`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Alright, updates for the past 3 days.
27th April. Thursday.
Been interupted by several calls from various parties and finally woke up at 2pm. Btw, another travel agency called to inform that I've been accepted for the post I've interviewed for. But, I have decided to get on with the post at SIA.
Been trying to get them to confirm my placement but who knows, she's on leave. Argh, I really pray I do get that job since I've been accepted.
Back to updates. It was then I went out to get my breakfast and Tong decided to come over my place for the craze of videos watching. Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen. What else. Lunch with my new fav campbells' soup. Mushroom and Chicken. It's damn nice lor.
Slacked till evening when he headed home first. It was initially planned to have their subway farewell dinner but it was cancelled at the very last minute. Hence, it was soccer plans.Met up Tong and James to join the rest of the dudes at hockey court. Thanks to 3 fcuking bitches. The dudes had minimum soccer fun.
It was the bunch of most childish bitches I've come across!!! They should be sluts then bitches. They called the police just because the dudes played in the hockey court where they were blading. Why can't they have the courtesy to ask us to play somewhere else rather then resort to police? Childish.
Those sluts had the cheek to comment that they will use the soccer ball and hit themselves and accused the dudes on hitting them while playing soccer. WTH!! Childish and stupid. Police came. Advised us to leave. Bo bian. Headed for stage instead.
Never let us see them again. Or else, I might just be the first to give them my peace of mine. SLUTS!
Nevertheless, the dudes had fun training by the stage. Tong,Keong,An,James,Fai and Khia Seng. It was 4am that we headed home after some catching up.
28th April. Friday.
Shopping!! Met up Bao,Charis and Sharon for interchange.Wanted to get the World Cup series bag from Converse. Even though it might not be of much use as I've stop schooling. It's a shoulder bag big enough to be my school bag. Walked a few rounds and Mond joined us. The only guy with 4 pretty ladies. Bth.
Ya Kun for late lunch. Saw Qin Yao as he's working there. Had my fav toast and eggs!! Yummy. That might just explain the extra pounds recently. Peg and Ah Ni joined us and it was more shopping. Finally, I've decided to get myself that bag.Thanks to Peg who loan me that amount.
I've also set eyes for that pair of Germany series sneakers from Converse. Shall get it once I've started earning money.There's too much I want to buy!!
It was back to 827 after so much jalan for dinner. Hanged out and thereafter it was An and Khia Seng joining us. They headed for Ben's place while I headed home for dinner and stuff.
Soccer at 10.30pm. this time round no sluts but police came still. Pretty much hard luck to play soccer in peace these 2 days. Hockey court not for use due to some event the next day. hence, the dudes played by the street soccer court. The girls had sth different. we had monopoly playing. Monopoly fever. Had fun. =)
Then it was final warning. Police came in big pick up to chase us home. But, a couple of us slacked by the stage. Paul,An,Khia Seng, Tong,James,Bg,Boon How,Charis and myself. Went to get the dudes their Mac supper with Charis and Paul. Went for self-cycling.Cried. Enough. Argh. Then it was home at 4am.
Slept only at 6am. Emotions again. What else. I also hate to see myself in this manner. I hate to feel this way.
29th April.Saturday.
But, within minutes Chelsea scored! Needless to say, this time round Chelsea won!! Hee. I used to remember the good old Man Utd days. But, Chelsea did play well today. They won the title again. 3-0 final score.
It was home after some slacking at Ben's place. Match tomorrow. Better get some sleep or else I can forget about waking up and going for match and JB trip with family.
More photo updates soon. ( The ladies' edition.)
Yeap. I've finally got myself a job. After searching for 2 months. Not a bad holiday indeed. Another 2 weeks to rot till I'm ready for the job. I've got in SIA!! Hee. Though I would be transfer to the outsource company after the details have been confirm but still I'm working for SIA products. That's something happy about it. At least I'm able to feed myself properly now. Pay's quite attractive for a 6-mth contract job.
I'm able to get myself a new hp. Driving fees.My Taipei holiday. And more of shopping!!! Hee. Also not fogetting about some allowance for home expenses. But whatever it is, I do hope this job have what it offers me and I would just enjoy this 6 months of job. Just like another internship for me. =) Only thing that I would have to work weekends and weekday nights once training is over. ( What to do if the pay is rather attractive)
Certain feelings still hit me. I don't know why. I'm still feeling this way. Just like the same way a year ago. I'm afraid to miss out the "fun" but somehow there's not much "fun" this time round. The main difference is, I find it easier to sort of let go if anything happens within this period. Like I said, this year would be a year of dramatic changes. Indeed it will be.
Alright, countdown to the non-stop 6 months working life for me. Need to chiong my first and foremost important TP test this coming 26th May. Exactly another month. But I will have to chiong all my lessons before 15th if possible. Which means I would have to take up at least 3 lessons per week and hoping to get a final revision a couple of days before my test date. This would be greatest achievement this year.
Updates.
Had driving today. It went well. I'm still brushing up on certain stuff esp overtaking during road driving. As for parking, it should be today yet the weather turned out pouring.Hence we have to skip that for next lesson which would be circuit training. Feel abit of nervous. I really hope I can do well, to boost my confidence for the test. Class 3 here I come! Hope so la.
Then it was home after driving. Met up Bao to fetch her as it was pouring. Then it was to Tong's block to fetch him. ( 2 girls sending a guy for an umbrella during a bad weather. This is what a friend is for.) Then it was to Cold Storage for shopping of tidbits and stuff for dinner.
Then it was back to my place for slacking. Mond joined us in the evening.Had fightings and noise around. The noise was pretty much due to grumblings over the soup being creamy or soupy. Thanks to our Chef Tong. It's kinda of soupy. (as of to my standard.) Missed the mushroom soup back in Mensa 2,Biz park's pork chop and Tom Yam soup and Cai Fan!! Missed Tp's food!
An called at 7 ish for monopoly playing. It was rather pai seh to play that kind of thing at the void deck.Had quite abit of fun just like kids. Met up with An,Hock,Bert,Paul,Khia Seng,Kuku,Bg,Black and Charis. Before announcing the bankrupt of the day which is Bert, it was already 11pm. Then it was a lil hang out by the pavilion before heading 7-11 then homed.
