`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
it's been some time since I've updated myself. Been pretty down for the past week. Bad bad time. Wonder how did I manage to pull through.
Okay it's another week ahead after a weekend's gone.
24thNov.Fri.
Super OT can. Haha but earning more money why not. Since no plans.Punched out at 10pm and had late dinner. Tabao to Ben's place as they were having mj. Slack awhile then home at 12. Tired.
25thNov.Sat.
Chores done. Out to meet rwds for the twins' birthday celebration. Met James,Jason,Ben,Tong, Zhenfai, Khia Seng and Charis at clock. Then off to inter to meet Hock,Bert,Kuku and Bg. train-ed to Marina Bay. Met An,Sharon and Peg there. More joined with Tet,Mond and Bao. Chee,Keong,Felky and Ah ni met us after makan.
Cake cutting ceremony,pool and arcade playing at marina south. Quite fun i should say. Thereafter took the last bus and train down to Somerset for midnight movie at Cineleisure. Haha! First time midnight outside tamp area.
had Casino Royale. Hmm not my first choice of movie but that's the best timing. Action-packed that's why I did not fall asleep after a long day. Movie ended at 0330hrs. Cabbed back and zzz at 5ish.
26thNov.Sun.
Slept till noon time. Got up and weather was cloudy.It was the exact of what I'm feeling these days. =(
Met Tong and Jason for their makan and Ocha and 802.usual routine. Ah Ni joined us at Ocha.Got some stuff and headed home.
Had Goong the entire evening. My first korean drama after such a long time. Not bad. Sweet! but the usual, abit of draggy but sweet!
Out to Ben's place for soccer watching. My bro insist of going cause it's Chelsea vs Man Utd. Draw game. Back home at 2am! Slept without much thought cause getting up early for work.
27thNov.Mon.
Happy 20th Birthday to rwd's twins, James and Jason!
Worked till 2.30pm and headed off for town to exchange my shoes for DnD this Fri! Haha I want to enjoy my first DnD! =) Looking forward!
Home and it was the continuation of vcd-ing.
28thNov.Tues.
Met Ryna for Tm before work for her DnD stuff.Cabbed to work, had lunch with a bunch of colleagues. Worked till 6.30pm and home.Tired.
Guess what?
I'm going down for their soccer session again. Yawns!
One day it will end. Just dunno when.
Persistant I shall be.
Determination is all I need.
What does it feel like losing a hand?
Pain.
Nick changing session. They came up with loads of stupid nicks!
:: Yan ::
1st rwd bowling session!! Fun!!
:: Yan ::
More posing. Hmmm he lost to darkness trio.
:: Yan ::
Will always be the darkness trio! New spokesperson for the beach bag.
:: Yan ::
I know the reason why he's so happy. Ask me about it then.Haha!
:: Yan ::
Birthday boy trying all sorts of pose.
:: Yan ::
Happy Birthday Senget. Look AH DAI's name is solo on the cake.
:: Yan ::
Feasting feasting feasting all month long!!
:: Yan ::
An off day for me finally after a week long of working! Will be on training tomorrow till Wednesday. Hmmm kinda of blessing in disguise. Learn more things and at the same time not fighting war at check-in counter.
Weekend's always short. Had fun this weekend and here goes the updates.
17nov.Fri.
Worked till 7pm. Back to meet Ah ni, Charis,James,Jason and Hock for dinner at 824.Ocha till 9 ish then it was soccer all night long.
the same old hang out and chats by the park. Home at 2 ish was damn tired.
18nov.Sat.
Happy 20th Birthday to Senget!!
Worked till 5.30pm and there after off to meet the usual gang. Firstly, it was meeting Peg at the bus stop then to safra and met up Senget,Alex and Amy. Thereafter the rest joined. Ben,Tong,Mond,Keong,Hock,An,Kuku,Khia Seng,Charis,Felky,Ah Ni,Bao and Sharon.
Had a feasting at Sakura. Had a better feasting this time round.Haha. We looked as though we haven been eating for the past 10 years! the typical us.
Then it was cake cutting for the birthday boy. Then it was off to first rwd bowling session while some of the dudes went for pool.
It was real fun and I was damn lousy. I'm really lousy at ball games la! Only manage to score a 33 points for the entire game! Damn pai seh. But it was fun. Never had such a great time since don't know when.
After bowling was undecisive of the next plan. After a long discussion by the playgroud, we decided to move over to Senget's place for soccer and dvd watching. Had tidbits shopping at prime mart before heading up.
Felt like it was new year gathering though. Haha. Was really having a "kway shio" time. The party ended at 3 ish and headed home. Slept only at 5am.
