`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
31st OCt 2005. We are going for our trip!! Counting down. 10 hours. Hee I've been waiting for so long to our trip! First rwd trip to Genting. Will be back on Wednesday. So people don't miss us.Been rather busy these few days. And the worse thing is I'm down with flu! Damn it!! Argh.
With SIP coming to and end, it's back to school but with hell of projects!! I have yet to get my portfolio started and I shall start soon after holidays. Damn. Stress time again. Friday was out to had midnight show with rwds. Lots of people joined. Ben,Tong,Mond,Hock,James,Senget,Keong,Khia Seng,Qing An,Paul,Polly,Chuen Soon,Fel,Charis,Felicia and me together with kukus.Doom was the movie. It was rather gruesome which is not really my kinda of movie. 6/10 rating. After some slacking by Macdonalds, Keong,Senget and Fel headed for my place to had Jolin's concert dvd watching. We headed for 7-11 with Ben before heading to place. It was almost 6am when they finally headed off and it was almost the time I've slept.
Not feeling very well the moment I wake up.on Saturday. FLU!!! Had a lil chores done and met up with Vivian to head for airport. I'm sending them off to Doha. Mainly Mama,Jasmine,Kit,Amy,Vivian and Cheng. We all had "cheap" subway all thanks to Paul,Tong and James. It was almost 6 when they headed for check in. Back to subway to meet Paul and Felicia. After they had their makan, the three of us went plane watching all thanks to me. Cause I wanna get a glimpse of VF's own aircraft. After waiting for Tong to finish his work,we headed back in cab to Pavilion for pool the entire night. Almost everyone met us up for pool session. Too many to mention. Keong and Fel joined us late for makan at Mac. hanged out at Mac till almost midnight when the guys headed for soccer. Got home at almost 3am.
Running a fever on Sunday. Damn.Tomorrow will be our trip. I'm sick. ARGH!!Had chores done and out to meet up with Paul,Senget,An,Mond,Hock,James,Ben,Tong and Felicia. Makan at 826 and headed to places like prime mart,fusion and vcd shop. Hanged out to wait for James for his haircut. It was then slacking at the pavilion near Ben's place. Keong and Fel joined us. hanged out till almost 6 and headed back with Tong and Felicia. Dinner at TM with Mummy and Daddy. And now here I am resting myself for genting early in the morning tomorrow! Kinda of excited. haha. Blessed us all!!
Okay, now it's time to rest. Be back on Wednesday!
"Why do I have to be so dependent? Why can't I be independent? It's not easy.But I have to learn the hard way around,right? People always perceived that I think too much. so does that mean they think too little?Maybe yes.Or they just simply could not be bothered with me.All nonsense to them.So why care.People are always making promises and never keep them.So what's the point of making them in the first place.It will only break people's heart and it hurts.Definately it hurts. Does my work have to put me into this situation. Everything's change.I desperately need someone to talk to.Who is here?Where's my bestest?My besties? It seems like the road to independence is near the road.I know it sounds so foolish.I can't hold it any longer to keep all these to myself. IF YOU THINK IT"S SO EASY TO THINK TOO MUCH, WHY NOT THINK FOR ME IN MY SHOES? ONE HAND WILL NOT SOUND THE CLAP! I need no one to read my mind.I just need those to understand me.That's all.But it seems that I've hoped too much.So I give up."
This post was dated back in June 05. To look back, this is what I have to do now. Sounds irony.
That's life and changes which I will have to accept it. =)
I will be okay.But now, I'm not.
It's 2nd last day for my entire 23 weeks in VF! Felt relieved yet feeling kinda of sad to say goodbyes to these wonderful people I've met here. =( Nevertheless we shall meet up for gathering in future! Then it shall be a week of holiday then it's back to TP for the busy semester. Damn it.Portfolio not going on well, and here it comes along with another project, FYP. Damn. I will be dead soon.
