... Y A N ...

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`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.

... LOVEs ...

` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.

... desires ...

`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09

... inspirations ...

`SIEW XIN CHEE.
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LOOPO.
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SENGET SIEW XINYI.
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QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
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TEACHER PEGGIE.
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SUET JING.
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JANICE.
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AMY.
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Chanz
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Denise
`Candice
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Yiling
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Drea
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Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose

... her doings ...

> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
> HERE WE GO!

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...SHOUT ALL YOU WANT ...


... BIG Thanks To ...

` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.

TGIF
Friday, July 29, 2005

Heehee.My favourite day.TGIF.I get to rest 2 days after one long week of work.FInally ar.Hmm,plans plans plans.The subway dudes will be attending Rykiel's 21st birthday and I'm suppose to tag along.But my decision will be pending as yet.Can't party too late tonight as I will be having my driving lesson early at 10.30am.Hee,I hope I'm not that rusty yet to forget all my learning.Geez,it's not as easy as anyone thinks to drive that car.Wish me luck then.


Hmm plans for Eski Bar tomorrow night.PEnding still.Cause I can't make up my mind if I should go or not.It would depend all on my mood then.If I'm in good mood,I will go.If not,it means I'm having swings as usual.Keep me alive!!Okay,it was pretty fine yesterday,except a lil here and there at work.Hmm I will have to be super extra careful in future.Thanks to Teacher Rose.Heehee.Same old routine to meet up Senget then headed back to TP as those dudes are there to have soccer.But by the time I arrive, they are finished with their game.Slacked a lil here and there and off we head for makan.Anyways,it was such a disaster in getting over those gates with people shaking that gate vagariously.DAmn.I still get through thosegates though.Hmmmp.


The dudes makan at 820 namely Tong,Paul,Jason and Chin Meng.Senget,KEong and Fel headed their ways. After makan was home sweet home with Tong,Jason and Paul.All the 4e3s. Missed those days too.When we were all secondary kids,innocent and stress free.Look at us now,almost hitting twenties.Time really flies.We've known at least 6 years and look the journey we've came so far.Amazing.


Settled down with bath and watching Superstar.hahaha.Kelly got into 2nd half semi-finals!! At least ther's something to look out for next week.On the phone with Tong,and that dude is now fever over badminton.See,this is what I mean 3-min fever boy.hahaha.Surfed net and then it was off to bed.


Well,as for today pray hard for me ok...GEez.I hope everything is fine.Super fine.Chaoz.

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:18 AM :|

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

Hmmm.I'm running out of titles.Okay.So this will do. No feelings/mood lately.Mood swings.One moment I'm ok,one moment I'm not.Geez.Could all these be over soon.I'm so sick of it already.


Complains aside.I'm working now.At Valuair,and please it's not known as ORange Star! What the hell is it doing with Orange Star.Oh my god.The new name have yet to be announced for both Jetstar and Valuair.So stay tuned.Hmm,it's thursday which means I'm only left with 1 1/2 days to weekend.But still,this is one weekend I'm not looking much foward to.I'm not telling you people why cause I know I will not enjoy as much with these swings.Anyways,I get to rest and have my 10 hours of sleep so there's nothing to complain about.And I can't wait for payday to be here again.I'm broke.Totally! Fees for lessons.Buying those shopping stuff and getting my hair done.Wow,I'm going to broke again by week 2 of payday.500 bucks should be more than enough for anyone but not a big spender like me.I'm trying hard to save already so don't say anymore about me being spendthrift.Heehee.


Well,I was a lil held up by work last evening but still managed to meet up with Senget to head home.Got myself done with chores and it was down to meet up with An,Senget and Chee for Ocha.Bumped into Keong and Fel to Mac and had my dinner at Ocha,with that packet of rice Mum bought.As the both brothers headed home with their "NA's",An and I went to meet Tong that lazyass.Slacked by the park as Ben and Senget joined us.7-11 was next while Senget headed home.Was blabbering till almost 11.30 that all of us headed home.


And here I am still not knowing what's my mood like.Anyway,I've adapt those days without you.It's been such a big joke.Or maybe I'm the stupidiest friend afterall.Maybe.What's trust?Where's the trust? Where are your words? I have none now.Thanks dude for leaving me alone when I needed someone the most.