Plans for tomorrow. Home then might be joining the subway dudes for farewell dinner for one of their colleagues. Countdown till I start work on May 15th.
Uncertainties ahead. Again.
What a day.I' m still thinking. Thinking of my future. Argh. Stucked with decisions.
Alright updates first.
24th April. Monday.
Woke up at 1.30pm. Met Tong and James for the man's therapy at 3pm. Been through the therapy process with the dude till 4.30pm. Makan at the food court. Headed back to CS for movie watching with Paul,Senget,Keong,An,Black,Mond,Bao,Sharon and Felky.
Watched Boy eats Girl. Stupid show. Wasted 7 bucks. No rating at all. Never watch that show even if it's the last resort. Trust me.
Half of the group headed back while the An and Mond couple and Senget headed for KFC dinner. Homed after their makan. Napped awhile. Down to 7-11 to meet Tong,Fai,Keong and Felky to slack. Homed early.
25th April.Tuesday.
Had driving today. Not that bad. Exact one month till my TP!! Argh. Nervous. Having another lesson tomorrow for parking. Shall conquer circuit soon. Chiong ar!! My only motivation in life now.
After lesson was back home.Rot and napped. An called for swimming session. Met up at 6 ish. Only Tet,Milo,Fai,An and myself for today's session. Had the slide finally! Bo liao. At least I was able to enjoy myself for the moment. Headed to 844 for dinner. Tabao instead of dining. Home for 9pm show.
Tong,James,An and Senget headed for my place. Had dvd of House of the Dead 2. Much better than yesterday's movie. Sharon joined us. Hanged out till 1am. 7-11 was next and now I'm homed.
Alright, tomorrow's another day. Driving lesson at 2pm. Rwd soccer at tp at 5pm. Been thinking of what's for now. Study for July or January intake? If it's option 1, I have to consider my sep holiday, money matters but it's a better way of saving time. If it's option 2, I would have ample time in earning some extra pocket money for my holiday and driving lessons. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn vexing man! What's best for myself???
I'm going freaking frustrated. No way. Got to calm down and discuss with my parents about this. And the most fuming thing is, I could not even get a job after so many interviews! Argh!!!!
This is part of growing up! What a package life offers.
weekend gone. boring shiat again. argh!! rotting days with no job. what the hell. Tp starts school tomorrow. How I wished I was one of them going back to school. I missed my school life!! My JYSS life. My TP life. I missed them badly.
Updates.
22nd April.Sat.
Got up rather late.Chores done. Tong and James came over for same routine. Vcding and gaming. Been hooked to another series of Er Zuo Ju. Out to meet the rest for dinner at 820. Mond,Bert,Hock,Tet,Kuku,An,Senget,Khia Seng,Charis,Sharon,Bao,Peg and Ah Ni. Weekend gathering. Ocha was next. Peg and I headed for vcd shop then prime mart for the rest.
Some of the dudes headed home for preparation of soccer at 11pm. Headed for James' place after receiving a call from Tong. Hanged out with Hock too and went down at 11. Hanged out pretty much with a number of girls. Full squad minus Bao. Haiz.
It was 2.30 when I finally got home with Peg sending my bro back first. 7-11 with Tong then home sweet home. On the phone till 4.30am and got to bed at almost 6am. Peg headed home at 11am and back to sleep till 2.30pm.
22nd April.Sunday.
Same routine for the day. Chores done. Tong and James came over. Met the dudes up at cold storage as I was doing some super-marketing. Mummy cooked hence dinner was at home with the dudes as guests. Once in a lifetime man. I did my cooking too, the mushrooms! Not that bad la.
It was pretty much rotting the entire day at my place. Gaming and vcding. Finally it was down to 7-11 for some ice cream session. Met Keong and slacked a lil while before heading home at 1 plus.
Hmm, plans tomorrow! I should get out of my house and do some shopping or something. But shopping meant spending more money which I'm super broke now. Argh. The dudes were suggesting movie or soccer at TP. I'm fine with both. But I would prefer movie watching. It's been quite some time that I've caught a movie. Hope it's not something boring tomorrow.
Driving lesson on Tuesday. Must chiong 2 lessons till TP already. I want a one time pass!! Here I come, my class 3 driving license!!!
Been feeling paranoid. Inferior surrounds me. Never been such a failure in life. This time is for real. REAL SHIAT!!!!!
woohoo!! what a different weekend kick off it was for me. Instead of joining the same bunch for clubbing which I really wanted to go but due to tight budget. Missed clubbing this round but instead, we had night driving!
21st April.Friday.
Woke up late at 2pm.Makan and Tong came over to get his vcd stuff done. Soon, Bao and Mond came along. Slacked and had vcd-watching.The couple went for their makan while Senget joined us. Slacked all the way till 11 that Chee came driving with his dad's car. We are in for some supper and night spin!! Damn excited. First time being drove around ( as in someone from Rwd). This urge me even more to get my license next month on the 26th.
First stop. After picking Senget,Tong and I, we drove around for petrol and car washing. This took us a big round over tampines and it was back to pick up Keong and Felky.It was back to get cash card before Chee took us to Simpang Bedok for our supper. Had prata. It was my first time at Simpang Bedok and our first night spin!
After filling our stomachs, we headed for Changi Village for some aguas watching. Not bad, we had 3 and 1 monster. Then it was Old Changi Hospital exploration. Chee drove us all the way up and it was damn freaky and pitch black!!Kinda of scary. Shivers and I did not even dare to open my eyes.
Then it was driving around the airport and saw planes. Great night scene. Then it was further down to Katong. Supposingly to game but did not game. Final stop. Geylang!! Wanted to explore "chicks" but not to much avail.It was already 3am when we decided to head home. Thanks to Chee and sent all of us home.
What a night. Had a great time. =) Considered my first spin with first Rwd driver! Bao shall be next followed by me and Mond. Pray hard for all of us. I really had to urge to chiong my TP! No one shall come in my way. One time pass, here I come!!
