`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
It's not like I never did. I did my best. It's time to put a stop somehow. My duties done. The road is out there for you to take on. I know I should have let go. Right now, I can't. But nevertheless, I should try and learn. Cause one day, life goes on without you.
It's been a "fruitful" weekend.
Movies on Friday night with 18 other rwds. Midnight show of FD3. Ben,Tong,Mond,Bert,Keong,James,Hock,Chee,An,Senget,Qin Yao,Jason,Paul,Khia Seng,Ron, Charis and Ah Ni. a couple of kukus had the same movie too. Oh ya it was our dear lil Miss Lua's 16th Birthday. Hmmm nth much to us already. We are all hitting 21 soon! Duhz. Movie watching till 1 plus and hang out at Mac for a lil while. Back to central park to slack. A whole bunch making noise at the pineapple. Had a few rounds of cycling wtih Mond, Tong,Senget Keong and Fel. We had "police and thief" cycling. Hmmm wth i supposed. Homed at almost 4am. Tired. Insomia. Did not sleep much. Feeling so tortured.
25Feb. Sat.
Chores done. Met Tong for his haircut at fusion. Senget got there already. Makan after haircutting. Qin Yao joined us. Homed after makan. Supposed to head for MOS!! But then, something urgent cropped up. I missed the fun. Sorry Jessica babe. Make it up to you another time ya. Held up almost the entire night till midnight that we headed for night cycling to Pasir Ris park. Tired. Homed at about 4am. Insomia still. Slept at almost 6am. This sucks. Totally. Sometimes, I really hate myself for doing this. I should have never. Never in my life. It's somehow bleeding but no one seems to feel it. Internal bleeding is the term to describe. Crap.
26feb. Sun.
Woke up late at almost 1 plus. Chores done.Tv-watching. Peg,Bao and Mond came over to my place. We are all waiting for time to pass and head out for dinner! Hmmm no structured plans yet. And now, nothing is doing "well". Unspeakable PAIN. I have no courage, no nothing. I have empty excuses for myself and that's all. I hate this. I hate this state I've put myself into. Why? It was such a huge big stupid mistake I've done. I SHOULD HAVE REALLY NEVER... NEVER IN MY LIFE...
I'm graduating from TP!!! Hmmm provided if I pass both papers this semester. EXAMS OVER!! I'm hoping none of supp papers will hit me. I really pray for us. =) Kinda of sad being out of TP finally. The people of TM. NEver-ending madness and crap. 2003 was TB048, 2006 was 3T02. Memories for life. Talking back of my TP life. Lots of ups and downs. Projects.Exams.Friends.Family.Relationships. Been through almost everything. Somehow, it would be in my heart near me.
Papers for TDP was rather rough. Hoping for a pass too. E-biz was rather kenna cheated feeling. DAmn.I really pray for both passes.Good enough to smoke me through me graduation though I might not get a good GPA for my transcript. Hmmm some updates. Been studying at home for the past 2 nights with an exception of meeting Tong, An,Jason,James,Ben,Paul,Bert,Black and Bg on Monday night to slack.
As for today, I'm free!! With the exception of no supp papers waiting for me. I'm totally free from now onwards. Out to meet An,Keong,Fel and Ah Ni for bubble tea at Blue Sea. Met Alex along the way and had a great time chilling and playing the card game, Donkey.WTH right? Headed for central park as the dudes are having soccer. Tong,Jason,James,Senget and more. I'm free again!! Woohoo. Chill through the night with the girls, making our cyling trip to visit the newly renovated swimming complex. It's damn nice with new facilities! We must visit once it's ready!! Hang out a lil before heading back home at almost 1 plus.
Part-time job? Full-time job? Undecisive. I hope I can get some answers soon after chalet. =) No idea how long am I rotting. It's sleeping time for now cause I'm having 9am driving lesson and I'm learning parking!! It shall be happy partying for the next 2 days. Midnight movie with rwds of FD3 and MOS on saturday with 38s!! Haha. Good night.
Hmm been " revising" for exams for the past few days. Pretty much went through what's in for proper revision tomorrow onwards. I have to concentrate and get those theory into my head well enough for the exams already. 3 days left!! Most likely it will be end of my study life. =( Feeling so uncertain about future. Haiz.