Back to work.Be back for more.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:35 AM :|

I'm the stupidiest girl in this world.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Okay.More posts.Hee.Hmm work's pretty ok these two days.Hope it will be fine still.Hmm merger and merger thing going around in Valuair's office.What a time to be here for my SIP.Another 13 weeks before I get my ass back to school.Can't wait to resume my student life.haha.


Work was on the dot last evening as I met up with Senget,the usual routine for about another 4 weeks.Haha.Then he will end his sufferings by not seeing my face everyday.Headed back to tampines and bumped into Fiona and headed back on the same bus home.Senget has plans with her for jogging and that explains why.As for me,I'm on my way home to makan and settle with chores.God knows what happen to my middle finger while preparing to place those laundry into the washing machine.I've got myself a deep cut just right into the flesh of my nail and it would not stop bleeding.I was freaking out the moment the blood gushed out like nobody's business.Damn,it's painful lor!What the hell of a laundry basket I have at home that causes cuts to anyone's fingers.Mummy should have get it change sometime soon as she herself suffers from all these cuts.I was determined to carry on with those handwashed laundry but gave up halfway as the pain was severe with just that small cut.Frustrated so Mum carry on the 2nd half.heehee.And now,I'm typing slowly like a retard due to that bloody laundry basket.ARgh.


After those bloody scenes,I've finally stopped the blood and got my bath in a slow mode as I was using only my left hand to bath.Haha.Felt so retarded.Headed down to central park to meet up with An,Paul and Bert for slacking session.Jason,Tong,Hock and Ben joined us.Then it came BG and Kuku.The guys headed for a lil soccer at street soccer court and ended at abt 11 plus.Walked home with Tong and it was almost lala land for me as work is on today.Haha.What's new man.WORK.


Anyway,I guess somehow I have to face up to the reality that I've been running away for quite a long time.Excuses I've always got myself.Now,I can't hide any longer.The worse thing is this truth shall not be made to known to anyone.It's torturing.Mental Torturing.Who in the world will understand.I never wanted history to repeat cause it's all damn bloody hell of relationship problems.It's all about that line.The line I knew I should never step over. =(


I'm still blessed with these people around me.Thanks for everything.I can't forgive myself in this.Never.


How I wished I was the one.Yet it will never.

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:49 AM :|

It's going way too wrong.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Hmmmp.What a Monday.And guess what..It's over!! So today's tuesday.Another 3 days of work and weekend will be here.Duhz.Thinking of weekends already when it's only Tuesday.


Met up Senget after work last evening as usua; but heading to Tp to join the rest of rwd for soccer.God knows it started pouring the moment we've arrived.ARGH!The guys were drenched but for myself and Fel, we were dry compare to those guys all thanks to my umbrella.Haha.Hence,we decided to head for makan at 827 instead.Makan and makan and all of us headed our own ways.Some went to get their bikes as for Senget,Keong,Fel and I headed the way home.I was feeling tired already and got myself early home with no plans in mind.Settled down with bath,chores and tv watching. Was on the phone with Tong then it was Incredible Tales time.


That dude have alrady plan on his dressing on Sat for Eski Bar.OH my god lo.this dude who simply objects us girls,clubbing got himself into clubbing as his new interest.KNS. Yet now I'm a lil sian to club already lor.Heehee. Happenings and more happenings these days.What a week.Argh.When will all these shoo? So irritating.Voices is all i hear now.Twirling in my mind making me bonkers soon.


Hmm,I think i better run now.I'm still officially working mind you.Well,to btoh Senget and Fel,beware of a testi coming your way. This weekend might just be a sucky one.Trust me. =)


Chaoz.

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:06 AM :|

It's Party Time...
Monday, July 25, 2005

Woohoo.What a weekend.Unplanned yet full of happenings.Heehee.Alright,let's get it done with my updates.

