stop? hmmm, i guess it was sat.okay, updates updates.
17 jun.sun.
went to ah ma hse after getting up not too long later. drove up and it was damn shiok, i am getting up to 100km mark. hahaha! next target:120km.
as usual, Daddy will always nag, machiam like instructor like that. i think he can be instructor when he retire.
it's dumpling festival on tuesday, thats why we are going up to visit ah ma and collect dumplings that she had made for the entire family. it was the usual yummy. every year without fail.
then, it was to jurong point, jalan awhile on fathers' day and did not buy anything this year. cause Daddy used any of my stuff that i gave him. duhz.
home at 7 with bro, parents cont their shopping after driving us home. out to meet mond,james,jason and tong for dinner. 826 then ocha.how nonsense our dinner can be, non stop suaning and crapping. bth. bumped into ben but did not joined us for makan.
after dinner was big bookshop, vcd shop then ocha. hock joined us.then again, crap nonstop. battle goes on and on! went to met zi ting to pass her staff. super light bulb! if you know what i meant. hahaha.
hang till almost 10, then off to meet the rest of the dudes, then back home at 10 ish. but, did not sleep till it was like 3.30am? on the phone, what else.
18 jun. mon.
mon blues. got up for lesson, then back home after lesson. chores done, then slack will tong and dai came up at 5 ish. vcd-ed the primeval, gigantic real life crocodile which is still alive now in africa. out for dinner at 7 ish. 820 then ocha. hock,mond and ej joined. tong went for book in at 9, leaving the rest of us to acc hock for dinner, then slacked at fitness corner. met bert and hanged out ill 11.
19 jun.tues.
back home after morning lessons. damn tired. dunno why also. home the entire afternoon, napped till 7 ish. dinner home, out to ocha at 8 ish. met james,jason and hock. ks,charis joined us later. dai,boon how and wenyao joined after their movie. sharon joined after her work, thanks for the sweets!
went to fitness corner to slack, ej met us up after her date. hanged out till 11 then home.
damn super freaking sad. surroundings' situation affects me like nobody's business. damn.
so feel like shouting out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, police will catch me if i do that now. idiot.
ghastly object that spoilt the pic. damn.
emo kids.
the boy who fell into the bush last night.
then again, picture perfect!
senget felt shy cause i'm too cute for him to pose picture with. haha!
peek a boo.
while waiting, cam whoring time! spot me, spot me.
gay boy took a real long time in deciding which bag he should buy.
alright. it's a super damn shiok weather to sleep now. cause it's raining and the weather's so cool. cant wait to tuck under my cosy blankets and into my sleep. and no one to disturb, no alarm clock ringing for me! tmr's sunday mind you.
so faster chop chop i am done with my updating, i shall tuck under my blankets and into lala land.
13 jun. wed.
home after lessons ending at 1. then went home to rest and nap. Zouk-ing. that's why. bg will be enlisting on friday, that's why this party is for him.
met dai at 9 ish, cabbed down to fetch alex then off to Zouk to meet bg,hock,tet and senget. tong,james and jason joined us not long after we got in.
as usual, went to phuture and it was damn damn freaking outrageous packed!! never should we go phuture on that night. poly's having holidays, tekong having pop, wa piang eh, i was like super squashed! not only me, but everyone else.
but, people with my height really suffers lor! nabei, with the height i have, squashed in between guys 20 cm taller of mine, how am i going to breath!! heng ar, i walked out of phuture alive!!
cant even dance la, let alone of thinking getting into the dance floor. duh.party was ok, no drunkards at all. brilliant! happening night thanks to the people next to our table, for all the commotion and drama. haha.
it was almost 330am when hock,senget,fai,dai,bg and i decided to move to zouk and have a lil mambo before we end the party. cause phuture's too pack. mambo was cute la, SPICE UP YOUR LIFE! we took the initiative to learn the steps la, and was so funny. we looked like morons.
party ended at 4am. after the rest of the dudes came out of phuture with their army friends. cabbed back with tong,james and jason. KO-ed at 5am.
