... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`
LOOPO.
`
SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`
QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
`
SUET JING.
`
JANICE.
`
AMY.
`
Chanz
`
Denise
`Candice
`
Yiling
`
Drea
`
Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!

... memory lane ...

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

Here and done.
Sunday, July 30, 2006

Weekend ended!! Oh shit. It's damn freaking fast can. Argh. Most of my kakis have booked in already.So ya weekdays here again to deal with. It's a feeling I've kinda of used to it already. Not very bad with the thought of looking forward to every weekend. Being around with them became precious.

Updates for the weekend.

28th July 06,Fri.

Work late till 7.30 and a lil beyond that due to the late dep of last flight. Back to Tamp to meet James up for dinner. Paul and Sharon joined later at 826.Had Ocha as usual with Bert,Kuku,Hock and Ah Ni. Hang out till 9 ish that we headed for cp.

More people joined at pineapple with Bg,Fai, Ben,Qinyao,Keong and Felky with Jojo. It was around 10.30pm when Tong called informing us about his early book out. Yayness! But it's not double yayness cause Senget could not book out early due to the IPPT test of not getting a Silver award.

Then we headed for CC Mac to have supper and met Tong there. After mac was walking back home and slacked a lil with James and Tong by the fitness corner. Wow,it's been a long time since we've done that. It seemed so usual and daily routine in the past, yet it's starting to become a thing that would be hard to come by.

Headed home at 1 ish after some catching up here and there. The 38 and crapness goes on for the night.

29th July 06,Sat.

Headed for work and ended work smoothly with fingers crossed. Headed back at 6.30pm to meet the rest up for Sakura buffet dinner. Senget,Tong,Mond,Jason,James,Tet,Khia Seng,Charis,Bao and Peg were at the restaurant eating already. Did not had as much as what I thought but the food's not too bad. Jason left earlier due to his early book in and Adeline came later.

Enjoyed the meet up and dinner with the usual crapness and 38ness among us. Had laughs and nice dinner. Then it was some CS-ing after some persuasion from the Ns men. Enjoyed the game and headed back to Cp at 10 ish for soccer.

Somehow this session was kinda of quieter. Sad. But hope it would only get better. Hope there would be still soccer sessions going on almost every week. The way it used to be. Soccer ended rather early at 1 ish. Then it was over to 7-11 to slack abit with some of them having supper.

Then it was home sweet home at 2 ish. Slept only at 4 ish with some catch up going on.

30th July 06,Sun.

Got up rather early, not knowing the reason why. Slacked a lil and decided to meet up Tong,An and Sharon for lunch at 2.30pm. Headed for 826 then it was barber time to get Tong's haircut. It was not short enough hence we moved on to Ocha first before heading to Felky's place for haircut later.

Ocha a lil while and headed for 802 for some army stuff purchasing. Back to Ocha to meet Keong,Felky and Ah Ni. Headed for Felky's place at 4.30pm and met Senget on the way up. Had some crapness with the hair cutting. Hahaha.

Before we realise, it was booking in time already. So sian right. Hoping for more time when they POP. Headed home at 5.30pm after those 2 had their hair cut. Looking forward to another weekend coming. Might have plans for Ktv, Tim Sum dinner, Movie or pubbing. We will see how it goes during mid week.

Anyway, things have been more or less cleared and hope nothing similar shall repeat. =) Be peace among us and double yayness for me this weekend.

It's a blessing to know the ones who cared are around you.

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:13 PM :|

Weekdays vs Weekends.
Saturday, July 29, 2006

Basically there's nothing much to post about weekdays' life in rwd. Cause it's meaningless and full of politics.

Been working throughout the week.With the exception of having a off on Thurs, after a bad day working on Weds. Damn shit got my 2 ORs in a row. How sway and jia lat I can be.

Out for shopping spree with darling Ryna at Bugis. Was having her check up at town office before our hangout till 6 ish. Met Charis for dinner and more shopping at TM. =)

Rwds dudes' having soccer. Ben,Bert,James,Hock and Paul with Bg,Matoot and their indian friend. Wth. Was sending Charis back then met up for 7-11 when the game ended.Slacked with my usual suspects at Ben's block before calling off a day at 2 ish.

