`23.
`EGG.
`Virgo.
`Attitude.
`Pms Queen.
`Sensitive.
`38-ness.
`Irritating.
` twentysix.
` POOH.
` YEOWs.
` JIE MEIs.
` RWDs.
` MONEY.
`Hong Kong Trip 2007.
`Sarah Jessica Parker "Lovely" Fragrance.
`2nd pair of Havianas flip flops.
`tons of flats/sandals/pumps.
`Bags Bags Bags!
`LV coin pouch AGAIN.
`E71 mobile phone.
`Coach Wristlet.
`Birthday BKK Trip 09!
`Phuket Trip
`Hong Kong Trip 2010
`GRADUATION!!!
`Adidas Candy Watch.
`Bangkok Trip 08/09
`SIEW XIN CHEE.
`LOOPO.
`SENGET SIEW XINYI.
`QASHaron.
`ONG AH BAO.
`TEACHER PEGGIE.
`SUET JING.
` JANICE.
` AMY.
` Chanz
` Denise
`Candice
` Yiling
` Drea
` Karin
` Tannia
` Zi Ting
` Hui Yun
` Jeslyn
` Joyce
` Pearlyn
` Nurina
` Adelene
` Terence
` Vincent
` Annie
` Rashidah
` Rose
> self-doubt....
> Let it go, girl!
> 柠檬草的味道
> time flies....
> 开始懂了
> STUCKED!
> Unspoken Missessss....
> life is so random.
> I Should Be So Lucky on 14 Dec 2008.
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` YOU.
` PEOPLE whom woke me up.
` SUAY-NESS that hit me hard.
Yeah!! I am finally free!!! No more responsibilities on me. =) I am back with my life. Anyway,its good to hear that Grandma had a good time at Korea.Now its our turn to have our holidays.Though its only somewhere near,which is KL/Genting, but, its something my family shares the interest of self-driving to KL. We have never fail to drive up all the way to KL to have our short holidays,which is other wise always satisfying with loads of shopping stuff compared to other holiday destinations.
Ok, i have packed more or less my stuff,leaving a couple of things which i will leave it till tomorrow,just in case. Plans for the day : First we would take Jasper to the vet for his injection,then it will be some slacking time with Paul,Tong and Jason, then i will accompany Tong and Paul to wrok midnight till morning.From there, i will leave for KL early Sat morning in Daddy's car.* shall catch some sleep then..* So first thing first of the day, getting chores done before holiday starts!
Its as if that i haven been on holiday to KL before which sounds so exciting.I can't help it,i just love holidays though its just somewhere near. I will miss my peeps though.haha. Anyway, will be meeting alex at Genting as he will be having his holidays too.* so coincidence hor?*
I guess this will be my latest post till i am back from KL.Will update the fun i had during my 4 days at KL/Genting.I'm sure some of my peeps will miss me ya? *abish!* How can't they miss me,it will no more noise/nonsense and distubance from this girl.No worries, we will have more fun during the chalet which is next wed. We must have fun!! =)
Alright, its time to get myself some rest as i will have to ton the whole night tomorrow. Till then, take care all my peeps. Be back soon......
HOLIDAYS!! here i come!!
Yan * holiday mood...*
Oh gosh, another 12 days till sem starts.Counted a blessing or another beginning of hell? Consider that i am in the same class as my dear 38,Ryna and Jessica won't be much of sufferings. I've got my schedule that seems fine with me,better than the one last sem. I will be having short Mons,Tues as well as my fav Fris.The only thing that is bad will be on thurs that ends at 6pm with a 4 hrs break in between.Anyway, i've got my first choice of CDS module which is Japanese. =) Its going to a tough one.Its a challenge.
Been wasting all my time home with my empress around.Feel kinda of helpless and bored.Its not that i don't wanna look after her,but it's just disrupting my normal pace and way of life.*haiz..* ANyway,she will be leaving tomorrow,*hope so* that my grandma will be back from Korea.I want my life !! Tong,Ben and Meng came over for a lil mahjong session to kill my time and it became a draw game. Slacked till 8.30 after PCK and went to 844 for dinner with Ben and Meng.*Tong was backing in the very last min.*
Here i am now, blogging in my room.Preparing to watch the very last episode of Zi Jin Zhi Dian.Its been a very good show.I simply could not deny.Planned to meet up with Ry to register my basic theory on thurs.* finally...* Then we will go for a lil shopping walk.As for my friday, I guess it will be more or less with rwds.I dun wanna waste my days as i will be leaving for KL till on Sat morning till tuesday.Then it will be chalet on 1st Dec with rwd. *guess it wun be much of difference...* Anyway, i have decided. though my action is a behaviour of running away from reality, yet all the fact and reality in life is being cruel.I do not have the kind of courage to face em all.I am such a inconfident freak in life,with much more of cruel realityto face, i rahter i run away.Who understands the kind of sorrow and pain i've been through.Who likes it anyway? Do you think i wanna be born FAT?Its not a sin. Its a torture. So what if i am FAT? Does FAT people gets discriminate by everyone in the world?Ans: YES.This is a cruel reality. Yet, i'm being punished to accept it and face it by myself. No one is by my side.No ONE. So, leave me alone and let me be me,The FATTY ME.
