`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
It's been hell of fun and joy for the 5 days in Taipei. Shop non-stop, eat non-stop and had fun non-stop. Shall post up those photos once I've got it. It's been a super duper fruitful trip I must say!
It's back to reality, back to my world after that 5 days. =(
Worked for the past 3 days since Wed. Work's been bad. Dunno why.
It's weekend yet can't meet up much people as everyone seems to have their own life.
Movie plans later. Work tomorrow. What could be worse?
Maybe I should not have try so hard.So forget about it.
Stay tune for my Taipei photos!
Yup. No doubt about it. I'm leaving in less than 12 hours time.
Leaving this sad place, looking for some happiness and a breath of fresh air out there.
I know I will not missed hence there's nothing much to be said.
Goodbyes.
Not much of activities for the past weekend. Some quick updates.
15Sep06.Friday.
Was out at 12 ish meeting Paul for lunch at 826. Tet,An and Sharon joined us later for bbq shopping.
Was pouring the entire day. Bad weather continues.
Headed back to my place for marinating and preparations. Thanks to Ah Ni and Sharon who volunteer to help out for the corns.Haha. Was busy till almost 4 ish.
Out for dinner at 802 after their nap. Met Bg,Kuku,Khia Seng and Charis. Ocha after dinner. Up to Ben's place for mahjong till 12 ish. Homed and slept.
16Sep06.Saturday.
Worked till 2 ish and it was bbq party for the night. Homed early at 12 ish with Paul. Damn sicked.
17Sep06.Sunday.
Condition worsen. High fever. Out to meet Tong and Hock for lunch with bro. An,Sharon and Felky joined us for Ocha. James and Jason joined us at a later time for some stock up.
Senget suggest to have dvd watching at my place. An,Tong,Senget,Sharon and Felky came over. They had thier mac dinner, tong had is haircut and I had my soup for dinner. =(
It was almost 8 when Senget and Tong headed back for camp to book in.
James came up for gaming then it was to Ben's for soccer watching. Chelsea vs Liverpool. Met Ah Ni,Hock and Paul.
Chelsea won!! =)
Homed at 10 ish.
Still damn sick.
After NS. Multiple botaks spotted.
:: Yan ::
Before NS.
:: Yan ::
Happy family. My bro nv fails to spoil the pic.
:: Yan ::
Please identify those who are trying to spoil the pic. It's obvious.
:: Yan ::
Hock's damn happy posing with the birthday girl..haha.
:: Yan ::
Senget looks kinda of cute with that pose.
:: Yan ::
Chee: Does the birthday girl looks sick?? Hmmm, I doubt so... Tong is always sneaking behind trying to prank again.
:: Yan ::
She never gets sick posing with people. Ryna and Alvin.
:: Yan ::
After. Disaster!!
:: Yan ::
Before.
:: Yan ::
Never-ending pose....Though the birthday is sick.
:: Yan ::
New spokesperson for the cake.
:: Yan ::
The trio always.
:: Yan ::
Trying to smile as usual!
:: Yan ::
The sick birthday girl. Poor thing.
:: Yan ::
Presents! Full of Poohs.. Bed room set, Stool, and not forgetting 1 Absolut Mandarin, 1 Baileys, 1 Perlini Silver Virgo Pendent, Project Shop vouchers, Handphone holder and Japanese wallet. Oh ya now my new voodoo hp charm.
:: Yan ::
Happy 20th Birthday to me! One from rwds, the other from CX. =)
:: Yan ::
Critical condition I have now. On 2 days MC. Argh. Wasted 60 bucks on medication and lost 2 days of income.
=(
Health = Wealth. That's damn true.
I just pray to get well soon cause TPE trip is this friday!! Waited for so long yet I'm sick now. Argh!!
I'm seriously broke now.
Be it on health, wealth and mental. I'm super down can.
I need tons of water,fruits,vege and rest. Oh ya not forgetting medication.
Get well soon... Yan.
Alright. Happy Birthday to myself. BBQ at Pasir Ris park yet I was running a high fever. Shitty birthday this year.
Worked in the morning 2 ish and homed by 3. Napped and got up at 4 ish. Running a slight fever already.
