`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Haiz.Millions of haiz.No pay this week.Earliest I will get my pathetic 500 bucks or lesser will be on Monday.damn.No hp changed.No shopping.Still the poor me.ONe day I shall determine to make it big.To earn tons of money.To lead a good life. =)
Plans for the future.Study or not to study.SMU or SU? Simply meant Singapore Mangement University or Society University. Somehow I'm not very sure.I don't wanna emerge myself into the working world at this age,given the opportunity to study,I would rather be the poor student.It would meant alot more to my parents.School fees might be a big burden to such a heavy spending family.I'm so caught in my own dillemma.My parents were supporting me for life.Now,it's more a burden if I'm going for SMU.I would need good grades too.But,where are they? So confused. though it's another semester to pull through,but time flies and all these need planning. Oh my. So shaggss after seeing what's the working world like. =
OK,worries and problems aside.Updates.It's been such a tiring day.Busy and more busy.Super busy.Handled tons of queries from everywhere.So frustrated!! People just throw stuff to me. trying to be calm and steady but at the same time I'm frustrated!! Finally,work end.I will have 130 more bulk tickets waiting for me. Wish me luck tomorrow.It's TGIF.No shopping.Cause NO moeny.Shaggsss!!! To the max!!
Met up Senget and jalan a lil at century square.Home makan.Chores done.Met up Tong to Ocha.Senget joined us at Mac after getting his new hp.Nokia6680.Damn.Where's my 7260? Next week.Slacked and played around with 2 new hps.Headed for AXS to top up iguana credits.Tong so mah fan.Make us walk here and there to transfer money.Heading home after AXS.Slacked with Tong for a lil while before we got our asses home.Alright,now work tomorrow!!
I'm gonna get my beauty sleep before it's too late.Damn,hope everything's just fine tomorrow! Tons of work to clear for my weekend.Shit.Shit.Shit.Please do not provoke me with any sort of nonsense as for this weekend.I'm feeling so shitty,so down and SUPER PMS now.This is my last warning.Do check out my new skin. Initial D. =)
Good night.
Okay a quick one before I get myself some good sleep. Met up with those dudes as usual.rwds soccer at Tp.Headed back in cab with Senget after our work.Damn,it cost us a bomb due to the peak traffic.slow and jam.Wasted five bucks.I'm so broke. =( PAYDAY!! where are you???I neeed you.Met up with Zi Ting to get stuff,then 820 makan with the rest of the gang.
Headed for slack session at the park.An,Paul,Ivan,Bg,James,Jason and Tong.Mangosteen. Yak about all topics esp INitial D.Hee,had a ride with An on the bike which was a lil scary.I prove all guys wrong.I could even give Paul a ride all the way from 844 to the park.Pro right? Next target shall be Tong.Cause An have tried but he was scared.Oh my,so AGUA.
Home sweet home at almost 11 plus with James.Net for a lil while.thoughts here and there.Ups and downs.Thinking of what others have to comment.I'm so tired.Ever since I wonder when.I knew what I wanted.But,do people feel the same about my thought.Nah.It's so hard to be the same.Great mind thinks alike.It's so tough. I've the guts to give people lectures of facing the reality and not running.But,I feel so much to run away now.I don't even wish to talk about it.Feel like shutting down. I can't find peace or silence anywhere.Voices running through my head.So noisy!!
Today was much of the same busy routine at work.Super busy today.Tomorrow too.Met up Senget at Lavender as this dude go this necklace.BAck at Tamp meeting An,Paul and Kuku. Senget and I homed,rest Ben's place mahjong.Chores done and a bath.Headed for Ben's place to slack a lil while and now here I am.Home. Too tired.In my dreamland soon.
Bonkers.One day.I will. Okay,more work tomorrow~!! Super loads of work waiting for me man.100tickets. Without Rose.But have to trouble the dear Da Jie,Jess back. Thanks babe.I need you la!! Now,it's time to sleep.
Good Night!
If I could turn back time.......
Final shot....Catherine in da house. Woohoo.Applause.Okay,that's all for kboxing.Better round next time.
:: Yan ::
Hee,Peace. This dude is always ready for his cute pose.too bad egg's not around witht that pic.If not it shall be even better. =) Right An?
:: Yan ::
MUACKS!!!! Oh my dear.Can't believe these guys are gays.Poor Sharon girl.....
:: Yan ::
This is even worse.Act tough.Isn't it funny??? Hahahaha.Okay,I'm crazy.
:: Yan ::
Tong's petrified.Can't seem what's the reason taking a shot with such a cute egg would result in this state.So sad.
