`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Hmmm.Life been so bored these days.Maybe it's time to take a break after being so busy for the past few months.Can't wait for our trip man! Haha.In exactly 2 months time.Hmmm,hope everything really goes well.Ben,please take good care ar!! This dude will be having his surgery for his fractured hand.Poor dude.Get well soon!!
The entire office is like out for lunch with meeting going on not too long ago.Hmm,all the merger and stuff.Interns not involved so we are all excused.5 interns upon VF.I guess it would be the first and lunch batch for HTM students at VF.heehee.Counted as a blessing or a cursed.People here are friendly and nice,it's like one big family that I do look foward coming here to have my internship. Helpful colleagues and fun people to hang out with. =) Had lunch treat from our boss Alan for us interns. He's a nice boss too. =)VF days will be gone soon after my SIP in 2 months time.Alright,I'm a lil free now to blog.Haha.Oppps,I'm eating snake.Haha
Plans after work..Meeting An to head for Carl's Jr as he wants to try out and meeting up with Paul. Have not seen papa Tong for 2 days already.Missing in action.Senget too.All MIA.I will MIA-ing tomorrow night too.Project Superstar is the cause of it! Haha.I really do hope Kelly wins it.Anyway,I get to see LEON performing after such a long time since his elimination.Heehee.Wei Choong toO!! Oh my god.I'm getting into the superstar heat too.Heehee.
Alright,I'm getting myself ready for Friday's clubbing.Hee the first to kick off for the month of Sep.I wonder I should really club on my birthday. Sep 16th, Friday.Club all the way till Saturday morning.Hahaha.I'm still clueless for what's coming for 19th birthday.Not feeling good about celebrating yet it would be boring not to celebrate which is only once in a year.Hmm,maybe I should just buy a cake and cut it myself with some of rwds just like last year.Haha.No chalet no nothing. Or should it be Chinablack.AGAIN?? Haiz.So sian ar!!! All I'm looking foward now is the trip as well as clubbing this friday!
Payday faster come ar!! TIme to get myself some salon trip!Yet I will be broke just the first few days of my payday dut to salon trip, wallet as well as driving lesson.Wow. 500 bucks gone in just a wink.Damn it.If only I'm a rich men's daughter.......Alright,back to reality I'm still my Daddy's girl! Nothing too bad about it though.At least I have my family with me,right? Enough of rubbish.I'm counting down to tea time...then time to knock off at 6pm!!
*CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO.... so confused.*
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Wa.I'm damn sleepy can.Currently at VF office now.Yawns.Missed my bed and bolster so much!! Hmmm.Been busy with after work life these days.After late night home on Sunday night after Man Utd match, i was out agin after getting home after work.Got chores done and headed out in my new sprayed bike and met up with the rest of rwds after their soccer at TP. Makan dinner at 820 and slacked a lil before heading for An's place to slack as I will not be out if I get my ass home first.The rest of the dudes headed home leaving with Paul and me up at An's place.
Had tv-watching of Shao Nian Te Gong Dui then Incredible Tales.Hmm not very interesting though.I prefer Shao Nian which is rather more entertaining.Met up Ben for slacking session at the park and it was a nice chat indeed.With all those secondary school memories coming back.Heehee.Those were the young and innocent and stress free days!! I missed them so much!! Just then,Tong called and it was almost 11.35pm that I realised I should go home!! Thanks to Ben that he walked me home in my bike.Haha.That dude will be having his day opeartion due to a lil fractured at his hand.Oh god,we are down by one keeper and he will have to change his position soon.Sadded.Hope everything would be fine so we can enjoy our trip!
Back home to sleep and here I am now working.Argh.Can't wait for this entire SIP to end.Haha.Caught up with Chanz in the morning while heading to work.Both of us were saying working at this time is just so sian!! Argh.Work work and work.Sick and tired.I want us back to TP!! There's still projects for SIP as well as our portfolio.Buay tahan.So much to clear for year 3. I shall give myself a 2 months break before I decide where should I head after graduating from TP.There's so much I want to do.Holiday and getting my license ASAP!! Hmm,should book for my final theory next Saturday.In that way,I might be a nearer day towards my TP test date.hahaha.Wish me luck people!!
Alright,I will be 19 in 2 weeks time.Sadded last year of teenagehood.Argh.
It's sunday already.Weekend's last day.So sad.I might be over at the call centre next week so it might meant that no more long weekends for me.Haiz.Alright back to updates over the weekend.hmmm here goes...
Friday.26th Aug.
After work was to meet up with Peg to town for a lil walk.had Yoshinonya for dinner.It was far east then to heerens.Hmm,so sad.Did not manage to see any of Roxy wallets that's nice.My wallet is like so koyak already.My fav ROxy wallet lei.Heehee.Heart pain.After Orchard was back to tamp with Peg and slack a lil while at my place before heading back home.Hmm boring Friday night and left me with early sleep.
Saturday.27th Aug.