Weekend this week was pretty relax. Met up with Ben for rwd movie at CS. 15 people in total. Mond,Senget,Hock,Bert,An,Ben,Jason,Chin Meng,Qin Yao,Paul,Black,Peg, Nini,Bao and I. Had Pink Panther. It was a lame movie that was kinda of stupid but worth some laughs.7/10 rating. After movie was hanging out at inter before settling ourselves for central park. Met Tong at pineapple after his project stuff.Hanged out till wee hours at almost 12 plus and headed home.
18Feb.Saturday.
Chores done. bored and the dudes were all home sleeping. Decided to meet up my girls for the usual cartel hangout. It's been such long time since we've been there.Hanged out and chatted a fair bit.Girl's time. decided to head back to meet up with the dudes such as Tong,Jason,Bert,An and Mond for Senget's place. Soccer watching of Man Utd vs Liverpool. Ben,Khia Seng and Charis joined soon. Anyway, Man Utd lost and Alan Smith broke his leg. Man Utd in crisis!! The dudes decided to have soccer after soccer watching. It was soccer till almost 1am that we headed off home early. Been thinking lots. Maybe too much. But still thinking.
19Feb.Sunday.
Had revision till almost 4pm and headed for interchange with Bro to get some stuff.Back home and a couple of rwds came over. Mond,Tong,Jason,Keong,Bao and Ah Ni.Had dvd watching and headed for dinner at 844. After dinner was much hanging out with the rest joining,An,Ben,Bert,Paul and Senget. Had a fair bit of chatting and fooling around till almost 11.30 that some of us headed back first.
More revision tomorrow!! Hmm I'm not sure which one shall I start proper first. Ebiz or TDP? I shall do 3 chapters for TDP in the afternoon and Ebiz all the way in the night and the entire tuesday. Then it will be TDP for the entire Wednesday till last paper on Thursday. Which means I can't go out from Mon to Wed. Hmmm. It's ok. Determination is all I need away from those distractions. =) Go go go!! Last lap already!! After exams I will be super free till I get myself a full-time job as my career! Uncertainty lies ahead. For all I know, I just wanna enjoy my "holidays" till I get my diploma! I know I'm gonna miss TP and my kakis of HTM esp my 38s!! I had best moments in TP too. Ups and downs. I'm still proud to be a graduate of TP and HTM.
Alright shall pour some sorrows out and get on to full concentration of studies from tomorrow onwards!! 3 days and I shall go crazy for the entire weekend!!!
Alrght it's weekend. Exams next week. Revision hmm should be considered halfway done. I admit I'm not as concentrated as I'm supposed to be.Distractions everywhere. =( Movie plans in the evening later with rwds. A hugh number of 15 going for movie. Hope things would really smoothen out.
It has been revision for the past few days. Meeting Bao last evening for Senget's place.Takeaway dinner and met Mond at 844. Headed up for Senget's place. An and Jason headed home first while Tong was busy sleeping. Had Supercross vcd watching till almost 9 when the Lua siblings joined. Headed down to central park for soccer at almost 10pm. It was usual hang out and night out. Had rounds of cycling with Fel and girls' talk. Homed at almost 2am when the dudes call it a day.
Anyway, it wasn't that good for the night. Had cold war and ended. There would most likely be post war effects already. Could not take back those words I've said. Sorry might not even mean anything. Aiya. I hate doing this but it was terrible!! Even if I lost this friendship which was rather dear to me, I guess I pretty much deserve it for my doings. This really sucks.
No good. Shitty day. Hmm had driving yesterday and I will be learning parking next week onwards! It was a normal valentines out to pavilion with Peg,Ben,Bert,Senget and Qing An. Then it was back to meet Ah Ni for KFC dinner.Met up Keong and Tong at Ocha. Stuff done.Back home to get valentines' gift for Rwds.It's strawberry chocolate done by me and Ah Ni. You guys are lucky to have us okay. the 4 heavenly queens of rwds. =)
Hanged out by the park and the dudes had soccer after getting the ball from my place. Police came. Ran and caught. Damn. Homed at about 2am. Had revision this entire afternoon and thanks to someone, I'm home the entire day. Never mind, it's ok. Makan dinner with parents after some chores clearing. Back home to slack then out to meet Mond and Senget for Ocha and vcd watching od Deuce Begalow. It was damn crap. Homed at about 11 and here I am blogging and complaining.