:: Yan ::
OKay,now it's time for some guys.Geez, these two are trying their best to be cute.Give them some applause.Thanks.
:: Yan ::
Laides ladies ladies of the day. Kboxed on 17/06/05.
:: Yan ::
Heee.Pretty nail colours.What's there to show for Tong's.Oh dear,it's all dirty comapred to us.Still dare to show.Oh my god.Geez.
:: Yan ::
"alright move aside.It's ladies' turn." We girls obviously sing better than those guys. What to do, guys are lousy with singing.Heehee.Even Tong has to learn from Yan.
:: Yan ::
"Okay.Since no one wants to start the ball rolling.I will" says An. Call me "Ge Shen". *duhz..as if*
:: Yan ::
Warming up.No one is ready for the Kboxing.
:: Yan ::
Wow.It was such a day yesterday.Work.Beach Road with Senget,Tong,James,Keong and Fel.Bao joined us too.Was dead tired.Walked around after getting our makan,rings and jalan done.Wonder where to go.In the end,we were all heading home.Sleep was all I thought of.Napped till almost8pm when I don't even know that Peg came.Sorry babe.Bao and Peg had to headed back as they were hungry for dinner while Senget and I were preparing to meet up with the rest for Initial D.
10pm.844 for makan.Damn hungry.Tong,Mond,Hock,Chin Meng,Senget,Khia Seng,Charis for Inital D.Headed for Century Square to collect our tickets.12 tickets in total.While waiting for the show to start at 11.45pm, we were hanging around at the arcade,haagen daz and toilet. An,Ben,Bert,Sharon joined us thereafter.Was just in time for that movie.Phew.Can't missed any part of the show.Damn excited.
It was one good one.Initial D really rocks.Those vroom vroom effects,with hunks like Edison and Shawn not forgeting Jay Zhou!!!Enjoyed every moment of that show.It was damn funny,entertaining and mind sweeping. I don't mind for a second round if there were to be sponsors.Hehe.I'm so into that movie.It's going to be my favouruite movie of the year. =) Initial D,Initial D,Initial D is damn good!!! Giving it a 8.5/10 .Heehee.Ok,I'm beginning to sound crazy.I am.Over that movie.Hoping for a part 2.Can't wait to see Takumi into Red Suns,Edison's new racing team.hee.
OK,after movie was the norm.Soccer.Those guys are power.It's almost 2am and they are into soccer.Poilce as usual.But,the game went on.Charis and I were both damn tired.We slept by the benches with jasper around.It was almost 5 am that they've stopped and had breakfast at 844.That bloody kopi uncle is outrageous.Can't believe that is the way he does his business.He refuse to sell his drinks to us simply because we had Jasper,a dog with us.Come on,the dog is not even in his coffee shop.Jasper was tied outside of the coffeshop.Damn,since he refuse money,one day money shall refuse him and make him penniless.Hee.
Home at almost 6am.Could not tahan any longer and off to sleep.Woke up at 2pm.makan.Chores and now settling down.Plans later?I'm not so sure.Feel like having some interchange to join in the GSS atmosphere.Hee.Alright,update soon when I have the time.For now,off to the rest of my Sunday.Work's tomorrow!! Damn! I'm without Rose.Teacher Rose is away for her holiday.Enjoy!! I'm going to be extra careful and be a good girl at work. =)
Hate that attitude.
Woohoo!!It was such a day.Work.Then met up
Oh my god.I'm super tired now can.Was home only at 4am.Fishing trip with Tong,Paul and Kang wei.It was so duhz lor.Can't belive I did such an act.Somehow I rather enjoy my sleep the next time round.Slacked at my place with Senget,Keong,Fel and Peg after work. Had Naruto.Videos.Fun and laughter. =)
Work.9am.Valuair.Alright,I'm waiting for time to pass and get out of here asap and head off for BEach Road to get our rwds ring.Then sleep.Then it shall be INITIAL D tonight!! I can't wait!! Edison!Jay!! Oh my god.Those dudes in cars.Racing cars.10 out of 10 whom have that movie was telling me it's a must watch movie of the year.I can't wait to see those speed,cars and of cause handsome dudes.heehee.Midnight it shall be.
Okay.I'm off to my work.Gonna get them all done for the weekend that's waiting for me. =) I'm gonna have my hp changed.But,I can't bear to part this E-600 of mine.Haiz.
Initial D here I come!!
