... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

HUAT AR!
Thursday, February 22, 2007

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!! It's here and gone. Been super busy working and playing at the same time. Super dead and tired can. I think I had less then 24 hrs of sleep for the week lor!! Walking zombie indeed.

Okay now I have to crack my brains, thinking of what I've done for CNY this year.

17Feb.Sat.

CNY eve. Worked till 11.30 and back home for chores. Met Tong to pass him his stuff then off to reunion dinner at Tuas with cousins,Uncle and Grandma. The dishes were nice except for the soft shell crab which is abit too oily.

Went up to Grandma's place a lil while then it was back home. An early eve so met Tong,Jason,An and Sharon up. Had a lil drink by Jason's blk. James,Bg,Kuku and Bert joined later.Hanged out till 11 ish when all of us got a lil tired and decided to head home for rest.

18Feb.Sun.

Happy Chinese New Year!! Had 9 hours of sleep and that was the only time I slept enough for the beginning for CNY.

The usual. Dressed up and off to Grandma's place before noon. Waited for everyone else to arrive and lunch. Then it was gambling time!! Tough luck though. But it's just the first day, first round. After greeting the usual relatives and getting my ang baos, it was 4 when we left and head for Granny's place.

Greeted Granny then it was off to Aunt's place for more gambling and makan!Played poker and mj and won back those I've lost at Grandma's. haha. =)

After Mj end at 11.30, it was rushing back to Cs for movie session with Senget,Fai and Meifang. Supre romantic combination! Had Protege. Nice show. Entertaining scenes though! Supper at Mac after the movie. it was 3am when I got home!

19Feb.Mon.

Working in less then 2 hrs time. =( Did not slept the night through and was on the phone with Tong. Off for work and got my first ang bao from dear Shiow! =) So sweet of our MISS SUPER NICE supervisor!

After battling with the war, it was home. Asked Dad to fetch me home cause I was super tired! KO-ed and slept through till 5 ish. Washed up and dressed up for Senget's place. The Yu Sheng dinner annually! Met up Tong,James,Jason,Keong,Felky and Ah Ni. An,Ben,Ron,Hock,Ks,Charis and Sharon were up first. Alex,Qinyao,Fai,Mond,Bao and Amy joined shortly.

Thanks to Senget's Mum that we get good food year after year. After the dinner it was a lil gambling of show hand. Risky game but I won! Haha. Then it was Yu Sheng time. Rowdees HUAT AR!

After dinner and stuffs, it was much discussion of clubbing plans. Finally decided to head down for OBar at MS. First time there. Nice place though.Music's R&B. Liqour's cheap. Nice club. =)
Party and party! Keong puked and headed back to rest first.

Went back in different timings as people like Hock's enjoying the night though!! Haha.Cabbed back with Chee,James and Qinyao. Met up at Mac with An and Fai couple. Homed at 4 ish. Super KO-ed!!

20Feb.Tues.

Got up at 12 ish. Meeting up for Alex's place for steamboat lunch! Should be meeting at 1.30 but it was the partying last night, leaving us waking up abit later. Cabbed with Tong,James and Jason at 2.30. Had round 2 of steamboat.

People included.Ben,Paul,Senget,An,Keong,Mond,Fai,Chee,Hock,Qinyao,Bao,Felky,Sharon and Ah Ni. Gambling of Blackjack after makan! Winning 8 bucks in the end. Happy!! Guys booking in for army as usual hence the rest of us left at 6 ish for bowling at Safra.

Better skills this time and I even got a strike! Not bad not bad. It was 9 ish after bowling and dinner at Mac. Fai and Senget headed for movie date while Tong and Ah Ni head for my place. Kuku joined for a game of blackjack. Mond and Bg joined soonafter Tong left after midnight to get his stuff from Fai. Bert joined at 12 ish.

Gambled all the way till 3am! I was halfway falling asleep after withdrawing my bets. Haha.

21Feb.Wed.

Got up at 11 ish. Went to Kuan Im Temple at "4 horse Rd" for prayers. Uncle drove us there and waited for Dad to have lunch. Btw, it was my first time praying at the Kuan Im Temple. Super jammed pack can! So scary cause of those joss sticks that might poke and burn you anytime. Esp those kiasu ah mas and aunties la.KNS.

Prayed for blessings through the year and for everyone's safety. Esp those going overseas training ar! After lunch was back home to rest a lil while before meeting Felky and Ah Ni up to head for airport to send Tong off for his India trip.

Met Fai,Chee,Senget,Mond and Bao at airport. Tong was having his feast with his army friends while we had ours too. But then he's so bo sim la. We came all the way to see him off, but he left so early with his gang. KNS.

After bidding goodbyes, it was off to Town and Chinatown for dim sum and ktv all thanks to Senget!Cause it's his last night in Singapore before his india trip the next day!