What a shitty night. NO mood for revision already!!
Happy Valentines' Day everyone. Anyway, it's just a NORMAL DAY. Hmm no date this year agian. Sian. With Rowdees again. * I bet I might just stucked here without getting attached all because of RWDS. * I hope I am not. I want to get married!! But to whom, I have no idea. Maybe there would be never be the ONE.
Alright, I really wonder what's in for Rowdees which Senget mention 87.5% of us are singles! To those with love, blessings then. Without love, friendships shall keep us warm! Love is all around. Happy Valentines' Day!
Me with no love.
Just got back home from Stacie's 21st bday chalet. Hmm been rather not productive today after meeting up with Ryna and Jessica for lunch. Never got started.Fuck. I'm just getting myself into trouble cause I know I might not left with much time.Accompanied Ryna to 802 for army stuff for her Alvin.Cabbed home and settled then out to meet An,Albert and Senget for present buying at TM. Kuku and Paul joined us soon. Cabbed to chalet at CV. Ben,Tong and Jason joined a lil while later. Makan. Hanged out. Drinking.
It's been such slacking days for the past week.Damn it and I never got started.I know I might be dead for exams.This is so shit of me.
10Feb.Friday.
Went gaming on Friday with the dudes after revision lecture. Headed to katong with Senget,Tong,Keong,Fel and Nini after Fel's O lvl results. Hmm she got pretty fine with 18 cause she can get into any course apparently. James,Jason, An and Bao joined us later in the evening. Girls went Parkway Parade for a lil shopping cause they are too bored for gaming. All went for makan at Hong Kong Cafe.Damn ex. It's ok once in a while. Bused back for soccer action. All the way till wee hours.
11Feb.Saturday.
Homed. Chores. Hurt my back. Senget came over for vcd watching. HAd Red Eye. Was good.Then it was Chee who joined us for Cheaper By A Dozen 2. Headed for dinner with the rest at 844. Mond,Tong,James,Jason,Chin Meng,Dick, Keong and Fel. Headed Ocha when Nini joined us and headed for Dick's place for soccer watching.An,Albert,Khia Seng and Peg joined. We had movie watching at his com with Exorcism of Emily Rose and Saw 2. It was almost 3 am that we headed off with Peg over for night stay with match next morning. Had a talk through the night.
12th Feb.Sunday.
Match at 9am. Morning call from Mond. Met up at 8.30am. Some were late and off we headed for the field first. We won 8-0 at 90 min. Victory with ROWDEES. Had lunch at 826. Homed for some stuff with Nini and Keong at my place after bath. Fel joined as soon as she got back from her lunch outing. Headed for Dick's place for dvd watching.SAW. Dinner at 827 and thereafter slacking at pineapple till almost 12am with Tong,Senget,Mond,James,Jason,Khia Seng and Charis. An,Albert,Kuku,Black,keong and Fel joined us at a later time.
That's about it. What a weekend. NEver been "SO GOOD" especially with that kind of shitty feeling again. It's just selfish lor. But,I had enough. No more "yous" in my life.Hard but I will learn the hard way round. I will never expect anything or outcome from you.Where were you when I needed someone most. It was never you.Because this friendship is always about YOU only.I thought I knew.I thought you might just realise what I am trying to say and open up. But, I WAS WRONG. Most likely I WAS WRONG right from the beginning.I thought I would never allow regrets in my decision.I guess I WAS WRONG again. Give me a reason for not feeling so.
But so if it is, would it matter to you at all. You don't even fucking care about this friendship compared to what has happened. I would stop deceiving myself cause I know nothing is the same anymore. You don't even care a damn thing within this friendship.MY IMPORTANCE ARE REDUNDANCE. I'm a freaking fool cause I guess nothing is important in this friendship already.
If you people think I'm freaking crazy or what-so-ever, I don't fucking care anymore. I want to get my exams over and done with. And most likely time to recover. So stop bothering me with other stuff.I'm not interested.
Anyway, TODAY IS JUST A NORMAL DAY.
Kelly Clarkson
Because of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard I learned the hard way,
to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you....