Oh ok some updates. Happenings these days.Monday was heading to TP after work as the dudes were haivng soccer. Dinner at 820 with my craving for Tom Yam! Woohoo it's damn nice lor. After dinner was back hone with Paul,Tong,An and Senget. Paul and Tong was at my place till 11.30pm when they headed for their supper.Was on MC on Tuesday.Rested home till almost 3pm that I went to meet Keong and Fel. Headed to Fel's place to "tuition" her chinese O levels which is coming this Monday. God bless her then. We had Mcdonalds for dinner and hanged around at TM looking for presents.Got what I wanted and headed to meet up with Zi Ting to pass her stuff. Had a lil chat and off we headed back to inter for our movie watching. People included Paul,An,Senget,Tong,Keong,Fel,Stacie,Felicia and me. We had Flightplan.It was a good movie giving rating at 8/10. After movie was dinner at KFC and met Chris. Pool playing was next till almost 11.30pm when Senget and I headed home while the rest had more eating at s-11.
Wednesday was much of working with no mood. Dinner out with Cheng,Kit,Jasmine,Yvonne and Lydia and thanks to them for the dinner! You see how wonderful these people are. Thanks to them I feel better for myself too. =) We had our dinner till about 10pm and had a great time chatting up after those good food which I had steak for the first time! Hee thanks to Kit jiejie's recommendation. All of us headed home and I went to meet up with the dudes having soccer. Got the guys' some drinks and I headed home at about 12.30am . What a day.
I really wonder how am I going to get use to this man. TIME is my best friend now. =\ Stop looking back. Move on. Nothing will come back. Be blessed for what you had. It's the enitre process that counts.Maybe just one day, you will walk out of everything.So stop looking back. I will keep these to myself and look ahead. Who will be next?
read the title. this might be the day for myself to be independent. I'm not strong. Somehow it's not my choice. The saddest part is looking back at the journey we've came so far. The days will never come back. It will never be the same. I blame it on myself. The day you left will be the day I gain independence. You will never need me from now on.
I'm know it clearly in my heart. no one replaces you.
It's Friday already! Yippee! Hee plans tonight. Dinner with VF kakis again. It's Mama Lucy's treat wor. Do hope we had a great one! Haha. It will be a busy weekend for me. With driving tomorrow afternoon and there after meeting Vivian,Gin and Kai Ling to send Andrea off back to her New Zealand to eat her potatoes.Haha. So it shall be on subway tomorrow! Hee Tong's boss you see.
It's been a boring Wednesday after work. The dudes namely those subway dudes had mahjong over their colleagues' place while I was back home doing chores and having an early night. That's about it lor. Thursday's much better. Met up Paul at about 7 after work.He's heading for my place to use my com for his burning of vcds.Damn illegal lor.Haha but who cares.Can save money lor.I was making my way home while he got his stuff done at his aunt's place. The dudes Tong,James,Ben and Paul came up at about 8 with dinner lor.Damn tempting lor! But it's ok.Used to temptations liao. An joined us after his work and there were tv-watching,gaming and computer using as well. Fighting and noise going around as usual lor.What's new. Slacking the entire night through.James and An headed home at about 10 while the rest continue with gaming and tv-watching. It was almost 12 when Tong,Ben and Paul decided to head home as most of us will be working the next day. YAWNS.
It shall be another weekend for me. Busy with plans already.Hope everything goes well and it's another week to our trip! So excited le!! HEee. Alright, 5 days more. To gain my freesdom. =)
Now we do have something in common. The hairstyle. Such a coincidence. Had a great time.
:: Yan ::
what a fun time we have while thinking of poses. Not too bad la hor. A lil blur due to resizing.
:: Yan ::
- Xin - Yan - Ting - 18/10/2005. Our first hang out n first neoprint.
:: Yan ::
It's Wednesday already. Hee.7 days more in VF. I will be missing people soon. That's for sure. Mixed feelings wor. Nevertheless, it's another day at work now.It's been tiring for the past few days. Work then out again.Updates now.
