`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
true or false?
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still looking fresh after a long day. that's us! =)
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In a different toilet.
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Our bill. I splurged when I knew I couldn't.
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Now, they are despo for love. (An and Ks both in ns,that explains why)
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Freezing cold so they turn despo for warmth.
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Singers in action.
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Kbox.
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Rwd score board! How brilliant!
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rowdees very own paegent contestants.38ness everywhere.
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Amy with the paegent pose.
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One little umbrella. Translate to hokkien and you know what I mean.
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Our boys in action.Playing in the rain.
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what's hobbit plus egg? WEIRD!
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bg and me.
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khia seng did something different to make charis smile. =)
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happy meal makes me HAPPY!!
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jamming up the lift.always!
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anytime anywhere with my T10.
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this is what we do with my T10.
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i insist of not drinking. but tiger come finding me.
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sin for a hang out like this.
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ziting and me. 26oct06.
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busy weekend. updates ya.
27thOct.Fri.
My 3rd day of arrival duties at work! Omg! Legs breaking. BUT... I saw Andy Lau!! He's on Cx flt to singapore. He's a nice superstar.damn handsome! =) Made my day though. haha.
After 5 days of working, it's time to rest for the next 3 days. =)
Home first after work. Out to meet Tong. Boring night with not much plans. Hence, decided to go Amy's bro place to chill at pasir ris park.
Makan again. Omg. Adding on to more weight!! Cabbed with Hock,Kuku and Tong. Nice food, drinks and hang out. Only thing that the next table is damn noisy with a few ladies whom sounded like market aunties. lol!!
Hanged out till 12 ish. Cabbed home as usual.
28thOct.Sat.
Sleep disrupted as usual. Tong called for lunch. Met at 12 ish. 802 to meet James. Makan lunch. Hock joined us. Off to fusion for the dudes' haircut with the exception of Tong. No hair to cut of cause.
Bumped into An and Kuku. The dudes stayed while I head home to settle chores.
Out to tp at 4 ish again. The dudes having a lil soccer session at tp.Lots more joined. Ben,Mond,Keong,Senget,Chee,Bg,Khia Seng,Felky,Bao,Ah Ni and Charis.
It poured suddenly and all of us ran.Seeked for shelter and decided plans for the evening. Movie watching of DOA. 2315 hrs show.
Makan was next at 827. Homed for wash up. Then my place to slack with Tong,Kuku,An and Sharon. Out for movie at 2200hrs.
Met Hock,Keong,Senget,Tet,Bg,Kuku,Khia Seng,Charis,Felky and Fatin at Cs. Short movie and with action,hot and sexy ladies.Haha. Not as bad as what Tong has described.
Mac was next. Hanged out till 2 ish before we decided to head home. Slept only at 4am. Can't sleep.
29thOct.Sun.
Woke up earlier at 9 ish for rwd's match. Thanks to Peg's Dad, got a ride to tamp sec, where our match will be.
11am. Scotching sun!Burns. the next moment, it was pouring like dunno what lor! We girls were drenched though we were under a shelter. But all these were worth it with a brilliant performance of 10-o against hock's friends' team. Haha!
I still seriously think that the girls' cheering and screaming helped quite abit on the morale boosting you see. Haha. Credits should come to us girls as well ok.
Shall post up the score board. Good idea.
After all the washing up and cleaning it's time to makan! 802 again! Wth. Had the same thing again.Curry chicken rice plus oyster egg. lol.
Took a long walk home in such a killing weather. Stupid weather today. Sudden downpour, sudden sunshine. Wth!! Kenna sunburnt some more lor!!
Bathed and settled abit of chores. Out to meet Bert and Senget for Qinyao's place. Having a video watching session with Ben,Tong,Mond,Keong,Hock,Khia Seng,Charis,Bao,Felky and Ah Ni.
Most of the ns dudes went back home as they were preparing for book in. The usual. Rest of us KO-ed sleeping all around while some of the dudes were having their PS2.Noisy 38 boys.