Friday was not much of a difference after work.Met up with Senget and headed back to Tamp to meet up with Alex for Ya Kun.After much of cold war,it has finally ended. =) CAtching up we've done and makan was at Long John.Ya Kun was next then Senget headed to school to settle his stuff and as for the two of us,we headed home.Soccer plans later as usual on friday night.Haiz,with one side ended peacefully,the otherside came up.So sad.It's me who've always bully people.Right? My bad. =(


Meeting up at about 1030pm when the guys are ready for soccer.Charis and I got purselves in getting them water at 7-1.It was a switch from bball court to hockey court as there were too many guys for soccer.Police came as usual and all soccer ended at about 2am.7-11 was next with people like An,Paul,Tong,Keong,Khia Seng,Senget and more.Slacked a lil while and got back with Jason,Tong and Keong.What a night it was.Full of pending thoughts.Moments of truth as I've regretted of doings. =(


Saturday was much unplanned.Not knowing what to do,where to go.THe big thing is still left unattended.Chores done.Tong called.Meet up for makan.Rejected.But,met up with him to pass him stuff and there he headed off to his friend's birthday outing.HEaded home.Feeling damn bored on Sat.Oh my god,I repeat myself,It's a saturday!! DAmn.Just then,Alex that dude came chasing afte me for Chinablack.Was thinking it over carefully whether to go or not due to financial crisis at this time of the month.Called up dudes liek AN and Senget for black.Finally,it was down with Senget,Alex and I together with Tet and friends for the party night.It was cover charge free anyway,due to Black's anniversary month.It was worthwhile afterall.


Met those dudes at abt 8.30pm got there to black at about 9.30pm.We were rahter late as there was this long queue outside CB.Oh my god,it was only 9.30pm when the queue is so long.Luckily we've got Tong with his bunch of friends up there early to chop seats and tables.Hee. The queue was fast as it was not packed up there as yet.Got up within 10minutes.Met up with the other bunch with Tong's friends.Senget's dudes joined in soon after.DAmn,it was super crowded at black that night.The party got on even before 11pm.Wow,those music that night were good.Never had such a good music at black the other time round which was rather disappointing.This time was high.Me myself together with Tet's friend,Jas and I got rather high,grooving to the music after some drinks.I had only 2 jugs and I'm feeling super out of the world.Haha.Whiskey sprite was all I have for the night.Most of the cause was due to the "tar-ing" with Tong in my whiskey and his beer.Argh! The feeling was shiok at the moment but after that effect, it was disaster.


After those drinks it was down to the dancefloor.It was damn crowded and cramp.Decided to pop back to our table as I was tired already and the floor was packed.DAmn,police came for raid.Routine checks that might be a lil spoil spot.Anyway,they got away with some people and party goes on.Haha.There was this damn guy that we should pay respect for.His doings of posing at the podium,with his eccentric moves and expressions.Oh my god.The "William Hung" of CB that night.Haha. It was a great night partying till almost 3am that we've got ourselves back home.I was feeling damn heavy on my head,puking any moment.Tong was almost down too.After much delay,Senget,Tong and I got back in cab leaving with Alex and Tet with friends in another cab.I was "dead" on the way back and the only one alive was Senget.Haha.Can you imagine that Tong was almost half dead on his way back home that he slept by the void deck,being too lazy to get his ass up to the eighth floor.Haha.OPPps,sorry dude for saying too much.Heeehee.


The night ended with just a wink,but happy partying! Heehee.Never had such one night in such a long span of time.Duhz.Happenings and more happenings.Damn.


Sunday was time to rest.I was damn tired that I could not get my ass out of the bed at 9.30am when my entire family is suppose to visit the temple for prayers.Oppps.I'm sleeping till wee hours at 1pm. Tong called at 10am and yak a lil then back to sleep.Chores done at about 2pm and was ready to meet up anytime.Rang up Paul to meet for makan with Tong at about3.30pm. 827 makan when Mond joined us,vcd shop and back to my place for a lil mahjong.INitially Tong headed home but was back after some psychoing.James,An and Sharon joined at my place.After mahjong was makan again at 844,having nonsense such a ice-spitting and throwing of food.Never grow up one lei these people,Haiyo.Okay,one of the party involves me and the usual suspects la.Obvious right?haha.


After makan was usual slacking then a lil soccer till wee hours at almost 1am.Damn tired.With tons of stunts from those people.Haha.Finally it's Monday soon and here again.Damn,another week to pull through!!! Argh!!What's my life man.Work.Heehee.