Oh my god.More work tomorrow,Sat.Haiz.Driving has to be postponed.It's gonna take me years to get my license.No late nights for this TGIF.Sian 1/2. Work till 1pm then I'm going to get my piece of fun.Initial D is a must!! Then our rwd ring is ready.Or a lil jalan later.=)
It's been pretty late nights for the past few days.Met up with Senget after work. Home makan.Out again to Ocha with Tong,Senget,Paul and Fel.Slacked till almost 10 plus after Mac.Rest headed home.Paul,Tong and I slacked by the void deck then clock.It's been such a time since we chat like this. =) The dudes were in for more drinking at 844 with An,Ben and Bert.They've got me home and I was dead ZZZZzzz.I'm super tired.
Okay.plans later.Maybe a lil jalan at cityhall.I wanna get my Roxy!!!! Payday!! Where are you!! Hmmm,I wonder if there will be the fishing trip tonight.Maybe yes maybe no.Who knows.See how it goes then.Work tomorrow!! But I will get my off-in-lieu for half day in return.Shall have it when it's urgent.Haha.You know what I mean right guys?? I will get mine on friday.That's for sure.Hope it's approved then.
Waiting for my lunch now in the office.Yawns.Life's so bad now.All so messy.If people could not bother and give a damn about me.I'm not going to do anything about them.It's just goes to show that it's a waste of my time and effort in regarding them as besties or whatever.Don't you think so? What do I expect in return.NONE. I'm trying to be in my life now.Which somehow I hate it.
I want back my student life.I want it back desperately.
p/s: MR SENGET SIEW!!
Thanks a million for your heart and soul for that posters.It's been so GREAT of you dude.Hahha.Love it loads.
Finally...we;ve all got ourselves dinner.It was a delicious one.All thanks to Senget and family. =) That's it for the day at beach road. Enjoyed every moment.Thanks Senget.Thanks Bao.Thanks Tong. I'm happy.
:: Yan ::
Finally...we;ve all got ourselves dinner.It was a delicious one.All thanks to Senget and family. =) That's it for the day at beach road. Enjoyed every moment.Thanks Senget.Thanks Bao.Thanks Tong. I'm happy.
:: Yan ::
Okay.Me in my car.Zooom.Here we go for dinner at Lau Pa Sat with Senget's family.Mitsubichi lancer.Yan's on the drive!!!
:: Yan ::
Okay,finally pose for this CEO of the Egg Club.there's Xian Dan and RambuDan to spoil my pic.
:: Yan ::
Havanas vs Reef vs Rip Curl vs Kuku brand. Hahaha.Whose feet belongs to who??Make a guess. If you've got it right,you're smart!
:: Yan ::
Another one.Here we are, JUE DUI SUPERSTAR. heehee.I know it's the joke of the century.Can't you people admit it. Rwd ladies rocks.
:: Yan ::
Yan and Bao.Posing again.Never ending ones."Tong!! You will still have us!! Don't be so sad la.."
:: Yan ::
After Carrefour...caught Tong in action. a penny for his thoughts. "Hmmm, haiz...who understands me?I'm so sad.I'm thinking of...." Okay,ask him about this.I'm not involved.hee.
:: Yan ::
New ad for 7-Up. Not bad huh? Okay,thank you.
:: Yan ::
Babies.Cute!!! Oh no,are we having it?? Of cause not!!! Geez.
:: Yan ::
Awwww!!! We are trapped!! Help!!!The guys deliberately locked us up in the metal cardboard.Bullies!
:: Yan ::
Carrefour wandering around.Senget,nice pic with effect dude.Keep it up!! Hmmm,Is Tong that tall??
:: Yan ::
Next stop.Suntec Carrefour.The same old place with memories.Post O lvls part time job.Here we are with the light sabre!! Hee.Kinda of shame to pose in public with these.Tong's too shy to do it.Haha.
:: Yan ::
Tong: "Oh my god.Will these two ladies spare me? Senget help la!! Lucky you who did not get the feeding.Phew.Finally,we've finished with tang yuan."
:: Yan ::
Yan and Bao: " Shut Up la!! Eat your tang yuan! Here we come......open your mouth...Arh....Good boy.Tang Yuan nice right?Of cause,it's the two of us who fed you okay.Be Blessed.See,Senget jealous already."
:: Yan ::
Tong:" Oi! The two of you.So noisy!Stop it la.I'm here with a pic with my eyes open okay.Move away la.Eat Tang Yuan also want to pose."
:: Yan ::
Yan: "Okay.Whatever Bao.I'm cute too.See,my pose with Tang Yuan."
:: Yan ::
Bao: "Hey you two! Stop it.Mine's the best.Call me the cutest.I LOVE TANG YUAN!!"