Pretty hard to convince my Dad to lend me his car for a spin. I doubt he will. Soon, in another month's time, my TP. pray pray and pray! Anyway, luck could only be a supporting factor.What truly counts would be my skill and confidence. My Class 3 here I come!!!
The dudes who went clubbing just called for supper at 820. Hee sorry la. Lazy and had makan already. Saving up for next round of clubbing. It's so hard luck in getting a job I wanted so much. Enough.
finally... rowdees friendships and beyond!!! big loves!!
:: Yan ::
not forgetting my bestest. pardon me for saying again, i don't care whoever has comments, cheers to the friendship!
:: Yan ::
my loves. through 7 years. fun laughter tears pain.
:: Yan ::
siao char bos and siao ta pors of rwds. my loves.
:: Yan ::
look at the time. i'm seriously losing my sleep for the 5th night. sucks.
i wanna go to bed. but my mind could not rest in peace.
i have so much. how long can i go?
no job, no money.
life's full of shiat now.
the only time that keep me going would be with the bunch. Rwds.
i'm not sure how long more I could go.
argh! I wanna sleep!!!
get me to bed!
problems aside. updates first.
18th April.Tues.
Out for interview at 2pm. Reached Dhoby Ghaut 45 mins later. Interviewed. Thought it went ok. Who knows, I did not even got that bloody simple job. It's really the appearance ( physical looks) that wins. Someone like me will never get a job smoothly. Bloody damn pek cek already. Argh. I should go do something to my looks and body. Or else, I'm getting no where.
Met Amy,Alex and Senget at SSC for pool playing. Bao and Mond joined us later. Decided to head for Taka for the donuts. It's damn worth it, 5 for 5 bucks.Had tori-q as usual. Headed back to tamp at 6pm. Homed.Bath. Met Tong for Ben's place as An,Tet,Black,Wei Xian were there for mahjong.
Change of plans. It was not even half an hour that we switched to Chris' place for mahjong. Hence, Tong and I cabbed to Bedok at 9 ish. Played around with Stacie's son,Lewayne. Then it was mahjong all the way till almost 3am. Won 20 bucks. Tong won himself 25 bucks too. Hee. =) At least it was sth to distract me away from those vexing stuff.
7-11 for some supper stuff and home sweet home.
19th April.Wednesday.
Tong and Senget came over for fried rice lunch. The CHEF of the day, (self-claimed one) which is Tong. (He thinks he cooks good fried rice. But not really. 1/2 mark better than mine only.) Senget wow-ing and we had vcd of dunno what war flim. No choice, nothing much to watch already.
Had a call from An and the rest of the dudes decided to head for ktv session at katong. Hence it was ktv session the entire night. It's been such a long time and I want to sing so many songs already. Still had some cash after winning abit from the previous night.
Senget went to meet his friend for his mp3 first and Tong home for change of clothings. Met up and cabbed to Katong. It was never ending singing all the way till 10 ish. Had lots of songs. Rainie's,Jolin's,duets and lots more. Worthwhile of 10 bucks for the entire 4hours. Had a great time away from those reality. Feeling damn good and relax for that moment.
Back to 844 for late dinner and hanged out a lil by the playground.Ben,Paul and Alex joined at a later time. Chatted a lil about topics such as parental stuff, kids etc. Homed at 1 plus.
20th April. Thursday.
Got up after Tong called for lunch with James at 1 ish. got up reluctantly as I was kinda of suffering from insomia or bad body clock. Met the dudes at 844 and back to my place after makan. Gaming and nevertheless vcd-ing. Had peg's latest collection of Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen. Not bad, damn funny and 38. Chiong all the way till disc 7, had Mac delivery for dinner and it was 10.30 that we ended and headed down for soccer action. (too bad, Tong that ass brought back saying that he will burn, I doubt so man.)
Met the rest of the dudes, An,Ben,Bert,Senget,Khia Seng,Mond,Paul,Tet tet with the rest of kukus as well as Felky and Sharon. Had a great time catching up with photo-taking with crazy Felky. Senget better upload those photos. We had something special for you. =) Hope you like it. heehee.
Headed for 7-11 as the rest wanted to get supper. Anyway, I'm rather "proud" of myself. It was supposingly a 1 time thing for the cheese (nachos that Tong bought). Instead of pressing only once at the machine for the cheese, I pressed twice initially. He then decided to pay a dollor extra for one more serving. Hence, this time instead of another extra one more, I pressed thrice and had total of 5 servings of cheese. =) I hope I don't get caught or sth cause I'm a frequent shopper there.
Homed at 1 ish. Bathed and settled with posts.
Been sleeping rather very late. Or should I say early in the morning. Argh. My mind is twirl with loads of stuff. Damn pek cek. Fcuk is the word. Nothing seems to be working well and smooth for me ever since the beginning of 2006.
So what if I've graduated. Now I'm jobless. the feeling really sucks when it reached to a brim when none of those interviews succeeded.at least for the moment, I'm not called the second time. Am i too lousy or what. Or am I just not pretty and hot enough for the job? Maybe it's all about looks and figure. Just the nutshell.
I'm damn fed up with myself. I could not even get the simplest temp job. What else can I get? Forget about my application to SIA. Went for the interview but nothing came back. I thought it was okay, but argh forget it.Had another application at SIA too, but I guessed I'm just pretty much sway to saw that post late and I'm not sure if they still revise the applications.
The contradicting fact is I wanted a job so much. A job I'm interested and comfortable in. Yet, I only want to commit after getting my TP which is 26th next month. Argh. I need money!!! I want to get my TP!!! I want to work where I want to!! Nothing works. I guess my TP might just buang like everyone says.
Enough of vents. Can't hold it longer. And finally, thanks to those people who remind me of my own weakness. It's a blow to shake my confidence. Thanks. =)
I shall really go knock myself out!!
back. with a better and stable mind to pen down my thoughts. it's been good 2 days of calming myself down.
i'm ok to most people. deep down, who knows? i'm not certain myself. i'm ok in the day. when it comes to dark, i will most likely break down after thinking. i would only wish there's one person to share with.
