... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Makes Me Wonder~ Maroon 5
Wednesday, May 30, 2007

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

Cause I still don't have the reason.

Awwww... SO TRUE can~. damn!

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:24 AM :|

BUSY ; doing nothing.
Monday, May 28, 2007

it's been three weeks since i've been out of job. money spending like tap water. non-stop. how am i suppose to save up for my bday bash, COACH sling bag, and hopefully a better wallet,that will stop me from changing every now and then.

alright, been busy doing nothing, but been out almost 10 hrs daily. thanks to people like alex and amy.

AMY!!!!

"Leong" kaki. but this girl is richer then i am, there goes without saying. Hmmmp. no bf's back liao, hope we still can hang out. eeyer, going to miss you le la. call me when bf's away or not available, so we can continue "LEONG" again. hahaha.

21 May.Mon.

unusual monday. back to airport to clear my stuff. then back to meet alex and amy for alex's cpf thingy, amy's new hp and my nail. funny combination people might think, but it's amazing we did it!! haha. home, then dinner meeting at 6.30pm. met kuku,james and tong at 851. then out to 827 for dinner.bg, senget and charis joined soon.

after dinner was the usual ocha. make hell of noise till almost 8pm when the dudes headed for book in, while the rest of us went to charis' place for mj. kuku,bg and me. james went back as he will be reporting for duty the next day.

mj all the way till late 2 ish . ks joined us after his dinner. home at almost 3am.

22 May.Tues.

lunch meeting at tp. alex and amy AGAIN! hahaha. bumped into charis so lunched together. downpour but super shiok weather.after lunch, down to raffles place for my final cheque collection. 1.4K!!! I'm RICH for the moment, but gone soon.

had soup spoon after money collection, amy off to bugis to meet her girls, back with alex to tampines. hanged out a lil at tm and deposit my cheaque. walked home while he went on to meet lania.

dinner then out at 9 ish with james to meet paul for ocha. hock joined too, hanged out a lil till ocha closes. mj again! wa piang eh, people might just think i'm mj addict. BUT I AM NOT.

went up to ben's place. mj till 2 ish and home at 3am again.

23 May.Wed.

slept till almost noon. lunched and homed the entire day. cleared chores. home rotting. then soccer watching of champions' league final! liverpool vs ac milan. james,mond and ks came up at 2 ish.

i was like super tired and could not tahan for the match and fell asleep almost through the match. was only awaken thanks to mond whom always slapping me to wake up and witness the goal. final winners, ac milan, 2-1. guys went home after the match at almost 5am. back to sleep!

24 May.Thurs.

Got up early at 10.45 but was kinda of later from meeting amy already. after dragging, met her at 11.45am for her passport making. "LEONG" still can go Redang hor??? hahahas. got it done like less then 15 mins! then off to beach road for chicken rice lunch. weather super hot, some more it's hawker centre.

but for the sake of good chicken rice, hack care. after lunch, mrt back to airport for amy's potential Christian Dior job interview. after waiting for 45 mins, it was to CX office to get my 20 bucks petty cash! money money money!

then it was taitai tea break time! went to canteen for dao huay, cheng ting and carrot cake. 27 back to tamp, amy went to town, met up with her friend. me, back home.

out again at 8, met bg and james, heading for pasir ris usual hangout. cabbed and fetch alex. dinner was sinful!!! but nice hanging out. right alex? amy joined at 9 ish. crapped again, what else.

after all the drinks and makan, decided to head home. it took us a long walk out cause there's no cab, not a single one in sight. got a cab first, home with bg and james. alex and amy on the other.

homed at 12.

bad night. tormenting.

25 May. Fri.

met alex at 1.30. lunched teppanyaki, while waiting for amy. head down to bugis at 3 and it was the first day of GSS. went around and shopped but to no avial. went to goldheart and guess what, the lady asked alex if which one of the girl is he buying for, or both. WTH la, but both amy and I were sad and angry la, think amy's more. hhaha right girl?

high tea again!! MOS burger for ice lemon tea drink. hanged out till 4 ish and back to Pasir ris as I have to help my dear cousin Sheena to check in her chalet with her gang. met at 5.30, went NTUC get drinks then cabbed to Costa Sands. got things done within 10 mins and thanks to alex and amy, willing to accompany me. =)

took 21 back to tamp, both headed home while i head down to ms for mini cx gathering with angie,charmaine,sharmaine,sam,jovi,amanda,boon,shiling and liyan.

waraku restaurant for dinner, then it was hell of total madness bitching about cx stuffs. haha.no more us=no more fun cx=no more big family!

had a great night and back to cp at 11 ish, cabbed with angie,jovi and amanda. rwds had soccer as usual. hanged out till almost 3am again! damn tired la.