Alright shall update more for weekends.

Have a problem with me? Speak up then.

Sometimes, I never wish this would be the way nor things happening. I give to people whom ask for it.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:06 AM :|

Monday, July 24, 2006


Don't be mistaken. This picture was taken 2 years ago. Spot 2 couples?
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:33 PM :|


Moments of fun,yayness and young-ness!!!
:: Yan ::

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the same day two years ago. 2407 chalet 04.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:32 PM :|


They have more cravings for Ocha then us.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:54 AM :|


They have more cravings for Ocha then us.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:48 AM :|


NSmen of Rwds! Finally Ocha session with my kakis.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:48 AM :|


I seriously have no idea what with's the potato in this picture.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:47 AM :|


After 7th July.
:: Yan ::

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Before 7th July.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:43 AM :|


Even our captain agrees to it.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:42 AM :|


Recruits feel tired upon first book out.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:42 AM :|


First book out of the recruits of Rwd. Senget looks FIT in his uniform though with the cute botak hairstyle of his.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:41 AM :|


My fav Valuair!!! So happened that VF and CX aircraft were beside each other, just a gate away.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:40 AM :|


Airline of the Year 2006.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:39 AM :|


delifrance with ry. apple pastry with vanilla ice cream.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:39 AM :|

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

No words to describe this post. Cause it's like so shagg. Time really flies and weekend's over! Just like that. Now it's like dragging myself back to monotone life. Kinda of using to it already. Work, home or meeting up with the girls or rest of the dudes. Less excitement but more peace I should say.

Alright time for weekend updates and pictures!

21st July 06, Fri.

The anticipated day of recruits booking out from different camps. Was off and home the entire day clearing chores. Met Bao at 6 ish for a lil meet up and walk at TM. Waiting for the dudes to book out and was intending to see them in their uniform.

Finally they got back to tamp at 7 ish. saw Tong,Senget,Keong with Tong's friend Ji Bao in their uniforms.
Damn funny can. Can't even recognise my bestest of all. And it's my first time witnessing Senget being a botak. Not that bad la, kinda of cute. Haha.

Hanged out a lil while Keong and Felky headed home first. The rest of us headed for dinner at KFC. Paul,Mond,Bert,Hock,James,BAO,Peggie and Adeline(senget's so-called godsis) joined us. Took the tickets for midnight movie then it was heading back to Cp to slack while waiting for the army boys to go home for some settlement of army stuffs.

Hanged out at pineapple till 10 ish when the rest came. Headed for movie at 11. 16 in total! haha Finally a normal figure for our movie outing. Ben,Tong,Bert,Keong,James,Hock,Alex,Senget,Paul,Khia Seng,Tet, Peg,Charis,Felky,Amy and myself. Had Pirates of the Caribbean. Not bad for humour but kinda of draggy which made me prefer part 1. Hope part 3 would be of the best then.

After the movie was hanging out a lil at Mac while some of the recruits headed home first. Walked home the journey by central park with the usual suspects. Hanged out a lil by the park with Tong,Ben,Kuku and Peg then proceed on to my all time fav, 7-11. Haha.

Homed at about 3 ish after slacking like the old times. =)

22nd July,Sat.

Worked till 6.30pm. Was a shitty day at work I should say. Did a grave mistake that cause so much trouble. Damn. Bad day. Hope nothing will happen in the future or I will be sacked then.

Met Ben,Tong,Bert,Hock,Senget and Ej at simei as they were there for some pool session. It's been a long long time since we've catch up on pool. Had one game with Tong and still I'm that lousy. Haha who cares.

After pool was cabbing back home with Tong and Ben to settle our stuffs. Headed for pubbing at 8 ish, meeting James while Paul headed for Ben's place. 4 of us cabbed to Joo Chiat and met Chris. Alex,Qa,Bg,Tet,Sharon and Amy joined us later.

Had a couple of drinks and it was the recruits enjoying the night. I had a lil too much and decided to let it out. Argh. Always. Damn. Then it was supper for James and Ben at the nearby coffeeshop. Cabbed home with Tong,James and Ben. Homed at 4.30am.