14 jun.thurs.
skipped lec! haha. cause i'm too lazy to get up at 8am for lesson at 10am. i know if i'm going to sleep in class, i rather not waste my time and sleep at home. so as usual, i slept till 12 ish.
intend to stay home the whole day, but then, james jio for mj. called bg and hence it was to charis' place to mj. spent the entire afternoon with stunts, dont even know what the hell we are doing lor. after 2 rounds of mj, it was back home at 8pm.
charis,ks and bg went for movie with hock. met jason,hock and bg after the movie. crapped so much about the zouk night. tell the difference between sluts and bitches. haha.hang out till 12 ish then home.
on the phone with my sorrowful buddy and KO-ed at i cant remember what time, but not very early.
15 jun. fri.
mj again!! siao one la, so sick and tired of it already. keep losing and losing, shitty luck i have this week man. bo bian, tong jio one. dai,ks and charis came up to my place at abt 3pm. headed home after my lessons at 1pm. went to hmv and got my idol, jolin's concert dvd.
settled down and bath. game started at 3.30 ish. 2 rounds as usual. total crap la.cant play the game in peace thanks to tong, cause of his rotten foot! chop it off la, before you spread to us!
game ended at 8 ish, out for dinner. went to 820. an and sharon joined us after their dinner.ocha a lil while before we decided to accompany tong to CGH for check up on his infected rotten foot. this guy ar, never know how to take care of himself, wait till his foot got so rotten then gan chiong.
dai and i cabbed down with him after we went back to settle stuffs.an and sharon headed to meet the rest for soccer.
got to CGH at 10.30ish. got the admissions done, then waited for his name to be called. stupid la, the guy who took his temp at the entrance said that his temp was 37.4, having slight fever, so have to wait at the fever waiting area which is like a quaratined area la.
but when his name was called into the nurse review room, the nurse asked : "why did you wait at the fever area, you don't have fever what. 36.4 is the temp."
then we were like wth hell. -_-''
luckily his number was called in not long after the review, as what we thought it's going to be long. everything took us about an hour only, so heng ar. but this gong gong buddy of mine dont even know how to tell the doc properly la. so he went in for a proper treatment to his wound, which is a proper dressing.
collected his medication then off we go. cabbed back to bball court where the rest of the dudes are having their soccer. hang out with the girls a lil then it was rather early when i left with tong and jason at 1am.
homed and yakked on the phone, with the sorrows again, ending at 4am. i really wonder am i a super brilliant dustbin of his. damn. slept at 4am.
16 jun.sat.
super bored. went out with tong,fai and senget to town at 6pm. had dinner at le meridien food court, hang out at ps, then to the cathay to get fai's bag. hock met us at 8 ish. decided to head back to tamp, meeting alex and amy for inter mac to slack.
hang out for 2 hrs, with amy's laptop and surfed friendster.bitching here and there. haha. viewed pretty babes like us. HAHA.
then thanks to the weather, we have to take a bus home. took 291 with tong, while the rest headed for 293. that's it, end of my "beautiful" saturday.
going to ah ma's place tomorrow. wonder how would everything be?
sometimes, i feel so lousy about myself. damn lousy.
trapped myself in the dark world, feeling senseless about myself, nothing worth loving and looking forward for.
i'm not someone people fancy meeting nor knowing, let alone into my world. ultimately, i don't think i'm worthy.
just because i'm not a beautiful thing.
damn damn bored on a sat afternoon! will someone please ask me out???
will be dead soon if this goes on for the entire night.i'm SERIOUSLY bored.
window shopping is all i can afford now. damn.
SAFTI Institute.
Officer Cadets marching in smartly in their No.1 Uniforms.
Spot our OCT Siow.
Commisioned lo! Look at his SERIOUS expression. Must been feeling damn proud with that bar on his shoulder.
okay. declared student now. broke again. STUDENT's life supposed to be like that. sianed cause i'm no longer rich on my own.
and the thing is, i'm suffering from short term memory now. can't really recall what i have done for the past week. now, i'm trying my very best to recall.
05 jun.Tues.
went shopping with ben and hock. lunched at tp at 12 ish. then shopped the entired afternoon for my boss's top.damn mah fan cause he wanted WHITE only. so WHITE liao still wear WHITE.
thanks to the two gentlemen whom suffered aching legs with me. went suntec city, raffles city,bugis then back to tm.
saw so many stuffs i wanted. the braun buffel wallet. evian 205. ARGh. 89 bucks after discount.
after the entire day of shopping was back to tm to meet alex for dinner. had teppanyaki. jalan a li while more before heading our ways.
back home to change and bath. then out again to meet bert for safra billard.
had my first game of billard and i admit, i'm that damn lousy! feel so pai seh lor, throw my own face! game ended at 10 ish, headed to charis' place for late mj session with ben.
had 2 rounds with ks and charis, winning 5 bucks, home at almost 5am! damn KO-ed!