Bao,Peg,Mond and Tong came over to help with stuff. I drove them to Pasir Ris park and I'm not that bad what.
Set up the fire and was preparing for people to come. I was like the queen, as I was running a fever. Getting people to serve me.Haha.
Was not enjoying much as I was too sick to move about. Wasted. Nevertheless, I still manage to pull through the night. With the cake cutting ceremony.
Shall upload photos soon.
Thanks to those whom still came even though it was running late. =) Thanks for all the big presents too.
Alright, shall rest well now.
The best days are over.
There was once,it said:
"You first define what friendship is to you?"
That was then.
I defined friendship in a different aspect now.
Cause most probably it was gone before I could realise.
The attention and care from a bestest you could ever asked for.
One should never give your true friend up.
Ya da ya da.
Maybe I was wronged about others and myself.
It could never be compared.
But I'm seriously helpless.
Never been so lost for a long time.
Is this what the friendship have?
Who's the one changing?
It's a hollow friendship I'm hanging on?
Will someone light my way out.
I'm stucked.
What goes around comes around.
It's my turn this time round.
Shocked.
Astound.
Another act of unreasonable-ness?
Tell me about it.
What does it feel like to be like piece of tissue paper?
Used and throw?
Yup, that's the thing I'm getting.
Nonsense I've sounded.
Just imagine the amount of time and effort I've had on this friendship.
I'm not counted for?
Given chances to revive on it's own, which did not worked.
Right now, it's been proven that line shall be drawn clearly.
It's been a long time since this happened.
The fingers will always point at me.
Cause I'm always this bo liao to people.
Then so be it.
I wished the best for your life cause I'm no use to you anymore.
How could I be standing by you when there's nothing already?
Why did I stood by you through the hardest time of your life?
There will never be another tomorrow.
Goodbyes......
Goodbye for now, hello for another.
Yup, That's about it.
The friendship died.
It will never revive.
Remember every single word you've said.
I've misjudged.
Goodbyes came silently into my life.
Been super tight and frustrated these days.Kinda of short circuit.Super-PMSed. People whom are smart would prefer to stay away. Wise choice I should say.
The past week has been busy out with the usuals. But spending's been one big problem. Running damn tight can. Shitty status I'm in.12 more days till Taipei trip!Don't even the that mood for birthday bbq. =(
05Sep06.Tues.
Worked till 2pm and there after it was home sweet home. Bought back lunch for bro then it was out to meet Senget and Tong at 4pm for katong gaming.Damn sian-ed cause I will not be gaming anyway. Met Tet at bus stop.
Was at Katong for almost 3 hours of gaming. Sian-ed. Back to tamp in cab at 8 ish.
Met Hock,An,Keong,Felky,Sharon and Ah Ni for KFC dinner back at prime. Then it wa some discussion of where to go. It was then decided my place for vcd watching and mj. Havoc while parents' away.
QinYao,Senget and Tong were at my place till 3 ish after the mj.Lost quite abit with bro losing too. Out to 7-11 for some final slacking before it closes down on 12Sep.
Fav hangout gone. =(
06Sep06.Wed.
Worked late. Ended at 1930hrs.Rushed home to get changed and freshen up for Zouk-ing. Met An,James,Hock,Kuku and Peg at 2100hrs. Then it was down to pick Tet up on the way and headed for Zouk.
Tong and Senget met us up at Zouk. Got in at 10.
Hanged out a lil while and met some people such as my VF kakak Rose, Tps Mandy and Jasmine. It's the Star Alliance night, that's why people from travel industry get to bump.
Phuture was not much of fun.Music's pretty bad.Did not enjoyed much. Zouk seems better that night. =(
All out by 2am. Hang out a lil outside. Then it was Tong's idea over to Boat Quay for 2nd half.
Cabbed down with Tet,An and Tong. Hmm not really good atmosphere as most of us were tired. Then it was almost 5am when we had Mac breakfast nearby. Kinda of relaxing hanging out by Mac compared to pubbing.
Crapped with army stuff till 6am. Cabbed home after midnight charge. Dozed off in the cab when it was almost over shot when we've got to Tamp.Haha.