Out for dinner at 820. downpour again! Squeezed oursleves in 2 umbrellas. Wet. But had fish soup. Happy. Ocha next then home sweet home at 9ish.
had the time to myself. On the phone and do my stuff.
30thOct.Mon.
Out for almost the entire day. Splurged again. Broke my promise. =( Cause I went Kbox with Sharon and Charis!!
Went bugis first.Lunch at pastamania then off to sony gallery to get my memory card for my T10. A lil jalan at bugis street. Then MS for Ktv. Had 3 hrs of non-stop singing. Happy happy happy!
Met Bert,Hock and Kuku after singing. Back to tamp for late dinner at 822 prata.Khia Seng joined. Jalan home at 11 ish.
Working for the next 5 days till Sat!! Happy to be working cause having to earn money. But.. haiz people there kinda of puts me down at times. Working life!! Omg.
Hmmm am feeling kinda of mixed these days. Wonder if things might just end up this way. Might be good though. Don't feel the kind of feeling I used to feel. Good or bad? I wonder. Really really wonder.
I don't have much pleasant things in life.
i splurge like nobody's business though i'm broke.
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meet my new Sony T10. with love from dad. =)
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Hock looks happy with the billy bombers cap.
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Happy 20th birthday Hock! (aka my part-time bf)
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My fav char siew bao. the one that made us hate most was the yam.
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we ordered 93 "longs" in total. Amazing!
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The long-waited dim sum buffet.
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Dramatic life.
20thoct.Fri.
Went out to Bugis with Bao at 3 ish. Bao's papa send us there. So kind. Jalan for quite awhile in our girls' world till 6 ish when Charis joined us.
Mond met us after his final day at Navy.Back to tamp to meet Senget and Ben for dinner. Had prata at 822 where Ah Ni and Sharon joined. Thereafter Ocha then to pineapple to meet James,Paul,Hock and Qinyao to slack.
Homed at midnight where Senget offered to send all the girls home. how GENEROUS!
21stOct.Sat.
Worked till 1230hrs! OT cause the flt was super overbooked!! Rushed down to harbour front to meet the rest which are Ben,Tong,Mond,James,Hock,An,Senget,Paul,Khia Seng,Charis and Sharon for dim sum buffet.Cab cost me 20 bucks!
Nevertheless still manage to had the buffet and kinda of enjoyed. =) We were like bloated with tons of food and we had 93 "longs" of dim sum. Can you imagine? 13 pax 93 longs.Omg.
Bao met us and we went to Vivocity to had a look and it was amazingly huge mall.Took a look and lil round of shopping. Ben,Paul,Tet and An head off their ways then the rest of us was off to town which is PS then to Cathay for our movie, The Guardian.
Not a bad a movie, touching storyline. Thanks to people whom tried to disturb me during the movie. Cause I fell alseep as I was too tired, not that the movie was boring.
After movie was the usual, back to tamp then soccer.
Hmm not a very nice night though. Emo. Homed early.
22ndOct.Sun.
Had a good sleep. Try to forget it. Out to meet Senget and Ah Ni for lunch. Hock joined us at 820.Thereafter Ben,Keong and Felky joined at Mac.
Homed at 4 ish then out for dinner again. Out with bro to meet APaul,Hock,Kuku,Ah Ni for 826. Ben's place next for soccer watching. An and Sharon joined us at Ben's. Man Utd won Liverpool 2-0. Haha.
Mj was next with An's hand itchy. Won 3 bucks in the end. Haha lucky me. Home at 1ish.
23rdOct.Mon.
Worked as usual.Mj again after work with An,Black and Ben's aunt.Paul stood in for me as my luck wasn't good. Hence Sharon and I were busy gossiping as usual. Bert and Ben joined us after their ktv session.
trying hard to keep myself as busy as I could. Kept myself occupied is the best option towards healing. =)
Homed late at 2am. Slept and no time for excessive thinking.
24thOct.Tues.