My judgement began to wonder. I no longer think properly. I cared less. I wanted a life different. Not at this moment but in the near future. I might be back for studies early next year. Taking this time off, I will be working. Hopefully. Sick and tired and running our of patience going for so many interviews but none replied. Maybe, and ya I'm not good enough for them. Even the job at Starhub is getting me down as both Bao and Keong were not certain of taking up this job.
Updates.
16th April. Sun.
Homed the entire day. Thinking and thinking. Non-stop. Thanks to bestest again for talking out with me. Maybe I did pissed you with my words. Or maybe not. Thanks to Mond and Bao for allowing to be a light blub. Out for Yishun at 9.30pm and slacked a lil till 11 plus. Backed to cp, met Tong,Keong,Tet,Kuku,James,An,Sharon and Fel came after her work. Chatted up till 1plus and headed for 7-11. Homed at 2am.
17th April.Mon.
Homed.Chores done. Met up Tong and James after getting some stuff at 7-11. Slacked the entire day with vcd-ing. There's this chinese show starring Louis Khoo and Ying Cai Er named "Wo De Shi Yi Nan You", dman lame yet damn touching. Tears run down my cheeks when the movie hit it's highest moment at the later part. Bth. Love is power, not forgetting it's also blind at the same time.
Bought back makan and slacked till 10.45 that we headed to meet Hock,Bert,An and Sharon at Ben's place for 2nd half of Chelsea's match. 3-0.Haha. Expected. It shall be the greatest match of all with Man Utd vs Chelsea this coming weekend. I shall be accused as the traitor of Man Utd again.
Supper again. Met Tet and Senget at 829. Homed at 1.30am.
Tomorrow shall be interview day. But still I'm worried that there will be changes last minute.Argh. Mahjong plans tomorrow. Hope I could end fast with my interview. It's been such a long time since I had mahjong.
Anyway, I'm still not done with my thinking. I guess it kills. My thoughts continues with the second part. I'm still wondering. Greed will end up falling hard. Jealousy works the same way. It's good to be ambitious but never too ambitious or over-confident.
Actions tell, actions show. One day, it will all change. Be it for the better or worse. When it's time to let go, I should really learn to let go, what's not belonged to me.
It hurts. Deep down. Whenever I was being reminded, it's your presense and actions.
Don't ask me if I'm ok, cause I'm not.
Updates.
14th April.Friday.
got up late at 12 plus. Chores. Halfway through, met up Tong and Keong for my place. Went to get sth for him. Senget soon joined and thereafter it was Fel,Bao and Mond. Same old routine. Gaming/Tv-ing/Vcd-ing. All the way till 10.30pm that we had our dinner at 844. Some of the dudes were heading for cycling but minus us. Homed at 11.30.AMAZING right. That's right.
15th April.Saturday.
Driving till 2.30pm. Whoo, had another guest instructor to sit in. I guessed I was still feeling nervous with a new instructor sitting in. Fair pretty shaky with some careles mistakes. I should really buck up!! TP coming next month, 26th May! I expect a one time pass, which could mean alot of pressure. May God bless me.
Then, it was shopping spree with jie meis. It's been such a long long time since we went out as trio. Had big time shopping at Bugis. Spent almost every buck Mummy gave. I could only wished I had Nokia6280. I want that phone badly. Even worse when my bro got it first. Fcuk up.
Life's pretty unfair. It is and will always be.
Bao had her clothings shopping done. As for me, went back without any tops/bottoms I wanted cause they turned out ugly on me. Due to my oversize. But I've got myself full of accessories. A pair of pearl studs, buttlefly buckle belt ( which is kinda of classy), and finally a new necklace for myself from perlini's silver. 20 bucks for that man but it's a pretty one.
Met Mond for dinner at LJS. The couple headed for Yishun,Peg and I headed for my place. Settled stuff and out to meet Tong,Senget and James. Slacked a lil at pineapple before the rest came along from Ben's place. Soccer. Hanged out and chatted while the dudes ( An,Paul,Senget,Tong,Mond,Ben,Hock,James,Jason,Khia Seng,Iskandar,Tet,Black,Chin Meng,Albert with Kukus ) had soccer.
Supper after soccer at prata shop. Homed at 4am.
Plans tomorrow? Might be just home. All by myself. Better this way to think through stuff.
STOP THINKING THAT I THINK TOO MUCH. I HAD MY OWN THIKING. IF YOU CAN'T RESPECT, DON'T EXPECT ME TO REACT or RESPECT.
Reasons of aftermath : Considered as excuses.
Maybe it's experimental proven that I should take some time off to think thoroughly. The cause. The outcome and the present situation. I guess people are also beginning to feel sick and tired seeing all these posts, beating around the same old nonsense from me.
But hey, take a moment to think about it. Who would want such stuffs? Being tormented through real friendships, real feelings. My heart is made up of flesh and blood. I am a normal person,with feelings. Maybe I was taking certian stuff too seriously that people's opinion might differ and judge me of being petty or what-so-ever.
I cared deep down. But, there's pretty much things beyond my reach. I need support.I can't do it all by myself. Though I could admit I was being happy with those "important friends" which some others might categorized as FAMILY. But, humans are all greedy and selfish.
Some of us wanted more than just being with FAMILIES. We want us to enjoy to have fun just before everything is coming to almost an end. Lives would be damn different, busy with our stuff,our new adapted life. Ya, this is part of growing up which none of us could stop.
Why can't we support each other, between the family thing to pull through this going up stage? It has became a matter of fact of certain issues such as bonding and trusting. Distance should not be an excuse, it should be the matter if it lies in each and every's heart.
I knew I was harsh with words when I'm at my top. But hey, these are what I felt deep down inside, which I can't possibly express face to face. I know some of you are reading out there. Be it that you agree or disagree, I'm not trying to win attention of sympathy. These are my words. So happen that in any case you have disagreements with my words, I could only wish for your respect. that's all.