After full 11 hours of sleep,I'm feeling damn fresh and awake.Got up for early driving lesson which pretty much was alright except for my old mistake.Hmm,my biting point.Argh!! Everything's almost good except for my fear in getting that damn accelerator board more and get the feel of my biting point.I must overcome my fear in order to improve more!! I wanna get my TP as fast as I could!!After lesson was back home to clear my chores.Then,it's almost time to meet up with Ryna for town at 3.30pm.Bumped into Peg,Hock and Senget who were heading for town too.Got to town at about 4 plus and met Bao.the rwds headed for thier way while me and Ryna spent some good quality time catching up.Heehee.I missed that babe!!We headed for Far East,Cineleisure for dinner at pastamania and then back to heerens.Hmmm,I could not get something I want.My new wallet!! Argh.
After meeting with the rest of Rwds,we decided to head for Bugis and meet up with Keong and Fel. Ryna babe headed back home as she will be working the next day.Hmm,hanged out a lil at bugis and saw this Billabong red leather wallet.Wa lao eh.But very expensive lor.54.90 bucks ok.My roxy is like only 24.90 when I bought it last year.But it's sort of worth it cause it's leather which might last a lil longer. Hmm after some considerations,we headed back to the shop and got what I wanted.Hmm,but it's on loan from Senget first and I shall pay him back on the first day of payday. Hmm,after getting my wallet,it's back to Tamp Mac to slack and had a lil of makan.Hmm it was a hard decision of where to go except home.Duhz.All because of that place.Haiz,no choice so went to meet up the rest of the dudes.Senget,Keong and Fel headed to safra for gaming.The rest of the dudes were Tong,James,Mond,Dick,Khia Seng and Charis.Slacked and had Chelsea's match till midnight.Wa buay tahan those nonsense as usual..hahaha.Crap and fun. It's been such a long time since all rwds hang out like this. =)Headed for central park for soccer action at about 12 plus.Ben,Bert and An joined in.The dudes were having till about 4am while Tong wanted to get home first.Hence Peg and I accompanied this dude to 7-11 and get his expensive supper for about 11 bucks.Hmm rich dude.Hey my birthday is coming ok...*direct hint le*heehee.Sep 16!!
Sunday.28th Aug.
Slept till almost 11.30am and got a morning call Tong.Hmm,he's still suffering from his eye infection.Duhz.Accompanied him to the doc and hanged out a lil before heading home.Got to guardian to get the hair dye for Peg.Back home for makan and it was time for some hair dye session.Got herself black dye like I did.haha.I shallgetmyrebonding sometime next week once I receive my pay.Damn,I would be damn broke can.Argh.The dudes headed to my place at about 3 plus with Senget and Mond.Tong and Paul joined at about 5.All of us had the dvd of Exorcist and then Wedding Crashers.Not very good and not very bad.Kill time mah.Slack session.Hahah.It was about 8pm when we finally got our asses out and have dinner.Met Tong at his block as he wanted to get back first to put his stuff. Headed for 827 dinner and James joined us.Went to vcd shop and Yes supermarket before heading for Senget's place for soccer watching.And here I am now finishing thispost for the entire day and weekend.Heehee.Relaxed and not a so tired one. =)
Hmmm,there might be clubing plans this coming Friday.Wa,I'm so broke at this point of time.Even when payday is here,I still have to get my hair done at 150 bucks,my wallet at 55 bucks and moreover my driving lesson fees.ARGH!!What if my Mummy had that 80k for TOTO or my family is damn rich.Heehee.Then I shall have no worries for all these.Wish me a better week ahead and a better tomorrow. =) Sian ar!!Payday faster come la!!
I'm getting out of here.Joining the guys for gaming.See ya!!
Hmmmp! I'm so pissed man.This lonely friday night.Can you believe it.Damn.I hate liars.Totally.You know what makes you the most irritating person ever? Taking for granted!! Don't treasure it when you start losing it. It's too late.I've lost once.This is another one. maybe it's time to get out. Buay tahan.It turn out that the one that should know me most turn out to disappoint me most. Sadded to the max.
It's been a lousy night. Don't come finding me when you need me.I'm not your spare tyre.
Good night.I rather spend more time with those worth of.
What a Friday.No plans ahead.So boring.Hmmm,will be meeting Peg for town later. At least some window shopping and dinner in such a long time to come.Haha.I will be in town with Ryna tomorrow afternoon too.It's Orchard weekend yet I'm left with almost nothing to spend.Duhz.Alright,I'm still at work now.Hope everything would be just like yesterday,nothing much to do which I doubt so.Haha. I was bored home last night after work.Dinner and done chores.Tv-watching of Superstar.On and off the phone with Tong and Peg.Hmmm,nice rest indeed before the weekend comes.Slept rather early last night. =)
Wow.In another 3 weeks to be exact,I will be turning 19.I wonder will people still remember my birthday anot.Haiz.Rather have no hopes and making myself disappointed on my birthday.No plans,no celebrations and no nothing.Just me and my working life in VF. =)Hmm,when I get my pay,I shall visit the salon and get my hair done.I'm going to get my Roxy wallet cause this wallet of mine is like gone already.Most probably I will get myself some casual black tops.Hmmm then it's much of saving up for the trip already. =) People!! Look foward to our first trip man..haha.I've made the booking already. So let's pray hard and wait and see.
