`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
What's with these two in the toilet. Crazy.
:: Yan ::
Sinful stuff in the middle of the night.
:: Yan ::
Peek a boo at Fishermen 26Aug06.
:: Yan ::
That's right.No doubt about it. I'M A OFFICIAL DRIVER!!!! This was the happiest thing that have happened recently. Was smiling the entire day through! =) Finally I've got my license after 2nd attempt.
Updates.
25th Aug.Friday.
Got up early in the morning and took the last lesson before taking my test proper at 1145hrs. Praying so hard that moment I went into the room while waiting to ballot for my route and tester.
Everything went fast. My heart was pounding so hard when the test ended. I was telling myself "This time round was so much better then the 1st. Might have a chance to pass...."
The tester asked me to take a seat. He explained those mistakes I've commit during the test. While counting the no of demerit points, I was thinking, Shit failing again. But I was so blessed by those prayers and I've got 18!! Phew. I don't really care cause I've passed!
Was stucked at CDC for some time till 2pm after waiting for the video watching and applying for my license. Hee.Damn proud can. =) Spread the news across the entire rwds as well as Mum and Dad. Damn relieved and happy.
Then it was back home and changed before heading out to meet James and Qinyao for mj session at Ben's place. Met Qinyao at abt 3 ish to buy lunch up. Mj till 6 ish before heading home. Tong called at 7 ish and he was back with Jason. Lucky him who got himself nights out as he passed his IPPT test with a silver.
Met at 2045hrs at Jason's blk with Tong. Met up Bert,Paul,Ah Ni with Paul's friends who were there studying already. Tong left at 2130hrs while the rest waited till it was 2230hrs for soccer at bball court.
Wanted to stay longer and in fact throughout the night, but too bad working 0530hrs the next day. =( Chatted and hang out with Charis by the watermelon. It's been such a long long time since we met up! Haha.
26th Aug.Sat.
Worked the entire morning till 1100hrs and headed home with Ryna. Met Paul on the way home for lunch and just then,Tong called saying that he's heading back to Tamp and booking in at 4pm. Went to met Ben at his blk and headed to KFC for lunch. Tong and Senget joined us soon in their smart 4. Looked smart and cool but in fact in real life, hmm somehow it makes a difference. Haha.
Went to several places such as Rovers for 4D betting, barber for Tong's haircut,bike shop to repair Paul's punctured tyre and finally, headed home for rest. Napped till 4 ish before getting myself settled with chores.
Guess what? Daddy allow me to drive him and Mummy to Suntec! Haha. He offered and hence it was kinda of learning my way through to be a independent driver out there. It was kinda of weird driving a auto car and it was hell of easy! Just have to get use and familiar with the car.
Drove my first time to PIE. Haha kinda of exciting and it was kinda of stress man.Finally got to Suntec and it was my first time driving into town and into the basement carpark.Haha. Whoo. My first driving as a official driver!Haha.
Shopping at Carrefour and met up some ex-long-time colleagues during those carrefour days after Os'. It was then dinner at the Soup Restaurant and more jalan as bro joined us before heading back at 9 ish.
Met rwds at Ben's place for chilling session at Fishermen. Met Jason,Hock,Senget,Tet,An and Sharon for chilling at Fishermen while Paul,Ben and James stayed on and Ah Ni heading home. Cabbed down to Pasir Ris park with Alex and Amy joining us a lil while later.
After 3 jugs was to Amy's bro's shop to chill while watching soccer match. Quite a nice place with good ambience. Opened and not full of smoke unlike pubs. Had great finger foods as well as drinks. Headed back at 2 ish when Arsenal's match ended.
27th Aug.Sun.
Got up and settled with chores. Suppose to meet up for lunch but seems like it's only another disappointment. Hence it was out to Bugis with Mummy and Daddy. Drove again! haha. Manage to get the ideal luggage we are looking for our TPE trip. Parents going next monday already. Mine coming in 3 weeks time! =)
Back to Tamp at 5 ish. Drove back to Century and jalan a lil before heading back for dinner at 802. Had a damn full dinner and home. Out to meet Paul,James and Jason for Ben's place at 10. Homed at about 1 ish.
The journey home alone was cold and kinda of scary. But what choice do I have.This is what I'm going through. Without anyone knowing the real pain. Nevertheless, I will make it out on my own. Not even depending the one I used to trust.