It's hurtful to do something like pushing whose blame to who. It's childish and pointless too. I admit I might just be one of them. I missed everyone that played a part in my life. Somehow, it went too far.
Being me is nothing of greatness. Stickiness friendships could never allow room for growth and maturity. It would sometimes turned out to be childish mindsets. I had one. I'm not sure if what I so-called/ certified bestests would consider I am his/her bestest. Nevertheless, I would like to thank them for those wonderful memories I had with them. Be it the good or bad. We had it together.
As for the big part that played for my past two years of teenagehood, I will never ever forget each and every fun we had. Be it with the sorrows or happiness, nothing could replace nor it would be erased. I had my best moments with rwd. Those weremine. No one shall replace me, nor take it away. It's mine. Copyright.
I'm one selfish,narrow-minded and forever thinking too much person. I don't really deserve any good from anyone. I lost my way of loving myself.
Thank you for spending your 5 minutes if you are reading this post. If you think it's kinda of bo liao, I'm sorry to have waste your time. If you can't respect it, don't expect me to react cause I will not give the respect in return. Anyway, to most of the people, this is not my first time and this should be my pattern to all. Understanding does not mean of knowing one's pattern. Understanding needs constant care and concern as everyone changes, things changes.
Lost my sense of direction. Beware, I'm just another hypocrite near you.
P/s: I had no intention in mentioning names. I'm just having my freedom of speech and I have respect people by not mentioning any names.
the list of lost/missed items.
1. i missed looking at Ben's stunts.
2. i missed my fightings/crapping/heart-to-heart talk with Tong.
3. i missed Mond's protection whenever the dudes bully me.
4. i missed Albert's innocence.
5. i missed heart-to-heart chats with Keong.
6. i missed seeing James' shyness/man-ness.
7. i missed making fun of Hock's eyebrows.
8. i missed Chee's cracky-ness. He behaves like a 5 yr old kid.
9. i missed arguing/fighting/teasing with An.
10. i missed Ya Kun times with Alex.
11. i missed Senget's ermm actually he doesn't change much, so nth to be missed.
12. i missed hanging out times at Qin Yao's place.
13. i missed slacking with Jason.
14. i missed subway times with Paul.
15. i missed Khia Seng's talking cock times.
16. i don't miss Ron.
17. i don't miss Bao too.
18. i don't miss Peggie toooo.
19. I missed Charis when she's still my mummy.
most importantly.....
I've lost myself.
I've lost almost half of the rowdees.
people who were once dear to me.
I know I've lost rwd.
Somehow everything's too late. When I came to realised, it was too late.
Time to pack up feelings.
Let me some time to move on.
26 gone.
The greatest enemy would be one's best/good/close/dear friend other than yourself.
You never know when they will stab you.
You will die without knowing the reason.
Life now is such a pain. I need time to reason myself. I had enough of my own nonsense.
Most importantly, I bring this upon myself.
I blame no one.
But, I will never forgive one who's wearing a mask.
I am wearing one too.
Life's so fake. Living in a fake lie, fake surface. One thing's for sure, you are so fake, so am I.
There's nothing great being another me. I may boast it but this is for what I feel and forsee.
Get a life. Stop bugging me.
just to update. er xin tou fa no more. =)
:: Yan ::
HTM hails!! This is what our Tourism people are all about. Fun,Crazy, Nonsense and more to come! (Too bad only half the cohalt is present for our graduation gathering chalet)
:: Yan ::
3T02!! Graduate class of 2006 with our self-claimed suave Mr Dominic Fung.
:: Yan ::
That's us. It was only last year that we had our Airbiz field trip to CAAS. we are proud graduates now.
:: Yan ::
Back from my interview with SIA this morning. Woo, competition's sure tough. It was a mass fighting for that job I supposed. There were 8 applicants in the morning itself, with another stack for the afternoon.
Oh my, was freaking nervous being interviewed by 2 mgmt staff. Got the 2nd round of interview and met this gentlemen in those office room. Office room must be someone of higher rank already lor. He even mentioned Mr Chan Wai Nam, who was my VF's VP lor. So pretty much he's someone of higher postition.
Pray hard for myself to get that job. Performace could be better if I could pace myself down in answering their questions. Hmm, the job is pretty much call centre environment, for the Krisflyer programme. It would mean dealing with more of corporate clients or business travelers. Challenge and trust me,SIA is damn particular about qualifications.
Alright, some updates.
12th April.Wednesday.
Homed. Out for some errands and bought lunch. Met up Tong for my place. Bao joined. Then it was Mond,Senget,Keong and Nini for the rest of the night. the dudes had soccer at 10pm till almost 1am and it was home sweet home.
Pretty much enjoying the slacking days. Began to cherish even more. Somehow, something's lost that could not be found. Past. Everyone is picking up their own life and live the way they wanna live. =) Future lies unknown for all of us. Uncertainty. Doubts. Questions with no answers. This is the turning point for all of us, a great challenge. Be it now we will pull through or it will be a memory that lies in each and everyone of us.
Being aspired by Senget's post, I began to think back. My life so far. From a baby, kindergarden days, my primary school days, secondary school days, poly life, before rowdees, into rowdees and now, graduated. So much to think back, so much I've cherished.
The people that left footprints deeply in my heart, my memories that I would never fail to forget for life. I am fortunate enough to be with my family (as in my parents), my life in Rwds and being surrounded by the people I loved and important to me. With life full of uncertainty ahead, I'm sure we will stand strong with one another, be the support to one another, make sure that no one falls.
How I wished for a party or something for Rwds. To celebrate graduation, NS, anniversary or whatever goes. It sure takes alot of time and effort in doing one. I make sure it will be a good one. Most of us are turning 20 this year, and soon enough, we are all official adults. Argh. I wanna be 18 every year!!!
Alright, set aside plans for later: Swimming at Tampines' newly revamped swimming complex!
Good Friday tomorrow meant public holiday. Plans plans plans? I'm okay with the flow. Praying hard that the weather gets fine cause we wanna have a dip in the pool!