There have been so much happenings lately,at least for the past 2 weeks.Hmm.Sad and happy moments.So hard to describe.I'm not feeling kinda of lost but I'm just fed up that's all.Why is there people who never fails to remember of what they've said.Or rather people say it for the sake of saying it.Hmmm sounds nice indeed but it's all empty words in the end.I'm so disaapointed already or so do you? It's been donkey years since I have that kind of fun for long. Everything's gone ever since the day it was back. Sounds so contradicting right? All I'm asking for is a friend.A real and true friend.Is that so impossible with you?
Okay,I really hope the trip would be a true one. At least to those people who are willing to have fun. =)
Damn fed up the entire yesterday.Buay tahan.Be it at work or after work.ARGH.Enough about work so move on to after work.Got back at 6pm. Received a call from Paul to meet Tong,Chris and Stacy up at East Coast for pool playing.Damn,I was suppose to be home watching Superstar and clearing all my chores.Damn. The guys had their billard playing till almost 8pm that we headed for dinner at this Japanese restaurant.It's the first time we had this good food and amazingly with these two people.Haha.Anyway,dinner's on the house.Luckily the restaurant have TV and I've caught my Superstar just in time!! Leon!! heehee.Siao char bo.
After dinner was some slacking session by the beach with beer drinking as usual for them.GOt into some catchy topics with that couple and it was hell of crap.By the time we've realised,it's already 11pm and decided to head for another spot.Wa,I'm like so damn tired already yet it's so pai seh for me not to go.Cabbed to Joo Chiat pub as what Chris suggested and met up with An,Ben and Jason.They had more drinking and Stacy was happily KTVing till almost past midnight.The dudes were having some pool playing too with some Uncles.It was meant to be a uncle pub la. So sad about that being so different from clubs like Chinablack and Zouk.
=( Clubbing life may be a tired hobby you know.I wonder how long more I can tahan this kind of life.There might be clubbing plans next Friday too.
Alright,back to my update.After Chris and Stacy left,I decided to head home first while the rest of the dudes stay a lil while more.I was alone all the way back in cab and thanks to Ben and Paul who sent me off. Thank you both. Home at about 1am and bath and all I know I'm in bed already. Zzzzzz.
Here I am now busy with another working day.Haiz.When can my study life back to normal? I'm so used to work though but still I missed those school days.Hmmm.Lots of changes within the span of 3 months.And now,2 more to go...Bless me. For now,I'm unaware of what is wrong with me.I've lost it and now it's back.When it's back,I do not treasure it.Wa lao eh, what's all these man.Argh!! So not alright now. =(
Back to work.....haiz.
A very Good Morning!! hMMM.I'm feeling so restless today.Having menses at this point of time when it's like the 2nd day of the week.Sian ar! No mood to work hard today.Feel like slacking the entire day till it's 6pm.Haha.Alright,a lil update for yesterday.
It was the usual work till 6pm and headed back to TP to meet up with the rest of Rwds as they were having the usual Monday soccer.Went up to CS to get mini dognuts for Fel and Keong.Reached TP at about 7pm and waited for the guys to end the soccer early as it was drizzling already.Got our asses to Ocha then 827 for our dinner.Slacked a lil while and Tong together with Keong and Fel wanted to pay a visit to the fish aquarium. The rest headed back first after dinner and the 4 of us had a lil fish shopping.haha.Visited 3 fish shop and got ourselves back with no fish.But there was this one that looks like Nemo which is a clown fish.So cute!!! heehee.
After fish shopping was back home.As we were walking back,we met up with An,Paul,Ben and Dao Jin at An's block.Slacked a lil while and was discussing about the "King" as the topic of the day.He never fails to spoil my mood but seeing his face.Buay Tahan.I'm not sure what he did to make me so irritated about him but I just don't like him.Pukes!!Tjhe trip will not have his name.For all I care,everyone else are applicable except for him! I don't wish to let him have any chance to spoil this trip man.The trip is getting nearer to realiaty!! I hope we can really make it.It's the first trip ever.hahaha.
Alright back to my post,I was home rather "early" at about 10pm and caught a lil of Incredible Tales which was not very exciting.Bath and settled down.Was in bed at about midnight.I can't stop thinking about the trip man.There are still pending ones and I hope they all go!! Haha.The trip the trip and more about the trip!!! 29th Oct please arrive soon!!! I mean faster la!!! I can't wait for these 10 weeks to go!! Though I may end up feeling sad leaving this place with nice people here,helping me through my learning as an intern. =) But still, I want to get my ass back to school!! And the trip!! Hahaha.
Okay,for now I'm back to work.Anyway,I'm with what I have now. =) Thank God for bringing that back to me. I only want NOW.
Hmmmm.Take a deep deep breath.Cause I'm gonna post it once and for all for the weekend updates!! Hahaha.I'm such a long winded one.OKay ready??? 1 , 2 , 3...here we go!!!
Friday.18th Aug.