Got home and KO at almost 7am after Tong decided to stay out.
07Sep06.Thurs.
Woke up at 2pm after getting some peaceful sleep from 7am. Cooked noodles for lunch. Then it was meeting up at 1730hrs for farewell dinner as Ben will be enlisting on Friday.
Met Tong,Mond,Bert,James,Hock,An,Kuku,Sharon,Ah Ni and Bao at clock. My bro joined too.Met Tet and Peg at inter.Took a long time waiting for Chee.
Took a train down to Marina South meeting Ben,Senget,Paul,James,Khia Seng,Keong and Felky.Ben's family there too. Had a 22 pax table. Big amt and no.
Had a pretty tough time settling some stuff and it's over. Smiles!
Took rwds grp photo hoping to upload soon. Some crapping went on with the 3 of us being the next SHE thing. Thanks to them we had band names such as "Disaster Trio or Darkness Trio" Wth.It doesn't suit us at all.
After those fun moments come the tough one.Getting back in cabs. It was such a headache getting transport from Marina South. Took almost 1/2 hr before getting cabs after calling.Damn.
Back to bball court for dudes' soccer. Homed at 2 ish.
08Sep06.Friday.
Got up late for work.Spent another bomb on cab. Shit. Worked till 1900hrs. Headed to T2 to meet Tong,Mond,Hock,James,Paul,An and Sharon for swensens. Damn bomb.
Loads of noise and fighting around with me and Tong. Irritating. Haha.
After swensens was some roaming around by T2 and Coffee bean-ing. Off to budget terminal to take a look.Amazed. It was indeed budget terminal. Finished touring in less then 10mins.
Then it was decided to my place for party-ing of mj and slacking.
Bus-ed 34 home.Game started at 10pm. Ended at 2 ish winning 25 bucks.Haha. Zzzz at almost 0330hrs.
09Sep06.Sat.
Worked 1130 with arrivals whole day. Damn tiring. Walking non-stop.Ended at 1930 and headed back to meet for Sushi dinner. Tong,Senget,James,Jason,Tet,Chee,my bro,Khia Seng,Bao,Peg and Charis with An joining for dinner.
Damn freaking ex. What a waste of money with me eating such amount. Heart pain can. Super broke and I'm still doing this.
WHO CARES anyway.
My place after dinner with Tong,Senget,Bao,Peg and Charis coming up. An and James went to Ben's.
Had dvd watching of Staying Alive. Kinda of interesting.
Down to bball court for dudes' soccer as usual. Alex and Amy joined too. Hanged out with the ladies of older age grp.
7-11 after soccer. Then in was home sweet home with Tong,Jason, ah ni and bro.
10Sep06.Sun.
Got up relunctantly at 12 ish. Cleared some chores and out to meet Tong,Bert,Hock and Ah Ni for lunch. 827. Poured like mad. Toto betting was next. Photo taking for Tong then it was Ocha, meeting Sharon and An.
Hanged out till 4 ish and next to 802 army shop. Decided to head home at 5 ish. Hope to meet up next week for bday bbq. Praying no army dudes get guard duty or what shit.
Homed the entire night after cooking some dinner for ourselves.
Out at 10 ish to Ben's place to meet James,An and Paul. Will be hanging till late.
Work 1330hrs tmr. Praying for things to turn out well the week through. =)
Toppled.Upside down. The humpty dumpty is falling down. Days been both good and bad. Damn sucky and freaky can. Blah.
It was kinda of chaotic in my eyes as I took quite some time to actually recall of what I've done for the past weekend. All I knew was spending big bucks throughout.
01Sep06. Friday.
Worked till 7 and headed for Ajisen with Bao and Mond. It was home for bath and some rest before heading out for supper with Hock,Kuku,James,Sharon and Ah Ni. Paul,Ben and Bert joined us at CC mac.
Hanged out a lil by pineapple after supper. Emotional night.Damn struggling can. Seriously I'm so sick of it that I no longer need anyone to confide. Homed at 2 ish.
02Sep06. Sat.