BAD night. =(

26 May. Sat.

home the whole day resting. out at 7, meeting kuku with peg to meet fai,hock,senget and ej for dinner. went up to food court after mond,bao and bro joined.

hanged out at starbucks after dinner, to kill time before midnight movie. the rest joined at 10.30pm. james,jason,ben,an and sharon together with bg and kukus.

pirates of the carribean 3. better then the 2nd installment yet i did not enjoy much. been super busy almost half of the time in the cinema.

BAD BAD night.

27 May. Sun.

not too good a day to begin and end with. out to vcd shop, got vcds and then it was waiting to meet up with sharon,an,bert and ben for lunch. went over to econ to pass tong the vcds he need. then of for his haircut.

went to meet the rest at an's blk. lunched at food court. then some tidbits shopping. off to my place for mj. mond and bao joined much later.game ended early and out to meet tong for dinner. that dude went for his book in, then leaving mond,bao and peg to meet hock for ocha. james head home to deliver dinner to jason.

back home to shower before out again, meeting alex and amy to hang out before we could do it again. bused to inter with mond and bao. the couple went their way to yishun. met up the two "leongs" after being late thanks to alex this time.

ntuc to get my stuff then off to mac to high tea again. it's always non stop eating with these 2. madness! spent the time exploring amy's pics and kpo bitching. haha! bth.bid goodbyes finally at 11, amy to aiport cause bf's back! haha.

me, homed to pick up stuff and to ben's place cause he left his precious ear phone at my place earlier on. hanged out till 1 ish and homed with paul heading home too.

okay, people do changed. they really do and it's the usual no turn back thing!

does it really matter now that it's gone.

IT'S A EMPTY SHIP now.

fucking bs.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:47 AM :|

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

ta da!! photos uploaded! but it's only like 1/5 of the whole album. still immerse in my holidays. hahaha. alright shall be back later for updates. been busy hanging out for the past few days!


amy amy amy! cam whoring!













ARGHhh ranted @ 3:18 PM :|

DISNEYLAND!!!!
























When Winnie meets The Pooh.















Sleeping Beauty Castle.



















I'm a KID again!!




























Landmarks of Hong Kong.








Repulse Bay. See that tiny island? I OWN it.









Ocean Park rides.
























he hates cameras.















Ocean Park Hong Kong.




Hong Kong Island by night.














I have no idea what is this called in english. Chinese known as Dian Che.














The PEAK's night view.















Finally made it to the Peak.















































Bank of China.


















Mummy dearest!














This is the place where you will find damn cheap electronic gadgets stuff.














Victoria Harbour.













Hong Kong by day.














Next station: Singapore.



























































ARGHhh ranted @ 2:53 PM :|



CX710 To HKG.
























Up up into the sky!

























Big comfy seats, with business class service.


































ARGHhh ranted @ 2:28 PM :|

back and alive!!
Monday, May 21, 2007

hey hey hey!!! people! I'M BACK FROM HKG!!~

damn fun and been super shopping spree the whole trip round. spend my entire savings in hkg and aid in their economy with people like us! hahaha.

first day was 12 May. Arriving into Hong Kong at 12 ish. Had early morning flight. start the trip with avenue of stars at tsim sha tsui. then it was SHOPPING time at night at ladies street. that makes me a shopping queen where i can get all bargains and cheap,nice and beautiful stuffs for myself as well as my peeps.

met Eugene and Joey to shop with us and got tons of stuff with the first night. bought a new set of sparkling mahjong! haha. mj freak now? better not be!

was KO on the first night, thinking what are my bunch doing w/o me! having fun at OBAR!!

13 May.Sun.

Spent the whole day at Hong Kong Island, been to central,causeway bay and The Peak. Damn nice view! Cant compare to the ones we have in Singapore. The nightview was a big WOW. I loved being at the Peak.

Night time was back to kowloon and shopping at temple street. got more things! hahaa.

14 May.Mon.

Ocean Park Day! Enjoyed the go kart, the cable car and the sea lions and dolphins' company!