Hmm work was ok.Met up with Senget after work and it would be my last evening meeting him cause he have completed his SIP!! Wa...mine is like another 10 weeks to go.Waiting for 29th Oct and I will be back to student me for sem 2.No particular plans ahead but was making my way home to bath while Senget joined his family for some grocery shopping.Met up with Paul,An,Ben and Jason at Ben's place as they were in for mahjong.It was almost 9 that we headed for interchange Mac for makan.It was hell of a mess Ben made lor.Buay tahan.Dropped the entire cup of drink that caused so much trouble!! hahaha.It was almost 10 when Jason headed for work and the rest of us for a game of pool.I have won Qing An!!!Hahaha.Those dudes were in for some soccer action and was stopped by the cops again.It was time for some 7-11 with An,Tong,Alex,Senget,Khia Seng,Mond,Charis and more.Hanged out a lil and time to head back home.Thanks to Alex dude to walk me home. =)
Saturday.19th Aug.
Work up at 12.30 which was rather early.Makan the chwee kuay Mummy bought from Bedok and caught the rest of Ge Dou Tian Wang.Just then,Tong called.Plans and more plans.Finally it's been decided to meet up for his makan then for vcds at my place.met him at about 2 plus and headed to 827.That dude simply have his mood way too good that he decided to treat me my fav drumlets.hahaha.All thanks to his good mood.=)heehee.An and Senget joined us too and off we headed for multiple places like S'pore Pools,Vcd shop,Mac and finally my place for dvd watching of 40 days and 40 nights.It was one rather interesting and fresh story starring Josh Harnnett.The life of a men 40 days and night without sex.Isn't it amazing???haha.
It was almost 7.30 that we got our asses moving to the next spot,Qin yao's place for soccer action.WE were all at 844 getting our packed dinners as well as ice-cream shopping on buy 1 get 1 at 7-11.Just then,all of us headed for soccer watching.It was an excited match with Man Utd attacking all the while yet manage to hit one goal at the 66th minute.Lady luck is not awake though.hahaha.It's time for our midnight movie of The Maid.The girls which sums up to be Charis,Sharon and myself headed to century square first to collect the tickets for everyone.See, that's the difference between us the girls with the guys in rwds.Not gentlemen at all one.It was rather early that the 3 of us hanged out a lil before the rest of the dudes met us up.We were running late al lil but still manage to catch the story.
The movie was rather scary in the sense of suspense as well as the sound effects.The storyline was rather alright,nothing too special and amazing about.Yet,the ending was rather duhz.Hmm not a very bad one for local flim.Rating 6.5 out of 10.All thanks to those who keep scary me during the show.Who else??? The after movie effect is still there lor.People were still making fun of me and giving me scares like nobody's business.duhz.Then,we were moving on to Mac for makan as some of the dudes were hungry.We bumped into some of Tong's classmates namely Dennis lor.Even they also trying to make the fun out of me.Buay Tahan.How old already.heehee.After mac was back to central park to slack at the fitness corner.Hanged out till almost 3.30am and headed home to sleep.
Wow.I'm damn tired.Looks like there's something's different about me.My stand is nothing now.It comes back to zeroEverything's normal.Back to life. =) For how long I'm not certain.But for sure it's back for now.At least for now.Alright,still wonder what are the plans up ahead.Peg's at my place now.Waiting for plans!! heehee.
Alright.Be back for more. =)
I will not look back. Move on.The life without you.
Let time be my best friend now.
Buay tahan.THinking non-stop.I'm so very tired can.Think and think and think.Let my brain stop working!!Argh,okay a lil update abt last night.
Met up Senget after work and headed back home while he met up with Fiona for a lil walk at TM.Was having discussions of plans.My place for dvd watching.Got myself to the video shop and got Soulplane.Meet up with Mond,Paul and James for my place.Tong and Senget joined soon.That movie was a damn funny and lame one.Entertaining to have such an airline operating like the way in Soulplane.It's like they can have a club in the plane just like a boeing747.If there's such an airline,I don't mind paying more.VF should try it out!! Haha.
After Soulplane was Shaun of The Dead.Another zombie show.Not very terrifying compared to Land of The Dead as well as Dawn of The Dead.Yet,it's gruesome.I'm getting kind of bored with these human-eating shows already.We had all our Dvds ending at about 11pm when all those dudes headed home while I made myself turning in as early as possible.I'm feeling sick already.Flu is on it's way in attacking me after my sore throat and fever.Damn.Maybe should let me breakdown for a while then I can rest properly.Haiz.
Mentally torned.So tired.Kill all my brain cells.I'm so uncertain of what people want from me or rather what is it I want from them.Everytime I tried to put it down,it seems that a glimpse of hope came back for me.I can't help to look back.Each time I looked back and it was you,the pain comes after me.The kinda of pain of wanting me to surrender and give up.Was my decision wrong in the first place when I can't bear to lead the alternative way of life? Maybe I was. What more can I do but to give it up. It's pain but I have to. Time will be my best friend now. =/
I'm so so so so tired of all these.
Hi hi hi.I'm back to work.Haha.My throat is still sore which is damn irritating! Was on MC yesterday and had a good rest home.A lil update for the past few days.
It was rwd match on Sunday.After match was back home to slack till almost evening time that Paul and Senget joined Bao,Peg and I at my place.Bao went town to meet up with JEsslyn,Peg went home and the rest of us went to interchange to meet up Alex for dinner.We had Pastamania.heee hee.what a good meal.Hanged around at TM and got to Ya Kun to slacked a lil while before heading to Qin Yao's place to meet up with An,Mond,Tong for soccer watching.Hmm,though some of things were thrashed out,but uncertainty still lies ahead and much fear gets to me.There's nothing I can do but just to wait and see, and accept what's before me.Right? It was almost 1am that I've got home with Paul,Tong and guest-of-honour.Then it was sleeping time.