Happy 20th Birthday Hock!! (aka my part-time bf) haha!
Met for bday dinner. Mond,Bert,Keong,James,Khia Seng,Paul,Sharon,Ah Ni,Bao,Charis and Felky and myself were at Billy Bombers celebrating Hock's 20th.
It was a BOMB indeed. Prices were kind of steep. But once in a while. So it's ok.At least we had a great time. =)
Threw Hock a lil surprise with a cake from Angie the Choice. Another birthday song for him with both chinese and english version.Haha! Even people from the next table sang too!
Hanged a lil while before heading back for lepak session. Homed at 11 ish.
25thOct.Wed.
Work was damn damn tiring. What a busy day at arrivals! Then it was nonstop action from Eastpoint to White Sands for some stuff. Homed at 9 ish. DAMN TIRING!
26thOct.Thurs.
Busy day doing arrivals as well. Damn tiring.Legs aching like hell.
Ended work and back to TM meeting Ziting. It's been such a long time since we've met up. Headed off for dinner at food court. Caught up quite abit.
Then jalan around as usual like what girls will do. Then off to Starbucks for coffee. Nice atmosphere and good coffee. Talked long stories. Girl, cheer up if you happen to see this. =)
Had a great time relaxing and shared abit of laughter when Tong called to disturb our "date". He's jealous that's why. (cause I'm dating with someone he has in mind.haha!)
Coffee session ended at 9 ish when we headed back. Took some pictures before we parted goodbyes and hope to really catch up soon. Good luck for your O lvls girl!
Hanged out with Paul till wee hrs before homed at 1 ish.
Nothing's gonna change things now. I will move on with what's on my mind and what's in my heart. It was a tideous decision. It was.
Why am I still waiting? I wanna go out!! ARGH!!
I'm frustrated even on my off day. Really damn sway these days can! Nabei!!
What a fuck up life.
Just why?
I don't and I won't.
I shouldn't have.
The flow that nv stop.
Be what i'm supposed to be.
=)
Trying to put on a smile, sometimes, it's just cruel.
Another week has passed. Just like that. It's somewhere mid October. Woo.
Okay, the norm for the weekdays working. Some quick stuff.
Here goes.
11Oct06.Wed.
Headed to our CX's ex manager's chalet at Pasir Ris park. Had bbq dinner till 10 ish and headed back with Joey and Daniel. Rest of the cx peeps stayed.
Home at 11 ish 12, managed to get on the last train back to tamp.Phew.
12Oct06.Thur.
Ocha after work. Out at 2030 after dinner. Homed by 2200. Met Ah Ni,Sharon and Charis.
Ladies night. Somehow, knew something so fuming mad can. ARGH!
13Oct06.Fri.
Happy 13th Birthday to my bro. It's kinda of scary that he's turning 13, meaning that I'm getting OLD! 20 already can! Sobs.
Friday 13th. Whatever. Work's damn busy and tired. Blessed with everything ok at work.
Dinner with family at airport's Sakae. First Sakae experience. Not bad and not very ex. Had our first family dinner which is non-chinese cuisine. Cause Daddy's a very chinese cuisine person.
Had a great dinner and family time. =) Homed after dinner.
Out to leipak with Hock,Jason,Tet and Kuku at 10ish. More joined.
Bert,Mond,Matoot,my bro,Charis,Sharon and Ah Ni.
Hanged out till the guys got themselves last min soccer at bball court. Had a nice time chatting up with Sharon. Girls' talk indeed.
Feeling damn tiring yet the dudes went on and on. Final whistle blown at 3 ish lor! Wa!
14Oct06.Sat.
Chores done. Out for town! Met An,Mond,Kuku and Sharon at 1530. Off to inter waiting for Alex and Amy. Tanah Merah waiting for Tet and Bao. Finally got our asses moving at 1700hrs. Can you believe it? Took us 1 1/2 hrs to meet up only!