Couldn't get myself to bed as my mind is in a big big twirl. Full of stupid thoughts. I've began to pick up a more independent thought of not wanting or knowing how to share with people whom I've always trust and depend. Things are just so different. I wonder how much more time do I need.

23rd July,Sun.

Got up early though I was off. Had to get my uniform alterations. It's damn costly at 27 bucks which I'm not even sure if I can claim lor! But bo bian. After some Sunday morning marketing, it was home then out at 2 ish again.

Meeting those NS kakis for lunch before they book in. Met Tong and Jason at tong's block. Waited and slacked a lil before James came looking for us. Then it was 820 for lunch with Qa and Sharon joining us. More came along such as Ben and Hock.

After makan-ing at 820 it's over to Ocha. And ya today we have more guys then ladies! Finally! Haha. I know I sounded crazy, just bear with me.Slacked a lil just like old times. Then it was to 802 for some army stuff shopping. Slacked a lil at Mac after shopping till 5 ish. Moved our asses to prime mart for tidbits shopping for those booking in.

Then it was time to bid goodbyes again. Sending each recruit one by one, block by block till I was the last to reach home. Looking forward to this weekend when they book out for the long-time soccer action by cp.

Had family dinner with my extended family. Uncle strike lottery. Haha. Had a great meal, sharing jokes and life stories. A lil commotion before the dinner but it ended up ok. Home at 10. Tomorrow will be an early day of driving after stopping for such a long time.Tp next month. I doubt I will pass this time too.

Whatever it is, I have to be strong cause I'm all on my own.

ARGHhh ranted @ 6:01 PM :|

so bad.

Life's changing bit by bit. I took it so bad. Look at the time now. I could not get myself to bed. Seriously, there have been tons of thoughts in my mind twirling non-stop.

Life's like a river that it flows non-stop. I want my old life back too. The life of enjoying moments with people by my side. I might be the one who felt so damn emo. I looked stupid to a certain extent. Holding on to stuffs which was no longer mine, or rather was not meant to be mine.

Somewhere,somehow it will end. My river of waters running in that flow. I'm not sure how but I know some things in life will make me stop it.

I wish to live better, for the sake of myself.

I can't have and I can't hold. I might just die.

Independent me.

ARGHhh ranted @ 6:08 AM :|

Ignorance
Friday, July 21, 2006

At times, being blur, stupid,ignorant can save you some trouble. For now, I'm going to someone who will be damn fake too. A lesson has been thought proper on being protective towards some people. Some evil people I should say.

Cause somehow, I'm sick and tired of some people. They act too much. Argh.

All I want is peace. Is that so hard?

Stop picking on me before the water fill to its brim. I'm not kidding anymore.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:56 PM :|

Finally.

OH yeah. Kakis all booking out today! Can't wait to see them in their botak head now. Alright will be seeing them soon in a couple of hours maybe in the night.

Updates for the past 2 nights.

19th July,Wed.

Work as usual. Nothing much. Homed for the day. Was kinda of tired. It's been pretty much of doing my own things these days.

20th July,Thurs.

Met up Paul,James,Bert and Hock for dinner at 820 after work. Had all time fav fish soup. Then it was hanging out at James' block with Paul and himself. Ben joined at 9 ish. Chatted all the way till 2 ish with issues around. This is being so tiring repeating the same old story again.

I'm off today hence will be reporting to work only tomorrow. Will be having midnight show later and might be having dinner with the botaks if they want to. This weekend with more people around. =)

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:44 PM :|

the depth got deeper.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Alright it's been an enitre 11 days gone. My kakis are coming out in 2 days time! Life's pretty much the same, just being around with the ladies in the night. I'm not complaining that it's bad to hang out with the ladies but somehow I'm trying to get settle down with the life now. I missed those times too.

Updates then.

17th July, Mon.

Was having day off and got back to tp meeting Ryna for lunch. Back to our old hangout at Biz park! Memories and fun! Just like school days. Haha. Had our fav western and tom yam soup. Yummy! Then off to TM after some lecturers searching.

Went to get tickets for her movie and it was shopping. Just adding items to our shopping list once pay is out next Tuesday! Then it was chilling out at Delifrance bistro. First time and it was not bad. Continued our jalan till 5 ish when she went off to meet Alvin.