06 jun.Wed.
NUA-ed the whole day home. cannot tahan from the previous days' activity. only thing was out at night to meet Zi Ting for Ocha. hahaha, it's been like donkey of years since we've talked!
had a great time hanging out by the pavilion near hock's place. odd place but not too bad. crap the whole 3 hrs will 11. getting late hence walked to 7-11 to get tidbits for her bro, then walked home.
thereafter was on phone till 12 ish. what's new man.
07 jun.thurs.
out again. to town this time. met hock,bg,dai and james at 2. lunched at east link then headed to town at 3 ish. shop and shop again. bought myself a forever 21 top and white rubber flats. haha. spent 53 bucks!
alex joined us for dinner at 6 ish for his nights' out. had NYDC. damn ex and sinful la. nice baked rice though. =)
headed our ways back at 9 ish and alex went back to khatib camp.
08 jun.fri.
homed the whole day. out in the evening with dai,bg and ej. went to tm to dai's shirt at g2000. then, hanged out till more joined for dinner. hock,alex,mond and bao. my BAO! so long nv hang out le la.
time to make the loss of time we had for the past months. =)
dinner at cs food court, had pepper beef rice. all time fav and economy, compared to the one at orchard. haha. cam-whoring with alex. he ar, always take up so much memory space in people's phone. esp mine. hahaha.
photos upload next!
after dinner was Ocha with hock,dai,bg,mond and bao. hanged out till 8 ish, home to get stuff, then down to bball court for friday's soccer.
loads came down, so went to hockey court. mond,bert,keong,james,hock,chee,senget,jason and ks. against kukus and friends.
then, leaving me and ej, hence went to look for toilet and drinks buying. senget being THE GENTLEMEN, joined us.
after drinks buying, bumped into Zi Ting walking home alone. hence, the kind hearted us, known as the guardian angels, walked her home. No need to pai seh one, cause we are willing to! haha.
after sending her safely home, we headed home to 27 bus stop to fetch the gay Fai. haha. back to hockey court. within a few moments, soccer ended at 12 ish, damn early for soccer night to end.
then, dai jio for mj again! head up to charis' place at 1am with dai and bg. had 1 round of game then home at 4 ish. won 7 bucks! =)
09 jun. sat.
done chroes and out at 4 to meet sharon and hock at qa's blk. we are heading for commission parade of our very own captain. haha. thanks to qa's uncle, we had free car ride. mnage to fit all 8 of us cause it was a mpv, Honda stream. COOL.
arrived at SAFTI. 5 ish.nice ambience. doesn't look like an army camp or institute la. headed for OCS parade square. managed to get seats but seperated cause it was almost packed already. waited and cool down, parade commences.
grand and proud parade it was! machaim mini NDP la. cool and eye opener for myself. army boys are such poor things i should say. one parade like that simply describe the word TIRED.
spotted Qa and was feeling proud of him. GREAT JOB!! commissioned le! Officer Siow from now on. hahaha.
after the shiok moment of throwing their caps high up into sky, that was the end of the parade! OCS dinner with parents then off we headed back first, thanks to his uncle's ride again. dropped us at aljunied as his uncle had sth to attend to.
back to tm, had ljs for dinner. back home to bath and out to meet luas for mac. met senget,fai and his friend stephanie. they had their "dinner". tong,hock,an and sharon joined soon.
after crapping a fair bit at mac, headed to cp's fitness corner to cont our hang out. damn crap la, emo and pure relaxing moments. rojak night. so, it was almost 2 ish when we all decided to head home. tong came up to get his stuff and home.
