`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
What a day. Ups and downs. Work as usual.I'm so routined already. I have no mood now. To think of people changing. Things change too. No doubt about it. Surrender is all I'm doing now. I just can't stand the way you treat me. Alright, to this YOU whom might have the chance or not to read,whatever, cause I don't care anymore.I just somehow need a way to vent my feelings. That's all.
I can't seem to understand what is it that's going on. Why am I the one being left out.I pretend to be normal cause I do not want to blow things up.I keep quiet doesn't mean I don't care and think about it.Busy might just be an excuse and mroeover it's the world's LOUSIEST excuse!So stop all these mind playing stuff. It's damn tiring for me to tell myself just to stop being paranoid. If you don't want me to tag along just tell me straight in the face. For now, you might think it's not fair or whatever shit. You might think I'm acting boss or what.But think it over again. It takes two hands to clap. Whatever you gave there's a limit to how much I can give and take.No matter how many times I ask about you it's just making myself looking like a fool. Why in the hell would I ever do such thing? Stupid is the word i guess.Best friends I thought we once were.But now,you proved me wrong. It's just the gap that can never be back as before.All lies and excuses I've got. Thanks to YOU I'm feeling hurt for nothing. The one I've trusted most. Spare tyre I was afterall. I really doubt if I've made the wrong choice.
It don't hurts when you lose to love.
It hurts when you lose to friendship.
It hurts tremendously when you've lose,
your BEST FRIEND.
Oops.It sounded a stupid and unnescesary post. I just can't control my paranoid-ness. I guess it meant " Xi Guan Zheng Zi Ran". It seems that I've trusted the wrong person in almost the entire year of my rwd life. I'm just your pain in the neck bah. It's ok if YOU are not going to bother about me. Cause I know you will never. Remember what you've done. That's all.
Good night.
A lil blur though but Sentosa fun! I've really missed those days badly. =(
:: Yan ::
Okay,final one. Act cute. Heehee.
:: Yan ::
Can't stop acting cute.Hey Senget Siew! Stop saying I'm the only one who act cute.You are one of them too! Got ya!
:: Yan ::
Another old school acting cute. Both with old school hairstyles, ER XIN TOU FA.
:: Yan ::
those were the days. ACT CUTE. Sentosa fun!!!
:: Yan ::
BEFORE. Look out for the AFTER.
:: Yan ::
AFTER. It's somehow after my days at VF. I've put on so much weight that I'm feeling too fat in all my FAT years to come.It's time to get those fats out!
:: Yan ::
Hello.It's Wednesday already.I'm busy with life.Busy thinking so many stressed up things.So fed up with my life now that somehow I hate it so much.So much to handle.Haiz.SIP, school work,the trip, and more issues concerning friends. OH MY GOD!! I'm even going on dieting now.Too fat le.I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH NOW.
Updates. It was meeting up with rwds after my makan and chores done.Met Paul,An and Ben after their mahjong and headed to 820.James and Tong there already. The dudes had their WESTERN FOOD DINNER but I've had my porridge already.Diet bo bian.Slack and chatted a lil while till almost 10pm and headed for An's place to slack.Played blackjack.I was winning initially but lost 7 bucks in the end.Sway man. Hanged out till about 12am and it's time to head home.Cm,James,Tong and I headed home while Ben and Paul stayed. Hmmm,nothing much indeed.Some problem by myself.
I seriously feel like crying. Haiz. Yet I've to be strong.This is so inhumane and tough.
Hmm PMS state again. Too many problems lately.I'm feeling damn vexed about everything.Nothing seems to cheer me up. Why am I having so many problems?? So irritating.