:: Yan ::
Yan: "Eh...why is your tang yuan so funny? The soup is full of peanuts.Mine's better la.Anyway,who want to take your pic.Senget,take mine.Since he's shy and always shut his eyes."
:: Yan ::
Ok,next stop.Ah Balling time.Got ourselves a bowl of ah balling.it's "tang yuan". Tong: "Hey I'm about to eat my tang yuan la! Stop taking my pics! Shy la!"
:: Yan ::
Wow.effects were good with this.Thanks to Senget,the cameramen.Got that background effect?
:: Yan ::
Oh my god.This pic is ermm.AWESOME.Right Mr Teo?Heehe,okay I'm sorry for being cheeky.Cant help it but to disturb you life. =)
:: Yan ::
bored.Intend to snap ourselves in the mirror.
:: Yan ::
getting serious stuff done.Rwds ring.Even the auntie find it amazing.We are married to each other!! Awww.You guys are lucky to have us girls.Esp Bao,Peg and Yan.
:: Yan ::
okay.Next dude.Never mind too blur.But people should know who the hell is he.
:: Yan ::
Now it's the dudes.first dude.ok,cute.
:: Yan ::
First stop.Beach road.Ladies.
:: Yan ::
Updates for midweek.Tomorrow's thursday! Means I will have 2 more days to my weekend.Hee.Payday please be here soon!! I can't wait to get my roxy stuff.Argh! Wonder wonder wonder should I go for my driving lesson on Sat morning.Hmm.Dilemma.It's been 2 weeks since I drove.I should practice more.But,money is a problem.Friday night plans for fishing.I know it sounds weird on me.HOnestly,I'm not the one who will be fishing.It's asking the obvious.
Driving?10.30am.Fishing?Midnight 12 on friday night.Will I be able to do both? I doubt.I will make my decision to postpone my driving.Hmm.Okay,pictures shall be posted up tonight.I'm home after missing for two nights.Been busy after work.With rwds obvious.Met up with Senget since yesterday after work.Back to meet up Bert,An,Paul and Hock.They were at tm for some shopping.Window shopping.Makan at 827 with Paul and Senget.Tong joined us soon.Headed back to my place while the rest headed home.An project.Rest of us,Tong Paul and I,vcding and tv-watching.11pm,844 for a drink.Guys had beer, ladies like me,just barley.Slacked till almost 12.30am when people like Ben,Bg,Ivan and Cat joined.Home with Tong.KNock out.
It's such a tired day for me.Super super tired.Only had 5 hrs of sleep and work's been busy this week since my 2 seniors,Shidah and Annie left. =( I miss the 2 of them! The time we jalan.Heehee.I'm going to something about it.About my blog.Pictures up soon.=) Just you wait.
Oh ya.Birthday in about 2 months and 2 weeks time.People,get your stuff ready for me okay?Heehee.Shameful,ask for presents one.Roxy.Winnie The Pooh.I've hint it big already.Don't act blur act stupid.I will be damn happy and touched to get one. =)
Be back for more updates.Those people having SIPs just like me,enjoy and all the best! Be back in Tp on Nov 7th.I want my student life!Holiday plans for rwd.I'm serious.Please do save up a lil for the trip.The most we will have a lil holiday over the school holidays.proposal shall be up soon.Sometime next month. =) I'm damn serious this time.I need my holiday!!
Off to my new blogskin.
Oh shit.Damn shit.Fuck shit.This is a super shit day at work.My senior,Rose babe is on MC.Hope that you are ok.So sorry to have called you while you were not well.Those Eos were okay.But with one typical one.The one I've made a grave mistake.
I've issued the wrong ticket.Firstly it should be a return ticket,but I've issued as One Way.Okay,fine.I will have to reissue with no charge.But,the main problem is I was on mc on friday,so it was hold on.Today,Rose is on Mc and I've called her regarding this matter.She have no idea on how to deal with it.Hence,all directions hit me.The bloody kuku neh neh agent named DAN.He simply don't know what's known as manners.What the fuck!! Go back to your homeland and not let me see your face in Orchard,where your agency is.Fil you bloody mouth with shit!! ARGH!!! Oppps,I've lost control.I can't stand that bloody ill-mannered guy who simply shout at him and hang up my phone.Ask him to come at 4pm,he insisted on 2pm which meant that I will not have my lunch.I don't give a fuck to that.