I am who I am because of you.It was a mistake.
pretty ladies of rwds. * i know the guys would disagree* lots of fun 09 Feb 2006.
:: Yan ::
If only...
It was a mistake all along...
Regrets...
Now, it might be too late to realise...
If only...
I'm feeling hurt...
If only...
There could be nothing..
Nothing...
Tired. Enjoyed.Fun. What a day! It was a day full of retail therapy for me as I've got a no of stuff from my shopping list. Hmmm let's see what I've got today. A pair of Charles and Keith Sandals *on sale @ $15.90 only*, Adidas tshirt and a Winnie the Pooh bath towel. Hmmm spent almost 50 bucks from ang bao earnings.Haha. It was good!
OKay, this was my day. Met up with Peg at 1pm and the weather was rotten with rain. Had our fav teppanyaki lunch and that chef was kinda of cute.Haha. He's the finest looking chef I've ever met lor. Anyway, after having lunch was meeting up with Bao after her lesson and time for Bugis. I had my eyes on that crystal ball from precious thots which seems like I'm not getting it for Valentines' cause I have none!! Boring.It has been years since I had one.=(
It was some window shopping and it was neoprint time! Haha. 20-soon-to-be and we are still enjoying ourselves for that.Had so much fun. Thanks babes. It was more shopping for me at Bugis street and set eyes for that Adidas sling bag. I wonder when will be the next time I'm getting that bag.Any kind souls?lol. We set our way to Orchard for some tea session but ended up having our early dinner. Wanton Noodles at Heerens. Had a great time spilling out sorrows with my girls. Hanged out till almost 6.30pm and off we went to meet Fel whom just knocked off. Bao went home and leaving the 3 of us back to Tamp. Had a lil round at TM before meeting the rest of the dudes at KFC. Keong,Senget and Chee having their dinner.
Another round of shopping at CS and TM before heading back to central park, meeting Tong and Fai. Hanged out a lil while till 11 and off we headed home. Lessons at 2pm tomorrow. Meeting Ry and Karin for some class stuff at 11am. All the best of luck to Fel who will be having her O lvl results. =) May the luck be with you...
And finally, I've came to realise that this was wrong all along. There's something I must do about it.There's no other way out then this.It may hurt throughout the process but this cannot carry on anymore. It will only get worse instead of better.I know I must, it's not the matter of can or cannot. It's not fair but I am left with no choice cause it was wrong in the first place. I'm sorry.
my girls. it's been long long time...
:: Yan ::
Alright, latest collection of rwd ladies 2006. 26,27,28 still here every year.
:: Yan ::
Rowdees 2006. Standing strong? The journey still up ahead...
:: Yan ::
Luckily Mond still behaves at his normal self when he's with me. I don't want to lose my sep bestie to LFC!!
:: Yan ::
Ming Xing spotted. Caught stoning. Fans please grab this photo is you want.
:: Yan ::
See. This is the main cause. Mixed too much with Bao la. Serves you right.
:: Yan ::
Wonder why Mond is getting lower in his frequency these days....
:: Yan ::
3T02 rocks!! My final class in TP... * sad *
:: Yan ::
Yippeee!! Finally I'm going to Bugis tomorrow!It's been so so sooo long ever since I've wanted to shop there and hang out with my jie meis.Esp after so much stuff that have happened recently. I'm all ready to shop eat and hang out! Haha. Alright I've been super slacking for the entire week already.I have to rest well before chiong-ing for exams. =) * just an excuse to be lazy and slack..hur hur*
Updates updates and updates!
06Feb.Monday.
Had final lectures of CPM and Ebiz for the day. It was class photo taking session with our "cute" tutor Mr Dominic Fung.Haha. 3T02 rocks!! This must be the craziest bunch of class besides TB048. It have been a long journey at TP. And now, here I am waiting to graduate already!!! I'm getting my diploma!! Oh my can't believe 3 years just whizzed past. O lvls was just like last year. So much fun, pain and memories.Kinda of sad that this would be my official last week of school!
After class was pretty much home sweet home. I'm not feeling well or good. Super PMS and emo i guessed. Napped till almost 8 when I got myself dinner at 844. Then it was out again to meet Tong at 7-11 then back to pineapple to slack. Ben and Mond joined soon and came along Senget. It was chilling time for us and had topics about the upcoming chalet for the twins. Keong and Fel joined and the discussion went on and on. Hanged out till almost 12 that we headed home.