Met Hock at Orchard mrt and off to Far East for jalan. Bert met us.Then it was off to Pepper Lunch for dinner. Senget and gf joined us.Had a great dinner.Kinda of sinful for the past 2 weeks! Shiat!! SINFUL!! must stop already.
A lil more jalan then it was to chilling session at Pasir Ris park.Amy's big bro's outdoor pub.Nice place to chill and catch up with kakis. Gobbles' the place.
Nice ambience, good food and drinks. Beer served too.Not forgetting live EPL matches. Haha. Sounded so much like spokesperson for Gobbles.
Jason,James,Qinyao and Jason's friend joined us.Hanged out till Chelsea's match ended. Exciting second half with both keepers down. What a pro-LONGED match man.
Home at 0230 finally.
15Oct06.Sun.
Got up to eat out with parents at Bedok85. Homed then drove to Aunt's place at 2 ish.
Just then Senget called, informing us of their book out but booking in at 2230hrs. Plans later maybe.
Out to Bugis with cousin Sheena. Crapped here and there like 38 girls.
Went to take a look at my ideal camera. W70/T10 cyber-shot. Hopefully I could saved up before CNY. Might be sometime next year already.Sobs.
Hanged out and shop shop here and there. Got a couple of tops but not for myself. Bus-ed back to aunt's place before heading back to tamp myself.
Met Jason,Tong,Hock,Sharon and my bro at Ocha. 820 for dinner. Ah Ni joined us later. Went rounds to vcd shop then hanged out a lil by Tong's blk while he went back to get changed to book in. 844 to get some ice cream before bidding goodbyes to him.
Cp to leipak. There was this lil toddler who was so mischievious can! Girl some more. Wa lao.The same lil indian girl whom stepped on Ah Ni's hair on fri night. Haha.
Homed at 10ish. Work tomorrow till thurs and weekend's worse. Have to tahan!! Bo bian.
Hoping that this sacrifice is worthwhile. Don't disappoint me please. Please!
What's the feeling of being betrayed?
It's better to feel dead then betrayed.
You better watch out.
hey what am I doing exactly this time?
HELLO!!!! YEOW WEN YAN!!!
Hmm heart not functioning properly. It never listens to what brain has to say.
Aiyo, this is irritating.
Directions anyone? Anyway, save it cause it's useless.
Back at one! Alamak! Jia lat.
That's the voice deep inside but yet....
There's another voice humming happily because.. yup that's it.
Ok that's all I'm sharing.
Good night people! Go sleep la, don't kpo my things.
Make this quick and fast. Updates.
06Oct.Fri.
Chalet after work. Kuku's. Paul,Hock,Bert,Khia Seng,Charis,Ah Ni,Peg and me were present.
Had a lil fun with those fire crackers.
Homed with Peg and Ah Ni on bus 3.
Slacked by the park till 1 ish.
Police came. Talk cock.
Sleepover.
Sad.
07Oct.Sat.
Happy Birthday to Daddy!
Off for the weekend.
Chores done up by 2pm. Bath-ed and settle down.
Met An and Ben for inter.
Senget and Sharon joined us a lil later.
Had some snacks and walk before our dinner at Swensens'.
Hock joined us for dinner.
Met Senget's gf for the first time. Cool dudette.
Had Fish and Chips, all time fav.
Bao and Mond came to disturb uninvited.Haha.
Off for movie after dinner,meeting Ah Ni,Peg,Charis,Khia Seng and Tet.
Bert was the last to meet us.
Had the movie of You,Me and Dupree. Not too bad, but Rob-B-Hood's better.
Soccer after movie. Tong,Mond,Jason and Zhen Fai joined.
Had a lil drinking session with my chivas and the girls.
Sad sad sad night. Cruel isn't it?
Homed at 2 ish after the dudes had 7-11.
Can't stop those things out of my eyes.
I'm such a letdown myself. =(
08Oct.Sun.
Lunch outing. Met Paul,Ben,Tong,Mond and Ah Ni first. 820 as usual. Hot weather kills.