Got up on this Monday morning feeling unwell.Sore throat,feverish and cramps.Damn.Got myself back to rest till about 10am and went to doctor.Was given a day's MC to rest home.After doctor was back home to rest till almost 4pm and got back to TP.Met up Paul and was heading to vcd shop and his makan.Those dudes are having their soccer as usual.It was almost 8.30pm that I got off with Alex to makan first and the rest joined.Slacked till almost 9.30pm and got home with Mond,James and Bert. I was tired hence I did not joined the rest to slacked after Incredible Tales.Got myself some vcding of Ge Dou Tian Wang and was on the phone with Peg till 12. Was in bed when Paul called for toilet SOS.Haha rejected.Then it was Tong whom took away my 1 hour of sleep.Yawns.Hmmm I'm not sure if I should be the advisor in the first place cause I'm lost.I hope I was doing what I'm suppose to.
It's been hell for the past few days.Been through lots of thoughts and emotions and thanks to two people who were there for me.Bao and Peg.Without these two.I might just fall and die.I know it's a silly decision and thinking of doing those I've in mind,but it seems that the both of you know my pain best.It's unspeakable pain in me.Tearing me into pieces already.
The best medicine will be time.All i need is time.It may heal,yet it may not.I'm facing it already,what more do you want from me.I'm so tired of all these.I wish I could not care.I wish to put down everything.No matter how hard I tried,I looked back at you.My determination is weak that I'm so useless in letting you go.There will be no work out between us,but silence is the best way to be normal.The matter of fact that I've came to realise for the past few days was much of a scary fact.I can't bear the life without you.So,tell me what more can I do?? Haiz. I just wanna stop everything.I'm so tired.
Okay enough of thinking.So sick that it affects the entire me.Wa lao eh.When can I ever get use to it?? Damn stressed up.ARGH!! This is the only property I'm allowed to vent my emotions.Do not come near me people.It's for your own good to leave me alone. =)
Alright back to work.Life goes on.
Okay.A super tired weekend.It was wee hours when I finally got home at about 5am on a Saturday morning.Drunk.K.O at Chinablack.I knew I had too much.But just leave me alone. It was a lil boring at CB for once and I was not enjoying much.
Hangover the entire Saturday.Super tired to the max! I'm in the lousiest mood ever.Worse than hell.It's been such a long time I've felt so.What to do.I've got to move on.Enough is enough. Anyway, it was almost evening that I met up with Mond,An,Qin Yao,Senget,Tong,Khia Seng,Charis,Bao and Peg for dinner at 827. It was to Qin Yao's house to catch the first EPL match of Man Utd vs Everton.Man Utd won. Slacking around and was watching that comedy on Channel 8.Home at about 1 plus with Peg.
Sunday was rwds match with Asiabookie.They were like so wow lor,as if from professional soccer team.Anyway,we were leading the first half but they pulled the score back to 3-4.They won.Guys, do not be negative.We will be stronger!! Haha.Our scorers were An and Khia Seng.After cooling down,it was back to 139 for makan.Got home with Bao and Peg in Merz cab.It was damn comfortable lor.Now,I'm still rotting like hell.Feeling damn tired. Most probably meeting the rest up later lor.Anyway,it's the same meet or not to meet. =( I guess it still takes time to get over with everything and settle down.It's not easy but I've to learn to be independent.Life, move on.
I don't wish to talk about it anymore.What a weekend I have.Haizzzzz.
Hahaha.TGIF.Thank God It's Friday.No work tomorrow!!!IT shall be a busy weekend for me.Kicking off with clubbing plans tonight to Black.Those usual dudes are in for it! Can't wait to get on my new top tonight..hahah.
11 aug05.Some updates yesterday.Busy at work.Rose is on MC.Well babe,do take care of yourself ar.I was with Gin to Orchard to get my crop top to go with my peper plus top i bought on Wednesday.Hanged out a lil at far east and headed back to Century Square to get more stuff.It's payday you see and it's gone in a weekend.Damn.Got myself a new fragrance,my dinner and some other stuff.Home at about 8 plus when I settled down for dinner then it was tv time of superstar.Kelly's in.Now it's to the ladies finals between the black horse and the beauty queen.haha.Not a super fan though but it's not a bad show afterall. Chores then bath and settled down and was planning to meet up with Tong to slack a lil while. It was about 10 we met and chatted till 11pm and got his stuff from James and off we headed home. =)
Now.I'm at work.Can't stop counting down to 6pm and get my ass out of here and rush home to prepare for black.Hope that those dudes will not meet up that early cause I will be rushing like hell to get myself done.oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALBERT SEE! haha.Enjoy you people out at Kbox,so sad I can't make it. But,I will be joining for black tonight.
Can't stop thinking about it.
Okay,better get one quick post cause I'm to busy now at work.Haha.It was one good national day holiday.Full of activities.Happenings and fun.
08 aug.Monday.