15 May. Tues.

Disneyland day!! My most excited and anticipated main spot of all! Cant wait to see Mickey and friends and the main thing is Winnie The Pooh!! =)

brings out my childhood me. like so kiddish but who is an adult in Disneyland! hahaha. spent my day shopping at the disney store, got lots of shopping gifts and exclusive merchandise and of cause, it was a bomb!

then off to the many adventures of other disney characters and land. tomorrowland,fantasyland and pirates land. damn fun and well forgotten who i really am!

photos with my fav disney character, Winnie The Pooh! just so cute! like me,like pooh. hahaha. after being tanned for the day, it was back to the city and settled down before heading for night shopping again.haha.

16 May. Wed.

Shenzhen day. Took the KCR train all the way to the china border. Did not like it much with the food and enviroment but then the things there were cheap.

Had my nails done at a super cheap rate, RMB150 equivalent to SGD30 bucks for whole set of acrylic nails done with nail art. DAMN worth it la! hence, my parents and bro got themselves with body and foot massages.

enjoyed and relaxed the entire afternoon. then it was back to shopping for some LV goods. got myself two coin and key pouches for only RMB80 bucks! Quality's quite good and nice. Satisfied. =)

back to Hong Kong in the evening and spent the night dinner at temple street, to have my fav seafood. then spent my last night at hong kong looking for last min stuff.

17 May.Thurs.

Headed to Macau early morning and reached at 12ish. Settled down at hotel only at 2. Lunched and headed for a city tour. Good to be back at Macau! Haha. Brings back lots of memories. THe guide was warm and nice, a good guide we've found. Ended the tour at 7 ish and back to the shopping central area.

had dinner and haagen daaz. enjoyed. =) back early for tv and rest.

18 May.Fri.

Slacked the whole day with bro as parents went over to Zhu Hai, a city at Guangzhou. They enjoyed their day spending for cheap and nice stuffs la.

Had tv the whole afternoon. Out for lunch and dinner. Began to miss Singapore and my peeps!! Cause I have finished my part of fun! hahaha. The dudes must be having soccer as usual la.

19 May.Sat.

Going home! Packed and left Macau at 10 ish. Back to Hong Kong to get stuffs that we shopped and left with Nathan Hotel that we previously stayed. Took the limousine thanks to Daddy whom paid and my parents really spent a BIG BOMB on this trip. Hope they really enjoyed it!

Rushed for the first time for our flight thanks to the stupid stand by time set by the hkg CX staff. Argh! RAN with my 3.5 inch heels can!~ gate so far some more. WA LAU EH. Lucky, we manage to go onboard on time.

Regret taking the early flight cause I got the timing of FA cup wrong. DAMN! Or else I can be comfortably on my original flight, CX711 and enjoy the hkg airport.

BUt anyway, enjoyed the flight back, but I did not get my window seat. DAMN. BUt enjoyed the food and entertainment! SHIOK!! When will be the next time I will be on business class???

5.50pm. WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE!!

Thanks to my 2 sweet loves, Charis and Peg whom still came to meet me at the airport. Bao, I know you are not well, so I understand! =) don't worry, I will not love you less.haha.

it's good to be back!

first thing, home and bathed.

then it was meeting up with tong and alex as they were heading to somewhere for soccer watching. met them and tet at balcony at first, dinner with peg and had a super rushed meal cause we were swtiching to oscars to meet up with the rest.

joined senget,chee,fai,hock,bg,kuku,keong,felky and ej for the FA cup final match, Chelsea vs Man Utd. Mond joined us last.

the long long match ended only after Drogba scored the winning goal for Chelsea at 116th min and the cup goes to the blues! YEAH!! Well done. =) At least, there's one title for both teams this season.

aftermath was heading home, cabbed with tong,alex and peg. dropped by alex's place to pick up boots for match the next day. then back home at 1 ish.

unpacked my stuff and managed to sleep only at 3am.

20 May. Sun.

Got up at 8.45am. Was late. but i'm still earlier then some of the players. Haha. The match was kinda of one sided cause we won 3-0 by first half, with Senget,Chee and Tong scoring. then we were down by 2, leaving 9 of rwds to play on 2nd half. Senget and Keong had to leave as one has to report duty and the other had party.

Won the match at 7-1 with Tong,James and Jason scoring. Morale boosting match!

Off for lunch at 844 with Tong,Fai,Mond,James,Jason,Chee,Ks,Charis and Peg. Back home at 12 ish. Ready for mj session at my place.