Super lots to blog about.Especially thoughts.What's new about them?It will be new long post again,after such a long time.No more words.No more actions.So let it be.Let it be.Right?Haiz,when someone has to go,it will go and have to go.there's no point keeping someone who's not with you anymore.Right?I've been trying hard to keep this on my mind.No matter how hard I try,I just can't accept and move on bravely.ARGH!!Why do I have to be so demanding all the time.Haiz.I'm lost with directions of knowing what I want to have in my life now or rather what I am left with my life now.Who should I trust with all these thoughts.Or is there anyone ever out there just to listen to all these nonsense that I seriously need to spit it out.No ONE.Not even one.I've attempt to search for people for so many times.No one did get me.So that's to a point whereby I will just let everything be.Helpless a numerous of times I am but is there anything I can do? Hmm,most likely like that others have to say,DON"T THINK SO MUCH. "People might not treat you the way as you've treated them."


There's cetainly people I cannot live without as for now.But sooner or later,everyone will have their life and move on.So,I'll have to move on too.I can't blame anyone cause this is fate.hmmm ya,I know I'm sounding so idiotic here but then I seriously need to vent it out or else i might turn into another mad women in the neighbourhood.Sorry ar.


ALways to those same old bunch.Thanks so much for everything and anything. =)


I'm in a super lousy Monday mood.To think of all those private issues make me mad.ARGH!!

ARGHhh ranted @ 9:55 AM :|

WHY?? TELL ME WHY??
Friday, July 22, 2005

HMMM.Work was fine yesterday.Thank god for that. =) After work was much of meeting up with Senget who was damn late and got home late.Indulge myself with the mini donuts at Century Square as well as some Taiwan crispy chicken.Headed back home and cleared up chores then out again for proper dinner.MEt up with Paul and James at 844.Takeaway dinner to central park and met Tong for slacking sesion as well as makan. Had a fare bit of chatting and fooling around as usual.James was heading back while the rest of us headed to 7-11 and saw Qin Yao n Bg.Joined them to slack till almost 10.30 that I headed home with Tong.


Early night to sleep it was as I am feeling damn tired.On the phone with Peg and i could not be bothered with other people's live anymore.Geez,just settled one side the other side came.What the hell is wrong with me?? Why am I gettting into unnecessary troubles and quarrels.Why am I stirring trouble into people's life.Esp those who are so close and dear to me. I wonder at times am I hating them or hating myself.For what it is.I'm super PMSing now.Maybe it's all my expectations.But,you have definately disappoint me with all the words you've once encouraged me.Or maybe it's never meant to be encouraged.Said for the sake of saying.LIARS. I hate liars.Bruised now.I'm just too much for anyone to handle.


I'm also lost too.Maybe just don't find back the old me.Let me be. =)

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:09 AM :|

It's all my fault.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Hmmm.Happy 19th Birthday to Paul! Hope you did have your birthday still.


It was suppose to a celebration dinner yet it was off.Cause it's all my fault.I'm so sorry to Tong and Paul. It's all my fault. Haiz. Okay,met up Senget after work then headed back to Tampines.Never felt so disgusted ever for such a long time.Never.Decided to meet up with Keong and Tong for dinner.Makan at 824 after we've met up at Tong's block.Super hungry by then.After makan was to game and vcd shop.Jalan back to my place for some gaming and vcd time.Hee.Then it was home sweet home for them and zzzz for me.


That's all about it.Super shagg night.It's all because of my words.I think I will just shut up the next time round. No comments le lor. Sorry ar to those that I've caused trouble.

Another super long day tomorrow.With me alone with work.My teacher Rose on leave.So i will have a super busy tomorrow.Pray hard no agents give me trouble!!! Pray ar!!


I'm out of here to get some sleep.Nightz.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:26 PM :|

Happy 1st Anniversary
Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Hee.It's my blog's 1st Birthday.Wow.Such a time that flew.It's been a year since I've started this out.More to come.For all the moments that's precious to me. =) I've always remembered here.

ARGHhh ranted @ 5:15 PM :|

PHEW.

Hee.Working hours ending soon.Pray hard nothing happens within these two hours.We wanna go home on the dot after so much bulking.It's finally over.Yeah!!Alright,I'm here illegally again,blogging.