I'm feeling damn stucked and screwed. Fcuk.Argh. Having irritations of myself having this feeling again. Having so much considerations of working, studying, working,studying. Damn. Too much time to spare yet I can't decide the thing I ultimately want for myself.Stressed!!!
Updates.
09April.Sun.
Met up James,Jason,An,Ben,Mond and Bao for lunch at 820. Black and Hock joined at a later time. Hanged out till we've decided to get to interchange for some pool. It was makan after pool where Albert and his mediacorp friend Alice joined us.
Back at Cp hanging out. Ben's place for cake cutting ceremony. Met up Tong for tidbits shoppng before heading for James' place.Soccer watching of Man Utd vs Arsenal. Nice defeat 2-0. 7-11 for makan again. Home sweet home.
10th April.Mon.
Happy 20th Birthday to our LFC's CEO BENJAMIN LIM!! Another old one already. Hanged out at my place with Keong,Tong and Senget. Had movies watching and tv-watching. Slack and rot together. Tong headed to meet An,James,Ben,Bert and Paul as they had "something" on.
Leaving the 3 of us, went out to meet Fel after work and out for prata makan. Back at my place as Fel wanted to watch Eurotrip too. It was almost 4am when the dudes went back.
11th April.Tues.
Woke up late. Bao came over to slack. Mond joined. Chores done. Out at 6pm for Tourism Management's chalet. Catching up with most of our kakis. Time really flies. It was merely 3 years ago when we first met each other. And now, all of us graduated from Temasek Polytechnic with a Diploma in Tourism Management.
It's been a worthwhile catching up and 38 session. Headed back at 10 plus with courtesy of Jasmine's ride back to Pasir Ris interchange. Homed at about 10.45pm.
Hmm, plans ahead for soccer. I'm still waiting.
Anyway, I'm still damn STUCKED!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! Feel like the waters are rough right up ahead. Damn. Work or study? SIM or what? TOO MUCH TO DECIDE!! (Though I really need money now!) To change my hp of course and satisfy most of my shopping list.
Back. Everything's over. End of her 93 years of journey, with all of us walking with her.
It has been a reflective event. To think back of treasuring every single moment of life. I would like to die without regrets hence I shall live for myself.
Alright, enough about life. It shall take me days to stop thinking about the moment when I drop dead.Updates for now.
07April.Friday.
I was busy at the funeral for the last night of prayers till almost 12 midnight. Met up with some mong distance relatives from Malaysia. It's been such a long time since we met. Those were the relatives I remembered visiting during our Malacca trip in 2000, which makes me 14 back then. 6 years flew just like this. That cute cousin of mine have become such a coll and suave dude. Oh my god. Haha.
It was 1am when we finally got home. Headed down to Cp to meet up with the rest of the dudes. Keong,An,Hock,Bert,Paul,Zhen Fai,Khia Seng.Ben and Tong joined after their clubbing with thier ITE dudes. Soccer what else. Hanged out a lil at the pineapple as the dudes spotted police. Home at 3.45am.
08April. Saturday.
Had 4 hours of sleep. Got up at 9am.Damn tired!!! Makan at 828 with family and off to Grandma's place. LAst day of the funeral and the same procedures goes. It was 2.30pm when everything's over. My great grandma's last journey. Tears swept among her daughters and grand children. Some of us almost teared, just kept our emotions in our heart.
After a visit to the temple for the last prayers, we were back at Jurong West for makan as most of the children are starving already. It was a gathering for most of us. Chatted and waved goodbyes till we meet again. I was damn tired and was knocked out at Grandma's place.
Headed home at 7pm. 826 for makan but had no appetite. Met up James,Jason,Tong,Keong and Fel at 827 for their dinner. Ocha was next and hanged out till 9 plus. My place was next. Tv-watching. Out for 7-11 supper at 1am. Homed and it was off to bed.
Planning to have birthday lunch with the birthday boy, Benjamin Lim. Turning 20 tomorrow. So sad. Waving goodbyes to teenagehood. It will be my turn this 16 Sep. How I wished I was 18 everyday!!!
Okay. I'm taking some time to update. I will not be able to have such time for the next few days due to the funeral.
I was out the entire day at great grandma's funeral wake at grandma's place. Jurong West. Yup the other end from where I am now. Both my parents were tired I supposed. Been rushing to multiple of places after breakfast and finally settling down during evening time.
Hanged out my younger cousins and did a lil of catching up. Nanny job again being the eldest among my cousins. It was almost midnight when Aunt drove me and Mummy home. Daddy's the latest as usual after sending a couple of my relatives back. Drivers' fate. I just hope to be another driver. Though the negative point would be driving people around instead of being driven.
06th April. Thursday.
Suppose to get up for interview at CIAS. Hmm, but I guess the job is not what I might want ultimately as it's based on working contract instead of a full-time employment.Contracts are usually very tied down. Continue to search for a job I want.
As the matter of fact, I'm not rushing into getting a job as I have lesser time to really ENJOY life as it is now. But without a proper and good job, there would be no income. Anyway, it's only another 2 months away as most of my kakis will be in NS. The dudes, Keong,Senget and Tong got their enlistment letter today. Keong being posted to Police Academy on 13th June, while Senget and Tong got themselves into Armour Unit on 09th June. Time is really ticking away.
The dudes were at my place as usual in the afternoon. Had makan of my home cooked noodles. The dudes even had paddle pops and it's damn tempting lor. I can't have it due to ermm menses. What else. It's been such a long time since we've been slacking by vcd-ing and tv-watching. Crapped here and there as usual. Thanks to Tong I've suffered another fright.
Headed down to bball court for soccer. Met up Mond,Hock,Ah Ni with the rest joining at a later time. Ben,Alex,James,Paul,Qin Yao,Khia Seng, An, Sharon,Charis and Fel with a couple of kukus.
Just then, Tong injured himself. This time was something different. It was a deep cut instead of the usual sprains. The girls advised him to get a doctor at that very moment even though it was rather late at that hour and the only solution is a 24 hour clinic.