Mond,Tong and James came up at 1.30 and game started! With new mj tiles. hahaha. the game was kinda of fun though. with stunts all around. thanks to people whom are like clowns today. entertaining!

game ended at 7 ish after 2 rounds and off for dinner with kuku and alex joining,james and peg for dinner. off to 802 for my craving, fried oyster omelette! =)

Ocha was next and met Sharon as she was on her way home after An booked in. bid goodbyes and off to vcd shop. took a long time to decide what to watch. thanks to tong who was being picky about the shows to watch.

finally settled it at 3 movies and back to my place. kuku, mond,tong and james came up. the dudes were rather tired, our dear firefighter fell asleep halfway though. hence, the dudes went back after the first movie.

and here i am trying to update my past week stuff and my trip.

pictures will come soon. =) I promise cause I will be real free after tomorrow. i will be having lots of time with my blog again.

so people, wait for the pictures cause i can't wait to share!~

i wonder if there will be people here to see though. tsktsk.

p/s RYNA babe, did not have time to reply your msg but i had fun!! catch up real soon cause i've got you sth too darling!! will be able to meet up sometime this week, wed most prob? =)

i'm back for good.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:09 AM :|

down and out of life.
Tuesday, May 08, 2007

BACK. been so down and busy with life. busy picking up the remaining pieces of another lifestyle. good and bad. shall not say much.

the biggest update. I HAVE CUT MY HAIR!!! DAMN SHORT LA. Like half of the original length!! Heart pain! Why in the world did I went to cut it anyway??ARGH. Probably another new beginning to keep my hair as long as it was again. It's going to take another 1 to 2 years i guess.

A fresh start.

Ended my CX career last friday. 04 May. My official last day. Moving on. Hong Kong trip this coming sat. hoping and praying that the load's okay. by the looks of the loading now, it seems fine.

been a busy weekend. Had Spiderman 3 on Sat. 05 May. 15 of us which includes Ben,Tong,James,Hock,Chee,An,Senget,Jason,Paul,my bro,Ks,Charis,Peg,Sharon and me. Before catching the movie was dinner at food court with tong,chee,senget,ks,charis,peg and my bro.

movie ended at 10.30ish. walked back to cp.slacked at pineapple. it's been like long time since we all had time to catch up there. the movie was okay,not too bad. hanged out till 12 ish and headed home.

06may. Sun.

it was the usual match. final one. damn we only manage to draw at 4-4. the last goal was a super damn not suppose to be one lor.

lunched at food palace. home and mj session with an,tong,bert,ks and charis. sharon and peg was hanging around.haha.luck was not with me la. lost 6 bucks. then it was dinner at 820 at 7 ish with tong,mond,ben,hock,senget,ks and charis. had times arguing and crapping about fish soup and army stuff. idiotic.

ocha was next. too bad got lots of people hence we went to vcd shop and get lots of vcd. senget and tong booked in hence the rest of us went up to ben's place. prime mart shopping then vcd at his place till chelsea's match start.

SIAN AR. this year hard luck in getting the title for the 3 times consecutively. 1-1 final score with Arsenal. Title went to MAN UTD. Champions finally after 3 years. homed at 1 ish after the final whistle.

07 may.Mon.

went to 474 for hair overhaul. DAMN SHORT LA. pains my heart!! met sharon at 9.30 and bused to 474. had nasi lemak.was in the salon for 3 hours plus. ben joined us at 1 ish after receiving news that his bus broke down!! hahaha. damn HENG la.

after his hair cut, we took a walk to the next bus stop. but then, we saw sth so unsightly can! thanks to ben again!! cause he was telling us that blk 437 was his old house. so we looked up and guess what we saw??? NAKED uncle!! WTH lor!! wonder what's he doing man, urinating or masturbating la! nabeis.

what a HENG day it could be with ben. hahahas.

bused back to inter and got some stuffs then it was home sweet home. sharon head up for my place first as she cant go home that early or else...shall not say. if not she will come making noise. haha.

napped a lil then it was out to dinner at 802. met hock,ben and kuku. ks,mond and sj joined us after dinner for ocha. then after hang out was to charis' place for mj. alex and sj head home while the rest of us went up.

entertaining session again la. NO DOUBT. thanks to ben and dai. the combi that will send everyone go crazy.

then it was mac supper as the dudes were running hungry.hanged out till 3 ish and finally home at 4am. KO-ed.


i'm so down and out of life.

what's ok what's not, i can't decide. thanks for waking me up from my dream all along.

but it takes time. i need tons of them.

ARGHhh ranted @ 5:42 PM :|

its a long long journey.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007

yup. i'm going to end the long journey after these few words.

there shall be no more or minimal rantings over stupid stuff over the so called "friendship". what will end will end. i can only let go and move on with life. right?

superglue no more.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:27 PM :|