It was damn nice hanging out with her. The old 38 days but hoping Minah was there. Haha. Nevertheless, meeting her up next Mon I hope. I missed loads of people I suppose.

Home for the entire night all by myself. Manage to talk to bestest to catch up abit here and there but it was never enough. Imagine the days we were like "superglue". It's like thinking back, he played a major part if my life for the past couple of years. Nevertheless, hope true friends never stay apart though it's with the distance.

18th July,Tues.

Worked as usual till 6.30pm. Dinner with Joey and Urner. So sad to hear Urner leaving so soon can! Kinda of sad la cause he's someone whom can talk to and just got to know him with his fun character. Haha. First day of solo was pretty fine as the loads were light for both flights. Woo.

Tomorrow's gonna be another challenging day. Doing S6 shift sure to be arrivals and departures. First solo. Woo.Wish me tons of luck. =x

Back to tamp after dinner and settled abit before heading out to meet the girls with Kuku for Ocha. James and Ben then joined later. Pineapple then my all time 7-11 for ice cream. Somehow, it reminded me of my superglue and the usual suspects. (only one of the usual suspect was there just now.)

Homed at 11 ish and settling for the day already. 2 days more and hell sure break loose. With my kakis back to tamp and hoping to rock the weekend. Fingers crossed.

Looking forward.

ARGHhh ranted @ 12:35 AM :|

Monday, July 17, 2006


will we be able to do it again in 2007?
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:43 AM :|


will we be able to do it again in 2007?
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:40 AM :|


the stall aunty was unhappy when i almost use up her ketchup doing this.
:: Yan ::

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customized plate no.
:: Yan ::

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customized cutlet rice for me.
:: Yan ::

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taiwan's version of ice kachang that cost a bomb.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:36 AM :|


i needed one shoulder to lean on.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:35 AM :|


we shall overrule rwd.
:: Yan ::

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what are the missing ones...
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:34 AM :|


it still look empty.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:33 AM :|


it's not even half filled.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:32 AM :|


we could easily occupy this entire cabin. look what's now.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:32 AM :|

lesser and fewer.

Life's still without most of the dudes. Somehow, this would be the life for a long time. Updates for the week.

14th July, Fri.

Off day for the week. Was home then out to meet Mummy for some praying at 4 ish. Then it was dinner back at 828 after some prayers till 8 ish. Headed to Ocha to meet Charis,Sharon,Felky,Ah Ni, Hock,Bert and Kuku. Hanged out a lil and it was pasar malam time.

Felt so different without my usual kakis around!!! It's a new experience with this new clique.Haha but afterall, we are still rwd. Then it was back to pineapple to slack a lil before heading home with Charis. Working my first S1 morning shift the next day.

15th July,Sat.

Got up only after 2 hrs of sleep. Worked at 0530hrs. Time really pass damn fast! Had a couple of duties that were of more challenge and stress. Phew. What a morning of full flt situation! Finally it was home time. Had lunch at office before heading home at 12 ish.

Napped for 30 mins before heading out to meet Felky,Ah Ni,Charis,Peg,Ben,Bert,James and Mond for town. Hock and Bao joined later. 6 vs 5. 6 ladies, 5 dudes. It's rare in rwd days to see the ration this way round. NS explains everything.

Was at town at 4 ish till 8 ish and headed seperate ways with Bert and the ladies back to Ocha while the rest of us went to meet Tet,An and Sharon for drinking session at Fisherman. Met Jason and Paul while Mond and Ben joined later.

Had a good chilling time cause afterall I sort of like the atmosphere there. But somehow I missed those days. We had a lil celebration for Paul's birthday together with Ben's friend, Thomas. As usual, the same routine.

Headed home early first with Paul and Mond at 2 ish. Batt running low already hence it's time for rest.

16th July, Sunday.

Worked as usual and homed at 7 ish. Dinner then out to meet Charis and Sharon at Ocha. Met the rest such as Ah Ni,Felky,Bert,James and Hock at prime. Slacked by 840 till 12 ish when Ben joined. Some girls headed home first.

The rest headed home at 12 ish and I'm home sweet home.