10 jun.sun.
woke up damn early on a sun morning. to head for school. =( trained down to town at 9. got to school early. had business law lessons. 6 hrs for the day lor! it's like a full day la! and law is so confusing. so many cases to remember and argumentative points. omg.
this is only the beginning la! god please please please bless me.
lessons finally ended at 5! woohoo~! then it was down to far east to meet mond,alex,hock,bert,bao and peg. bumped into fai and meifang on our way to wheelock. then jalan together. went to various places, shopping and looking for clothes. damn tempted to buy that top at hula & co.
if i'm still working like the past old CX days, i will definately buy that top! 33 bucks lei.
okay. then continued jalan to coach and lv again. but no money. dinner at kfc. headed back to tamp at 8 ish. all of us headed home already. mond and i met tong on the way to pass him his adidas sling bag. hang out a while then home at 10 ish.
tired. KOed at 12.
11 jun.mon.
lessons at 10. had marketing mgmt. not bad, nice lecturer. but no notes like tp already. have to take notes like mad. met new friends. =) then lesson ended early at 12.45pm. headed back to tamp. bought lunch home.
mj session. tong,dai and james.lost 8 bucks. so sad. then out to meet for dinner at 7 ish. dai went to meet bg and co for outing.
met ben then off to 820. senget,chee,keong and felky joined us after their guitar gaming. ocha next, vcd shop and no plans. haha.
went up to senget's place to help chee with microecons. was like rusty liao but basics i still know.haha. hope i did help a lil. keong adn felky went back first, then i walked home at 11.
12 jun. tues.
school at 10am as usual. met alex up after his excursion and my lesson. met at ps, jalan awhile and saw the nike sale. damn worth it to buy. then off to the cathay to get alex his stuff. lunched then took a train back to tamp.
tong,dai and bg coming up for vcd and slack. then halfway through, it was mj again! this time better luck but then still losing 4 bucks. tong la, win 14 bucks! cheat my money only.
mj ended at 9 ish. took us 3 hrs to finish one game lor! bg and dai gamed a lil then they headed back at 10 ish.
school tmr at 10. ZOUK tmr night. biz law on thurs morning. HOW!!!
i really need god's power to bless me now!
and now, am in dillema!!
i'm still doing nothing. school stuffs' to be settled by this week, so i can get things done and over with!!
sibei pek cek with apmi already. why did i gave SIM up. nabeis.
updates.
02jun.Sat.
been rotting home the whole day. out to meet james,jason,mond,hock and fai for dinner at 828. ocha was next with charis and ks joining. decided to change place to cp. met keong,felky and ej. was hanging out at fitness corner. kuku,alex and tet joined us later.
whole night was crapping,hanging out, slacking and drinking.bought my remaining bottle of vodka raspberry. bert,denise joined us much later too.
hanged out till 2 ish and it's the end of party.
03jun.sun.
mj session with tong,alex and dai at 2. not my day. lost 6 bucks. =( peg came up to accompany me. after mj was slacking and vcd-ing of the haunted school again. a super "HUH" ending lor.out for dinner ar 7.30, meeting senget,mond,fai,keong and felky. had 826 for dinner.
ocha was next. hock joined us and hang out till 9 ish. vcd shop and got ourselves 200 pound beauty dvd. went up to senget's place for dvd with tong,mond,keong,felky and peg. nice movie though. my 2nd time watching. =)
keong and felky left first, while the rest of us finished the entire show. while waiting for the dvd burning process, was watching tv till 1am.
home sweet home at 2am. ko-ed at 4 ish. buddy sorrows AGAIN.
04jun. mon.
mj session again! thanks to tong. giving all of us morning call for the sake of mahjong. and he enven bought his own set of mahjong! wth.james,dai and tong came over at 1. game started till 7. had 2 rounds and won 2 bucks. hahaha.
damn, and i have no time and forgot all about calling apmi with regards to the bridging modules stuff.
FED UP la. So pek cek till i dont feel like studying le.
I WANT TO WORK!!! MONEY!!! I MISSED CX!!
goal for this week, get school stuff done by end of this week, bridging dates and documents to process my bank loan.
So pek cek! time to get my engine started after being stalled for so long.
BACK TO GETTING THINGS DONE!
it's sweet and nice, ultimately feeling belonged when this happens. but, someone told me this, MISERY comes with it and it's the aftermath.
so damn true.
what's the most important thing at the end of each day, it's to know that the thing's still alive. contradicting as always, i would want more.
more to consider being happy. but what's now seems good and nothing more to ask for.
not the name i wanna hear of ultimately. it makes me unhappy, insecure and uneasy. not knowing what's coming ahead this time round.
always said : LET NATURE TAKES ITS COURSE.
trying damn hard to, but just how?
when i finally walk out this door, will my true happy-ness be here? or have i just lost it?