Cycled down to the nearest 24 hour clinic which is located at 824. Too bad it was closed! Finding ways to get another nearest 24-hour clinic. Tampines St 21 would be the nearest besides getting down to CGH. Cabbed down with Tong and that certainly cost a bomb. Guess what's the cost of such a cut. $$138 BUCKS!! It's fcking expensive man!! The procedures only includes washing and clearing of the wound and treating it with antiseption and a glue to seal up the wound. I felt the pain for the cost. Never ever go to that clinic even if you are dying. Rush to the nearest hospital would not even cost that much. Fcking expensive.
After much grumblings and complaints from the patient itself, we cabbed back to meet the rest up. He headed home first while I joined the rest to slack till almost 2am and got home with Ben,Keong and Fel. What a day. It's another busy day with driving at 1pm then it would be the entire day down at the wake. Might not be home tomorrow. Ben's birthday celebration on Saturday. Hope I will be able to make it after the ceremony of the funeral.
No one knows what's ahead. No one ever knew what's now too. But one thing's for sure, I shall have no regrets be it for the better or for the worse. I will be able to walk out of this situation, if there's one day of this situation.I can't accept it in such a short notice, but I will be able to face it when it comes. I know I have to.
What matters most now would be spending time now to enjoy. The best to be. It shall be a wake up call for everyone. Especially me.
Felt down. Sad. Browsing through lots of memories. Both good and bad. I teared. Someone, I'm a body searching for its rightful soul.
I'm fortunate to have what's now after being so traveling so far the journey. Said things. Saw things.Heard stuff. Sometimes, it's enough. There should be a point when everyone could be tired.
I've ended all that with the full-stop sometime ago. Yet, I do feel the pinch whenever memories flow. It ached. Alot. Alot. I really meant alot. It took me that amount of time and courage to let go. Bit by bit and yet not everything.
Someday, I do believe for a better day. For everyone of us. I wish for that day to arrive. But what's now, would be another brand new me. It's the past. I would never come back.
My heart no longer stays. It no longer tells that feeling and passion for anything. Somehow thanks to someone in the world, who have thought me the way of independence.
I have a great bunch of people with me now. I loved them. Be it for what they are. It's more than enough to stand my nonsense. If there should be anything (bad) happening to me in future, I would like them to know I have always loved them. Ya, I am and I always will.
In the loving memory of me.
it's been a dramatic few days for me. Being so much that I've realised life's something so vunerable. People gone just in a split second. Yup. I've just received news saying that my great grandma had just passed away. She's 94 this year. So much she have been through till this very day. She's gone. In peace I pray. It was only Sunday I went to visit her. She's feeling better then. But now, she's gone.
02Apr. Sunday.
I remembered this day a year ago. We were at Chinablack celebrating Tet's 19. Now, no more Chinablack. Wasted. Anyway, I was down to hospital with parents and had breakfast at Bukit Merah. BAck to TM at 3pm and met up Peg,Bao and Mond.Senget joined us after his movie with his parents. Dinner at New York Pizza. Met the rest such as Hock,Bert,Ben,Paul,Kuku,An,Sharon and Ah Ni at Ben's place for campus superstar watching. Senget,Keong and Fel joined us later.
Met up Tong and James at pineapple for slacking time.Home at about 12.
03Apr.Monday.
Got up late. Supposed to wake up early for interview!! Rushed down to telepark for my interview with Kelly Services and saw my primary school friend, Liting. She's already working full-time back at her SIP company.Wow. How I wish I was like her. Too bad. VF's management gone already. I need to get a full time and interesting job soon! Damn.
Interview was ok. I guess CAAS job is something I'm looking for but the benefits were not as ideal as I wished for. If it was a full-time job I might just take it. But it's under contract wise.Pray hard to scout one better job.
It was 1pm when I met up Keong and Senget for another agency interview. Headed down to town. Met Fel for lunch. She went back to work and we headed for interview. Back to Tamp after interview. It was a long journey taking bus no 65. My place for dinner. Home cooked noodles. Tv-watching.Gaming.
Headed down to meet Mond at 7-11 for slacking and back home at 12. Vcd continues till Aunt called.
Bad news. Daddy headed down to hospital with Aunt. Great Grandma passed away this noon. I am beginning to realise how much time I'm wasting right now. Waiting in vain. People struggling so hard to stay alive. I'm such a bum. Pretty much nothing I could do. Nothing.
Our transport back to Singapore.
:: Yan ::
finally, a break from the long journey. Bth. Damn tired. I know I'm weak.
:: Yan ::
cute lil doggies at Ubin. Damn cute I know.
:: Yan ::
Tong's another kampong boy. This is what he've got himself. Poor crabbie.
:: Yan ::
He hates to take photos.
:: Yan ::
SET US FREE!!!!!
:: Yan ::
Burnt Sharon. Poor Sharon.
:: Yan ::
look how burnt I am. roasted egg.
:: Yan ::
in loving memory of COCONUTS.
:: Yan ::
Senget is trying his best to win the Ambassador title too.
:: Yan ::
Ambassadors for Pulua Ubin.
:: Yan ::
dunno why is he so happy. always so smiley.
:: Yan ::
we are always posing. non-stop.
:: Yan ::
becoming kampong girls and boys
:: Yan ::
you can tell that I was having fun. haha.
:: Yan ::
the part I loved most!! Cruising through those waters. It's rare to see such a sight in our city life.
:: Yan ::
girls in bikes. we got ourselves better bikes than the dudes.
:: Yan ::
That's what we've got ourselves. the only transport that took us around.
:: Yan ::
That's Pulau Ubin. To some sua kus who have never been there before.
:: Yan ::
UBIN trip 2006. our bump boat ride journey...
:: Yan ::
Back. From the past few days' kind of "work out". It have been such a fufilling time spent with activities that I've never done before.
Tues.28th Mar.
Been slacking at home and met up Keong,Senget,Tong and James for lunch at 844. Back to my place for gaming cum slacking. It was about 8 that we headed out for dinner back at 844. Soccer in at about 11 with the rest of rwds. Soccer ended at 2am. Home sweet home.