God knows what's more.I've got myself into deep trouble.Cause I've used the stack of tickets not to be used.DAMN!!FIL AIR TRAVEL AGAIN!! See la,ask you don;t come so early.You insisted.Now it's more trouble cause I'll have to reissue and void that whole bloody transaction.I've done that thrice the whole afternoon.Bloody hell.Luckily I've hold my bulk tickets to tomorrow.If not,I will be DEAD.Don't let me ever have FIL AIR TRAVEL again. FIL MY ASS!!! ARGH.Bloody shit agents they have.
I was up at the office till 7.10pm.The latest ever.See,my life without Rashida and Annie.I'm left alone when Rose's gone.I do hope there will be no disaster when Rose go on leave.Rose babe,pray too okay?hee.Luckily,Jess was there to help me.Thanks babe.Not forgetting Ms Micol Leong.She've been such a good and nice colleague who've helped me by staying back.Owe you big time. =)
Enough of work.I will be back for more work early in the morning tomorrow.2 bulk tickets EO,another group EO with 35 pax. This shall keep me up all the way till lunch.Hope Rose babe will be ok and back tomorrow!!Bless me people.
Cab home.Paid by Mummy.Thanks mummy dearest.Heehee.Dinner then it was chores.Out again.Met up with Tong,An,Ben,Hock,Khia Seng,James,Jason and Kuku as they've ended tp session again.Every monday without fail.The guys were having makan while I was there to distrub.The rest haeaded home while I accomapnied Tong for his fish fever again.This time it's fishing.Rather than purchasing of guppies.This rich damn never fail to waste money.Duhz.While I can't wait to get my pay!! To get my Roxy stuff.Includes: slippers,handbag,keychain and if it's possible a wallet.heehee.I will be broke by the first day of payday.Have to clear debts,save up for driving lessons.wow.500 gone in seconds. So people,my birthday is near.Somewhere in Sep.I don't mine early presents.uh hmm.Esp those who are bestest/besties.BIG HINT.
Payday!! I need money now!! Roxy stuff please wait for me.I want those slippers!! Pray pray pray.OKay,I'm much better now. Much better. Tomorrow please be it a better day. =)Good night.
Updates updates and more updates.I've so much to update about this week.Okay,I will start my old grandma posts now.Listen up.
Friday.17 June 2005.
No work.On mc.Due to those dizzy spells I've been suffering since week 3 of work.Doctor finalise it was much due to my blockage of nose.I'm not getting sufficient proper breathing that's why my brain signals those dizzy spells.Medication for 5 days.Hope I will be ok.Hope it's not tumour or something.Rest home after doctor.But,I was out again.Met up with An,Cat and Ben. K-box.Can you believe that I'm being pulled out to sing?yes,I was.Resting well at Kbox. Tong,Senget and Bert joined us soon. Bg and matoot was there too.
We were like nuts or known as siao lang.Those dudes were screaming and shouting like nobody's business.On the calm side,we girls are much better.Lots of fun.Lots of stunts.We've got yourselves a complaint too.Damn those people who think they own Kbox.Peanuts flying in the house,not forgetting some fist exchanging. Cat,Bg and toot left earlier,with the rest of rwds.5 hours of kbox left us with dinner at 7.Mac,buy 2 get 1 free.Had a lil walk at TM getting my ear ring.back to park.Soccer was the usual.Dead tired with medication.Police were here and there interupting the game.7-11 for drink.Jokes and stunts around.I've finally put on a smile.
Saturday.18 june 2005.
Was super tired and sleepy with medication.Finally got up at almost 1.Chores done.Felt guilty with Mummy doing so much.I will be back next week. =( Met up with Senget,Keong and Fel for beach road to get the rwds ring done.Walked through to Bugis.Hang out a lil and back in cab.It's been such a time since we've done this.Aimless walks and talks.Felt good.We've got certain plans for a holiday trip.Any takers?Met up with Tong,Ben,An,Paul,Khia Seng and Charis at CC mac.OMG.Mac again.Then it was vcd shop,atm then Qin Yao's place.Slack with Tv,movies watching as well as soccer watching.Rwds rings stuff going on. Tv watching was rather entertaining with Bubble Boy.Movies marathon going on in Qin Yao's com.Had kung fu mahjong,Guess guess guess and Meet The Fockers.there were bodies lying all over by 3am.
Everyone seems so tired.The 2 girls were survivors with marathon on.it was almost 4.30 that we left his place.Almost everyone scattered home while Tong suggests for makan.7-11 with Tong,James and Chin Meng.5am with 844 in opearting hrs.The guys got bee-hoon breakfast while I enjoyed my half boiled egg breakfast.Slacked a lil then home at 6am.Missed JB trip with Mum and Dad.Sorry Daddy, but Happy Fathers' Day! I will repay back double next year.heehee.
Sunday.20th June 2005.