Get out of my sight! Its been seriously getting on my nerves !!
Yan * fats fats fats...*
my new Roxy wallet!! my new precious no 3...1st will be hp,2nd shall be my mp3 =) i love my precious!! Got this with peg at Heerens flash and splash.Then, i was caught between the decision of black or thwe white one. i still love black though, yet white looks better.
:: Yan ::
I have been changing quite a number of stuff lately.I got myself a new pair of slippers,a new hp and now my new mp3 as well as my new roxy wallet. Its a good feeling having to own new things,that are all precious to me. =) Too bad my precious no 2 which will be my mp3 player is not with me....* loan to Tong lo..* Be sure i get it back on fri !!
Check this out,NEW skin!! ain't it cool? Its something i came by that attracts me much.BITCH.Babe In Total Control of Herself. *ahem, babe as in the piggy type* Not the bikini babe type. I'm not that thick skin though.
Been through this day by mahjonging to kill time.An,bg and boon as kakis. Anyway, the guys had a lil soccer action after the Mac meal treated by Jason *after winning doccer bets*.Its been a surprise to see my xiong di,Keong. *missing the times..*I still enjoy his company and its been such a long time ever since we catch up. Alright, i've been missing the whole world.
Hmm, how do i feel now? Kinda of lonley inside.Its empty,its hollow.Guess its human nature for each and everyone to feel belonged,to feel wanted and cherished. Am i ? Is the love around me ? From friends,family? I have no answer.At times i grudge over matters that i am being taken granted for by the close ones around me.This nature is spoiling me each day. Guess that i will always be the lil wilful,spoilt girl that apparently wants everything she set her eyes on. This is me.My nature.I tried to get out,yet i find no way out. Who's there to listen? Who's there to help? I may seem happygolucky kinda of girl,yet i do have those disatisfaction and endless discontentments towards the things in my life...*my close ones..* its endless unhappiness. Guess this is just the part and parcel of growing life. Accept it.
P/S: To those suckers that are proud of emselves being skinny, let me tell u sth, FUCK off !! I ain't need ur pathetic looking face appearing in my life. So what's ur problem if i am fat? You are not fit to criticize anything about me,cuz u ain;t my father or mother. Fuck off with that bloody mouth of urs !! Stop attacking me, I AIN'T KIDDING!!
ARGH!! There are just some idiots that spoils my life......thats it for the night.
Yan * i'm just a fat girl wasting the resources..*
Its been such a lousy weekend i've been through. With fridays been bored at home.Saturdays are better though that i got the chance to get down to Orchard for a lil shopping with my jie mei Peggie.I've got myself a new Roxy wallet.* i am loving it..*Peggie got herself one too.Hmm,then it was time to head for airport to find my peeps that are working,Tong,An and Ben. Slacked till it was thier knock off time handing shift over to Paul and James.Its all rowdees taking the subway.*as if its ours...*Then it was some soccer watching over at qin yao's place.Did not stay long as i was not allowed to and decided to get home at 3am with peggie.
Both of us slept in the hall watching Princess Diaries 2.* empress at my place...* That explains why we both had to sleep out in the hall. This morning was a disaster. i picked up a fight with my bro as well as my mum and my dad. *A RGH!!!* My that pathetic idiotic lil bro of mine just turns me off. Forget about it, i don't wish to add on as it totally spoil my morning mood!!! I am into mood swing session .Do not provoke me further.I mean seriously anyone who is in for some shit from me, you are welcome.I AM NOT IN DA MOOD!!! So, piss off !! * did not mean to..* I just wanna say sorry to my mum.I felt bad. =(
Alright,enough. I am not myself these days after the empress is here.It seems so bad.I guess the whole family is feeling kinda of stress facing this old lady and its our responsibility to take care of her while grandma's away for holiday. Threee more days to go,and she will be back home. I need my life back!!! * looking foward to holiday...* I WAN MY LIFE !!!