Let me chill for a moment after all these stressful days. =) Have a break,have a kit kat.Was with rwds the entire evening as they were having soccer at Tp.Rwds vs Kukus.All the way till 8pm.Argh.So damn tired already after work ending late last evening and was cabbing back.DAmn,I'm super broke till payday which is almost 12 days away.Makan at 820 with An,Tong,Paul,Ivan,Bg,Qin Yao,Khia Seng,Charis and lots.Chill awhile till I get home to bath.Paul was over at my place as he's homeless.Heehee.Met up with An,James.Kuku and Bg to chat for a lil while before I call it a day.What a day it was.Tired yet fruitful I guess. =)


Anyway,there's still loads for me to do when I get home as there is unfinished chores yesterday.If I'm having plans,I will have to wait till I've done my stuff. So sad.So many responsibilities making me so stress and felt heavy at heart.Damn.SUPER TROUBLED NOW.There must be a time when I really need to take my break.A long one. Someone our for clubbing?Mahjong?KTV?Pool?MOvie?Sentosa?Overseas holiday?? I need one.Please.


Okay,I've got to run now.Before I'm caught.Will be back as soon as I've more updates. Knock off time be here soon......

ARGHhh ranted @ 4:21 PM :|

Bad
Sunday, July 17, 2005

Weekend's here.Almost gone.Damn shagg.Alright it was rather a longer weekend for me as I was on half day on Friday,claiming my off-lieu.But no doubt that work is still as hectic adn will be hectic for the entire month.Prepared.So stress.


Bbq was on Friday night.The process was rather tideous.Met up Paul after work at about2.30pm to get some utensils shopping for the bbq.In the end,we've got ourselves some shopping at Fox.I've got myself a fox top and bottom,with Paul's top and 2 bottoms and not forgetting Tong's top.In total,We've spent less then a hundred cue to it's end of season sale.4 pieces at 50% off,with another 2 at 30% off.It's always worht buying at Fox's sale.Hee.Headed back to the food court near my place to shop for utensils.Then,it was home to get some stuff done before Keong and Fel joined us and head for the bbq.


Cab was the usual and got there at about 8pm.Damn.It was one late bbq we ever had.Thought that all of us could enjoy the bbq.But events occured that simply put the event so different.It was bad organisation.It was a lousy pit.It was a sucky weather.It was all bad.Bao was even worst.She was a total shock for everyone to handle.Hope you do get over it soon.As you said,there's still rowdees.So be it.Be strong and move on. =)
After sending her back in cab with Peg and Ron.The weather got bad.It started to rain.Then pour.Bbq's over at about 1am.So damn early can.Planned to get it all the way till morning.The heaven cried on us.So sad.But,we headed back to Tampines in cab to 844 for more drinking and slack session.


Anyway,it was such a comfortable trip back as Paul,Ron,Tong and I got ourselves into Merz cab.Hee.it's been a long time since I've got myself in Merz cabbies.Haha.Enjoyed.Okay,beer session was in at 844 with such cold weather.It was still pouring.We've got ourselves the poker card game that Keong have thought us the previous day at my place while marinating.Losers will have to drink the cup of beer which I'm not a big fan of.Got myself twice in losing and the beer is so eeyer.Liqour is better.7-11 for some food stuff to clear the taste.In the end,it was Tong,Tet,An and Milo to clear the last few cans in shotgun.They were strong.Back home with Paul,Jason and Tong with Paul sending me back to get his stuff.Was knocked out at about 4 plus.


Woke up damn late on Saturday at 2pm.Makan then chores.It was almost 4.30pm meeting up with Tong,An,Mond and Senget.827 to makan then Pools and back to my place.I'm getting my hair back to black.It was damn black.Super black which I never had.I'm so self-distructing.Cause black dye is cancer causing.DAmn.Till I've something better I will get my colout back.It looks much healthier with my present black colour.haha.Keong and Fel joined us and it was almost 9 that we head for proper dinner at food palace.Most of us have feast.Those dudes decided to head for soccer at bball court.It was almost 10pm when it was kick off.Weather was bad.It drizzled here and there which cause certain inconvenience for us. The guys have to stop and continue in such wet and slippery condition.We girls have to suffer in such full of bugs condition.Soccer end early at about1.30am and headed home with James and Tong.


