`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
What a year. The year to remember so vividly. Major life changes.
Now it's time to bid goodbye to our dear 2006. It's another year ahead. Which makes me 21 years of age in the coming year. Super damn old can.
Another significant year ahead. Hoping to get back to studies by July, save up enough for school and nevertheless waiting for my big 21!
It's the 4th year ahead with rwds. Omg. Time really flies.
I always grumble I don't understand people or is it me being the one whom don't understand myself?
And ya I know i'm the one who's always make a hell of noise when things don't turn out the way i want.
Then again, who's there to appreciate and say thanks?
The new year for a new start again. This time I shall keep to my resolution strictly. For the sake of being a better self, as well as being a happier me.
2007 is coming!
(Pending countdown plans...SIANED)
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how if feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Hmmm still in the midst of my long break. Well,it's been a big spending holiday which I still enjoy though things happened. Siansation. Last off day tomorrow then it will be another 3 days before my long weekday again. But I know I should be happy.
Okay happenings over the holiday.
23Dec.Sat.
Chores done. Then out to meet An,Bert,Ben and Tong for Ocha. Movie outing for the weekend. Sharon joined and off we headed to meet Kuku at the bus stop. The rest met at Century. Mond,Hock,Alex,Khia Seng,Boon,Charis,Amy,Peg,Bao and Ah Ni. Had Night at the Museum and it was damn cute and interesting. 4/5 rating. Jumanji kinda of show.
After movie was makan at Ljs. Went pasar malam for shooting duck game before heading for central park to slack. Pineapple the stage. Cause of the rain. =(
Homed at 12 as we have to prepare for the long anticipated match!Peg came for stayover.
But who knows match was postponed the super last minute as the organisers say that field was not in good condition for a match. SIANed! What a big sian news for all rwds.
24Dec.Sun.
Xmas eve 2006. Hmmm was dead bored so decided to go Vivo with family. Had a good time shopping around and got a couple of stuff. Homed at 6 ish cause of the part 2 xmas countdown with rwds.
Decided to meet up at 8 ish for Boat Quay. 15 of us went. Met Jason,James,Tong,Mond and Hock at traffic light. Then a lil drama sparked off. Damn angry can. but still have to apologise.Wth!
Settled and met An and Qinyao. Cabbed over to boat quay. Alex,Amy and Sharon joined. Senget,Zhen Fai and Meifang got a place at a pub named My Room.But due to festive season, all have to be 18 and above.
So decided to switch to another place.But kenna put aeorplane and ended up "pub-less". Bad bad atmosphere but still manage to get ourselves into Rav at a super ex rate of 50 bucks per head. Super bombed!
But still enjoyed abit before getting myself in a semi-drunk condition. Puked and felt better. Lots of commotions going on esp with the fight at Boat Quay. Super exciting can! Haha! And the thing was that I'm not in sober condition when the fight was going on. James too. Heng ar nothing happen to either of us.
After police went chasing, it's time for us to get home. Cabbed with Mond and James. Met Tong and Jason too at Tong's blk. Another drunk one.Had Mac breakfast in between and some ppl joined and left. Ah Ni,Peg,Bert and Paul all came by.
Had no choice but to force some people up home. Everytime one la.What's new! Finally homed at 6.30am! K O by 7am I think. Super tired!!
25Dec.Mon.
Merry Christmas 2006 people!
Had a super lazy xmas this year. Heavy partying the night before resulted this. James called to meet up for makan and yes I was super hungry. I mean really hungry that I could simply eat a cow.
Met Tong,James and Jason at 851. Headed for 827 for noodles. An and Sharon joined soon. After makan was the usual stock up time. Went to prime and tidbits shop. Then to 802 for army stuff stock up. Strolled home at 5.
Dinner was good. Mum's cooking. Had lots of makan as I'm still feeling hungry!! Die la. All because of the excessive puking.
Walked out for Ocha with ah ni at 8.30. Met Hock,Bert,An and Sharon. Keong and Felky joined too.Slacked till closing time and moved to 832 to hang out until it was 11. Home sweet home!