I have no fucking idea. i cant decide.cause its not my decision, have no courage to face it. so now, am i happy or am i sad/worried for what has happened, or going to happen?
looking back, i'm better off now cause i still know i have it with me. this is happy-ness.
yet MISERABLE.
DOWN THE MEMORY LANE.
been rotting for almost one month. money running out too. it's been window shopping for the past week, cause no money to buy! i have bad eyes to target for things like LV coin/key pouch, COACH sling bag and now Braun Buffel wallet. Bad for my pocket. So it's time to find a job after I've got my results of the bridging schedule. DAMN.
dont even feel like talking about my studies stuff, been so fucked up.
28May.Mon.
homed the entire day. vcd-ed and be with myself.
29May.Tue.
out in the morning to tm to exchange the set top box with bro. lunched then back home. vcd-ed then met mond up at 3, heading to mount elizabeth hospital to visit bao's mum. hanged out at the hospital till 7.30pm and headed back to meet up the rest for Ocha.
met alex at inter, then bused to Ocha, met up with kuku and ej. james,mond,keong,ks,felky and charis joined later. hanged out till 10 ish. then it was mj session at charis' place. ben,james,kuku,mond and me went up for the game.
game ended at 2 ish, headed for prata supper. SINFUL. Ben with his prata stunt. BTH.
30May.Wed.
got up early for Dad's eye check up. Damn tiring morning. Could not even open my eyes properly but trying my best. Then it was driving home, sending Mummy to work and drove back. first thing i did was SLEEP.
slept through almost half of the afternoon, out to bedok 85 for dinner with parents. then back home, soccer at 9ish. met james,ben,bert and slack at pineapple.
kuku,hock,ks,keong,felky,charis and ej joined later. more came later then it was soccer at bball court.
senget and tong joined us last after their late book out. then it unexpectedly mj session at charis' place with kuku and mond. game started at 2am, end at 5am. SUPERB right?
31May.Thur.
Vesak day. Boring one. out at 2 ish, met bert,An and sharon for inter lunch. took a walk and met up with alex and hock. mond and kuku joined us later.jalan jalan then makan at cs food court. they had pepper lunch which smells super tempting!
then after much discussion, it was pool time at safra. bused and the dudes had pool till 7 ish. An and sharon left first for his book in, hock went to meet up with his friends,leaving the 5 of us to makan dinner at 802.
ocha next, vcd shop then my place for the haunted school vcd watching with kuku,bert,alex,ej and me. hanged out till 11ish then homed he entire night. sudden phone call, kept me awake till 3am. hearing buddy's sorrows what else.
01Jun.Fri.
out to town after lunch at tp with dai,bert,hock,alex,fai,senget,james,ej and charis. town minus kuku,bert,ej and charis. took 518, then window shopped at high end shops! LV,COACH,GUCCI,Guess,Zara etc. No money to buy la, but just went to see see. =) Doing my own market research.
then bumped into mond, who was heading to meet bao at the hospital. while we headed out way back to tamp, dinner at cs and met bg. bused home after dinner at 8 ish, then out to bball court again for their soccer at 10.
tong,mond,bert,keong,james,hock,alex,senget,jason,fai,bg,kuku,ivan,calvin,wei xian came for soccer.
hanged out with felky and ej, cycling and stuffs. girls' talk at watermelon. then some irritating dudes came interruppting. people like tong and bert. anyway, hanged out till 2 ish then homed.
bg,bert,kuku and hock came over for soccer watching, England vs Brazil. full time draw. last min goal by brazil. SIANED. Brilliant goal by my idol, John Terry, assist from the free kick cross by none other then Beckham. haha.
KOed at 5 ish.
Damn sian can. extreme life i am having. hell and heaven?
Am I just all about this??
BIG O's 1 For 1 desert time!
The DARK SIDE makes Senget a happy boy. 
SINFUL!!! But yummyyy!!! Have to run cp for 5 rounds to burn all these. Damn.