Got up at about 12.30 with Tong's morning call.Met up for fusion for his haircut.Senget joined us soon.Headed back home for bath then out for beach road.Again.I'm repeating the routine this weekend.Headed down in cab with Senget,Tong and Bao.The boss of the day is none other than Mr Teo.All thanks from the three of us.=) Makan then ring stuff done.Jalan around with Tong shopping for his tops.Got 5 one shot.Rich dude.Had photo shots all around with Senget's cam.hee.Shall post them all as soon I've got them all.More photo updates.Makan with Ah Balling then headed for Suntec.All thanks to me.Hee.Walked around with Bao wanting the toy again.haha.Carrefour.Had photos with light sabre,cardboard trapping and more.We look stupid but it's fun.How long ever will you do this in your years to come.Teenage is at our end.So we are trying hard to be young.Haha.
Sat around Suntec was all we did.More shots.Stupid ones too.Finally,after much dragging,they've finally got my shot in Mitsubishi's lancer.There was this road show going on at the atrium.that's why.I'm so into cars,into my driving.When will that dream come true? Hoped.
After much discussion,Tong and I decided to join Senget's family for dinner at Lau Pa Sat.The usual stall our family visits.After dinner was sending Chee to his friend's grandpa funeral at Jurong area.We were all squeezed at the back,the four of us.No small size indeed.Hee hee.Senget's dad had speeding skills I swear.No one ever drives this way I've knew other than My dad.Haha.Salutations.I'm hoping to have those skills too.
Back in tampines then it was a lil Ocha.Home at about 10 plus.Tired.Oh shit.No medication today.Better get them soon before it's my lala time.I was so much into friends that I've neglected my family. I will be back when I've got my balance back.
I'm trying hard to keep that pace of life now.I do hope I will get some support and motivate to keep going on.I'm mentally exhausted.I've teared.It's just a way to let it out before it turns into depression mode.I'm hoping for a change,a change to the way it was.Sometimes it's amazing to turn and look back.The way you;ve come so far.So much.It;s all kept in such a place known as heart.Right bottom of my heart'Some things are always left unchanged.But there are certain stuff that will change.That's human beings.Take a good look around you.Take a turn back.Every moments is always ever changing.that will always be.
Months of changes.It repeats.Nothing is BU KE NENG.Promises are easil made yet it's fragile.I'm not going to get this going on anymore.If people can't be bothered fo what I've to say,why bother.People,get back to me when thoughts are straightened out.If not,dun bother.These damn weird feelings shall go away as soon as possible.I'm letting it out of me.=)
Okay,stopping here.Time to mediacate myself.All the best to Senget for his SIP tomorrow.School's back people.Haha.Enjoy and have fun with school.Where's mine?TP!!!Good night.
Okay.What's life? Life means having fun,no stress and being myself. Not that I'm not myself now but I want the happy-go-lucky kind of me without much worries.Damn. Working life is so ermmm not me for now.Everyone is having school and I missed my school life.I do when I was in Tp that monday evening.I missed Biz park,Ryna,Jessica Yu ling and everyone in Tp. I will be back in another 19 weeks.Argh,that's damn long la.
I'm here sitting at my desk posting.This explains the time I have the entire day.It was busy yesterday and here I am today,free.No plans or whatsoever as I simply could not be bothered.I'm feeling kind of exhausted in the long run asking people out.Why not people ask me out instead though I am working now.I'm trying to sound and look positive now.So people,please support me ok? haha.
It's midweek,soon it will be TGIF and my weekend.Time to party.Wonder where and with whom.Haha.No lessons this week so it would be pretty free and not so jam pack weekend.People please start to book your appointments with me.I'm free this weekend!!
It seems the same for me everyday.Work,home,work then home.Week 23 where are you? So far away!! I will have to spend my 19th birthday working on a TGIF.Can you believe that?? Oh my god.I just have too much to grumble about.I dun understand why.Down to the bottom line,I missed my life.My tai tai life. =) Now,my heart's with Tampines, can't wait for 6!
Bring me back.
What a day to start off for the week.Damn tired. Work was rather hectic without my fellow seniors, Annie and Shidah.It's all to Rose now.Felt bad whenever there are mistakes here and there.Hmm,I was like possesed today for god's sake.My mind and hands do not work together.So fed up with myself! Pms may be here anytime.Bless me.