Off for the day. Out with Mummy for prayers at Ubi. Tong called for plans. The dudes headed out for pool at first. Then it was meeting up for dinner at 7-ish. Was at Ben's place after prayers with Daddy sending me back.Lazy to drive. Hanged out till it was dinner time and went out to meet Tong and Mond for 820.
Fish soup as usual. Bao and Peg joined later. Got dinner for the mahjong gang and headed back to Ben's place to slack. An,Black,matoot and ah Ma playing mj. Ben came home to join us for the next round of mj. Tong,An,Ben and myself.
Lost 3 bucks to Tong.Shit man. Had soccer watcing of England's winning match before heading home at 1 ish.
03Sep06.Sun.
Long waited Rowdees comeback match! The entire team was ready for the match at 0900hrs. Hitched a ride from Peg's father to Bedok Green. The match was kinda of exciting and frustrating at the same time as our team was not scoring in the first half with many chances.
The usual style of rwds. First goal by our captain An with the free kick crossing that ball in. It was then second goal by Iskandar, third from Chee and final penalty goal from Desmond. Final score 4-1 (penalty). We won. =)
It was kinda of high with those NS dudes singing thier cheers that they've learnt in army.Bth.
It was 85 market for makan.Hanged out a lil before heading back home with Peg,Bao and Mond in a cab. Slacked the entire afternoon at my place with Peg. Napped. Then it was out at 6pm for dinner at Sunshine Plaza.(somewhere near Sim Lim area)
Met Tong,Senget,Chee,Hock,Keong,Felky,Ah Ni at traffic light. Off to Ocha first then to 23 bus stop to meet Fai and Tet and headed down for Bugis. Got to the destination.The pasta shop named Koco was closed. Damn. No choice had to eat the famous Wanton noodle stall nearby. Not bad afterall. Had a nice dinner.
Seesha was next at Arab St after getting some stuff from Bugis street. Took a long walk from Bugis to Arab St. Settled down at this Egytian stall. Had seesha for the first time. Not bad. Sth new.Feast continued without fail as the Siew brothers could not stop feasting.
Had a great time hanging out with laughters and jokes around. Kinda of weird talking about having kids 10 years down the road. Hmm but somehow, we will be having our own life down the road. What's now is not forever.
Ok moving on, it was getting our asses moving at 11ish to get our last train.Walked back to Bugis station. Home sweet home at 12 ish.Tired out. It was a good and bad day at the same time.
04Sep06.Mon.
Got up early to sent my parents off to the airport for their TPE holiday. Counting down to mine!! Can't wait to leave this place after so much. Met aunt and family and brought them around before bidding goodbyes for their flight.
Headed back to Tamp to meet Hock and Senget for town shopping. Got to post office to collect my registered mail from Traffic Police. My official license!!!
had LJS lunch with Hock while waiting for Senget. Then to BK for Senget's lunch. Off to town at 2 ish. Forever21,Image2001,Bugis,Burlington Square for donuts.Spent the entire afternoon jalan and shopping. Got myself a new forever21 top for Zouking on wed.
Back to tamp on 23. Heading for subway with Hock,Senget and Tong in cab. Kuku,my bro,Ah Ni and Sharon bus-ed. Nasi Lemak for dinner. Hanged out the entire night by subway. Might be the last time as rwds are all out!
Cabbed home with Senget and Tong at 11 ish. KO.Damn tired.
I'm freaking sick. Humpty Dumpty falling down.
Been lousy for the week. Work work work. That's what I love doing. Somehow to keep myself away from those stuff.
Lousy because of one friendship. Ten other friendships buck me up. It kept me going. But hey, disappointments from that particular one hurts. But nonetheless, thanks for those other Ten that kept me going. Not exactly ten I have, but a number.
Ryna my darling. Thanks for everything. =)
I'm just a dumb in silence and stupidity.
BIG SORRIES TO BAO AND PEG. Though somehow it's of no use and kinda of late. But I'm ok to be alone.
When a person face too much setbacks, it gets damn tiring and frustrated. I am one now.Ya maybe just maybe this was what it was. Just then I was blinded.
I've been a disappointment to Bao and Peg. SORRY. It's useless but I can't help to voice it out.