Weekend is ok lor. Friday was Bao's birthday hence almost everyone is in for Marina dinner at 1930hrs. Ben,Mond,Bert,James,Hock,An,Alex,Senget,Qin Yao,Jason,Paul,myself,Sharon and Peggie. Makan till almost 2200hrs that we left after deciding not to fool Bao with dares. You're spared. Back to tamp for soccer.Tong and Black joined after work. Hanged out till almost 0030hrs and headed home due to school the next day. =(
Woke up at 0800 hrs on Saturday. Back to school for SIP classroom session. LAst one already.Lots of info on us for FYP and educational trip. Heavy burden on me and my parents.Not feeling good about it at all. All these sucks. After meeting up with mates such as Ryna,Ling and Jessica,I've to rush off to meet Alex for CDC to book my final theory. Geez sorry babes! Who knows it was damn crowded and I'm rushing for time hence the both of us cannot have our test dates booked.Instead I've got Paul and Tong's FTT booked. Cabbed home and got reeady for driving lesson.Went to UBI and I was better than the previous one.So much better. I shall keep it up with this progress! Home and Paul came over to slack. Watched Good Luck and met up with Tong,Mond,An,Ben,Bert,Senget for dinner at 827. Next Cm place for soccer watching.Keong and Fel and Sharon joined us. Slacked till 12am and all of us headed back.
Kboxed on Sunday. Total of 5 hrs with An,Ben,Bert and Senget. At least something to vent on. Dinner with Bao and Peg and hanged out a lil before headed back.Slacked a lil while after James met the dudes for 844. Homed at about 9 plus.Early night to settle down for work today.
Haiz.There are just things beyond my control.I'm feling so lost already.I've shut up myself from you people already.Can't you people feel it? There's nothing more I want but my old-life and old-self.I've reflected. I'm all in my own world. Is there anything to turn back time.I don't want to lose these people. I don't want. Trying very hard though.To make myself happy and forget those things. I'm almost to the extend of giving up already. I find no source of motivation going on keeping this friendship alive.It's only the effort I see from my side.I may be wrong. Maybe...or just that I should not have carry on in giving anymore. What is it that you want? I'm not sure. Tell me then. Maybe...or just maybe.
OKay,back to work.I'm not in the mood somehow.Beware of me.
Alright. I'm 19 and 7 days old. Here are some pictures from 16th Sep 2005.
Venue : Valuair HDB HUB.
VF's very own HR executive,Ms Veronica. It's partly because of her that I'm at VF.Haha.
VF family.Geez all thanks too these people whom made all these possible.* huggles!!*
Rose. My VF mentor/big sister too. Big big hug for her!
Ayu..the 38 one at ticket office.haha.
Kit.My VF laoda.
Kit's always fun to be with.Haha.
Kit's fighting kaki, Cheng. The only guy in VF. Poor thing.
Finally...It's the birthday girl. YAN.
not forgetting...Takuya Kimura!!! hee.
Look at his charming smile..Oh my god!!
ENJOY!
Alright I'm just plain lazy to blog due to my "in-love-again" mode.Guess who's the one??? It's TAKUYA KIMURA.
My time have been spent on his drama PRIDE and more to come with Engine,Good Luck and Hero. I cannot be bothered about those issues for now.
Okay.Now I'm trying to recall what I've been doing except being crazy with Takuya Kimura.
Monday was worked and homed and vcd-ed.Nothing much. Cannot be bothered too with issues.
Tuesday was worked. Met Paul after work and went to Cityhall to get Bao's present.In the end, Iwas trickd cause it was mine.THanks to Paul and James. MEt up with An,Ben and Kuku.Makan then the dudes went to Cm hse and for me homed.
Wednesday was worked and met up with Paul.Headed home and saw Mond hence the 3 of us bus-ed back.Got home and makan.Chores done.An came over to my place and headed off for vcd shop to get my Takuya's drama then to CM place. Hanged out till about 2230hrs and got home with An as he headed off to meet his friends.Vcd-ed as usual.
Today.I'm working now.Happy for our staff as they will be staying instead of leaving though things might never be the same.Hmm,as for myself I really wonder shall I give it a try after my graduation? Or more studying? No one knows where the future lies. I hoped mine would be better. =)
As for now, I just wanna get my ass back to TP and hell with projects and exams for the last semester. Argh,SIP ending, FYP coming. What's more for my project and SIP portfolio it's not even starting yet. That's kinda of late already lor. Dunno what's my LO doing. So sad. Driving this saturday and wish me all the best man. Gonna get my final theory done this Sat after my classroom session.On man,life is all about decision-making. Damn.Be back for more.