Wed.29th Mar.
Out for Ryna's chalet. It's been a long time since meeting up Jessica too. Got out at 4pm and had a great time chilling out with just 5 people which includes the three of us with Ryna's bro and Alvin. Thanks to her stumpous dinner. Jessica and I headed home at 9.
Second part of the day will be sleepover at my place. Senget,Keong and Fel came over and out again to meet Tong for supper at Mac, AGAIN. Hanged out till 2am and back to my place while Tong leaves us out again. All of us are preparing for Ubin trip the next day.
Thurs.30th Mar.
UBIN trip 2006.
No of participants: 9 in total.
Consists of : Black,Senget,Tong,Hock,Keong,An,Sharon,Felky and myself.
All of us got up early at 8am and met ah hour later.James backed out last min as he was not feeling well. It was breakfast time at CV for Nasi Lemak before having our bumpboat ride to Ubin. It was 11.30am when we finally stepped our foots on the kampong island.
It was bikes selection, getting maps and ready for our Ubin cycling/kampong trip!!! Excited and it's the first time we did this! Photos shall be up soon. It was damn TIRING la.I know I complained too much but I did not expect it to be so TIRING and it was rather a physical training for me. It was a good WORK OUT. IT WAS.
We cycled rounds and decided not to follow the map entire. We explored the island viewing beaches, prawn farm, temples, a small cemetry, kampong houses,quarries and the nature. We saw a big bird ( I'm not sure of it's name but you will not see it on our mainland itself that's for sure), a tree snake, rode our bikes through a high tide path with the waters on the land. Hmm I guess I shall leave pics to explain myself.
It was only 2pm when most of us (the girls) got exhausted already.Got drinks by a kampong house. Was wondering if I spent 10 days there. I guess I will just die. Haha.So used to urban life. I was born this way.Continued our way out back to the starting point. We got ourselves to the Thai temple and saw a monk as well as 3 cute little puppies!! I wished I could just smuggle them back.
It was back to our starting point and got ourselves coconut. Oooppps, we did not mean to harm Keong. We are innocent! Just wanted to cool ourselves down after getting burnt and dried up. Haha. It was end of our cycling trip. Keong and Tong decided to get themselves some crab hunting. Tong came prepared with lots of zippo bags. Kampong boys.
The dudes spent almost an hour hunting for little crabs at the beach. Some of us joined in helping them to look out for preys. Haha. After getting themselves almost 6 preys, we headed our journey back to the mainland.Bye bye UBIN...
Cabbed home and I was damn worn out. The weather got bad and it started to pour once we reached CV. Home with Keong and Fel. Showered and got myself sleeping till 11pm! Dinner break in between. Vcd and back to sleep at 4am and Wild Wild Wet the very next day!!
31st Mar.Friday.
Got up at 11 for Wild Wild Wet!! It's the last day of the 4 bucks promotion and we decided not to miss it. Haha.Typical Singaporeans.
No of participants: 9 in total (again)
Consists of: Black,Albert,Ben,Zhenfai, Tet tet,Senget,Keong,Fel and myself.
Met up at almost 12 and headed to meet Ah Ni at LJS for lunch. It was 1pm when we set off for Pasir Ris. It was 2pm when we got ourselves in and changed. It's WILD WILD WET time!! Damn excited!! Had so much fun playing in the waters! It was real fun!! WOOHOO!!
It's been such a GREAT GREAT time since donkey months ago. Enjoyed everybit very much. We were just like kids. Tried out every single ride. Though I was too freaked out by the U slide ride and I missed. It was damn thrilling that the dudes commented as, "balls sanked".
We had the 6-man ride in a big float and it was damn fun. Real fun. The lazy river, the wave pool, the yakult playground,the black hole slide. Wow. Worthwhile 4 bucks even though it was a lil delay with rain in between. Ben even fell while rushing back for more action after the annoucement of resuming operations of the park due to the rain and lightning. Haha. that's Ben.
We had our fun all the way till 6.15pm when the skies turned bad again. Got ourselves changed and washed up. Hee I was indeed quite lucky to have free dinner after picking up 5 bucks in my changing cubicle.Haha. Back to Tamp for KFC dinner. Met Ah Ni and home for settling stuff before soccer action comence at 10.30pm.
Met the rest of the bunch at 10.30pm. My bro went down too for makan. I was feeling damn tired. After 2 days of cycling and pool games.But it was FUN. The dudes had soccer till 1am and headed home with Tong,Keong and Fel. Ah Ni and my bro headed home first and it was a big thank you to Black for sending my bro home.
01 April. Sat.
Got up at 12pm and done up chores. Tong decided to come over for vcd-ing. Senget and Bao joined too. While Senget headed for Pavilion, Mond joined. Spent some time searching for my bro's hp which went missing at home. It's a big question mark when the hp did not even step out of the house as the owner has been home for the past few days. Wonder who will it be or my bro just could not recall where he have left the hp. Damn.
It was suppose to be vcd-ing but I guessed we were too tired or rather the show is boring. Slept. It was 8pm when we decided to head out for dinner. Tong went home first and joined us after we had our dinner. Soccer watching at Senget's place was next. The couple went their ways and it was Tong,my bro and I getting to Senget's place.
Had Man Utd match. 2-1. Tv-watching and had a slacking time at Senget's place till 2am. Headed for pineapple to meet Ben,Albert,Kuku,Khia Seng,Charis and Ah Ni for some food. Subway. What else. Home sweet home.
FINALLY. I finished my post! Woohoo. I spent almost an hour posting this post okay. Damn. How I wish everyday would be just fine just like the past few days. =)
Please let me have a job that I wanted so much. Haiz. Pray hard. Fingers crossed. I need money badly too.
I will have to spent some time with my great grandma at the hospital tomorrow as she have been admitted to the hospital and her condition's not so good. Life's precious. It will always be.
And thanks to someone, I've realised I might be spending too much time on some people and stuff. But I'm feeling relieved. I was trusted . I was searching for this all along.Thanks to you. I had some in you. No matter what happens and what's coming, I hope we will be this strong..........