Hmmm, 5 more days till my kakis are out from confinement week. Plans for movie coming up already. Midnight on Friday, dinner and drinking session on Saturday. This weekend's gonna be a big bomb! But nevertheless, hope we will just have fun like old times.

Deep down, it's a thing to be miss often. Cause that was the life then and this is now. Somehow, it's irritating to be told around of what's right to do, what's not. Cause somehow, you people are not me. Serves me right when I fall badly one day, cause it's ok.

Care from the right thought and way.

Looking forward to this weekend.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:54 AM :|

Thursday, July 13, 2006


the usual hangout without my kaki.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:10 PM :|


I wish 27 and 28 were in too.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:10 PM :|


Ocha without rwd dudes.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:09 PM :|


they are trying some new stunts.
:: Yan ::

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and the girls go crazy without their bf.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:09 PM :|


i have no idea what they are posing.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:08 PM :|


charis is trying hard to wait patiently for khia seng's call.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:08 PM :|


felky works double hard.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:07 PM :|


thier first night with keong and khia seng.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:07 PM :|

Is this or is this not.

Alright, updates for the past week.

11th July,Tues.

Worked as usual. Knocked off and headed home. Chores settled. Out at 10 ish to meet Felky and Charis for some slacking session at Charis' block. They are busy with their homework and stuff. Chatted and chill through the night till 1 ish when there was a sudden downpour.

I will be cycling home alone in the cold weather. =(

12th July, Wed.

Met the girls up after work for dinner at 824. Sharon,Ah Ni,Felky and Charis. Ocha was next. 38 like crazy women in the fish market. Noise all around man. This is life without rwd dudes.Haha. Next stop was to pineapple to slack and photo-taking session going on.

A couple of dudes called and were all complaining about the noise going on. This was due to some noise making machines we have in us. Esp those younger ones. Haha.

The girls went home at 11 ish while I met up with Paul and Ben to slack a lil by my usual hangout. Homed at 12ish.

13th July,Thurs.

Wanted to watch Pirates of Carribean so much. Hope to get the movie this weekend or sometime next week. Today would be kinda of resting home and off for me tomorrow. Hmmm, have been doing my own stuff since most of the dudes have gone in for NS.

Trying hard to get use to the life now. It just takes time. And condition might just be worse.

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:01 PM :|

Perhaps.

Maybe you're right about it this time. About the stuff that has been going on for quite sometime.

And maybe I was alone. Somehow losing directions as we are living our own lives, busy with our own stuff. I don't blame anyone, this is just part and partial of life.

If only I could stand stronger in resisting emotions of loneliness.

I'm just too lousy. Maybe I wasn't good at acting. I screw myself big time! Damn.

And somehow or rather, how I wished that slut was never in our lives, never ever stepped her dirty foot in. I just can't stand her. Away with her life now she better be. Take it that we've never crossed each other path in life again. Idiot.

Ooopps, sorry just have to vent it out when there's no one to listen right now. Still on the way getting used to life now.

Everyday is a new day. I hope.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:59 AM :|

too late.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Somehow it's redundent to talk about it now. But the truth is, I'm such an idiot.

Looking back at recent months' posts, I felt so stupid back then. Complaining about stuffs that was once dear to me. And now when it's all gone, regrets filled me. That's where the sad part comes in. That's where all the tears started to flow.

Why am I so emotional at times. Bth.

Nothing could replace anything I've had for the past 2 1/2 yrs. Ups and downs. Everything. Now I would just ask myself, what's next?

I missed those days. =(

There would be no one to entertain my emotions, my tempers, my unreasonable-ness and etc. I was a bad person. I'm such a bad friend. Maybe it's all too late to talk about it now.

I deserve this. Maybe it's my punishment.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:25 AM :|

10 more days.
Monday, July 10, 2006

Damn. This is getting out of nowhere. Getting use to what's life now. Upside down. The dramatic change is here. =(

Updates for the past "new weekend"

08th July, Sat.

Off for the day, not knowing exactly what to do. Did chores and decided to lunch with my mama. Headed out to Tampines Mall and jalan abit and got a few stuff. Lunched at century square. Peg joined us at a later time. Shopped a lil more before heading home at 5 ish.