Maybe...... He's been missed.
Geez. It's weekend over soon.So sad.Birthday celebrations over already and I'm 18-no-more.Moving on with life still and be it a better year for me! Okay,got myself a new skin too on my bday which seems much simple and plain which makes it different from all those I had in the past. It's now more updates.
15th Sep 2005. Thursday.
Work as usual till 6pm and got back to tamp to meet Alex and An for inter walk. Makan dinner at Long John and had a lil arcade as the dudes requested.Bumped into Kexin and Ziting and the both of them actually went to get me a birthday present.It's very sweet of them both but I feel so pai seh cause I have nothing prepared for them in return.Hence after I've collected my bday cake, met them and invited them over to my place for a lil while before meeting the rest of rwds up for the countdown celebration. Alex,An,Jason,Ke Xin and Ziting came to my place till about 10pm when the pizza finally arrived.
The girls headed home first while the rest met up with Tong,Ben,Bert,Hock,Senget,Keong and Fel.Never did I expect it to be an "EGGY" celebration with all those flying eggs around me!! It came all of a sudden without any notice lor. The very first to go will be none other than my bestest Tong.Followed by lots like James,An,Senget and Ben... ARGH!! It definately smells eggy and sticky.Well, it adds on some PROTEIN to my newly rebonded hair la. Paul joined us as soon as the egg-throwing ceromony is over.After 12 eggs were all over my body, I've prepared myself to get back home and have a tough time cleaning up myself esp my new rebonded hair!!! It took me almost 15 mins to get my washing of hair done. After feeling fresh and everything, got back to meet the rest up at bball court as they were having soccer.
12am.It's my day turning 19! Just then, Siew Juan bumped into us and invited her to join the cake cutting-cum-eating session.Anyway,it was tough time preparing to cut the cake.This was very much due to some people like Tong,An and Keong.I'm having a hard time fitting in those candles and letting them to light up but Tong,An and Keong kept blowing it off.Not only that, Tong almost broke my candle without knowing that he have actually used up too much force just trying to fit in the candle. It was hell of crap but fun man! Haha.Finally, everything's done and got my candles blown and cake cut. Luckily there was no 2nd half of birthdya stunts like candle-eating and birthday kisses. PHEW. I've enjoyed myself since such a long time. Thanks to all of them whom took the time down to entertain and celebrate with me. I'm very touched. Though rwds seldom speak up what's inside but it's all on the outside. Thanks. =)
The party finally stopped at about 2 plus and all of us headed back and I was damn tired after so much fun and I've work the next day!!
16 Sep 2005.Friday.
Woke up late.I've only slept for 3 hours when I've finally catch my sleep after being on the phone with Tong. Cabbed to work which cost about 13 bucks. I was not that late though. Thanks to all those VF colleagues whom greeted me with all those birthday wishes.I'm so touched!! This birthday is all about touching moments.Memorable ones.Anyway, all of us had buffet treat-lunch from our big boss Mr Arthur Lim.It was damn delicious lor.Haha. After the enjoyable lunch I was damn packed already.Cause I've eat too much.haha.Just then, my big surprise came.It was so sweet of Rose whom took the effort in preparing all these birthday cake as well as the birthday present.Thanks babe!! You've always been so good to me upon my stay at VF. Many thanks goes to Kit too whom seems like a big sister to me in VF too other than Rose.To those whom have made this surprise are those whom contributed too.Too many to mention but I really do thank all of them!! *makes me so emo and wanted to cry* Never expected to have so much feelings for VF. My SIP with colours. =)
After those celebrations and photo-taking session over,it was about time to pack up and knock off.Haha.Meeting up with Senget,An,BErt,Ben,Alex,Bao and Peg for Carl's Jr dinner at MS. it was almost 7pm when we have all finally met up and had dinner.Paul's working hence it was rather worth it for such a sumptous dinner.Yummy! I had too much fat food for birthday. geez, I wonder how would I ever get the chance to shed it off due to my laziness.Haha.After makan was some photo-taking at MS without knowing of where to head.Hmm rather feeling tired and sian hence it was some slacking at Esplanade.Got back at about 10pm after slacking for almost 2 hrs.Damn tired when I'm home at almost 11pm.Hmmm, my day is not over as yet.Meetin up with those rwd dudes having soccer like An,Keong,Tong,James,Ben,BErt and Qinyao. Fel and I both feel so dead le.Haha.Finally it was almost 2am when I've finally for my sleep!! Birthday feeling damn tired after entire day of celebrating!!