Monday was TP as usual after work.The dudes having soccer. Hanged out till almost 8pm with Charis and Fel waiting for the guys to finish their game. HEaded for Ocha then 820 for dinner as usual.Finally had my fish soup.Hee.The tomyam that Hock was having is also good! If it's possible I will have it next monday.Hahha. Dinner till almost 9pm that we've all headed home. Walked home with Tong, Jason and An while Senget headed for his bball,Hock headed home and the 2 couples headed their way.Settled down with chores and had an early night due to the late sunday night.
Tuesday was busy busy busy at work with tons of tickets to issue. It's my Rose jie jie birthday but she had to rush back as her son fell and knocked himself.Poor lil boy. Luckily,he is alright now. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSE! We've all got something for her and I guess it shall be today that she will be having her belated birthday.After work was meeting up to Zi Ting and Kexin for dinner.Hee I owe these two one treat and thanks for the sweet present on my birthday. Surprisingly we all had something in common. Guess what? Our hairstyle.Hee shall post up the neoprints we took last night.It was rather enjoyable with these two around chit chatting and gossipping while having our dinner at Genki sushi. We had quite a bit here and there and I hope the girls do enjoy themselves.It's rare to see me going out with younger girls.Hee. We had a lil of fun having our shots taken at the machine and it turned out rather well. Hee hope we can meet up next time for town too.
It was almost 9.30pm when we've decided to walk home and we had more chats during our journey.Just then,we've bumped into some of rwds.An,Ben,Hock,Bert with Lawrence and kuku.Chat a lil while and it was 10pm that we girls headed our way home first. The dudes are having some slacking session and soccer watching later on. Just then,Tong called for his hair dying session and met him at my place. This dude is forever so mah fan. I shall take up some hair styling courses man.Thanks to some of the rwds who managed to get their hair dyed by me cause they are my guinea pigs.Haha.The colour did turned out well and rather even lor.It was not waste of my effort and time and of cause not wasting his money la.I shall consider myself as a pass for homed-hair-styling. For appointment please do drop me your contact at my tag.Thank you very much. Hee. * sounds so pro,AS IF.*
Slacked till almost 12 that we headed down at my void deck to slack till almost 1am and both of us headed home. Work the next day. YAWNS it means early mornings.Haha. Alright I shall head home tonight to rest due to being busy for the past few days. Afterall,it was enjoyable days I've had. =)
7 days and counting.....
Besties! Who's that behind spoiling the pic..Move one side mah..haha.
:: Yan ::
the future ming xing ou xiang. it's photo-taking time at OCHA.
:: Yan ::
Hee my very own creation of pictures. It's all ME!!
:: Yan ::
Good morning everyone.Monday morning is here again. YAWNS! Hee 9 Days and counting already. =) Good and bad. I will be missing loads of kakis here. But I'm FREE from my SIP.Proudly to have graudate my 5 months of SIP!hEehee.Then it shall be the much anticipated trip!! Yipee!
Okay,some updates over the weekend. Friday was pretty much work and work till 6pm and it's KTV session with Kit,Yvonne,Jasmine and Hui Jun. Had dinner at the bubble tea shop and headed for K-box at about 7pm. K-boxed all the way till wee hours at about 12 plus. It was such a great time laughing and K-ing at the same time.Haha never knew I had so much fun with them. Cabbed home with Yvonne and got home at around 1am. Zzzzz at about 2plus.