It's tiring after trying so hard. I'm just a normal human being. Pardon for my selfishness but this time round, I'm speechless, not wanting to go on. Silence resolves everything.
Have a break. That's all I want and need now.
It took tons of courage. To make that one decision. Be it big or small.Every single decision matters.
I'm super down and Pms-ed. So don't bother asking. I'm short-circuited.
It's always the same doing the same thing. Irregardless of who I am. I'm am me.
Alright maybe I've either been too busy or simply lazy to blog. Somehow it seems kinda of meaningless to update myself. Weekdays are of usuals. Nothing special this week to talk about with the exception of seeing Louis Koo at Cx's counter checking in, going back to Hkg.
How I wished it was some other Hong-kie stars that I like. Or better still, be it Jolin or Energy. =)
Weekend's been damn super tiring. It was the first time I almost felt I would die of exhaustion. Bth. My body could not take it.
18th Aug.Friday.
Was working S6 till 7.30pm. Homed and dinner out late meeting James. 829 then to Ben's place to slack a lil before heading home to get a change of clothes. Met Tong for drinking with Chris at Boat Quay. Senget was supposed to go but changed of plans.
So it was only 3 of us. It was damn crowded on a TGIF. Could not get a place almost anywhere. Hence it was back to Colourzone. Hanged out till 3 ish and the guys started to look out for other activities.
Cabbed back alone as it was work at 0530hrs on a Sat. Ya, I was on marathon. Never had a wink of sleep for that entire night. Had swollen and blood-shot eyes. Somehow I did asked for it.
Homed and showered. Prepared for work and had tons of make up just to cover up.
19Aug.Sat.
Was dragging my stamina to work. Damn shitty and lousy. Managed to pull through and I swear this is the first and last time. Had the taste of it.Was keep my fingers crossed the entire morning for not making any mistakes.
Morning went in peace and homed for rest!!! Dozed off throughout the bus journey home. Almost got myself to Punggol can. Argh. Was in lala land without further considerations.Slept for full 3 hrs. Waking up feeling unwell.
Fever. Bad stomach.Falling sick. All thanks to myself. Had medication.Not well the entire night through.
Met Tong before he booked in to get him his mp3. He was confined till his POP. Sad case for him.Then it was back home to catch some wink. Out to meet up for dinner with bro. Met Senget,Bert,James,Qinyao,Paul and Ben for inter.Catch up with Peg,Bao and Mond at inter. Hock and Sharon joined at Pastamania.
Had a damn sinful dish with bad stomach. Fav baked rice. I'm trying to kill myself.
Bumped into An as he was having his late dinner at Seoul Garden with his army gang.Jalan around Tm and Cs while Sharon got their date movie tickets. Headed home for medicine and it was Ben's place.
Could not take it and it was home at almost 2am with Peg. Both of us were damn tired! Slept without much conversations.
20Aug.Sun.
It has never so well I've slept for the past few weeks. Full 9 hours. Damn shiok! Got up at 11 ish and it was "branch" with parents at 139. Homed and out to meet Bert,Lawrence,Senget,Hock and Ah Ni for their makan.
It was prata lunch for them,802 then Ocha.Met An and Sharon at Mac as they were having thier lunch. Shopping at Prime before heading for Ben's place to slack. Homed first to get bro his makan. Bathed and back to meet the rest at Ben's.
As usual. Mahjong.What else. Out for dinner with Ah Ni only. 824 and back to Ben's. Had both Man Utd and Chelsea's first EPL match. Both won. =) James,Qinyao,Paul and Bert joined later. It was past midnight when the mahjong ended. Homed at 1 ish.
Having headaches. Shit. I know my body is somehow spoilt at this time, this age. It seems like I've just shortened my life over the weekend.
Stupid. That's all I can about myself.
rOwdEes folder in my com. 2.68 GB of photos and files. 3433 files, 61 sub folders. That's the amount I've got for the past 2 years.
:: Yan ::
the road went on without turning back.
We've all grown up or rather should I say growing up.
Somehow, deep down, I missed them so.
It's bad and helpless, not knowing what's going on.
How am I dealing this alone?
Where's the light?
I really missed them so. =(
will it be continued...
:: Yan ::
do we have the chance to do this again?
:: Yan ::
it's becoming history.
:: Yan ::
it's been a long time since we really talked.