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHOM SPEND MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME. LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!!
I really mean it la. heehee.It's one memorable birthday in all years to come. =)
17th Sep 2005.
Belated birthday coming in still.Thanks! Rather tired still after almost 10 hours of sleep.Oops, I shall get my final theory booked next Saturday and I have to!! Cause I'm way behind learning and I'm still so lousy at it.Haiz,I do hope I will get better soon.I must buck up le!!!Hmmm,accompany Mummy to interchange for mooncake shopping.Got stuffs like pomelo too and my fatty bro got himself an expensive game! Damn him lor. Anyway, the both of us got home first and Mummy carry on with her mooncake shopping after being indecisive on what she wants. My aunt and cousins came along at my place for mahjong session.What else.Thanks to Aunt Ann cause I'm still receiving presents! Haha.Slacked till almost 6 plus when I met up with Paul to get his bike repaired.Haha it was damn tiring I know for him to carry that bike cause it can't even be drag.Haha. MEt up with Mond too. Finally bike done with Mond heading for Senget's place with Hock and Bert already there gaming.While Paul and I got to Ben's place with An,Qin Yao,Chin Meng and Jeannette mahjonging.
After the mahjonging at about 10 plus,We headed for Qin Yao's place for soccer watching.It was almost 12am when we met up with Tong and James for 829 supper.Senget,Mond,Hock and Fai joined us.Slacked till almost 1 plus and got home finally. Geez.It's damn tiring but fun. Now I'm looking foward to my Malacca trip with VF people as well as our Genting trip next month.I hope everything is ok la!! Pray hard man.Argh!
Alright,It's some vcding time of PRIDE.It's one damn nice Jap series.Alright for now everything feels good nad ok.Let it be this way.Finally,I hope we remain this way.I hope our trip would be a good one.I preay hard for the trip to come true!!!
THANK YOU to those whom remembered my birthday.
THANK YOU to those whom spend it with me.
LOVE,rwd.26 Yan.
My VF birthday cake.All thanks to those whom gave me a "BIG" surprise.Hee esp my lao da,Kit and mentor Rose.Haha.
:: Yan ::
Happy Birthday to Me... 16/09/2005. Count down celebration with Rwds.
:: Yan ::
See, my "BIG" surprise from VF people whom contributed.Making this an unforgetable one.
:: Yan ::
my VF lao da. hee.This babe rocks.
:: Yan ::
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to YAN,
Happy Birthday to Me!
Hee.It's my birthday today!! Haha.Ok official 19 already.So old le.My 18's over. Hmm kinda of sad cause it's my last year of teenagehood. Alright updates shall come soon cause it was hell of fun and laughter the enitre of last night. Counting down to my birthday as usual. First up I shall present my birthday cake.
Hope everything would turn out fine for me at work cause I'm so tired only manage to sleep at 3 after I've got home and yak a lil with Tong. Blessed me. =)
*Thanks to everyone whom spend time to entertain me esp Rwds,BEN,TONG,MOND,BERT,KEONG N FEL, JAMES,HOCK,AN,ALEX, SENGET,JASON,PAUL,PEG and BAO as well as my bestests and people like my mentor ROSE,KIT,JASMINE,ANDREA and more from VF whom gave me their wishes!!!! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN!