That's it for Xmas holiday. At least there were things to spend on this occasion. I'm sorry if I upset anyone. I didn't mean to. =)
Okay tomorrow last off day before going back to work and get a earful from my superiors for the stunt I did last thurs. HAIZ. Why must it happen???
Blame who? ME ....!
MS and town tomorrow. But I'm running broke again after 4 days of payday!
Money where are you?!?!
I'm never recognised. After so much I'm still not. Sobs!
Suppose to be a nice long break from work for 5 days. But I guess my "gan-cheongness" spoils it somehow. Stunt at work again.Felt so damn shucks. ARGH!! Why am I so not efficient. Maybe I'm not a good worker at all. =(
Everything's kinda of down for me. Work,family or friends. Nothing works out. Max sway-ness!Nabeis.......
Okay just went for a haircut and hairdo. Felt a lil better but decided to get a better trim tomorrow morning.
Kakis booked out but no plansl.Boring shit right.
Went for Ocha yesterday with Tong and met Mond on the way home. Chill out a lil while and homed at 9 ish.
Out at 11pm for supper at bedok 85 with Bg,Bert,An and Sharon. Makan halfway and it poured! Wa lao eh. Moved into the indoors and continue makan. Managed to squeeze into a cab with 5 of us but the uncle made one big round. What to do.
Slacked a lil while by the void deck and homed at 1ish.
Tomorrow will be movie watching in the evening and pretty much rotting the night through. Big match on Sunday with rwd's league kicking off.
I guess I've lost my ness too. No more YAN-ness!
Okay I shall forgo all thoughts of hopes. Cause this is the dunno-how-many-times I've told myself. I need not spell out for myself cause I know I can only go this far, and do this much.
Moreover, I'm super worried sick with the stuff that is going around in the family already. I really hope nothing's gonna happen cause I guess I will kill myself if something bad is going to happen.
Whatever it is now, I will accept it. Cause there's nothing much I can do. So just make yourself disappear and leave me alone.
I'm not in the best moods now. Until things are settled in the good way.
I really hope so.
the title shows how long i've missed.
=(
Can't get myself to sleep! Sobs. The weather explains the mood I'm having now.
Cold and bad. I've so much to say but to whom and how?
It's been a long time since we've catched up. I mean real catching up. Life's so apart but that's the life I'm adapting. Not too bad but with spare time like this, resulting me missing people.
Haiyo. Reading those archives make it worse. People whom are so super-glued once are now all over. Can't feel the rwd-ness with all of us apart.
Tears don't help but I can't help tearing. So silly right but ya I'm still tearing in front of the computer.
Damage my brain please.
non-stop acting cute. ya that's us!
:: Yan ::
she don't like to take pics with me. sobs!
:: Yan ::
"yes may i help you" look.
:: Yan ::
wa she's staring at me. don't play ard with her. she's the boss of cp.
:: Yan ::
no pictures please. i'm not handsome.
:: Yan ::
Another week has passed. We are closer to 2007 already. Stupid christmas and new year plans. Sian ar!!
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Back to updates then.
Working the entire week through. Hurray! Pay's coming in soon I hope. The best is before christmas on the 22nd so I can spend for next weekend. =)
14Dec.Thurs.
Met up for Ocha with Hock,Kuku,Mond,Ben and Paul. Forever stunts by Ben. Entertaiment all night long. Soccer next at 10.More people joined and headed over to hockey court. Hanged out till 1 ish with Charis coming up to pick some stuff.
15Dec.Fri.
Work's usual and was rather okay. Thank god. Back to meet up for dinner with James,Paul,Mond,Hock,Chee,Senget,Kuku and Bg for 826. ah ni joined after our dinner and hanged out a lil till 10.
Some dudes head to my place before soccer at 11 ish. The usual soccer again. Thanks to Senget we had mac nuggets! Thanks to Felky and Ah Ni for getting my cup of hot milo.
Hanged out till almost 2am and headed home first.
16Dec.Sat.
Out at 3 ish with Peg to inter for late lunch. Then took a xmas shopping walk and met up Chee. Senget, An,Kuku,Hock,Zhen Fai and Sharon joined after their town shopping. Collect our movie tickets and waited till 6.45pm. James,Ben,Mond,Bao and my bro met us there.
And there's this stunt that I've commited. I booked one less ticket and manage to get in! Haha. Stunt!!