:: Yan ::
happy 18. =)
:: Yan ::
This week is kinda of low.Cause I'm super broke. =( Missed Boat Quay, Seesha and more. Damn shagg.
Been working for the past few days. Busy.
11Aug06.Fri.
Headed for 85 market dinner after work with James,Jason,Bert,Hock,Qinyao,Paul,Kawai,Tet and Ah Ni. Cabbed there and metDao Jin,Khia Seng,Charis and Sharon. Had a super duper full dinner. Putting on extra pounds soon.
It was then birthday cake cutting by the park nearby for our birthday boy-to-be, Albert See. Happy 18th Birthday! Then it was back to Tamp by 69. The rest of the gang headed for slacking session while I headed home. Working morning what else.
12Aug06.Sat.
Homed at 12 after work. Makan and slept. Never got a good nap thanks to Tong. Calls disrupting my sleep. Chatted almost the afternoon till I got myself bath and ready for movie with bro. Out at 6pm. Had dinner then Click at 7.25pm.
Hilarious, heartwarming and touching movie. Rating: 10/10!!! Hahha. I teared towards the end of the movie. Go get it. It's damn nice.
Starbucks after movie with Jason,Bert,Tet,Dao Jin,Ah Ni and my bro. Jason and Tet headed for Boat Quay to meet An and Alex couple. Rest of slacked till Bg joined us and back to Cp. Bumped into Qinyao and slacked a lil by pineapple and homed at 1.
13Aug06.Sun.
Homed still. Off today. Senget and Tong in camp for field camp at tekong. No one have any programs as yet. Damn bored. But what to do, getting used to this kind of life as we really moved on and grow up.
Somehow, still feeling weird and sian-ed.
I missed us.
this explains all the extra calories and pounds coming up.
:: Yan ::
fav cartel. We've spent a hundred over bucks during National Day's eve.
:: Yan ::
not to be brag about this but I do have a standard of taste.
:: Yan ::
Firworks. Short moments of beauty.
:: Yan ::
Seriously, I've forgotten where I've stopped. In fact, I would need to look back on the lastest post to carry on from where was my last stop. =(
Life's been pretty bad. So PMS-ed. Be it at work or personal life. Nothing seems good these days.I can't wait to get away and spent some time holiday-ing in Taipei next month!!!That's the only one thing now I could think of to cheer me up. I would not think much for birthday.
Updates for the past National Day holiday.
08Aug06. Tues.
Worked all the way till 6.30pm. Felt so stoned the entire day work. Nevertheless damn demoralised. Headed to Tamp Mall for Cartel dinner with the same bunch. Met James,Jason,An,Mond,Paul,Bao and Sharon at 7 ish. Started dinner at 8.
After the sinful Cartel dinner was off to some jalan then to MOS burger for lemon tea drink. Back to cp for soccer at 10. Homed and bathed and down to cp for soccer. Ben,Tong,Mond,Bert,James,Hock,An,Alex,Senget,Desmond,Qinyao,Jason,Khia Seng,Tet,my bro,Sharon,Charis,Ah Ni and I were making hell of noise at bball court.
The dudes having soccer while the ladies making noise as usual. Esp the "choir" whom say Yue Ding so beautifully. =) Slippers throwing going around just like old times. Haha. Had some girls' talk by the 7-11 while sending Ah Ni home.
Back to cp and the dudes stopped at 3 ish. Headed for 7-11 and got some stuff. Then it was home with Tong and my bro. It's been some time since I've really talked things out. Seriously I felt like a dumb these days for keeping my mouth shut uptight.
09Aug06.Wed.
Happy National Day. No gathering this year for NDP watching already. Most of the dudes booking in and this explains why. Met Jason,Bert,Tong and Ah Ni for Ocha at 4 ish. Sharon,Charis and Khia Seng joined us a lil later. Chilled and crapped as usual.
Hanged out till 6 ish when Tong have to head home to prepare for book in. Hence most of us headed our own ways and I headed for Aunt's place at 6.30. Joining the family for fireworks. 2 years ago and a year ago.
This year, I'm not with anyone of them. But it's ok. =)
Had a game of mahjong which cost me a big bomb of 75 bucks. Thanks to Mum and Dad to cleared it as they've strike lottery.
Homed at almost 11pm. Slept at midnight and got up 0430hrs for work!
10Aug06.Thurs.