After work was heading to Tp to meet up with the usual suspects as they were having soccer.A no of girls were there with Charis,Fel,Sharon and Cat. Surprise surprise.The guys stopped at almost 8pm when we headed for Ocha and dinner at 820.Walked home.Bath and settled.Back to park for slacking.Music blasting with Tong's speaker.Not a bad night with my long lost kakis.I guess I was like a siao char bo,shouting here and there.heehee.I seriously need a lil of medical attention towards my headache problem.To be exact,it's not headache.It's the feel of tightness on my forehead whenever I'm gan cheong.
Hope I will be ok.It would definately affect my performance for SIP.Okay,I'm tired.Time for some sleep and it's work tomorrow!! More worK!! Anyway,felt so bad after that night of emotions flying all around.Sorry bestest. Now,GOOD NIGHT!!
Bless me.
Weekend not so good.Went to see Energy.No autograph.Disappointed.It's ok cause I have tons of them.Wasted my 3 hours of waiting.Head back in cab with Peg meeting up with rwds.Soccer usual till almost 2 am.7-11 was usual then home.Hell tired.
Saturday was driving.I did not did as well as I expected.I was like rojak.Duhz.Damn fucking mood I'm having.ARGH!! Meeting up with Tong,An,Dick,Khia Seng,Senget and Chin Meng for makan at 827.Singapore Pools next then back to my place.Mahjong till almost midnight when the guys headed fro soccer till 2am.7-11 then home.Walking alone home.The kind of feeling is putting me down.So lonely.
Why do I have to be so dependent? Why can't I be independent? It's not easy.But I have to learn the hard way around,right? People always perceived that I think too much. so does that mean they think too little?Maybe yes.Or they just simply could not be bothered with me.All nonsense to them.So why care.People are always making promises and never keep them.So what's the point of makingthem in the first place.It will only break people's heart and it hurts.Definately it hurts. Does my work have to put me into this situation. Everything's change.I desperately need someone to talk to.Who is here?Where's my bestest?My besties? It seems like the road to independence is near the road.
I know it sounds so foolish.I can't hold it any longer to keep all these to myself. IF YOU THINK IT"S SO EASY TO THINK TOO MUCH, WHY NOT THINK FOR ME IN MY SHOES? ONE HAND WILL NOT SOUND THE CLAP! I need no one to read my mind.I just need those to understand me.That's all.But it seems that I've hoped too much.So I give up.
ARGH!! Feel like scold the hell of the world. What kinf of mood swings I've suffered for the weekend.It's all screwed up.
15 mins ago I was that.Now,I'm this.Okay forget it if you people don't get what I mean.Some people just forgets.No one to blame. Busy people are like this.
ARGH!! I'm so fed up.So frustrated with myself.I know I can't change anything.Getting on with life.Hmmm,one day I will get used and numb to these feelings.But for now,let me vent it all. Fuck the world!!! argh!!!
Ok,felt somehow better.I'm just back from Bugis shopping with Jessica.Hee missed her company so much!!Makan at V8 which was a good one.Jalan jalan that she got a skirt,me a tshirt for not myself.Parted our ways at about nine and got home almost ten.Tired.I'm always tired after work.thanks to Tong for that 'morning call' I had at 3am.duhz. I missed those people!!! Help!!!
I'm damn far can.Never expect this gap or something.It's uneasy though.PMSing. Hope that work should be alright tomorrow.I'm damn stressed out. What's with my life???? Spare me please!!! Where's those people?? I missed them.I need them. Where are they? Busy people.
Why am I such a loser.
It was such a hectic day for us all yesterday at the agents' desk.Tons of group tickets to be issued as the tax have increased for certain destinations.Duhz.It was over finally. But just like our dear Rose said,1000 bulk tx coming.No idea when.Bless us then.
OK work aside.A lil update here and there.Been feeling kinda of down lately.Not knowing what's the cause of it. Much it has to do with friends.Some stuff are not meant to be mentioned.But I'm just venting some thoughts thats all. This weekend's gonna be busy for me with driving lessons,PCK musical with fellow colleagues from Valuair as well as Naruto marathon at my place. Hope the weekend will be able to wash away some evil thoughts.Hee hee.I'm going to have fun like nobody's business.
Was with An and Tong at the airport on Tuesday night when I decided to pop over as those dudes are working.Had my own self recipe of subway with thanks to An and ermm,Tong.That dude demanded a charge to my meal but anyway,I've manage to claim myself by helping out.I hope it;s not a hassle for them for me to help out.Hee. Was so damn tired after work already and I'm still helping out at subway. Got home in cab with the courtesy of them both and was in my lala land soon.Zzzz.
Work and work is all about my life now.Having to learn at the same time would be something beneficial to me in my years to come.But, I still miss my life so much.The life I had,no worries about work and friends and some other stuff.Now,I have missed lots.