Watched Eragon and it was so so only la. Typical boys' kinda of movie I think. Show ended so early at 8.30pm so it was to Kfc for ultimate chicken meal dinner. Hanged out by central park with Jason,James,An,Kuku,Sharon,Peg,me and my bro only.
Reached home super early for a Saturday lor. 11pm. So boring. =(
I really miss those days. Where we hanged out like nobody's business by cp or watching soccer. I missed my 18. I really do. =(
17Dec.Sun.
Out for morning breakfast with parents at 139 market and I saw the similar kipling bag Bao has. Bought it at 14 bucks only! Hahah cheap cheap and good, worth the buy! At least something to keep me happy for awhile.
Back home then it was out to Aunt's place. had mahjong and won 2 bucks. Haha. Had a good home cooked dinner and home at 8 ish. VERY EARLY can.
I'm so bored. I had so much time to myself these days. I wish there's somebody I can share with.Haha rubbish right.
Lost the glow of a vibrant life.
Xmas coming soon. Presents anyone?
Okay new skin! Finally some refreshing stuff on my blog. =)
Revived on this blog but not life.
Updates tomorrow then, see what's the time now? LATE already. So going to bed.
Night.
(I'm super super pms-ed tonight and I know why.)
some things in this world are just not meant to be.
so why hold on to things that don't belong.
learning to let go is not a talent, so not everyone knows how to.
who say humans have to complicated.
but being simple doesn't mean stupidity.
adopt the cannot be bothered attitude helps sometimes.
HUMANS ARE ALL CONRADICTING THEMSELVES.
cause you,me and everyone are HUMANS.
okay I must admit of being lazy to blog but well still manage to update weekly after the usual busy weekend gone.
Weekdays.
Working as usual so nothing much to update about. The normal flt full, flt delay and ya da ya da.Haha. With the exception of hopping down to Tampines Ikea with Ryna babe for a lil walk and lunch on Tues. Then to her place for some slacking and home at 5 ish.
08Dec.Fri.
Worked morning and homed at 12 ish. took a nap while James and Ben came up for Ps2. Met up at 7.30pm for tepanyaki dinner. Ben,James,Mond,Senget,Hock,Kuku,Paul,my bro,Bao,Ah Ni and myself occupied the entire table. What's new right. Hahas.
Back to cp for soccer. What's new again. Lots more joined with Chee,Tong,Keong,Jason,Alex and more. Felky bought her lil kitten we named Oreo down too. Very cute and small.
Hanged out till 2 ish after a lil 7-11 and homed.
09Dec.Sat.
Tong,Jason,Mond and Bao came over at 3 ish for Saw 3 dvd watching. It's been some time hanging out. Did not hanged out for too long as Jason and Tong headed for their drinking while Bao,Mond and I went to meet Peg at inter for dinner.
Charis and Khia Seng joined too. Had Pastamania. Movie plans with Hock and Bert joining for Happy Feet. Met Senget,Chee,keong,Felky and Ah Ni after their shopping trip.
Had Happy Feet at 11.30 and it was such a cute,touching,fun and groovy movie! Must watch so nice! Movie ended at 1.30am and headed home. KO-ed at 4 ish!
10Dec.Sun.
the wedding that stopped me from sleeping more! As well as "morning call" from Tong! Argh!!Met up for Ocha at 3.30pm. Jason,James,Tong,Mond,Hock,Senget,Sharon,Bao and I hanged out till 5 ish. Full of craps and noise la.
Dinner at 828 "Zi Char". Had a pretty good meal with 5 bucks for each dish.Haha. Headed home at 6 ish and it's time for Star Awards. Hmm should say it's not as good as last year as the venue's abit off. St James Power Station. Hmm not a wise choice.
Out again at 11 and met ,An,Kuku,Bert,Sharon and Ah Ni at pineapple. The dudes wanted makan hence it was to 844. James and Jason joined and decided to head for 829. Soccer watching. Khia Seng joined us too.
Upon reaching 829, it was full house so had to move over to 802. So far can! Aiyo! Quite a exciting match with Chelsea and Arsenal draw. Heng ar! Cause Arsenal scored first. Phew!