No one is perfect. But why am I repeating the same mistake I knew I shouldn't.Haiz.Now I'm beginning to lose confidence in my driving.It was so bad that I almost got myself into trouble. Even my instructor is losing his patient last night.For the kind of terrible mistake I've made.Hmmm. I hope I can calm myself down the next time round and it's always the same old bloody mistake.I can't seem to get my biting point done with. It's been like almost 10 lessons and I'm stucked all because of that. WHY?? ARGH??? So shagg.
Alright some updates.Was home the entire night on Monday while last night was rather hectic having to learn driving at 7pm after work.Gone case for the entire lesson.Haiz, am I such a hopeless drivier??? I'm going to book my final theory already.I wonder if I should even carry on with the kind of progress I'm in now.Haiz. Alright after the shagg lesson, I was back home with chores and dinner done. Met up with An,Ben,Tong,Bert,Jason,Black and Kelvin at watermelon to slack. Wasn't feeling too good either. =(
Yakked till almost 10.30pm when An and Tong met with Chris to help him with his computer moving to Bedok while Ben and I headed home. Jason went for work and the rest home. Alright I hope the trip will still be ON. Everything is in place now. PRAY PRAY PRAY!
ARGH!! Feeling so shagg now.I hope my day at least brighten up with smooth things.This morning I lost my contacts and it's like so sway can. Buay tahan I must go pai pai liao. Moreover I hope most of rwds can make it for my birthday celebration tomorrow night at central park.Can't believe another has passed. It was exactly a year ago I celebrated mine with them at the park. Memories. This year I hoped for nothing but peace bah. Thanks to RWDS that contributed in the billabong wallet though it's like much of a request.Haha. Thanks peeps!
Been feeling shitty for the entire month so far.I wonder when will things be smoother for me. Hmm next week would be out last SIP classroom session and portfolio is almost in action already. Once the doubts is cleared, I would have better get my ass started on the portfolio before my trip. It's like 7 days of break only. Then educational trip on the 3rd week of Nov. HaiyO!!! How to settle down like this???
STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is there someone that can hear me out???? bEstests where are you?????
Losing grip already.
Alright.Weekend's gone already so say hello to Monday.Haiyo, another week to go. Hmm events up this week would be first of all my 2 rwd peeps birthday, Alex and Mond.HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!! Mine would be here soon too.haha. Hmm then it will be driving lesson tomorrow night after work which I bet myself to be damn tired. Wednesday would be buffet lunch at VF.Thursday night would be birthday celebration with rwds and family and finally Friday would be with jie meis to town. Woohoo.What a week it shall be for me.
It was damn hell of noise and fun last night at central park with 2 birthday boys celebration. Here goes. Met up with An,Jason and Senget at about 4.45pm for pavilion pool playing. Got to Long John to have our makan first and met up with Tong and James after their work. Had pool till almost 6.30pm with Ben.Bert and Alex joining us. Senget was rather cool to play pool with me.heehee for the reason that I'm not a pro. Thanks for entertaining me la dude! After pool playing was off to nowhere with a couple of dudes having their dinner while we met up with Chee,Keong and Fel. Wander around for presents but got with a birthday cake for both boys. Stacie met us with her son,Wayne which is such a cute chbby and playful boy.All of us were busy looking after and playing with him.Haha. It was about 10pm that we finally got our ass back to central park after Chris knock off.
Slacked till almost 12am that we had the celebration for the boys. Haha.Candle-picking-in-the-cake was one of the stunt the boys had.Thereafter,both dudes for their errmm,lil brother tortured with the rest of the gang carrying them to the lampost for torture.Haha. 3 times Mond had while 19 time for Alex. That's not all man. I wonder who is the one suggesting about birthday kisses and all of us had to plant kisses on both dudes' cheek.Wa piang eh, this might be the "shyest" moment in rwd I ever had. But anyway,it's still for the birthday boys so it's fine with me.Though the dudes might have suffered from it.haha.
The fun ended about 12.30am when all of us headed home with school and work the next day. And now,I'm damn sleepy and tired already.I hope this day get overs fast and done with.Can't wait to go home and rest in my bed.Rwds having soccer later at TP. Hmmm, this would depends very much if I still have the energy for meeting up.