It was home after work to get some stuff done and back to TP to meet up with those dudes having soccer.Got myself my addidas watch finally and I've got my pay finally!! The soccer ended late at almost 9pm and we headed for makan at 820. We were in for movie at 11.45pm show,Land Of the Dead after much discussion and decision between those under 18 as the show is rated at M18.Anyway,Senget and I made our way to CS cineplex to purchase the tickets for 12.HEaded back home to wash up and met up with Tong,An,Mond,Senget,Qin Yao,Khia Seng,Keong,Chin Meng,Ben,Fel and Charis at about 11.15.Headed for century square and got all of us into the cinema without checks.PHEW. If not those 2 girls will have to watch other shows.Haha.Chee and Gina were in for the movie too.The movie was alright,which i prefer Dawn of The Dead.rating 2.5/5.Terrifying and gruesome scenes all around doesn't attract me much.haha. HEaded back to 7-11 and slacked a lil while and headed home.zzzz.
09 aug.Tuesday.
Happy Birthday Singapore! Haha.National Day.Got up late at almost 1pm.Makan and did some chores.Tong called.No plans yet.On and off with plans like James going to town,watching NDP at the Tampines Carnival or having NDP at someone's place.Final decision after some arguments and disatisfaction, Tampines Carnival. Bao and Peg were at my place at about 4pm.Headed down to meet up with rwds at 5pm,clock. HAnged out till almost5.45pm then we headed to the carnival which was damn damn super crowded.What to do,National Day mah.Managed to explore around for a lil while before deciding to head for Pavilion instead cause it's too hot to be true,waiting to watch the NDP.Took some pictures here and there.Some headed for gaming while most of us headed for pool.Manage to get a round with Tong but yet ending up so pathetic losing to him.With Senget's to the rescue,I'm still losing.Damn it lor.It's not that I'm lousy,it's them who so happen to be better than me,but not yet pro.Heehee.
After pool and gaming, we headed off to the field near the MRT to catch the fireworks display.Never fail to catch those every year which I used to have it at my aunt's place as her place is jsut behind national Stadium.Too bad,this year's at Padang so might as well have it at my place.Waited and waited.Finally,it BOM! haha.But it was rather short span and not high enough to catch a full view.But,better than nothing.the whole bunch of us headed back to 844 for makan after those fireworks.The dudes were in for soccer.HAnged out till almost 12 after soccer.Was with Senget,Tong,Keong and Fel to play at the fitness corner after several attempts trying to do pull ups.Instead,we were all playing the twist and turn stunt which causes giddy spells.It was my first time trying and I was like so giddy after the spin.Haha.All thanks to them. =)
That was about it for the National Day this year,which so much different from the one exactly a year ago. Haiz.Move on move on move on.=) Cheers to my bestests. Tong,what more to say.Thanks for bearing with my ermm unreasonable acts.Heehee. You've been always the best!!! Haha.
Okay,now I'm into more shopping since I've got my pay already!! Just got myself a pepper plus top.Now next target is far east.Haha.Kakis anyone tomorrow??Can't spend too much this month.Must scrimp abit in case my pay is not in on time.Cause you never know VF.Birthday month coming....eh people,know what to do le mah?? My wallet is spoilt...Roxy..hahaha.Ok got to go.Be back for more updates if I have the time.
So busy.I want a break!!
Alright.Quick updates and I'm off to my vcd watching before turning in early for lesson tomorrow.Hee.
Thursday.04th Aug.
Damn No pay until next wednesday and it's like What the fuck right???OK,can just tell them all to fuck off. No mood to talk about work.I was back home alone as Senget was on MC again.This time it was for real.Haha.Bad throat and you better take good care and stop eating all those heaty food.Headed back to Tampines to meet up with Tong,Paul,James,Senget,Jason and Alex for makan and the dudes headed for CS.While Paul and I headed for pool playing.Haha.I was that lousy ever.Trying hard to improve on those skills.After some game,those dudes from CS playing came over to join pool.Headed home at about 10pm as it would be the first day of 7th month.ermmm,so be early on the first night.
Friday.05th Aug.
NO PAYDAY.supre shagg at work and super frustrated.People waiting for money to pay bills and settle everything,yet no pay till next wednesday.ARGH!!!!!!!! What a weekend it would be for me.6pm and headed back to meet up with Senget for Bugis as An,Bert,Ben and Hock were there.Makan at KFC and jalan a lil at Sim Lim for Ben's shopping then back to TM for a lil more.Slacked a lil at the park till about 11 and headed back home.2 early nights on the first day of 7th month.haha.kinda of bored too.CAn't help it. Slept at about 1am till the next afternoon.
Saturday.06th Aug.
Woke up at late 1.30pm .Makan and settle with some chroes.Wanted to shop as there were multiple sales around at Gio,Fox as well as Charles and Keith.Argh damn.It was a blessing for me to have mummy as she got her pay today.Phew.Shopping settled at TM with her loan first as well as my addidas watch as birthday present from Mummy. =) Muacks!! Peg came over to my place to slacked a lil while and we headed for TM for my shopping.Haha.Got myself the GIo three quarts finally as well as a pair of Charles and Keith sandals.Hmm next shopping list after my pay would be the half-top as well as the top from pepper plus.