Saturday was much of being home for the entire day with chores done in the afternoon.It was about 6.30pm when Paul and Tong came over to my place and slacked.That irritating betest of mine actually brought KFC over to my place and attempt to tempt me with those good food while I'm on diet.But due to my strong determination,I've managed to give it a missed.Haha. I rather have fish soup for dinner.These two lazy bums slept at my room while I was watching tv. had a good time lazing around with the taiwan variety show which made both me and my bro laughed like nobody's business.Fighting and playing goes around as usual.What's new man.Slacked till almost 12am that we've got our asses down to central park as the guys will be having soccer.It was almost 2am that we moved to 7-11 for a drink then back home. Yakked on the phone with Tong till about 3 plus and finally got my sleep at almost 4am.
Sunday. Hmm rainy day.It pours the entire day that puts everyone home till almost late afternoon that we've decided to get out and have some pool playing at pavilion. Met up Albert,Lawrence,Mond,An,Senget and Paul at about 5plus.Took a bus due to the rain.Headed for century square as Paul wanted to collect his hp while Senget and An had their arcade. Peg joined us soon. BAck to TM for Long John dinner.Oh my another sinful thing I've done.=( Headed for pool playing at pavilion while Bao joined us. Hee had a good and fun game with Paul and I almost won lor!! Not bad la better improvement each time.One day I shall beat Senget and Tong! Just you people wait for me.Heehee.It was almost 8pm when we headed to have another round of dinner fopr the rest whom haven makan. NEw York pizza seems good and worth.Shall have a try one day.Alex met us after his family dinner and I've got a present from him! Wow but nothing big at all and it's still the thought that counts.Thanks dude for the nice Pooh coin pouch.Not bad la,at least got taste.
After the makan was back to Ocha to slacked a lil while Bao,Peg and Senget headed home. We had lots of crap at Ocha due to our MING XING OU XIANG.Buay tahan.A number of pictures taken and shall upload it soon. Met Ben at Qinyao's place as the dudes decided to have some soccer watching.It ended up with card-playing.Hee not bad la won 2 bucks. It was almost 12 when Mond and I decided to head home due to our early monday mornings. Instead of heading home for me, Tong called for makan at 7-11. Met him and headed for 7-11 to buy his food and back to my block to makan and slacked. Who knows his stomach started to pain and had to rush up to my place for toilet!! Another bombing case after Paul's. Buay tahan. Slacked at place for a lil while till almost 2am and he headed home. Finally got my sleep at 2am.
This partially explains my YAWNS early in the morning.Haha.Can't wait for the day to end.Oh no, it's waiting for my 9 days to end!!! It's celebration time!! THen it's holiday time!!All the very best to my last 9 days and it's another hell time when sem starts cause I've not done anything for my portfolio! At least I've got my ideas out. =) Alright,it's just my excuse for being lazy to do work. Okay, that's about it.Look out for the pictures we've took yesterday.
9 days to go..
YEah! It's friday already! I shall enjoy myself. 2 weeks more to end of SIP and to our trip! Hahaha.Can't wait and feeling excited already. =) After much of settling down these few days, I've decided to move on and saw what's clearly ahead. I know what to do already.So I don't need anyone to tell me what should I do.Thank you very much.I know it myself. I will still trust those I've faith in. I will not fall just because of this.
Hmm pretty much been out with VF people for the past 2 days.Hee we did quite a number of bitchings lor! Fun time!Wednesday was meeting up with Paul after work and headed home.Rested well I supposed.CAuse I do think that I really need that break.No more nonsense after my mind is made up.Paul went to meet with the rest of the dudes for the night. Thursday was out with VF people after work cause of Ms Andrea Wee that Chun Bao Bao. She invited Gin,Hannah,Kit and I out for Ben and Jerry's session. DAMN SINFUL LOR! I need another week to shed off those fats I've gained last night lor. *Sobzz* It was a pretty fun ladies night out bitching after dinner at Novena Square. Hanged out till almost 9pm and cabbed home. Damn broke liao. Will be cabbing back later too. =( Hee what to do. MY KIT JIE JIE scolding me liaoz for going back early.Haha. KBOX-ing later!! Toa Payoh lor. It's counting down time now. 6pm!