Okay,got to go now. Back to work and 7 weeks left to end of SIP!! Hahaha. Holidays coming. I hope the trip is still on. May God bless me. See ya.
say hello to my new hairdo.hahaha.I know there are people whom think it's ER XIN or UGLY. But who give a damn.
:: Yan ::
hmmm.I'm left with one day of weekend and it's going to busy for the week as NATAS is here.haiz.Work going with 7 weeks more and I'm out of VF!! Haiyo,missed school so much yet I can't bear to leave VF with the nice people there.Contradictiions as usual. =(
Hee.Okay some updates first. Friday,09 Sep.
Left VF office quite late at about 6.30pm to help Kit and Rose with their hair.Hee, I'm more than happy to do it for them cause they are my samples.Haha.Almost everyone in our dept are heading for Alan's son's wedding.That's why.After my job is done,headed back home to get dinner and a change before heading to Ben's place to join Paul,An,QinYao,Ben and Senget for mahjong.Movie would be the plan of the night.It was almost 10 when we met up to head for itnerchange.Mond,James,Khia Seng and Charis joined us there.Got tix and makan at KFC. Sharon and I got ourselves abit of the CS's ladies' night with MAN pole dancing.haha.
Tong joined us after his work and all of us headed for our movie,The Longest Yard.It was one damn hilarious must watch movie that would worth every $9.50 of ur money.Go get it!! Hmm true,I need something indeed entertaining after being so stress the entire week.Haiz. Hmm,headed home straight after movie and it was about 2am already. Slept.
Sat.10sep.
Got up early at about 11am to get myself prepared for my salon trip.Hee.It was a total of 5 hours in the salon to get my hair done.It was worth my 150 bucks this time round.Happy!! But, I did something else too.I got my hair cut! I mean my fringe.Hee. The hairstyle that the entire rwd objects. "ER XIN TOU FA".Haiz everyone says it does not suit me.Very ugly meh??? I find it quite ok lei to fit into my round face,even it's rounder now.Haha. Hmm,I like it anyway so what??? I'm glad it turns out the way I wanted.Haha. happy.
While having my hair done,Peg came to meet me first which we intended to head for Orchard first.It was call of due to laziness.Zi Ting met us up to get the hp cable too. After salon trip was meeting up with Senget,Chee,Hock and Ben to get Mond's bday present. KFC for makan first then to CS to get Ben's vcd.Back to TM for a lil hunt for Mond's present.In the end,we got ourselves into Addidas and got him a top and a rwd new soccer ball.
The dudes headed for 820 first while I got home and have a change. Plans were to Safra as Tong,Senget and Keong wanted to game.Haiz.Bo bian no where to go hence Ben,Hock,Peg and I accompanied them to Safra.What a plan indeed. All we did was slacking,then some gaming at the mini arcade and bid our goodbyes to the 4 of them before heading for 802 to makan my craving for fried oyster. Then, met up with An at Ocha before heading to the usual hangout for soccer watching.haiz. And now here I am blogging.
Alright, got to chao already.People want to play game liao.Charis la!!
Okay everything's fine now. =)
Okay.Something bad happened.
My bestest is gone.Away from me and my life. All thanks to myself. I'm sorry yet nothing can help.
Bestest buddy GONE for sure.
There's nothing I can do.
Haiz.I'm so vex now.Help!!! Argh.Lots of problems for the past week.Friendship.Financial and Family.It all starts with 'F". Hmmm.I need a break somehow.Haiz.
Alright some updates. Work as usual till 6pm yesterday and met up with Alex as he was at CRC.Back to tamp and met Senget and bumped into An,Bert and Black. The guys headed for dinner while Alex,Senget and I headed home. Makan dinner and chores done.Then it was out to Ocha again meeting Paul,An,Black,Bert,Chee and Jeanette.Slacked till almost 10pm when Senget joined us for makan at 820. It was almost 11pm when I finally got home.