Okay,Saturday's gone.Looking foward to my last rest day.Sunday.Then it's work the entire week round.Week 9 of SIP.It better end fast.Almost halfway.Bear with it.I want my old life.All I want is that.So sad to think it's almost impossible to get it back as for now which I do hope it to be back once my SIP ends.But,it's better to think positive for myself.I don;t wanna lost more than what I've had now.It's been so hard to keep on with their pace.I do hope I did well.Sometimes it's rather tough to let go.I'll try to keep on.I still thank God for them,I still love them and I don't wanna lose them.Those who are reading,you know yourself who are the ones I'm thanking. =) 02070714222728.Encode it and you get it.Heehee.


Alright,it's been quite a bad night during bbq.Let's get it all over.Move on.I would just let it out the night I've cried like nobody's business.Stress away please.I shall be strong.Move on move on move on.Tons of work.So shagg.OKay,last late night spent with Naruto now.Sunday please spend it wisely. =)


I hate what's my behaviour.SORRY.

ARGHhh ranted @ 2:03 AM :|

It's Back.I hoped.
Thursday, July 14, 2005

Hee.Good Morning everyone.It's been such a miracle to find me here early in the morning to update.Of cause that I'm early in the office having my breakfast, squeezing some time out to blog before work starts.ARGH, it's another long bulk day for us.


HEe what's good about this weekend is I'm on 1/2 day tomorrow! HEe.Bbq spree tonight and rwds bbq tomorrow.Alright,was with Senget and Hock together with Kuku,Black and Calvin for Orchard as Hock and Senget wanted their image 2001 so much that they spend almost entire hour there.While I did my shopping while waiting for the rest to join us before dinner at KFC.I've got myself another pair of Roxy flip flops.Hee.19.90 with a nice design.Damn,I spend almost half an hour in Surfbabe,eyes on Roxy jacket,Tops as well as boardshorts.They are gorgeous but expensive that might burn an entire hole on my pocket.Hee,people..Sep 16 drawing near.Haha.Just kidding.


After dinner was Far East to Image2001.Shopped around but could not see anything that caught my eye.I've only got heart for Roxy.After a long wait of cab,we finally got ourselves on 518 back to Tampines.Met up with Tong and get him his long john dinner.James came down soonafter as Kuku and I headed home.I need to get home to change and settle down before getting out again for the guys' soccer.Bball court was next after my bath.People like Tong and James to be seen only.The dudes were having some makan and there were riddles going around.Hee guess what?I've got ymself a lil bottle of absolut raspberry from Tong.Haha.Thanks dude.Thinking that I've got an egg as a present from Ben the previous day. Tong,James,An,Paul,Ben,Hock,Dick etc had soccer till almost 1am and 7-11 was next till about 1.30am.Headed home with Tong and was on the phone till wee hours at3am.That explains the tiredness I had the entire day yeasterday.


NOw,I'm so freshe today after 7 hours of deep sleep.Woohoo.Long day to go.Wish me for a better day as work is starting soon. =) Ok RWDs,please pass the 20 bucks for bbq asap for those who have not.Thanks. Bbq coming.My weekend's coming. =)


Everything's much better now.Thanks.

ARGHhh ranted @ 8:05 AM :|

I HATE YOU
Tuesday, July 12, 2005

OKay.Monday was tough and rough at work.Busy with those bulk orders with Rose too.She's been so stressed up too.Relax babe and take good care of yourself.I do hope I'm not so much of your burden. =)


After work was meeting up with Senget.Headed to Tm to get his magazines and my stuff for Bro.Headed home and makan and chores.Hee.Got myself to cold storage to get some tidbits.Mouth Itchy.The subway people mainly those six,Paul,Bert,An,Tong,Ben and James are having their gathering at Suntec.Ben called and there was a soccer session on this Monday night.Geez.Anyway,was so PMS that i simply could not be bother to go.ARGH.Mood swings lately.Super ones.The volcano is erupting soon.Sense it's coming.That's why I hate you.


Okay,work is ending soon.6pm.Decided to meet up with Bert,Senget and Hock for Orchard.Some chilling and shopping though I am broke.Haiz.What to do when I have such heavy commitments to my driving lessons.=\ I hope my instructor come back fast so I can carry on with my lessons.So tempted to drive.Hee.License on its way....


Seriously I do need some time to cool and calm down.Damn.I hate PMS.Mood swings.ARGH! Can't I resume my normal mood,my normal life.My happy-go-lucky days.Where are they? NO where to be seen now.I've became an unreasonable bitch everyone might find a pain.Sorry people.Sorry to my peeps.My bestest,besties and everyone.SORRY.Maybe it's all my fault.All my doings.