Hock,James and Jason joined us for Ocha.
802 shopping was next.
Met An and Sharon at prime.
Slacked a lil by the playground before heading home for dinner.
Dinner outing with family.
Excelsior Hotel buffet dinner. Drove there as usual. First family driving with bro in.
Had a good dinner. Good conversations. Nice atmosphere for family outing.
It was 9 when we were done.
Homed. Tv-ed.On the line yakking.
Work tomorrow. Pay's pathetic this coming month.
Birthdays coming. Saving for my long-waited fragrance!! Shiat!! My bro's earphone!! Shiat!!
MONEY!!!!!Super broke!!
Useless bum me.
nothing in special.
Pms-ing very badly.
It's tough struggling to keep that fire going.
Bond fire.
Darn tiring.
You me or they?
Whatever.
On and on.....
It all sums up to be the same.
Am I really getting it out?
Can I?
Good question with a doubtful answer.
Who will ever come around asking me?
No one.
Nor those right beside me.
They're dead.
I feel like scolding one word, just this word out loud.
F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ENOUGH.
Alright, another weekend has gone and back to work. Seems kinda of frustrating when days at work goes bad.
It's pathetic to make those silly mistakes I did on Sunday. Shit them and hopefully I could take them away and learn my lesson WELL.
30Sep06.Sat.
Off day for the weekend. Done up chores and off it was meeting up for movie on a Sat night. Met Senget, Mond and Bao at 5ish with my bro. Then to inter to meet Peg,Charis,Khia Seng and Paul. Senget went off for his date with his new gf! Thereafter Tong,James and Qinyao met us for the movie.
Had Rob-B-Hood. Damn funny and touching. 9/10 rating! It's worth every single cent of the movie ticket I've paid for.Haha. Had a great time for the movie. =)
After movie was dinner at Ljs. There were people like my bro,Tong,Paul,Khia Seng and Charis for dinner. Tong headed for his pub outing with his army kakis while the rest of us headed home first.
Soccer at 11. Down to cp again and hanged out till wee hours. Soccer ended at 2 ish and 7-11 was next. Homed at 3 ish as it was getting tiring. Work next day.
01Oct06.Sunday.
Bad bad Sunday. Don't wish to talk much about it. Shiat!
After work was back to meet Paul and Sharon for dinner. Had 802 then slack by Peg's blk, meeting up Hock.
Headed for James' place with Paul for soccer watching when we bumped into Mond. Hence it's a long time since we've really hanged out.
James' place for soccer watching of Man Utd match. Won! Home sweet home at 12 ish.
Ended by bad bad baddest Sun!! Argh!
02Oct06.Mon.
Worked as usual. Better off for the day. Homed after work. Too tired to meet up and had all the time by myself.
Kinda of used to the 'alone' feeling. Kinda of peaceful. =)
Sometimes trying to be so hard gets nothing in return. So well, it's better to let nature takes its course. Cause I've learnt not to keep it hard in me.
I hope I'm doing well with that.
Cause I'm ok without it. Or rather I'm immuned without it.
It doesn't matter much anymore.
Goodbye Taipei!! I will be back again!!
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3K522 to SIN. Please board now.
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the funny sign at taipei's mrt station. interesting right?
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My fav taiwan lor bah rice!!
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Ximen station.
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Fav ximending!
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Jolin stuff exclusively in taipei only. Esp the shampoo.
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Energy autograph stuff!!
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My birkies!!!
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My tops.
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My retro shoe and sailor bag.
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Those toys we've got from those catcher machines!
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Pooh stuffs from the trip.
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Taipei 101!!
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After we got our birkies on the final night. Could not resist as it's much cheaper then in SIN. I've got my birkies finally!!
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Before.
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Spot the big sis. Haha.
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Got squeezed on the way to our hotel.
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Miramar Mall Ferris Wheel!! Damn tall can.
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I'm getting ready for Energy autograph session at Ximending 24/09/2006. Saw them for don't know how many times already yet I'm still crazy.
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