Haiz.Lots to vent on.But I've decided to let it go after breaking out. At least I've got the break that I wanted. For the past 2 days I've felt peace and with the distance it's much better. At times I do not have to be to close to get things done and good. A little distance might meant well too. Just like me depending so much on bestest, it goes the same. I'm on the way to being more independent then ever after my VF days. No doubt I cannot live without my bestests but I will stand on my own whenever I can. Things have never been so clear. Thanks to those who made this one painful lesson. I've known who you people are and were. I thank god for my bestests. =) I love you people always. The ones who cared have already shown. Thanks to Tong,Paul and Ben. Peg and Bao too.
Alright, it's 30 mins to knock off! Party people!!
Let it go. I DON"T WANT TO HEAR ANY SHIT ANYMORE.
LET ME BE ME! Thank you very much.
This is it. I have had enough of all nonsense from ROWDEES. Just let me take some time out and calm down. This post is not meant to offend any rwd. If I did,I'm sorry. But seriously, this is that MUCH I can take for now. Let this be the final post on every issues concern. I'm OUT OF ALL THESE!!!!! SPARE ME A BREAK!
I'M NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD SO PEOPLE JUST F**K OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE!Sorry if I've offended anyone.
DAMN BUSY AT WORK. Finally it's a "break" time from the work cause most people are out for lunch. Time for my ownself to update.Waiting for lunch. Yawns. 18 days and counting down. =)
Work was busy yesterday.I guess we will have to be busy till end of our SIP.My portfolio shall come after my trip.Which means burning midnight oil to finish up the entire portfolio.What's new man. Met up with Paul after work last evening and joined the rest of the rwds at TP for soccer.Fel and I were waiting for the guys to end the game at only 9pm.Headed to Ocha then 820 for makan.Slacked a lil while before heading home at almost 10pm with Tong,Jason,James,Paul,Keong and Fel. Bathed and couldn't wait for my dvd watching of Jolin's J1 concert.Woohoo she's damn hot lor.A worthwhile dvd I've got it at only $12.90.Hahha.Get into bed at almost 1am and this is the kind of tiredness I've got now.
It will be shopping tonight but not for my stuff.Means I will be exposed to more of ROXY stuff.Damn.I'm already super broke due to the trip,driving and so on and I've just got myself another jacket from BUM!! Haiyo, money money money..Where are you?? How I wish I'm the one printing money or I have a money printing machine at home. Heehee. No need to work.No need to study so hard. Right people?
Life's so arghhh for me these couple of days. Ups and downs.I do hope that the trip is something to get me out of all these shit which I'm so tired of.it's all the same in the end so what's the point of me saying so much? Nonsense man.Why things can never be the same? Why do I change? Why do people change? Why does things change? I'm not prepared at all with all these changes. But now, I will have to accept it openly. "Kan Kai Le.."
I will not give myself a second chance. Maybe it's gone.Enough le.I'm not going to mention and post about all these anymore.At least for now. Whatever it is, I've leave it all up to fate. Maybe it's time.
Lunchtime now! I'm going shopping tonight with "ChUn Bao Bao" Andrea Wee.Haha. Be back soon.
hmmm.Weekend waving goodbye already.Work tomorrow!! And it's the countdown to completion of SIP for all HTM people! Hurray! Week 21 already. =) Trip will be here soon too.
Nothing to talk about the weekend.It was not a best one I should say. Friday was suppose to be movie but was called off due to some miscommunication I should say. Soccer till wee hours at about 2am. Saturday was pretty fine with driving lesson. I do hope I will pass my FTT for once and get my Tp date somewhere next april! Argh,TP date so faraway.I better do it once and for all. After lesson was home to rest a lil before heading for Yvonne's house warming. Met up with Kit,Lily,Amy and hubby,Hui Jun and Cheng at Seng Kang station. Got to Yvonne's place at about 7.30pm when Vivian,Jasmine,Andrea, Gin and Ming Kiong joined us shortly. Aunty's place is rather simple but beautiful.Full of ambience I should say.It's a nice time hanging out with VF people.Had a lil chat and hot gossips around,hehe.Alan and Ah gong joined us too.Haha. The younger ones had some pretty fun time playing games such as scarf game and guessing game.Time flies and we headed back at about 11 plus.cabbed back with Vv,Andrea and Gin.