After some shopping was makan at Ya Kun for kopi-session.Multiple parties such as Tong and Senget called for plans.Hmm,it was a long time before settling down to a final decision to slack at my place.Hence,I headed back with me ta-baoing Mac for Tong.He's forever troublesome dude in me. Those dudes got here at almost 8pm while I was busy watching my Ge Dou Tian Wang.So hooked to it by the storyline.It's so errrmmm my dramatic life.So sad. Fightings around with noise as usual and it was 10pm that the dudes headed for soccer.
Hanged out by the hockey court with Charis and Sharon.It was a night full of police cars passing by but not stopping by.I guess they are pretty busy with some other stuff then us,small peanuts.hahaha.
Soccer ended at 2 plus as some of the dudes headed for 7-11 while Tong,James,Jason,Bert and I headed home.It's all because the rest of the dudes are heading the other way after 7-11 and I have a long way to walk home.So I rather get my ass back with those within my direction.Haha.Okay,I'm off to watch my Ge Dou Tian Wang and sleep and I have to rest well for my driving lesson tomorrow.Wish me luck people!! Out on the road again...
Good night people!! I miss Chinablack..
Valuair. Our very own ticket office lady..Ms Jasmine.
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Another one. We are damn good self-potrait people.Haha as if...
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My "teacher" Rose and I... Nice?
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Kit and Me again.Haha..What's with that sleepy eyes of mine...damn.
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What a morning it was yesterday.No pay till friday.What the f**k. I'm desperate for money le still hold on to my pathetic 500 bucks pay.KNS.Waiting to get my money not to splurge this month,is to get those basic needs of my life.Having lesson this Sunday and now I've to borrow money from Paul.Even my parents are broke.Such a pathetic state now.Money better come fast.I'm desperate already.ARGH!!
Met Senget after work last evening and headed back to Tamp Mall to develop those photos Gin and I took at Valuair.Posting them soon.THen it was to CS to get my shampoo,all thanks to Mummy who manage to squeeze out 30.00 bucks for me to buy,or else I will have to continue using baby johnson.Haha.Saw this hair product that is quite attractive and inexpensive at only 6.90 which I will get it later after work. =)Back home and bumped into Chanz whom also just got back after work.Seriously,we all did miss school ALOT.Minus away those projects and exams and the life is terribly missed.Hahaha. Home makan and chores done.Tv watching superstar.Met Tong at about 11.30pm cause he wanted his speakers back.Slacked a lil while and 7-11.It's been such a long time coming out late at night to slack. BAck home at about 12.15am and it was sleeping time.zzzzz
Okay,I will be busy today.As my dear Rose is off today.Haha.Pray hard work is going to fine.TGIF tomorrow already.Plans plans plans.No money la means no plans.Fuck this kind of life.No money to spend when I know I can already.My addidas watch is going to be gone..So sad and all thanks to the person who drag my pay.500 only,KUA BUAY KUI.Oh my god lor.As if the company is closing down.Buay Tahan.Pray hard my check comes in before 3pm so i can bank in and get money on Sat instead of Monday.At least I have money to spend over the weekend.Now even my ezlink is running out of money and needs money to top up.Can't believe what a month this is.
I'm like a siao char bo these days.Picking up fights with almost everyone around me,esp Tong.Hahah.Sorry ar.Who ask you PS me.Next time I PS you, you don't come and kaobei me okay.Be careful hor,your "wonderful and entertaining" video is with me k. MAybe my butt is itchy already like what Paul mentioned. People treat you good you don't want,funny right.Haiz.I'm super fed up too.Whatever it is, buddy will always be buddy. =)
Alright,as for now back to work.Today better be a better day.PAY DAY AR!! Where are you....every month also have to chase I very sian le!!
No mood.No Mood.No mood.Stop bugging me why.I just don't have the mood to mention.Ok, updates then.
Monday.
Work till almost 6pm and headed back alone as Senget is on MC.heehee as if that dude is that sick.Stop being so sick la Senget!Headed to Tp to join the rest as rwds are having soccer .Makan at 820.Headed home with Tong,An,Paul and Jason. Paul and An was over at my place to watch incredible tales.eee so spooky.The guys headed down to meet up for slack session while I stayed home to have my early night.I'm damn tired.Super tired.On the phone for a lil while and off I headed for my sleep.
Tuesday.
Woke up late to enjoy more of sleep.Work till 6pm as usual.Met up Senget and headed back home.TM for a lil while to get his magazine.Back home.Chores.Bath and Tv.Damn. I was outcast. Fine,since that dude wanted attention.Now I don't need you anymore.Since this is what you want then I give you what you want. It's not your fault. I know what to do le.
Now,I'm turning in early for the night cause it's just not my night.God damn it.NO PAY.Every month also drag. No fucking mood to work.No bloody mood to talk about it.Where's my 500?? It's a small sum only also want to drag.fuck them lor. Now running out of shampoo,conditioner,contact lens and solution and Fox is on sale again.HR!! I want my pay la please!!! ARGH! Every month one lei.BTH le la!!
The world is against me tonight.Even my bestest. Maybe that's what I deserve. If that's the case Fuck it,I don't want you back!
It's all excuses.It's all lies.
Curls.Can you see that? Okay, it's not that obvious because I'm only using those curling tongs to try out.Haha.nice?