07Feb.Tuesday.
No class! Haha pretty much do nothing at home. Slack and slack. Did some online assignments and chores and slacked. Hmm good time to chill and relax before exams! Haha.The stress will come soon after this week.Went out at about 8 plus meeting Ah Ni and Ben at clock.Met the rest at watermelon with Mond,Hock,An,Paul and Bao. The dudes had a lil bball playing then it was down to soccer playing with Tong,Senget and Jason joining. Keong and Fel joined us later at street soccer court. Headed for drinks at 7-11 where Ben had his stunts as usual. Never ending laughters from him. Buay tahan. I guess I will miss him for sure when he is in NS. haha. Homed at about 12.30am.
p/s: You are a person of importance to us. Always remember that!! =)
08Feb. Wednesday.
Driving lesson at 9am. Went back to Ubi already. I was quite okay today. Hope I will progress just like today and everything shall be fine.=) It was pretty early when I cycled out to get my portfolio photocopies.Got myself lunch and some vcds to kill time. Home and was slacking the entire day. Tong came over at about 5plus for some vcd-ing. Keong,Senget and Bao joined us after dinner and slacked till almost 10pm. Headed to central park to meet An,James and Jason to slack. Soccer was next with kukus. Hanged out with Fel and got myself some subway makan from Ben. It's been years since I have eaten subway! Haha. Homed at about 12.30am...
And now. Kinda of anticipated to go shopping with my jie meis.Haha.It's been a real long time.Anyway, I should feel contented and blessed with life now.At least I get to spend time with my loved ones. My bunch of besties and bestest. Nothing could be more than them now.But somehow, something is still missing!! The special one. Sad case. No one for me this Valentines' again. *Boring.* Okay, I'm starting to grumble. Spare me.
What is life now? Hmm and what willl life be in the near future to come? Nothing remains forver. Not the happiness or sadness. Things change.Be it the better or worse.No one can stop the changes and the saddest part would be changes that are too abrupt to accept in the short span of time. One day I know I will fall badly for the cause of my actions now. I have to be responsible for my own actions and feelings. This one day will come just like it did once. For now, let me be this way. I would just tresure what's now.
When the person is leaving you. Don't stop them.Let them go. They would eventually leave without goodbyes. Be it the person whom is of most importance and significance to you. They might live for the better. That's life.
everything's over. my project days are over. they will never come back unless i failed this sem. now i would like to take this time to settle myself down for exams in two weeks time.but,i'm facing difficulties. At this moment I have no mood to revise anything. I have no mood to complete my appraisals. I have nothing. I might just do bad for exams this time round cause I can't really understand the topics well. Nothing works well for the entire first month of 2006. I have 11 more months to deal with. =(
I don't feel like talking to anyone. I feel so tired.Be it both mentally or physically.I wished for a break myself. I have no idea what am I doing and going through. What is real and what is not. It might be just one of my PMS routines but seriously I have considered serious thoughts and decisions about my life now. The people involved in my life.The stuff that have happened, both good and bad. I have no more energy to repeat long grandma stories. It's all past.
But now. Everyone's worries are so different. So to whom am I suppose to talk to? I have no idea. There shall be no "what ifs" in my life anymore. SO what if I regard people important to me. Sometimes it can be pointless to carry on blindly. Doing things for the sake of doing. Listening for the sake of listening. Then tell me what's real friendship and feelngs? So what if people keep telling me they care, not to think so much and etc. It is nothing but just words.It don't work in the long run. Think about it, no one is really there for anyone. Everyone is their own individual self. Humans are all about themselves. They can be selfish and not selfless. I've probably seen and heard enough for the past 2 years. I'm no one's puppet and I live for myself.
Hence, I shall gain myself in living for myself and no one else.Selfish and not selfless. Selfless doesn't worth anybody's penny and I might be the one ended up feeling so hurt and disheartened. Live for me.
Ermm..I almost forgot where to start updating already.Been busy relaxing through the week after projects hell is over!!! Hahah. So Happy Me!! alright now i remember some stuff and let me begin my long long
updates..