Next stop to meet up with rwds at cm place.too crowded I should say.Slacked a lil and chatted here and there.All of us decided to head back at about 1am.Soccer next. Crazy dudes.Soccer till wee hours at about 3.30am. I was K.O by then. Sunday was pretty much gone when I got up at almost 1pm. Chores done. Movie plans.On and off.Damn fed up.Just like before.ARGH!! Joined my parents to visit great granny instead.Buay tahan.Movie on at 7.10pm.Titled : GOALS.Not my first choice of movie. I want INTO THE BLUE! Had dinner at Ding Tai Feng.it's good food which is not so fattening that ruin my diet plans.haha. Had a good dinner though. Shopped a lil at TM to get my jeans.My previous pair torned.Got into BUM and had a pair on as well as another jacket.Just in time for my Genting trip.My previous one is damn koyak already. Had a free bag too.Haha.
My parents headed home while I headed for my movie with Paul,Senget,Hock,Bert,Be,An,Sharon and Bao. It was not a bad show indeed.Beckham in that movie too!! The storyline is so-so only but nevertheless the dude is quite cute.Haha.7/10 rating for the movie. Still, I want INTO THE BLUE!! Argh.
Feeling kinda of irritated by people this weekend.I might be irritated by myself too. Just can't explain why. Some kinda of small things just make me go crazy. I know I'm just too demanding.Losing every bit of temper over such a small thing. I thought everything is alright.there was a glimpse of hope that things might be just as before. But, you failed me. It's not anger I've felt. It's the disappointment I've felt. Maybe I'm really tired already.maybe you are too. No one can be bothered too.Like I've mentioned, I've lost my Best Friend. Indeed I DO. Nothing much to go on already. It's gone and it's no point finding it back.it's the smallest thing that can result in such big issue. I'm always the one screwing things up. I don't blame anyone. Just my wrong decision.
I will not give myself a second chance.
I've LOST FAITH IN YOU, my BESTEST.Sorry.
You never knew me. NEVER.
Hmmmp.I'm still very sleepy!! Yeah it's Friday already. Will be having dinner with family tonight as it's Daddy's Birthday! Happy Birthday Daddy!Most likely a midnight movie with rwds tonight.I hope we can really watch Into The Blue.*haiz* Tomorrow will be another busy day with driving lesson and Aunty's hse warming. =) Pray ar that I will get to watch Into The Blue.
I was out again last night.Met up with Tong to slack at the void deck near his block.It's been such a long time since we had a chat that long and full of topics. Soccer session on and off. The rest of the dudes were having mahjong hence leaving us to slack.Senget,Keong and Fel headed for prata but the both of us were too lazy to get our butts up...ended up not meeting.haha.So excited about our first trip already!!! I do hope that stupid Macau trip will turn out well and it better don't spoil my mood for Genting Trip.ARGH damn fed up with that guy man!! Hee I guess pretty much will be asking the guys to sleepover before our departure early in the morning. This would reduce our habit of being late meeting up and it's early in the morning !!
It was almost 11 when we finally got our asses back home. Vcd for awhile and zzzzz.But,I'm still feeling very tired and sleepy! Help!! I really want to watch Into The Blue tonight!! Haiz. I do hope we can make it. This might just be the plans for this weekend. 15 days more to freedom!! (excluding Sat and Sun)
This day marks the last day of Andrea's stay at VF. Hmm so sad cause another kaki leaving cause she is free for her internship!! Ok...pray for mine the very last 3 weeks.Then it will be our trip!!! I'm not thinking about my SIP portfolio for the time being cause I'm done the drafting of ideas.I'm just lazy already.Haha.