Hmmm.So vex about life now.Holiday plans to be done with.Wonder if it should be Bintan anot.Haha. Anyway, I will be having my COMPULSORY educational trip which was only made known to us like yesterday and we are all going on the 3rd week of Nov.ARGH!! Bloody hell lor,such short notice and the cost is damn high can??? Bali for $1100.00, Macau $1400.00 and Dubai $2200.00. WOW. All sure chiong for Dubai without saying but it's like bloody ex. Tell me how to afford?? Haiz.Even Bali also so ex lor. Everything shall wait till 24th Sep after our briefing. Most probably I would go Bali if Dubai is that ex. Haiz,then I will not be able to celebrate Tong and Senget's birthday if I'm going on the third week of Nov.Argh so irritating man!!
Okay I know I will have to calm down and sort out what's going on.Cause it will be so hectic when semester starts with our portfolio submission for SIP and back to studies.I still hope I can cope with the workload coming for me.FYP, educational trip and more of exams.Argh.Mentally stressed up!!!!!! Going crazy soon. So if anyone is affected from my PMS mode, please do forgive me after reading this post.Thank you.
Hello people.It's Wednesday already! looking foward to weekend for my rest days.Hee couple of plans this weekend which might be busy.Saturday would be trip to salon and get my hair done.Then shopping at Orchard for those birthdays in Rwd.Super tight this month man.Argh.The payment for our trip, trip to salon, driving lessons.Wa buay tahan.Ok back to updates for the past 2 days.
Monday was much of suffering form blues.DEtails will not be mention cause it's so sad.Anyway met up with a couple of rwds at the central park with Paul,An,Qin Yao,Ben and as well Kukus.Hanged out till 11 plus and headed home for sleep.
Tuesday was not much a difference except for meeting up with Alex to Bugis to get some stuff.Makan Yoshinonya then a lil round of walk then back to Century to get some stuff.Home sweet home at about 8 plus.Paul called to meet up as the guys are having soccer. Chores done then bath.Got my ass down at about 10 when the guys have finished their game.Headed for 7-11 with Tong,An,Paul,Ben,James and Kuku. Slacked till almost 11 and got home. Hmmm. Praying hard everything for our trip man.Argh.I hope no one backs out last minute. Haiz. Trying so hard to get out of the changes. Hmm adapting lor.What to do. People come and go,changes are so fast to react. By then,I hope my birthday still goes on with the people last year I've had.Just the normal cake cutting celebration by the park or car park.haha.That's all I'm asking for this birthday. =) Will it come true? Haiz.
Alright, getting myself ready for lunch with Alex since he's coming to CRC.hahaha.Be back soon. Bless me people!
Hello.Monday blues is here. Argh.Weekend is so fast that it whizzes past just like that.Rather down for this weekend due to some weird stuff out there.
Friday.02sep2005.
Hmm after work was back home for dinner.After settling down,it was time for black.An and Jeanette came by to meet me up at my place and there we cab to Tet's place to pick him up and headed for CB.As we were approaching CB, we saw one big crowd just outside it's entrance and all the 4 of us were like WHAT THE HELL??? Damn it was the night for SMU bash which explains why the big crowd on an early Friday night at about 10pm. Alex joined us at about 10 plus and the 5 of us were queing for almost 2hours that we finally got in at about 12am. =) Party already started hence we got ourselves some drinks and it was down to dancefloor which was damn packed lor.Everywhere is dancefloor.Haha. Party till about 3am that all 5 of us got our asses into 1 cab and headed home.Slept at almost 4.30am.
Saturday.03sep2005.
Woke up rather late in the afternoon and cleared some chores here and there.Settled down after bath and slacked all the way till almost 6 plus that I went to meet up with An,Mond,Ben,Qin Yao,Khia Seng and Charis for dinner at 827.Senget joined us soon.After makan was to Singapore Pools then vcd shop.Got myself Takuaya Kimura's jap serial and there after we headed for Ocha and met up Sharon.Got my salon appointment done.This coming Saturday and I hope pay is in already. =) Chin Meng's place was next for soccer watching at 10pm. Tong joined us at about 8plus. Had tv-watching till almost 10 when the match started.It was rather borin match of England vs Wales for World Cup Qualifiers. It was almost 1 plus that we headed for supper at 822 prata shop.Tong headed home first due to work on Sunday leaving the rest of us for supper. Got home at almost 2.30am.