I realise its not anyone's fault that result my discontentment towards my life these couple of days.I can't blame my peeps,my family.I BLAME MYSELF!!!
Yan * all these sucks!!*
I am bored stiff!! Most of my peeps are busy working. Tong,Paul,An,James,Ben and also Peggie. Bao is far away at Beijing. *hmm, what am i gonna do?* I have lots of time for shopping,mahjong,coffee and clubbing.I need company.....
Oh ya, i have a new lil company though, a fighting fish which Tong gave me, asking me to help him rear. Lets just hope that it will not die under my hands.*haha* I am not the kind of knowhowtorearfish type of person.I have been taking care of this fish as i could, getting him into the fish bowl with pebbles in it and getting some fish food at the aquarium. I am just afraid it will die without food the whole day round.
Alright,its more vcd watching of Zi Jin Zhi Dian and waiting for the arrival of my great grandma.Another new company i guess. *hmmm....* I am still bored!!!
I miss so many people!!!!
Yan * men si wo le!*
Hmm, what a day. Been through a lil up and downs.First of all, my dear jie mei Bao has left for Beijing. So far away!! It will a whole solid month that she will be gone.* gonna miss her noise..* Dun worry Bao, we will be here waiting for you to join us with more fun!
Suppose to meet Bao for town but she was there anyway with her parents and instead Tong asked me over to accompany him to the aquarium at st 21. * always..* Guess what? This cab kia sponsored the trip there instead of taking a straight bus.* haha* Its fine with me anyway,don't say this buddy here treat you no good hor.After getting his stuff for his fighting fish, we headed for Paul's place and met him to go over to the aquarium back here at 822. I've planned to watch loads amount of vcd to keep myself occupy.Hence, i got myself taiwan serials like"Zi Jin Zhi Dian", which is not my first choice of serial.The cast comprises of K-one *from 5566 company...* that explains why its not my kinda of first choice serials.But, it end up satisfactory to my kinda of storyline. It will certainly kill some of my time within these two weeks that my peeps are busy working as well as camping home taking care of my great grandma.She will here anytime tomorrow or friday as my grandma will be away for holiday to Korea with my aunt.Its such a heavy responsibilty to take good care of her.She's ninety this year. The tresure of my family that can't afford any mistake during her stay here at my place.I will make sure i take goo dcare of her. =P Looking foward to the holiday with my family as we will be driving up as usual to KL and Genting. *its lots of fun..* Can't wait to leave here!!!
Just got back from the airport after sending my jie mei off.Senget,Ben,Alex,Tong,Paul,Peggie and I were present. Popped by terminal one to the new subway where my peeps will be working and had my fav mushroom swiss for dinner. *its been long time...* its been hell of noise there at the airport that made me pai seh lo. Esp the 85 classic. *blush..*Never ending teasing fun from Tong.* be careful hor..*haha.
Alright, its been a long day having fun with my peeps and all. time to get some sleep and shall continue with my vcd watching tomorrow! Chills...
Yan * am i thinking too much?*
Ermm,where shall i begin? There are so much in me. *never ending..*This post is nothing but the thoughts of my own. Kinda of suffering from a lil mood swing due to dunnowhatsthereason.Lame ya? This is me.