31st jan. Tues.
Final day of CNY holiday. Had visitings to my place,An's place and finally Senget's place for dinner. Thanks to Senget's Mummy whom always never failed to provide us with good food. Pai seh for the trouble but still I tried my best to help out.Haha. Had gambling almost till wee hours at 1am and we all got home with school the next day. Ermm lost 3 bucks each with shareholder Tong. It was the banker Black who really had the luck winning almost 50 bucks!
01Feb.Wed.
Back to school after long weekend break of CNY. Had last project to finish which is UIR. Homed at about 4 plus. Settled down and chiong my UIR project. The dudes: Senget, Tong,Keong,Ben and Khia Seng had their medical check up for NS. It's damn interesting to hear their day filled with stunts.Bth. Met up with the rwd dudes as they had soccer. hanged around with the girls, Charis and Fel till almost 1am after the soocer action.
02Feb.Thurs.
Had our final tutorial in TP!! It was kinda of emotional la. Haha esp with our cute tutor, Mr Dominic Fung.Haha.In the years to come, I will still remember every single tutor whom have thought me in HTM. =) Headed home at 1 and met Tong at Ocha. I was running a fever and was homed the entire day. Jason and Tong came over for vcd watching. James and Paul joined after dinner. Seperated ways as they were heading for gambling with An and Kukus. Senget joined at almost 9 plus and hanged out till 10 plus. Met up with the Luas and Alex for supper at 7-11. Bumped into the some of rwds after their gambling. Hanged out till 12 plus and home sweet home.I'm still sick!!!
03Feb.Fri.
High fever in the middle of the night but got better by the time I woke up at 11. Headed for school meeting up Ryna for notes printed and stuff. Lunched and lecture for 2 hours and off I went. Ms Ong extended the lecture till god knows what time. LOL. Back home to settle school bag and out again to meet Ah Ni for Katong, looking for those dudes who went gaming. It was almost 5 pm when we reached and hanged out with Senget,Tong,Keong,James,Jason and Chee. Gamed till almost 7 plus when we headed for dinner. It was pool playing and gaming again after dinner. Cabbed back to Tamp at almost 10.30pm. It was hell getting a cab at that time as there were no cabs coming in our direction. And the worse thing is that SOMEONE refused to cross the road where there are more cabs.Hahaha.Finally, after walking up and down, we got a cab. It was hell in the cab too.Kinda of pai seh making the Uncle confused all thanks to Tong.Argh.
Met up with the rest of rwds, Mond,An,Ben,Hock,Paul,Khia Seng and Charis for soccer AGAIN.Police came.Got our names and talk cock with us.There was one of the police officer who looked like Ying Jian lor. Gave me a shock when I was thinking when did he became a volunteery poilice. Anyway, the dudes carried on with soccer after they have gone. Some of us headed for Sunplaza park in bikes. Tong,Ben,Hock,Ah Ni,Fel and Charis. I had fun with that "Swing" thing. Haha. The girls had the experience of the life man. Headed back to Central park at almost 2am. Damn tired with FLU. Argh!! Home at about 3am.
04Feb.Sat.
Got up damn early for Alex's place. Guess it would be the last stop for CNY visiting. Steamboat as usual but we are having lunch instead of dinner this year.Almost everyone is late due to the late night.Met up with Qin Yao,An,James,Jason,Tong,Khia Seng and Charis first and waited for the Luas at Alex's block. Went up together at almost 3pm.After exchanging greetings it was first round of makan time. Peg and Bao joined soon and lastly came Senget.It was a good meal full of laughter.
I went off first for my own Nanny house visiting and I missed her greatly. She is like my second mummy during my childhood days. She took great care of me, treated me just like her daughter. That's why I turned out so round under her wonderful care.Haha. That is what my parent claims. Daddy came to picked me up at Alex's place and went back to Block 273. It has been 20 years. She took care of me since I was a month old. Wow. It's been 20 solid years!! I'm so BIG already. She is a grandman herself now. Glad she is still doing well. =) Ah Yi is what I've been calling her since I could ever remember.