Final words.I'm still wondering if my choice was a right one, or a wrong one. Sometimes I need to seek that answer for myself. =)
Yawns.I'm here early in the morning feeling so sleepy at VF office.CAn't stop yawning...HELP! Another day to go.Hmmm I wonder if I should go gym this evening cause I'm really freaking tired and sleepy!! Hmmm exercise plans aside first.Too tired.Sleep is more important. Haha.Okay,I'm lazy that's all.
It's mid week already and I'm looking foward to the busy weekend I'm having . Hmm Daddy's birthday,driving lessons,Aunty Yvonne's housewarming, and more. I need ample of rest to enjoy my weekend.SIP will be coming to an end soon with 3 weeks to go.Of cause I'm happy cause I will be having my one week break and holiday!!! After 23 weeks of work,I'm finally back to student!Though there might be lesser which is alot of income, I will learn how to spend it wisely.*AS IF* Hmmm with SIP ending it might meant that my portfolio is coming to it's due date too.I've not even started with the typing of contents,just with the drafting of ideas.I hope that I will be able to get it done before semester starts.I'm left with 3 days to settle after Genting trip. Pray ar!
It was usual 6pm knock off time yesterday. Headed back with Andrea and Vivian as I was heading for CDC to get my FTT test date done.Thanks to Andrea for sending us to the bus stop and Vivian decided to join me as she was thinking of getting her test date done.It was almost 7.30pm when both of us got our test dates and mine falls on 11th Nov 2005,Friday 3pm.I will have to start revising the whole book already.Can I just to do it a one time pass?I hope so.Then I will not waste my time in getting my TP delayed.Hmm my TP shall be sometime next April already. I just prayed for a one-time pass man!Haha.Alright,after CDC was cabbing back with Vivian as the both of us are living in the same area,just one street away.
Got home at about 8pm.Bathed and met up with Tong,Paul,An,Qin Yao and Cm at Ben's place.They were having mahjong while I got myself some fish soup dinner from 827.Slacked a lil and that Tong came bugging me to accompany him to accomplish his mission.You owe me one dude.So it's movie this Friday. Into The Blue. After the mission,it was back to Prime mart and get some drinks and then to Qa's block to slack. Before I realised it was already 11.30pm when we finally decided to head home.I guess the rest of the dudes were wondering where the hell these two went?? We went home. Tired as usual and Zzzz.
I'm feeling damn sleepy and I can't stop yawning!!!!Help me!!! Hmmmm, I really wonder am I feeling better for good?Somehow I've let it go.Part of it at least and I will have to keep it up.It's all I want this way bah. MAYBE....
I don't know what the hell is wrong with blogger. I can't seem to blog properly from home.ARGH!!Alright.It's been over and done with the weekend and Monday's over.Hahaha applause please people! Hmmm there have been lots of on-goings this weekend. Here goes...
30 sep. Friday.
Work ended at 6pm without fail and headed back to meet up with An,Paul and Jason for dinner at844. Initially it was Chinablack for the night but due to low number of people going, we decided to have movie instead. Got myself a new bag from Century Square as well as Daddy's birthday present. After makan was a lil hang out at Ben's block. Senget joined us and off we headed abck to my place to kill some time before meeting the rest for our midnight movie.It was about 10.30 when we met up with Mond,Ben,Jason,An,Chin Meng. James,Tong and Hock joined us soon after their work. Oh ya forgot to mention that we had The Myth for the night.Hmmm not very interesting but it's not that interesting too.Hmmm gets kinda of bored at certain scenes but the action by Jackie Chan kept me alive for a few moments,at least. It was almost 2.30am after I've got home. Hmm Macdonalds for supper while I give it a missed.DIET. So I've to be determined and resist to those food. For the moment to lose that amount of weight at least. Homed and zzzz.