Hope everything will be fine and go away by the bbq then.Friday is Rwd BBQ.People please remember payment deadline is tomorrow! Thanks.


That's it for now.

ARGHhh ranted @ 11:30 AM :|

Lost for Words.
Sunday, July 10, 2005

Hello.I'm back for updates.It seems so long that I've been here.Blogging.It's been damn busy these days.Super busy.Super stress and super PMS.I don't know why.But I am.


After long day at work,it's much more of getting home to rest and out again to slack.Till it's Friday.....Hee,weekend's here.Friday was pretty much heading home with Senget and meeting up with Keong and Fel.KFC was the dinner then back to central park for soccer at 8pm.Fel followed me home to get myself changed and washed up.We girls had a great time playing with hairstyling which seems fun among girls.Hee.Down to basketball court to soccer.I was having a headache and there I was sleeping by the playground.The guys had an early game and we headed back at about 11plus.


Next activity was fishing trip.Duhz.Usual suspects.Paul and Tong.We had picnic there all thanks to me.Hee.Met Tong at 7-11 to get drinks and tidbits.Cab to paul's place and got to Elias mall at about 12 plus.We had a fair bit so chatting up,sleep was all I did, and Tong was busy with his fishing,Paul was lazing around.No luck.No fish.It was all due to the coldness of water as what those fishing uncles we've met said.They even offered us a big fish.A big one.We thanked them for their kindness as we rejected their offer.Packed up.Headed back home in cab.Got home at about 4plus.Zzzzz.


Saturday.Got up at almost afternoon.Chores done.Arranged for KTV session at Loyang Point.Met up with Tong,An and Senget.Cab as usual.Makan at the food court while waiting for Keong and Fel to join us.After makan was KTV.It was partyworld KTV.We had fun singing and shuoting with those songs.Those usual songs.It was hell of crap.Mond joined us soon after his visit to his grandma.Sang till almost 8pm that we cab back to 827 for our dinner.Ocha was next.Then met Wei Sian and had his dinner at 820.back to central park for soccer.


Was having some time down at the park when some news blew me.It was such a news that I've feeled so far.Upon hearing those words,it blew my heart into pieces.It was a sad news for all who loved Jasper.In the loving memory of Jasper.Rwd's very own Jasper.The young and hyper Jasper. We will always remember him in our hearts.Hope everyone could get it over soon.Esp James and Jason.


Hanged out till wee hours with Jason for a drink.An,Dick and Chin Meng headed home first.Leaving all 4E3s back.Chatted till morning 6am.Can't help to feel sad.Jasper's been a great company to all of us.Who knows.Oh my.It's too sudden a piece of news.


Now,it's the usual boring Sunday.Home now.getting all stuff done and settle down for more work tomorrow.DAmn.Alright,there would be a rwd bbq coming this friday night.Rwds,Please kindly make your payments of 20bucks each to me or Senget by this Wednesday.Thank you.Any queries please do contact the both of us.thank you very much.


Alright...More to come this week.Bless me.

IN THE LOVING MEMORY OF JASPER.
We will always remember.
It will always be with us.
May you go in peace.

ARGHhh ranted @ 3:15 PM :|

PAYDAY!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Hee.I've got my pay finally.It was a sum that was only suffiicient splurge on my Roxy stuff. The rest are for outstanding debts as well as my driving lessons. =\ OKay,if there's money,there will be me,SHOPPING.

Met up with Senget,Alex and Lydia at Cityhall.Proceed to Flash and Splash to get my Roxy stuff.Got my slippers at almost 35 bucks,handbag at 39.00 bucks.They are out of stock for the white hence Lydia will be getting me my white one at Paragon outlet.Thanks babe!After hanging around for sometime waiting for Senget,we headed to Suntec for dinner.HAd no idea of what to eat.So in the end,we've got ourselves steamboat buffet that smells so nice when we are near the entrance of the mall.It was on promo anyway,buy 3 get 1 free. HAd a great meal time at Suntec,having all sorts of foods.The soup was not bad,coming in individual minipots.We've helped ourselves with tons of food,desserts and ice cream.It was a fabulous dinner I've had in months. =)


After dinner was a lil walk to digest our food but it seems it's runnning a lil late that almost all shops are closed.Hence,Ive managed to get myself another pair of hair curler,Alex got his jeans and GIO and we've got ourselves some Atm to cash money.Lydia headed back in cab while the rest of us got back in 518.Damn tired a day it was at work for both Rose and me. Got home at about 11 when I was settling down and off to bed.