I can't even settle on my own decision.I have always let my heart rule my own feelings.Its horrible.At times,there are just certain stuff/feelings you just can't hold or do have control over with.Its tough not letting ur heart to rule ur feelings.I have tried using my brain to think and control my feelings,that did not much help anyway. I wonder,will dependence over certain person/relationship/friendship end up falling in love or falling out of love.It should be simple, yet i have always let my heart got it complicated. i am living my life with happiness and fun with what i have in my life.I cherished with what i have this moment and can;t afford to lose anything to anyone or anything.Thank god its all over now.I am living my new life.The life i never had the kind of certainty that i won't have regret in my years teenage life.I have been smiling,having fun,enjoying times alomst each day of my life now.It feels great.There are two choices.Live it with my life,that i have so much fun,joy and laughter and shall keep it simple this way, or rather i choose to let my heart overrule my feelings again that might result in the past. * contradictions*Who in the world is satisfied with what they have if they can ask for more??Alright,shall not put too much for my penny of thoughts.Never mind if you did not get what i meant.Its in me anyway. =)
It shall be a quiet weekend/week coming up for me as most of my peeps are working.Bao will be away for a month for Beijing and thats makes up another peep gone. *hope she will be ok..*the best i can eer look for will be my short lil holiday to KL/Genting with my family.Its been a long time ever since we take a short holiday to our fav shopping place,KL. * gonna shop till i drop!!* It will be hell of busy with KL trip and chalet just the next day i am back. It will be some fun that i would look foward to before my busy sem starts again. *busy busy..*
Oh ya been back from Ben's place for a lil mahjong session after the hair cut @ fusion and The Champion final episode.Well,the game was a good one,ending up losing two bucks to Ben *lucky that i've got a shareholder,Tong*Wasted tiles i ever had that i can't even pong lo.It was the most brilliant tiles i could ever ask for in my mahjong life.*haha* Plans for tomorrow, meeting up with Bao for town and thereafter rwd will be sending her off.Its gonna be long till she's back. Gonna miss you girl !! =)
Chillss..still having swings!! * hmpp!*
Yan * what's what? Why's why?*
It was a sunday night fever at 85 market celebrating Tong's birthday. We ate loads amount of stuff,chicken wings,satay,stingray "hang he",tang yuan,ba chor mee etc. * it was full..* Ben with few stunts again like mispronouncing "hang he" to "heng he".* lol* It was a fun night,having to spent with some of my peeps.An,Mond,Paul,Chin Meng,Qin Yao and Ben together with the birthday boy,Tong. Sunday night fever!
After the stumpous dinner,we head for Qin Yao's place for Man utd match watching.Some of em went to Ben's place for mahjong first and the rest of us, An,Tong,Qin Yao and me joined them after the match.Man Utd won!! *yeah...* Though i am not their crazy fan which i used to be,due to Beckham and his bunch of wonderful team mates,I yet at times i still have the urge to watch their matches.It was almost 2am when we got to Ben's place and left at around 3 plus.* it was late..* Mummy had called inviting me home. *always..*It was thanks to Paul that he walked me home as his bike's at my place. I was hell of tired.
Thinking i could get into bed soon,yet Tong bugged me regarding breakfast this morning. *haha* Woke up at early 10 plus and met Paul and Tong for Wanton-mee breakfast at 828.It was good as i haven been eating morning breakfast outside with my peeps.We went round to the vcd shop and got my vcd and it was a sudden decision that we went all the way to 201 to get a pet rabbit for Ben as his belated bday present.*it was cute...*We took cab there and back, all thanks to the both of them.Then it was mahjong time at Chin Meng's place and slacked till after dinner time.Felt good having to win eleven bucks again.*haha* Its not always that luck is on my side you know. Got home rather early to catch my favourite show of the month,The Champion. It was good.
Bao's back!! Missed my jie mei so muchhhhhh!! Got to meet her tomorrow le. Alright thats about it..Chills ya..
Yan * tiring...*
Hmmm, its been such one longggg weekend with multiple of holidays.First,it was deepavali,now its Hari Raya Puasa. Well my fri and sats have been routined to be the same. * what else..*
Sat.... Sun... Let's have some fun this weekend!!I will be bored stiff with my peeps getting down to work tomorrow onwards. Looking foward to my KL/Genting trip again two weeks later.*beams..* its Shopping time!! Then its rwd nov babies chalet,sth before i get started with sem2. Alright, the guys will be here anytime soon. Till then, back for more updates!! *Blessings and wishes to my peep/papa Tong, Happy 18th Birthday! * Yan * ups and downs..*
Fri....
let me introduce you to the SGH-E600C. it may not be as class/executive as other new hip models such as E-800C and N7610/N7260, but its still my love afterall. Its my new hp. *beams...*
:: Yan ::
Been tormented by the gastric flu after effect. PMS.*argh!!* Alright,i meant emotionally pmsing,not physically.Been waken up at 8.30am by mummy to get up for Katong breakfast.After the long waiting wanton mee,we head back home.It was good though being my first proper meal after tormented by gastric flu.