It was not Ktv instead it was crazy shouting and stunt performances all around by Fai and Chee! Had a great time occupied though. Homed super late at almost 1 cabbing back with the Luas. Morning the next day again!

22Feb.Thurs.

After work was home then out to buy stuffs and buy lunch. Bumped into Senget hence we do shopping together for his last min trip stuff. Homed and napped. Headed for airport at 4 ish with bro. Felky was feeling sick last min.

Met Senget and Chee with family and makan at Fish n Co. Thanks to Senget's Mum again for a treat! Had seafood platter for 2. Damn shiok! Mond and Bao joined later.Haha.After makan was bidding goodbyes for them while I sent him in all the way.

Ah Ni joined and had a lil round of scouting of duty free goods. Took a long walk to the gate right at the end. Waited for Senget to head in and bid our final goodbyes. We are going to miss you Senget!! ( ok la Tong too la...) We will see you guys again 17 days later!!

After the sent off it was heading back to Tamp meeting Mummy for CNY visiting to Nanny's place. Time really flies!! I miss my childhood days with Nanny. Now she's grandma of 2 herself. The kids remind of myself, especially my pictures still lies in her photo album. Fond memories!

Hanged out till 8 ish and head for makan at 107. Bused back and now I'm writing this super long essay!! I'm super tired!! Working tomorrow at 2.30pm. Heng ar.Can sleep more!!

But now I'm in a dillema. SIA Engineering called for an interview for next Tues. Should I go? Cause it's a definite full time job but I'm going back to school in July. How?? Aiyo!!!

I'm still as MESSY as I used to be!!!

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:46 PM :|

Where was I
Friday, February 16, 2007

There are lessons and things in life that can't be explained. Nor can it be taken too hard.

Especially HUMANS.
So what if I did my best. It felt good no doubt but without any signs of appreciation, at times it's disheartening and meaningless.

As time goes by, it will end up doing for the sake of doing it. Right?

What's here, what's gone, it's so unpredictable. Sometimes it's hard to tell when's the time to let go. It come in nature, without any symptoms.

Why hope for the impossibility?

I'm made confused with the theories of life. What do I ultimately want in life to be happy? Slap myself for that!

No one can ever tell me what's this all about. Why this, why me and why like that!!

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:04 AM :|

crap.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007

I'm freaking tired! To the extent that I do not have time to enjoy the pre-CNY atmosphere. Crazy right. Thanks to someone I have to pay extra shopping trips. =(

Updates now for such a busy person like me.

09Feb.Fri.

Worked late and was too tired to meet up with rwds for soccer. Homed and KO early!

10Feb.Sat.

Worked till 6.30 and headed down to Suntec with Peg to meet my bro,Mond, Keong, Alex,Hock,An,Sharon,Bao,Felky,Ah Ni and Amy. Spent a bomb on the soup buffet for 26 bucks! Had a super bloated meal! Tom Yam was nice. =)

After dinner was back to tamp at 10 ish. Slacked a lil by pineapple and head home at 12 ish.

11Feb.Sun.

Was too tired that I missed the match!! but.... RWDS WON!! WO MEN HENG QIANG is back! Hahha. I was tricked by them in the first place when they told me the score was 8-0.

Lunched at 419 then was back home to clear some chores. Out again to Bugis, meeting Sharon and Ah Ni at 2 ish. Crazy crowd and I swear I hate that! But... WHAT TO DO.

The girls had their shopping and we spent 6 solid hours buying stuff! Woohoo and damn tired la! Cabbed back to tamp thanks to Tong, willing to sponsor half of the fare . Bought dinner at prata shop then off to Ocha to meet him. Senget,Chee,Ks and Charis joined. Rowdee was at Ocha too!

It was 10 ish after all the laughters and crap. All of us headed our way home and Tong came up for some stuff. Hanged out till 12.

12Feb.Mon.


Work work work! Ended late and OT some more. KO soon after I was home and bathed.

13Feb.Tues.


Was at toan ALONE lor. Getting my last item for CNY. Met Zi Ting and pass her stuff. Homed at 9 ish. Super drained and tired!!!! ARGH!!!!

14Feb.Wed.


Happy Valentines' Day. Was home clearing the house for CNY on this day. Then out to inter for some stuff buying. Met Mummy and bro for dinner at Yoshinoya. Home at 7 ish. Out to meet Ah Ni and Senget for ocha and their dinner at 802.

Hanged out at Senget's place till 10. Met Hock,Kuku and Bert a lil while and home.

So super super duper tired lor. Can't have good rest all the way till after CNY!! Crazy!! Pray hard that I will be able to pull through the eve, first day and second day of CNY! Cause one thing's for sure. I will have super dark panda eyes and concealer would be my best weapon!!

3 more days to my fav CNY!

Maybe I have done too much. That I will never be appreciated.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:31 PM :|

Chaotic
Friday, February 09, 2007

Hooo. I'm so lazy to update my recent doings. Cause I'm all over the place. Ok, I shall now spent then next 45 mins updating for the past weekend and week in shortest possible story.