Sunday.04sep2005.
Got up at 11.30am to get myself ready fro driving lesson.Hmm this time round was not as bad as last week which was still not as good and steady.I've to picked up more at my footwork to maximise my driving skills. =) I was driving in the rainy condition which so happens to be my first encounter.It was alright just the same old mistake with my footwork.Haiz.Next lesson would be 13sep in the night.Another first encounter.I hope I would not gabarang with my gan-chiongness.Haha.After lesson was back home to clear chores.It was almost 3 plus after settling down with bath and Senget called for movie watching.THe rest of the dudes were at TM already and hence I rang up Paul if he would want to watch.Tong called off the hair-cut trip and hence all of us were in for the move,Cave. Met up at about 4 plus with An.Senget,Mond,Ben,Qin Yao,Chin meng,Paul,Tong and Chee.Hanged out awhile and met up with Chris and Stacy before our show. Senget's parents were in for the movie too.Haha.It was just a so-so movie with the simple story line of adventurers into this Cave and got eaten up by these horrible creatures.It was about 7pm that the show ended and I headed to meet up with my family for dinner.After dinner was back to Ben's place to meet up with the rest for mahjong.Lost one buck sharing with Paul. Mond and Tong headed back first while the rest of us got home at about 11.
Hmmm,that pretty much sums up my weekend.Kinda of feeling shitty again.Haiz..Dunno why and who made up all these shitty feeling.I no longer know who knows me best and whom I know best of.It's all my ASSUMPTIONS bah.Shit lor. Can everything be done and over with. Shitty monday with just another shitty weekend feeling damn shitty and shagg.I guess I will have to go with the flow and taking it easy.Or else, it might just end up worse off.Haiz.Where's my bestest???? Where are you????
Ok,have to get back to work.Or else I will be fired.Haha.Another 8 weeks to holiday! 29th Oct be here fast please.I wanna make our trip come true!!
TGIF. Yup it's the beginning of weekend already.Plans up for Chinablack already.Tonight.Woohoo.After much of stressed up work and week,I shall get myself some time to party.It hasn't been a good week for me.Too much ups and downs. =(
First thing,lost something precious which is my bestest.What to do.It's been worse as days goes by that I never realise.The distance and the gap that seems so hard to be back. Nothing's forever and now it's gone. =(
Second thing,it's been a rather stressful week at work.I'm left with 8 weeks and I will be back to school.I hope everything would be alright before the trip. Everything is so not right the entire week. Everything went so wrong.I've screwed up myself.All by myself.I'm feeling so shitty now. It's been tiring all along and this is the time to take a break. Or rather it might just be the end without any warning or signal. Let it be and rather that's nothing I can do.
Been home these 3 days.Watched superstar last night.Kelly did not win.It's super kelong can.It's been days since I've spoken to my bestest.It's been like long time.Long long time ago.Everything changes. I no longer know what to do with myself. Can anyone tell me. Please.Can someone let me scream at him or her??ARGH!!
I hope black is still on tonight.Or else I will be bored death. I hope all these would just go away soon and hoping that everything would be back to normal. Which is like so hard. ARGH!! Can't help pmsing.Buay tahan.
What a TGIF!!!
It's officially PMS day.ARGH!!So anyone who have problems with them please get away from me.Do not bring upon to yourself cause I might just explode anytime!! Damn frustrated !!! Feel like straggling myself already. No one to hear me out.Where's my bestest again.I've got so lost.One is in M'sia for short holiday,the other one cannot be bothered.So tell me now,who should I turn to? Or might as well I just give myself a tight slap and wake myself up.
Work's stress already.Wonder if I could even enjoy my Black trip anot. =( Would GOD please just be more kind to me.I don't want all these already.I'm so tired.I am very tired. PEACE is all I want now.So if those people who cannot be bothered of what I have to say.Then fuck off!!!! Don't come and go as if I'm spare tyre!!! I'm NOT!!
I"M DAMN DISAPPOINTED!