Hmm.Life."Chimilogy" Ups and downs.Everyone has it.What's most important is to keep as much of a positive attitude towards those downs and face life.What crap am I talking about.Damn,forget it.I don't even know what's the point of saying this.MAybe I'm just going nuts with recent events.


Ok,now I would plan what to spend on.I've serious problem in saving and spending wisely.Could someone offer me saving plans lessons? If I have that amount of money,I would almost spend every single cent out of it.I just can't stop spending and start saving.Help me! I wanna get my Nokia housing and cable,Roxy wallet,a new hair colour and treatment,a new sling bag,fragrance and more.Ah hmmm. Hints.Got it anyone?16 Sep 2005.I would also love for a treat to my besties.Hee, heard that??Treat from me.Sometime next month I suppose,without paying debts would mean a more sum to spend.Hahaha.This is Yan. =) Welcome to the world of splurge.


More plans this weekend ahead.Fishing?Shopping?I'm for anything as long as nothing spoils my mood.Pray hard.Can't wait to have my weekend again! Can't wait for this whole SIP to end and get my ass back to TP!Plans for rwd bbq.No time to plan.Could someone else take over a lil while? Please,if you people wanna have it.Thanks ya!


Okay,back to work.I'm blogging illegally in office.SHHH!!


Back for more.Good day!

ARGHhh ranted @ 10:51 AM :|

7260.
Sunday, July 03, 2005

Weekend is here.But it will soon be gone.Ok some updates over these two days.

Friday.01 July 2005.

Work as usual.Finally teacher Rose is back.Phew.Work's much okay.Tired as usual.Headed back at 6pm to meet Senget.Hanged around at TM and had Pastamania for dinner which cost me a bomb.Headed home first as An,Senget,Keong and Fel came over.Had some Tv watching then Initial D.Headed down to central park for the usual soccer.Police as usual.What's new.We were all over hockey court then back at bball court.The guys had soccer till wee hours.Instead,I headed home first.The girls,Charis and Fel got me home.I was home early due to early wake-up for my SIP back at TP.I missed school! Damn.Met so many people I've been missed.Ryna! Jessica!Ling!!Oh my god.It's good to be in school.


Saturday was fine after the meet-old-kakis seession.Headed home then out again to Toa Payoh.Met up Tong and Keong and headed for Century to get Tong's hp done.Kallang was next to meet Senget after his work.Lunch at Mac.Damn my ulcer are combining forces and the pain is killing me.Anyway,I deserved it.Toa Payoh was next.Believe it or not,I'm back to where I was almost everyday now.Keong got his hp sold.Senget got his housings and MMCs.Me,I've got my old flame sold.My E-600C that I loved so much.Felt kinda of sad.Sold.Back to tamp.Bought. Nokia7260.It's something back to those normal housing hunting days.My new fling.Nokia7260.I'm not sure if I'm gonna regret it but who cares. Down the road,I know I'm gonna change it in the near future.


Daddy got me my favour.His signature for the line upgrade.In the meantime,I've got my own hp.Cause I paid this time round.Still waiting for my PAYDAY!! Can't hold any longer with this broke life.DAMN! No money makes me fed up! I need to get rid of my shopping and buying crave! PAY DAY please be here latest by Tuesday!Back home with all of us heading back home.Dinner with my family at cols storage.Met up the same old bunch again.Fel joined us after her outing with sisters.Dinner at 827.Vcd shop.Ocha.Waiting for Fel for her bath,played around at the playground.Back to my place to vcd.Slacked till almost 1 plus that all headed back. But now,I'm feeling damn bad.Super lousy.


Maybe it's time for some real action pack.I just don't understand people.Or rather people don't really understand me.So forget it.What's the point of boasting.Words are just words.They meant nothing at times.So why get me involved with your words.Sometimes,it's so hard to make a decision.A decision for a change. Maybe I might just do it.


Time for some sleep and more chores to be done tomorrow!DAmn.

ARGHhh ranted @ 1:46 AM :|