Brisk-walked home at 2am.
Hmm,that's much about it over the weekend!
Well, there are lots of stuff and logic I've learned for the past few days. Deep thoughts I never knew I could comprehend myself. Sometimes, looking things on a different angle changes lots of things.
And I know certainly I have to gain more trust and faith in myself as a friend to others. Especially to what I certify as best friends.
Treat others the way you want to be treated. Especially to people close to you, people you cared and loved.
Sounds so eeyer right but I'm still adapting to this new theory.
Trying to be a better person cause I'm not.
it reads it all.
:: Yan ::
sinful stuff again.
:: Yan ::
perfect couple for each other! Hahas if you know what I meant.
:: Yan ::
speechless.
:: Yan ::
Rwd very own Jue Dui Superstar 2!
:: Yan ::
I'm so affected by Goong! The " hanboks" fever.
:: Yan ::
lovely girls of CX.
:: Yan ::
One of the busiest person during Dnd.
:: Yan ::
babok spotted! Y2M no one else.
:: Yan ::
Can you tell he's the my big boss, the one in yellow for Miss CX 2006!!
:: Yan ::
Presenting to you the all new Miss Cathay Pacific Singapore 2006! Spot our big boss.
:: Yan ::
Different people of the world.
:: Yan ::
To the future and beyond!!
:: Yan ::
Gege Ji Xiang!
:: Yan ::
Huang Shang Jia Dao!!
:: Yan ::
Miss Gladiator and Miss Little Black Dress
:: Yan ::
The setting's so nice and romantic!
:: Yan ::
CX Dinner n Dance 2006.Traders' Hotel.
:: Yan ::
Hello people. I'm suffering from vague memory for the time being. Trying to recall what have I done for the past week.
Working on weekdays like the normal routine.
01Dec.Fri.
Cathay Pacific's Dinner and Dance 2006! Had so much fun for the night at Traders' Hotel! Hitch a ride from Daddy to Traders and waited for quite abit for kakis to come.
Had so many photos taken with people of the world.Haha. Shall upload them soon. Party started at 8.30 which is kinda of late.But nevertheless we still had fun! I love the door gift from CX. =)
Anyway, though I did not manage to win the big prize of 2 FOC return tickets, I won myself a professional hair dryer.Haha. Not bad le la. Anyway party ended at 11 ish and some of us stayed back to have the disco time! Retro to R&B we dance it all.Haha.
Hitched a ride from Jovi as she drove her aunt's car and sent Alison,Samantha,Amanda and myself home. Thanks Jovi!
back to 844 to meet up those dudes after their soccer session.Hanged out at 7-11 till 3am. KO at 5am. Tired!!
02Dec.Sat.
Got up early at 12 noon. Going for KTV session with rwds. Met Kuku,Qinyao,Ben,Bert,An,Sharon and Ah Ni at 1pm. Lunch at KFC and off to Marina Square for KTV.Sang for 3 hrs where Mond,Bao and Peg joined later. Senget joined us for dinner as he was too bored to stay home.
Dinner at Carl's Jr. Headed back to Tamp to meet Tong,Hock,James,Jason,Tet,Keong and Felky for our movie, Battle of The Wits. Not a very bad show but with a few "low budget" scenes. Kinda of funny.
Movie ended at 11.30 ish. Decided to have a drink at Amy's bro shop again. Cabbed down tog with Tet,Tong,James,Jason,An and Sharon. Alex and Amy joined us there. Had a couple of drinks and munch as usual.
Soccer watching till 3am.Man Utd won. haha. Cabbed home and slept at almost 6am.
03Dec.Sun.
Lazed around at home the entire day as the dudes had morning soccer session. Only went out for Ocha at 8 with Ah Ni,Sharon and Hock.Senget,Keong and Felky joined us later. All of us were so excited about the little kitten that Keong n Felky found.
So cute and small! Went to prime and got food for the kitten. Played with it till 10 ish and decided to head home.
04Dec.Mon.
Worked as usual. So lazy!! But what to do. OT somemore. Only got home at nearly 10pm. Working 0530 tomorrow morning. Ok enough said. Going to sleep now.
I wish I don't have spare time so that I will not think much. Ya better this way!