After Nanny's place was dinner at 137 market with my parents.Steamboat again. Haha.Daddy send me back to meet up the rest of rwds at Alex's place. Heading for Katong to game as well as play pool. It was the entire night at Katong again. I had pool and I'm still lousy.Argh. Pek Cek.After pool with Mond and Paul, it was then gaming! Haha it has been thousands of years ago since I've gamed CS! Yeah, Counter Strike! Haha. I'm still quite amazed that I could actually kill people in CS.Haha.
It was supper time at 822 Prata shop after Katong. Cabbed back and met up with Keong and Felky whom headed off first as Fel is not feeling well. The dudes had the Nasi Lemak which is really tempting. 2 bucks which is damn worth it.I shall try that the next time round after my recovery of FLU. Damn sickening lor. It was walking back and all of us settled down at 840 playground. The dudes were trying some stunts onto climbing up the monkey bar and settling there.Imagine a bunch of 20-to-be guys playing at a children's playground.Haha.Anyway, the days are numbered. While I was having fun playing around with Tong,An and more. Haha. Definitely it felt better. Anyway, our days are numbered already. It was almost 2am when we headed our way home.
05Feb. Sun.
Not feeling too good. Hence I did not went for the much anticipated KTV session at Katong again. An!! Wait for me!! I will go the next time round after exams!!! Anyway,I had no voice to sing today also.haha. Rest home till Tong and Senget came by for dinner. Met up Senget for food shopping to prepare our instant noodles dinner. We had hotdogs, noodles with meatballs and ice cream for dessert.Tv watching and dvd watching was what we did for the entire evening.Rest and relax. Headed down to central park to meet up with the rest who went Katong. Mond,An,Jason,Ben,Paul,Bao,Peg as well as Keong,Fel and Ah Ni. The rest headed their ways and it was Senget,Tong,Mond,Ni,Bao and I kenna trapped in the rain!! Mond sent Bao back to inter and leaving the 4 of us stucked there. Mond was stucked at inter too. He even got himself drenched! Haiyo!! Take care ar my Sep Bestie!! It was thanks to him and Keong for sending us umbrellas or else we would nv know what time we will be back home.
And for now, it's my final mission to settle some stuff for rwd's March Chalet. It's sth for the twin brothers of rwds before going for NS. It would be FINAL one for me if nothing goes wrong. yeah, read me. FINAL one and off I must wash my hands out of it. Make life better for people too. Cause some people might not like it at all. Alright, it will be school tomorrow.2-5pm All lectures.My final lectures this coming week and I will be out of TP. Exams next. Wish me well. Thanks.
Grown ups are so troublesome.And I'm one of them. This is so dreadful.
ROWDEES Huat ar!!! 2006 Huat ar!!!
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Look what they have done to my friend!! Broken already la!!
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Me and my friend, Albert and his friend.
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This is me.
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Ready for Yu sheng?? "We Are Waiting..."
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This is my friend.
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My Sep bestie!!
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I dunno what the hell we were doing cause it was Ben's idea as he was taking the picture. Doing up a frame was the bottom idea of his.
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See what the dudes did to the food. Senget handled the food with his HANDS.
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Any Ice Cream endorsement deals for us?
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Happy 20th Birthday Peggie! But there is still disturbance cause it's meant to be the girls only.
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Felkisty looks interested at my ice cream. Too bad she is not the boss of the ice cream company.
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Ice cream time! One look happy with that but not the other one.
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Tong can't wait for his food that he will have to resort eating his chopsticks first.
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Finally Han River. Keong stoned as he was made to known that he will have to wait for another hr or so cause someone did not get Rwds' reservation.
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Like brothers like sisters. Nini can't face the fact of waiting another hr cause the siblings were too hungry!!
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Ladies ready for Rwd reunion dinner 27012006.
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But never mind cause Ming Xing is with us!! "Albert..can I take a picture with you??"
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The dudes seems restless.
:: Yan ::
Move aside people, Mohamud Senget bin Siew is here!
:: Yan ::
Alright rwd ladies first.
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And now... the big family.Not all here as there is still part 2 at Qing An's and Senget's place.. coming soon.
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Ermmm... Retro ar? *Ahem looks kinda of big on Nini*
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My brother dun really welcome guests into his room.
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CNY 2006. First stop. My place.
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After eating it was time for some room racking..
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Happy New Year!!! People start to eat already...
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Still eating....
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