Hmmm.Life would be facing changes here and there.But I do hope certain bonds and friendships don't.So near yet so far.hmmm.grumbles about myself again.Drama drama drama.I have a brain that thinks too much and a mouth that speak too much.I expect too much. So tired.
For the moment,I'm too tired to do more.Let it be.
I'm busy with my kinda of work life.Spending almost the entire day in the office,like I am now.Hee.I have to be careful while using this 'free time' to blog.Fingers crossed.
Some updates for my past few days.Geez,Sunday was the usual hangout with the usual suspects.Tong,Senget with Bao and Peg at my place for slacking.After much of fighting and naruto watching.It's dinner at 827. Chin Meng's place was next as An and Kuku&co are in for mahjong.Hanged out will almost 11pm that I headed home with Paul in 291.Working next day,what to do.
Tired monday.Was not having much of sleep as I was on the phone till wee hours with Tong.Barely 3 hours of sleep that I've lost my soul the whole day.Having making mistakes here and there.Feel like killing myself being such a pain to my colleagues.Sorry people!! I hope I do be extra careful in future.
It was meeting up with Tong,An and Ben after work at about 10pm.Hanged out by the pineapple with blasting music and some stuff.Nice hangout but not so nice either. If you get what I mean. Some people are such a**holes.argh,can't stand them!! Headed home at abt 11.30 with Tong and An to my place for toilet.Got into lala land as soon as they got off for the night.
Ok,I shall run now before my boss is here to catch me using the internet.More updates if I can make it tonight.So much to vent thoughts about.Bless me!!
I'm back.It's party time again. After a long week of work,I'm so tired.It's been such a week.Full of events and stuff.
Some updates.Met up Senget,Albert,Peg and Bao for Orchard after work yesterday.It's some money splurging upon receiving my one week pay.got myself a black lolita type of top fromPepper plus.Addition to my clubbing wear. =) We went heerens to get Tong's slippers and then cineleisure for KFC makan.Keong and Fel joined us soon.We had a lil jalan jalan and then it was a neoprint session!! Haha.All of us were so young suddenly.Poses here and there.Had so much fun with that.It was almost 10 when we decided to head back to Tampines. Hanged out at macdonalds for a lil whil ewith drinks and sundae.
Those dudes were in for soccer as usual.Fel headed for my place for a lil wash up then it was back down to basketball court.got home at about 4 after some chat with Alex,Keong and Fel by the maze.
Got up pretty late this morning.Errm, no it's afternoon. Chores done.Now here I am waiting for the time to tick away as we are heading for movie later.Madagascar.People around me who have watched it told me it's damn hilarious and it's a worthwhile movie.I should go for that show for some laughs.=) Haven been feeling good these days.
I guess pretty much it will be some Energy chasing next week as those dudes are here for their album promotion.Sad. Another big hole burnt for their upcoming concert. Alright,I'm out of here and won't be back for the night. It will not be that early.
"Boohhooo!!" I'm in tears when I heard.I was shocked.Not wanting to face the fact.It was a moment of joy in the first place,thought it would a new turnover for them.But it's all shattered into pieces. The feeling would be shared by thousands of fans out there.It would be ENERGY's very last 4some performance this July 9th.Ah Di,which so happen to be my beloved of all, would be withdrawing his place as Energy due to his spine injury he had two years ago.It's been deteorating.I know I may sound so 'eeyer,boyband freak she is.'
I was once so into them.Those were my moments in teens.Being updated with their news everyday even they are taiwanese,which means they stay in taiwan,of cuz.I remembered those days vividly.Along with Chanz and Peg.We were the energy freaks out of all mates we knew in school. We never miss a single autograph session when the dudes were here for album promotions. We had so many of them.Till the day we were into poly, we have began to stop chasing. But we do support,minus those chasing days.We were at the autograph session just a day before our O lvels history paper.That's the extent on the craziness.Overnight queues everything.
I loved ENERGY.I missed them.It was those days that brighten up my teenage life in secondary school. Now, they will be gone.They will be solo or 3some when Ah Di is withdrawing due to spine injury.His last performance shall be 9th July 2005,Goodbye Energy Concert.The concerts bidding members away.First it was Toro in the 2003 concert.Now,it's my fav Ah Di.
I would keep every ENERGY moments I had with me.Those crazy,touched,exciting and fun moments with ENERGY. I'm proud to be one ENERGY fan. I am.
Alright.I'm bursting into tears. My favourite/craziest boybands of all.
Niu Nai,Shuwei,Ah Di,Kun Da and Toro.
ENERGY always.