01 oct. Saturday.
Got up at almost 12.30pm and it's half a day gone. Chores done and settled down with bath as usual. Senget was coming up with plans to enjoy our Saturday. Hence meeting up at 4.30pm for pool or CS playing. Met up with Tong,Mond and Senget for early makan at 844. Hmmm changes in plan. Tong suggested movie instead.Oh my two movies at one go. Haha. Got ourselves Dukes Of Hazzard booked at 7.20pm showtime.MEanwhile it was back to my place AGAIN to slack. We had vcd which is so happen to be PRIDE,my fav drama at the moment! Takuya's so hot!!Ok back to story.Met up James and Jason for interchange to meet up with the girls, Bao and Peg.It was a total of 8 for movie.Not a bad one at least it was funny. 6/10 rating.Same goes for The Myth.Next was Cm place for those dudes' soccer watching. Paul,Ben,An and Sharon present already.Hmm an excited Man Utd match but I've got myself some sleep. Then it was almost time to get home when some-people-who-have-nothing-better-to-do picked up a fight with me. Who knows I was the one injured.Buay tahan that Tong. I make sure you payback one day upon reading this.YOU ARE DAMN IRRITATING CAN?? =P haha.After the "knock", it was back to central park for soccer. Another troublesome Paul wanted me to accompany him back to my place cause he needs to shit. Eeyer!! Stinks my entire toilet lor!! With these two is hell for me in my life. Senget's much better right?? hahaha.
After soccer was a lil hang out at 7-11 and I've finally got myself home at almost 3am.That Tong will have to get up 4.30am the next morning..ermm I mean an hour later cause he will be working at 5am.was on the phone till about 3.30am and got him up agian at 4.30am.Paul's working too at 7am. Got my sleep after Tong's morning call at almost 5am.Zzzzz
02 oct. Sunday.
Reluctanly got up at 1pm.Yawns.Feeling tired. Chroes done. Initially was thinking of joining my Mummy and Daddy for makan but was thinking of DIET hence headed for mahjong with An,Ben and Jeannette at Ben's place instead. Met up about 4.45pm and gamed till 7 plus. Draw the game. Makan at 844 before heading for James' place as the rest of the dudes are planning for soccer watching.Hock,Albert,Tong and Paul.Senget joined us soon. Slacked till almost 12am that I've got myself home. YAkked on the phone as usual till 2am and Zzzzzz.
03 Oct.Monday.
Worked till 6pm. Hectic work for the entire VF office.Due to all those cancellations.Wa lau eh.SIANED! Headed for TP as the dudes were having soccer.Hanged out till almost 8pm and headed for dinner at 820. DIET food still.hahaha. Thanks to my determination. =) Hanged out a lil while before heading to 844 to get Daddy his dinner. Thanks to James for accompanying me, unlike Tong. So irritating and not generous as James! Homed at about 9 plus.Chroes done and bathed. Waiting for any moment to sleep. I'm damn tired! Work tomorrow!! Another 26 days to go!! End of SIP!! Yipee!! Back to my busy school life. Also sianed.Haha.Alright whatever it is, I'm going back to school!
Hmmm,been through so much lately. I'm lost for everything.I've tried. I've turned away. But, you came back. Was it just my illusion? Or this is the reality? I hoped. I hope that I'm dreaming. Cause it will never be me. One day I know I will let go and learn. When will that day arrive? Soon I guess...It's coming to an end for everything. Take everything with you cause I will not need it anymore.
I'M TIRED. that's all.
Seget!!! My new act cute kaki!! heehee.. I've got more evidence!!
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Act cute time with Ah Gong!
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"Ah Gong" ,Mr Sim in the house! Our parent of reservations and ticketing department. Ah Gong i scute at times you know.
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Next....Dorine in the house. Our supervisors to our guidience. They rox of cause.
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VF days. Alan in the house.
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