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There you go. Valuair gives you more of everything.VF VF and more VF.heehee.
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VALUAIR. Promoting our very own VF.Kit and me.
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Woohoo.Wow. What a partying weekend it was.Did not expect it to turn out that "good".Moreover it was happening.Hahha.Here goes.
Friday.29th July.
After work was heading back in cab to meet up with the rest for Rykiel's 21st birthday.Caught up with Paul then it was meeting up with Tong at 844 and the rest at Ben's block.Almost everyone from subway attended.Ben,An,Paul,Tong and Bert. Arrived at Priscillia's place at about 7 and we were hanging out at the playground waiting for Senget as well as a few of their subway colleagues.As almost everyone arrived,we headed up to her place and it was buffet makan.It was about 8.30pm that the cake ceremony began.Haha.All thanks to her cousin Priscillia that we got all those fun in making Rykiel with those dares.Rwds should have learn a few tricks from it and get it done with some of our own birthday or chalet.After all those fun playing and fooling around.It was almost eleven that we ended at her place and headed back to central park as some of the guys are having soccer.As An,Senget,Ben and Bert headed their ways wither home or to get the soccer ball, Tong,Paul,James and I headed the other way.James headed home as he was not feeling well while the 3 of us headed to the park to slack a lil before heading home early with work for them then next day and my driving lesson early in the morning. =)
30th July.Saturday.
It was rather early getting up at 10am for my driving lesson that I've stopped for a while.Luckily,I was not that rusty afterall.Haha.It was a lesson that makes me go "gabarang" as I was on the ROAD with tons of trafiic first in my life time.Phew.I was hell of nervous with those fast whizzing cars and with me,a pathetic "L" plate.My engine went dead as I was horned by a driver at the junction,waiting for me to go.Damn that bloody driver that did not recgonise my "L' plate.Anyway,I still manage to learn from my mistakes and improve on my driving.Haha.Wish me a better luck the next time round. =)
After lesson was back home for a lil rest then chores.I was feeling super tired that I wish I could sleep for the entire afternoon.Who knows as I was about to nap,Tong called.Calling for SOS as he did not bring his "loaded"wallet to work,and all he has was some cash with him.The point is,he wanted to get this fishing rod he saw at CV.That explains the kind of SOS he needed,asking me to bring him as cash.Anyway,I still get my nap and woke up an hour later.Got there in cab and got his rod then it was my nasi lemak late lunch takeaway.Home to settle down for Chinablack at night.Peg joined me at my place.
Met up An,Tong,Senget and Mond to head for interchange to meet up with Tet.The dudes had KFC for dinner while I give it a miss.It was about 8pm that we headed in train for Orchard.We were early for China black that we hanged out at Pacific Plaza waiting for Paul.In the meantime,Kian Heng joined us. As we were making our way into black,Paul was not allowed into CB as he was not holding on to his IC for checks.DAmn that bloody hell women who is doing all the checks everytime we get to black.He was holding on to his ezlink what.That I don't see a difference at all for an identity check.Super sway to the max! Argh,In the end Paul had to call Chin Meng to bring down his IC. Buay Tahan.Anyway,we were into Black at about 9.30pm after the delay as the cashiering machine was spoilt.Got ourselves 2 tables as the guys were having a lil pool game.It was rather quiet and empty after it's anniversary promo and the party started a lil late at about 12am.Alex that bastard joined us at about midnight too.Cannot resist the temptation right?? Haha.
Party and party all the way.It was damn hell of happenings that night.With Tong being the entertainer of our night.Hahah.He was errm...Drunk.Hahha.Funny right?Once in a lifetime to see all his stunts and blaberrings.Anyway,if anyone wants to have a glimpse of his stunts.Feel free to approach Senget for video watching.We've got it captured.This guy was damn drunk that we have to send him all the way home,to his house.An,Tong,Peg and I got into one cab as An was not feeling good already,he headed home first.Thinking that I could manage to get his ass up to his house.Too bad,that dude is way too drunk and way to heavy.Called SOS Mond.He was the one who got him up and he was Dead the moment he was home.What a night.Phew.Got home at about 5.30am finally.Bath and it was sleep without sencond thoughts.
31st July.Sunday.
Tong called the moment he found his hp lost.10amBarely 4hrs of sleep.That dude was jumping feet the moment he realise he was awake, and his hp was not with him.It was off.Then,we thought it was lost.After some bombings to An's place,it was with him.Then,I was back to sleep after some false alarm.Phew.Got up only at about 3pm.CHores done.Plans to meet up with Tong and An to Fusion as that drunkard-then-awake wanted his haircut.Makan at Marrybrown after haircut.My place to slack then Paul joined us for badminton.Had the game at sportshall.My brother as well as Hock joined in too.Had a fair bit of play.Haha.It was fun to see those double playing by them.It was almost 10pm that I got my brother home first with school the next morning.
Headed back to meet those dudes up for slacking at 844 while they got their makan.Hmm.Was having a splitting headache.Headed home first.What a night.Can't get myself to sleep.Managed to sleep at about 1am after some talks due to some incidents.Hmmmm..got it done anyway.
Okay,I've made enough updates for the weekend and now it's back to work!! Argh.Wish me luck then.What a weekend!!