19Nov.Sun.
Bloody noisy wedding that woke me up at 12 ish. Wanted to sleep much more yet ARGH! Got up and settle some chores. Out to meet Tong and Jason for their makan and ocha. Same routine and then it was back to meet An and Sharon for my place.
Met James and it was dvd session at my place. had The Covenant again.Haha. Steven Strait's hot!!
Hanged out till 7 as some of the army dudes are booking in. Dinner at 802 with Jason,Hock,Mond and Bao.
Homed and preparing for work tomorrow. Waking at 7.15am as I have to report work at 9am! On baggage training course. Hope it's kinda of fun rather then war fighting at the counter. Haha.
Looking back, it's been whole of 5 months since most of the dudes are in the army. 2007 coming already. Yet i miss those days 2 years ago.
Whatever it is, this is a whole new life.
on a busy yet boring weekday, just some random thoughts and updates.
Busy working, yet boring at night. Best thing to do, blog or sleep.
13Nov.Mon.
Work then homed. Tv-ed and sleep.
14Nov.Tues.
Happy 20th Birthday to bestest Tong.
Work,homed,Tv-ed then sleep.
15thNov.Wed.
Worked. Dinner at 827 with Jason,Hock,Kuku and Charis. Ocha then Ben's place to slack a lil.Mj session on. Then homed at 11ish.
That's about it. For the past 3 days. As for the next 3 days, it will be disaster. Flts full all the way. =( Good news for CX but we have to battle through those passengers.
Hmm been having thoughts recently, especially with time to myself. LIFE. How dramatic. Be it my life or other people's life, there are big changes. Recent news of another idol being a Dad is kinda of shocking but this is life.
Tons of things could happen in a day. Just within 24 hrs. It's a matter of having and losing. Hence, there's always this logic in my mind, nothing's forever therefore it's good to learn to cherish things and people around you.
Yet, there's always the case whereby some things in life is not within our control. Though this might be the person or thing you've always treasured, it never turn out the good way.
So life's so contradicting as well. Kinda of tough to grow up these 2 years. Omg. Lots of new thoughts and thinking.
At times, past just came back naturally with memories. Fond and bad. Reflecting through my past 3 years with my gang. Time really flies.
I've changed so much from the first day I stepped into this circle in rwd. Can't believe I've actually survived for so long and wonder will I carry on surviving or one day we're quits.
But, we can never stop growing up and neither could we refrain from changes.
Hey people, WELCOME TO LIFE.
The Covenant. 4 hunks. Nice movie and they are hot! So into Steven Strait now! Must watch movie!
:: Yan ::
weekend's gone. money's gone.Now, super broke!
Usual updates.
10nov.Fri.
Worked late till 7.30pm. Back home then out to meet Tong. Passed him stuff before he heads out with Senget for their birthday celebrations. Guess where they went? Ask them. While I hitch a ride from them to mac, meeting Sharon,Charis and Ks for dinner.
Hanged out till 10 ish and had a fair bit of 38-ness! Haha.Ben's place next to slack as black and paul mj while the couple headed their own ways.
Home at 2 ish.
11nov.Sat.
Out the entire day. Out to Citylink and Ms. Had New york newyork. SINFUL again! Seriously I have been putting lots lots lots of weight already! cannot le la, must control le!!
Met Senget at 2 ish then to inter catching up with An,Ks,Sharon and Charis.Kuku joined soon. Train-ed to citylink and reach at 4 ish. after makan at newyork newyork was to MS for movie. had the Covenant.
Super nice lor. Love it. 9/10 as the movie was too short.In love with new hunk Steven Strait!! He's damn hot. Check him out at The Covenant! Omg.
Cabbed back to tamp to get a bday cake for the bday boy to be. Then off to Gobbles' Cafe at pasir ris park.
Super lots gathered. Tong,Mond,Bert,Keong,James,Hock,Chee,An,Alex,Senget,Qinyao,Jason,Paul,Khia Seng,Charis,Peg,Felky,Sharon, Ah ni,Kuku,Black,Tet and myself.
Had food and beer as usual. The bday boy got drunk nonetheless. What's new man! Shameful.Speechless! Haha. Don't even know if he's my bestest.
The party ended at 3 ish when Man Utd match ended. Cabbed home and KO at 5 ish.
12nov.Sun.
Slept till 2pm. Haven been sleeping till this hr for such a long time since I've been working. Tong called for Ocha. Met him 4 at his block with Jason and James.
802 for their makan and army stuff. The usuals. Chuen soon,Senget,Mond and Bao joined us later. Ocha next and hanged out till 6 ish when the dudes booked in.