02Feb.Fri.

Ended work late. First stupid CMB flight ETD at 2055hrs. Which means I have to end work LATE at 2030hrs. Kns lor.Skipped dinner for this shift. Bused back to 844 meeting Bg,Ks and Charis for some bites. Then soccer time at bball court.

Lots joined. Kukus and rwds. Alex,An,Senget and Tong booked out that night. What a surprise though. Homed at 2am after some 7-11.

03Feb.Sat.


Worked at 11.30am. My fav shift so far. But who knows, I sprained my ankle at counter! Can you imagine how embarrassing that was! And it was quite a bad sprain that I teared. Aiyo! Felt super bad and shagg cause I have to get others to do my arrival!

Thanks to sup Denise, who changed my duty to counter till 5 ish where Jessy then wheel me in a wheelchair back to office. Felt so bad and pai seh!

Daddy came to pick me up and sent me home. Bao met me at my place then acc me to 801 physician. Super hard to walk la. =( Thank god I was the first in queue and got it done within 20mins.

Pig leg and limped to 820 to meet Bert and James up for makan. Tong joined soon. The sure thing, being laughed by the guys as usual. Thanks to Bao whom acc me to the doc. Or else I'm so dead. She left us to meet her parents for dinner while the 4 of us headed for James' place to have a lil soccer watching.

Jason was home resting from a bad flu hence the rest of us made our move to my place, meeting Hock,An and Sharon. Tong booked in for his guard duty. Then it was slacking at my place and formation setting for next day's match. Party ended at 2 ish.

04Feb.Sun.


Hitch a ride from Daddy to bedok green. Haiz. Lost the match again. Don't feel like going into details but it's real tough luck. We've played better but never good enough to win even a chinese team. SIANED! WO MEN HEN QIANG please come back soon!

Cabbed to Tm thereafter the match for teppanyaki lunch. 21 of us! Woohoo, they have good business thanks to us. After makan was hanging around then decided to pop over to Senget's place for video watching.

Met up with the rest of the gang at 3 ish and slacked till 6 ish. Out to 820 as usual for dinner! After dinner was to Fai's place for soccer watching. with Keong,Hock,Mond,Ks,Felky,Ah Ni,Bao and Charis.Singapore vs Thailand. Exciting match up and we won! Hahaha. Not a super fan though.

Homed at 11 after limping home slowly. Working 0530 hrs the next morning.

05Feb. Mon.

Super tired after work. Lunched with Joey and Ryna at rec club. That women Ry will be leaving me. =( After some shopping at transit, cabbed home thanks to Ryna. Haha. Then it was spring clean time for myself.

Cleared two boxes of thrash and my room's much neater for CNY. KO and napped for solid 2 hrs till almost 8pm. Makan and tv-ed. Head to Bert's place for vcd watching. Super lame la. Homed at 1ish.

06Feb.Tues.

Ended work and met Tong and Kuku up for ocha. Hock,Bert and Sharon joined too. Slacked a lil while then it was back home at 9 ish. Bathed and tv-ed then off to Bert's place as Kuku and Hock's there for vcd watching again. Lame shows again but better off then the previous one. Homed at 1 ish.

07Feb.Wed.

Ended work late. Stupid CX711. All the cause of shift ending late. Met Tong up for Cheers then my place for slacking. Dinner late as usual. Hanged out till 1 ish.

08Feb.Thurs.


Met up dinner after work. 7 ish at Tong's block with Kuku. 820 again with Senget,Cheun Soon,Fai and Chee .Ocha then off the guys went to book in till CNY.

Kuku and I head for inter, meeting Alex cause he jio for coffee. Met at 9 ish after me gettting my shower. Chee,Bert and Ah Ni joined. Hanged out till 11 ish and hitch a ride from Chee. The guys headed home while the girls hanged out at Cheers till 1 ish.

And finally.... tomorrow is the beginning of another weekend! Another 2 working days and I'm off! Going to be busy till CNY. Can't even really have a long break for CNY. =( So thinking of resigning! But my ID ticket how! Sian ar!

Is there anyone to hear me out??????

I'm always trapped and I dunno why.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:35 AM :|

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Testing testing one two three! Mamamia!
Retro mamamia. Call me stylist YAN.
That's a total bill of $104 bucks on shopping. I'm all set for CNY!
Happy CNY shopping. We are 3 happy spenders. We are.
She would always act shy but in fact she's louder thenI am!!

SINS!!!!!!!!

Dinner time after shopping. Tai tai life you know.
Shopping pleases us girls. That's what we've got!
My Salvatone Ferregamo's Incanto Dream. =)
ROWDEES!
The usual foursome since 1999.
Happy 21st Birthday Peggie!
Super 38s since dunno when. =)




ARGHhh ranted @ 1:32 AM :|