Slacked a lil.Bao joined us at 7 and headed out to meet the rest for dinner. Jason,Paul,Mond,Khia Seng and Charis. 827. Ocha was next with James joining us. Kinda of empty feeling. Nevertheless, still manage to have s soccer session for a sat.

The dudes had soccer at 10.30 till wee hours when the police came. 7-11 was next. Slacked a lil before heading for James' place for soccer watching of the third placing game of Germany and Portugal. Expected la. What else. Homed at 5 ish.

09th July, Sun.

Worked till 6.30pm. Feeling damn weird without bestest around to bother me. Somehow, it did make me realise how bad I was when he used to be around. Home early and felt pretty empty. Trying to find things to do.

Met Paul at 11 for his makan at 700+. Just then, Tong called. NS stuff what else. Haha. After makan was to Ben's place for the finals watching. Homed at 4 ish and finished the game with Italians being the winners!! Not a fan of theirs but still they deserved it.

10th July, Mon.

Worked till 7pm and was rather tired. Homed and settled down before heading for Ocha,meeting Keong,Khia Seng,Felky,Charis and Ah Ni. Last night out before another 2 more reports for NS. Damn. It would be girls conquering the rwd soon. =)

Slumber party this weekend? Hahaha. Shall plan something for myself and the girls this weekend, though I will be working both days.

10 more days till all of them book out. Looking forward towards every weekend when all of the NS dudes are out.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:00 PM :|

Saturday, July 08, 2006


"Meeting dinner,going 820. Wan go anot?" God! It's only the 2nd day since the first batch went in. Second batch going in on tuesday, yet I've started missing them already!
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 7:13 PM :|


"Wan to go bubble tea?"
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 7:12 PM :|


"Wan to go slack anot" The usual gang's hang out.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 7:10 PM :|


"Wan to go 7-11?" The usual question from the usual kaki.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 7:10 PM :|


the following were the fav past times.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 7:09 PM :|


It's so kind of us treating him his last dinner.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 6:47 PM :|


Our "last dinner" with Tong...
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 6:47 PM :|

Wonders of Friendships.
Friday, July 07, 2006

Alright the BIG day for 3 rwds is here. Alex,Tong and Senget has been enlisted into NS, serving the nation. From boys to man. I'm going to miss those nonsense from them. I will begin counting down. 13 days more.

The night before the big day.

06th July, Thurs.

Was off for the day. Hence Tong and Alex came up to my place to chill. Alex got himself botak even before NS. Got ourselves some vcd-ing and a lil mahjong. James,Senget,Keong and Felky joined later. Slacked for the last day before those 2 dudes disappear for NS.

Senget headed off with his family for dinner while the rest of us headed for "last dinner" at 828. Had the cheap zi char for the last time till a long time comes. Maybe it's me who can't bear them bah.

After the dinner was the same old OCHA. Then time flies, it's time to head home. Waved goodbyes and hope to meet up in 2 weeks time.

I'm gonna miss the dinner,ocha, 7-11, sleepovers, vcds and gaming times!! I'm too attached to the rwd life already. I've been poisoned.

07th July, Fri.

Worked as usual. Met Charis and Khia Seng for dinner at TM. Had tori-q and hanged around. Then it was home sweet home at 9 ish. And now, I'm homed already. So hard to believe right. 11 ish only lei!! My rwd life ending soon already.

13 days more. With Khia Seng and Keong going in soon this coming tues. Another 2 gone.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:52 PM :|


Can't hold back those tears. Dramatic changes we've all been through. More to come.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:32 AM :|


This two makes the most accomodating guys back then during our crazy Sentosa days! They will pose to our requests.I'm gonna miss them to death!
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:31 AM :|


Look, this is wha I meant. We do stupid things together. And now, NS is taking them both at the same time.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:29 AM :|


I'm gonna miss throwing tempers and emotions at him.I'm gonna miss those fighting fun days! No more Tong to nonsense.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:29 AM :|


i'm gonna miss doing all these stupid poses with the dudes!! I made Senget do that.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:26 AM :|


Meet Fluffy! Charis' sis new doggie.Cute lil puppy.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:26 AM :|


the day at transfer desk with my 38 Ry. Spot that chips and sushi at work.
:: Yan ::

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:23 AM :|