Hence decided for dinner at inter as Bao wants new york pizza. Home and out at 7 ish meeting Ah Ni and Hock as well. Off to Cs meeting Bert and Kuku. Hanged out till 9 ish then to Yakun for tea,toast and egg.
back to Cp for slacking and 38-ing till 11 ish. Home sweet home!
Dead beat and broke after this weekend. Hmm wonder what's in store for Senget's.haha.Better not SINFUL things again!
Lastly, Happy 20th Birthday to Tong!!!
it says happy birthday.
:: Yan ::
chocolate truffle cake.
:: Yan ::
Happy 20th Birthday to Tong.
:: Yan ::
mini barrel looks kinda of cute.
:: Yan ::
i'm still lousy at this.
:: Yan ::
self-shot usuals.
:: Yan ::
Mummy and me.
:: Yan ::
Senget, WE GIRLS DESPISE YOU!! There goes the same fro TONG. You guys should know why! Bad bad boys!
:: Yan ::
tourists from tampines.
:: Yan ::
say hi to my tummy.
:: Yan ::
it comes naturally that i have to do this.
:: Yan ::
good food are always sinful.
:: Yan ::
Jiggy Piggy pork chops and chicken with prawns combo.
:: Yan ::
Big mug float and free cotton candy. =)
:: Yan ::
the menu and the float.
:: Yan ::
New York New York session! SINFUL!
:: Yan ::
i'm like the cherry in the water. trapped.
:: Yan ::
blue heaven.
:: Yan ::
cartel session on 06nov.
:: Yan ::
eligible spokesperson for cartel drinks.
:: Yan ::
new carlsberg ad.
:: Yan ::
favourite yet sinful.
:: Yan ::
please don't peep!
:: Yan ::
our uniforms!
:: Yan ::
shiling and me at cx very own dressing table.
:: Yan ::
it's friday soon. Means a splurging weekend is here. Good or bad? No idea.
Updates.
04nov.Sat.
worked till 6.30. Met Peg and Hock at tamp inter. Headed for Downtown east.Kian Heng's chalet. Caught up with An,James,Senget,Tong,Bert,Mond and Kuku.Guys headed for Vivo outing.
Keong,Felky and Sharon joined later. Had a fair bit of catching up at the later part of the night with sec sch peeps.
Homed first with Bert,Kuku and Peg. Bth already.
05nov.Sun.
Out lunching with Senget and Tong and hanged out till 4 ish. Homed then out with parents to Punggol Nasi Lemak. Good food. =) Drove again so happy!
Back home at 7 ish.Senget,Chee and Tong over for vcd watching. Gathering ended at 11 ish.
06nov.Mon.
Afternoon high tea with Peg. Met up at 2 ish then cartel-ed. It's been ages since we did that. Haha. Was sian-ed throughout the session. What else is new?
Back to meet Tong and James. Then home again. Out for soccer at 10ish again. Homed at wee hrs.
07nov.Tues.
Rot the entire day home.Wasted thought I should have work. Out only in the night for dinner meeting. Met Hock,Tong,James,Kuku at tong's blk. Khia Seng,Charis and Sharon joined later.Ocha.
Soccer next.What else. Got a new soccer ball and that was FAST la! Omg. Senget,Chee and Mond joined. Soccer till wee hrs.
7-11 next. James' blk to wait for Jason's arrival back from Taiwan training. Hanged out with Tong,James,Paul and Jason till 4am. Home sweet home.
08nov.Wed.
Worked as usual till 8 ish. Homed then out to slack with Paul and Black for an hour.
09Nov.Thurs.
Worked till 7 ish. dinner at 802 with Paul,James,Kuku,Hock and Qinyao.Ocha and met Sharon. Hanged out till 9 ish.Home.
Now I'm busy planning my Bkk trip that Jetstar is having promotion! Hope there's a bkk trip! Haha.
alright.i'm too lazy to update much. cause nothing in life that made all these moments memorable like it used to.
So everyone moved on.
Hence, I should too.
Been slacking and wasting time for the past off days. Just hanged out.The best part is, realizing I don't enjoy as much as I did.
Yup expectations there were yet fallen. No one's perfect yet it ended up with another philosophy.
There's nothing such as best friend in this world. Cause it's all illusion to comfort one's soul.
In my dark world, there's only stranger.
Just want to stop feeling like some stupid childish moron and move on.
Hatred came anyway.
So if you so happen to read this, maybe it's better to draw clearer lines. Cause this friendship meant nothing already. JUST PURE MEANINGLESS. exhausting why am I always the one messing it up. Fuck.
WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL SO SHITTY AT THE END OF EVERYDAY?
I'm SO freaking LOUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucked up life.