Working since 0530hrs. Knocked off at 1400hrs. Out with Ryna to TM for lunch then a lil jalan getting presents. Homed. Bathed. Out for prata dinner with Mummy and Daddy. Homed for the night. Give seesha a missed. Too tired and and broke. =(
Shall get some rest soon. Cause I'm really TIRED.
I need loads of time.
I've signed on to army for the sake of Rwds.
:: Yan ::
Alright. Today's Monday already. Work has been hectic for the past week for all of us at Cathay. Thanks to the typhoon that hit Hong Kong last Thursday. Been working overtime for Friday and Saturday. Missed my movie. =(
Weekend updates!
05 Aug 06.Sat.
Work ended at 6.30pm but ended up working OT doing tickets stats. Haiz. Long story. Felt so stressed up that moment and felt like crying cause I'm not able to watch movie with Tong,Senget,Tet,James,Khia Seng and Charis, the the point is I've paid for it. =(
Finally thanks to Mariam, I was done by 10.30pm. Cabbed back with Mariam and Charmaine. Met the dudes up at cp for soccer. Chatted with the girls and hanged out as usual. Police came at 1 ish. Slacked by the pineapple with Ben,Tong,James,Keong,Senget,Fai,Paul,Tet,my bro,Charis,Ah Ni,Felky,Sharon and kukus.
After much hanging out was back home feeling tired at 3 ish.
06 Aug 06.Sun.
Got up early. Can't sleep much these days. Went out for Sunday breakfast with Mummy and Daddy. Homed at 1 ish and settled with chores. Tong came over to slack at 3 ish. Senget joined later. Did the same old stuff. Had vcd of Tokyo Drift and a lil of Havoc where Senget brought over.
Slacked till 8 when we decided to meet up Chris at Boat Quay for a drink. Met James and Jason,headed to Raffles Place while Jason booked in. The rest of us went to Mac to look for Chris and his friend,Potato.
Then off to first pub to have a drink. Then moved on to the next one where we had pool, ktv and PS2 all to ourselves as the crowd's not in yet. haha. Had a couple of songs till people came in and slacked around with card games. Pretty relaxing.
Finally after clearing up that bottle of Chivas, headed our ways back to Tamp in merz cab. Damn ex can the fare cost. Dozed off a lil till we reached 829. James and Tong had supper and it was long walk back home. Slacked by the fitness corner and it was 4.30am when we headed home.
Sometimes, bad memories flow. So unwanted but just why.I'm not sure what's the truth cause it matters no more now.
07 Aug 06.Mon.
Got up at 11 ish. Chores done. Then it was lunch meeting with Tong,James and Senget. Headed out at 2pm then 827 for lunch. Army boys stocking up before heading back for camp later in the evening. Senget headed home while Tong and James headed for my place.
Waited for sometime for that army ah sia kia and headed to my place first. James gaming as usual.Haha. Slacked,tv-ed and crappings going on as usual. Warm feeling that braced me somehow. Peg joined us at 4 ish.
Tong wanted to eat pizza and it was Pelican pizza for dinner. 5 of us shared which includes my brother. Before we knew it's time for their book in already. But nevertheless, it will be book out day tomorrow cause of National Day. Hoping to catch up with most of the rwds!
Accompanied the ah sia kia down to meet Senget and off they headed back for camp. Then it was cold storage for Peg's marketing of dessert ingredients. Back home to slacked and she headed home at 8.
I'm homed Tv-ing while James carry on with his PS2-ing. haha. Work for tomorrow and then it's off for National Day. Keeping fingers crossed for smooth work tomorrow. No more OT please. =) Haha.
My efforts all gone.
Time's precious weekend. That's when most of us get to meet and catch up. Seriously, I'm only crossing my fingers for my bbq. =(
I can't think properly. It seems like I'm keeping to my own world.I'm becoming dumb. Shutting silence to myself. I don't wanna share anymore.
This would just be the best way out.
BOTAKS!!! Cleanly shaven.
:: Yan ::
on the left: high tea with Bao at MS on 03Aug06. on the right: that was what I had for dinner at 0030hrs after OT on 04aug06.
:: Yan ::
can't stand myself.
:: Yan ::
Time's up. Stop repeating the same old thing again. Yan!! Wake up!!!!!!!
I have no idea where I should head.
Lost my way. I've lost myself. TOTALLY.
Sometimes I wished those times could be forever.