Then i was time to head down to Tm for new hp!! *happy* This will be the happiest moments these days. =) Gonna get my Samsung E-600C. Intended to get N6230 but the phone has been out in the market longer time,and i am in love with E-600C ever since i saw its camera function.*beams..* Anyway,its all thanks to daddy that bought me hp *again...*.Never been once i ever fork out money to buy my own hp. It was some shopping time around TM with parents and peg til it was 4.30 that we decided to get home.Mummy and bro went for movie hence the rest of us went back,and guess what?We forgot the keys.Its with Mummy. *shit!!* Daddy was fuming mad and we had to drive back to get the keys form Mummy.* guilty..* Its all because of me getting the new hp. =(
Finally we got home and the two of us slacked till 6.30 and Tong bugged us to go down to subway just to accompany him back.*what the hack..* Bo bian lo,took a cab down and had nasi lemak and subway by Tong and Paul. Create some havoc there though as if its our shop. *haha* After shows like S'pore Idol, * saw Syl and Daphne yesterday!* and The Champion,it was time to help em to pack up and off we head back to tamp.Home sweet home finally.ITs been tiring and long day. =(
Aiya,I am suffering from pre-pmsing symtoms.Its coming. I sense it. You can sense it too. I shall camp home these days.Better to keep cool to myself. There are just way too many contradictions and confusions in me.ITs all about myself. I am the one with attitude problem.Its not the whole world that have offended me.Instead,i have offended everyone else around me. I have been like a pocupine,poking everyone without seeing who's coming.I simply couldn't care anymore. Hmm, now i am trying to learn how to share certain stuff of life.Dun bother if you guys dun get what i meant. Its been such a long day i have been through. Who will understand when one's in for some shit? Are the things that happen all these days meant and worth that little? The world is everchanging,so do humans. But why? Why humans swings and changes? *why???* I am just being frustrated over myself, due to some uncontrolled feelings. I am just not in da mood anymore.Its my "da xiao jie pi qi" coming back. If i so happen to offend anyone out there,I'm sorry. *its not as if i wan all these to happen*
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have to grow up!!!!
Yan * what is this man??*
I am down with gastric flu!! *argh* Yet i had to head down to Orchard for some stuff.Anyway i manage to get myself a new Quicksilver bag at only $4.90.Its the new edition of shoulder kind of beach bag that say "I love Quik Boys." Hmm, met up with Rykiel rather early at 10 this morning for town and i was not even feeling good at all. Till i can't take it further, I went straight up to the toilet at somerset MRT to throw up.* yucks..*It was all gastric juice that i puke.Kinda of feeling better after throwing up and had to go on with exchanging thier stuff.
As soon as i got home around 2 in the afternoon,i went straight to bed and have my sleep.Anyway i was running on a rather high fever at 39.2 degrees. * its hot..*There are a coupleof msgs and phonecalls that i cannot be bothered about.I was too weak to be true.Then,i decided to wake up and walk around instead of lying in the bed whole day round.Cooked some porridge for myself before i had the fever medication.It does subside a lil and Tong accompany me to the doctor. It was around eight when we met up with Senget and head back for my place for some dvd watching.Peg joined us and intend to have a sleepover.*got company tonight..* Feeling quite ok this moment after medication and some company to be around with. =) Thanks peeps!
Its been such a difficult and uneasy day.Gonna rest for the day now...May god bless me to recover asap!! Chill...
Yan * i dunno...*
love at first sight!! nice right? reef slippers...
:: Yan ::
Its been shopping day for me.Head down to town to get my pair of slipper.As well as accompanying Rykiel to get thier birthday presents exchange.A new firend found.*haha*
Its been good to have someone that is free on weekdays afternoon for a lil shopping trip* jie meis all not free..*We met up at tamp at about 1.30 and got ourselves Mac lunch.Then it was Wisma,Far East and Heerens.Finally got myself a pair of Reef slippers,instead of the roxy one.Its more unique but rather more expensive.Yet its worth buying.* love at first sight.* Hmm, just hope that all the efforts i have made will not go down the drain....forget it if you dun get what i mean. =)
After the last stop at Heerens,both of us head back to tamp as rykiel has to meet up paul for work.I guess we will have to make another trip down to Orchard to exchange the size of the slippers for Tong and Paul.* troublesome fellas...* Its the birthday month with a handful of rwd birthdays coming up. First of all, my peep Tong,Senget,James,Jason and in december there is An. * no need presents de hor...* keke.
Oh ya, it was a fun day at CV subway yesterday.The guys went down to have a lil celebration for Tong and James in advance.It was a cake smashing time for the both of em and it was fun.Envy that they have such great colleagues.I had lots of bacon for free too!! * my fav..* guess it will have big impact on my weight again...* oh oh..*Before the subway fun, I met up with Paul for some time-killing at TM and so happen that Alex called.He was with his gf at his fav hideout,Ya kun. Went over to say Hi and left off to meet Tong and An for some pool at pavilion.Then,that alex came tagging along before his movie dating. *go hong la...* Tong,An and Alex had a lil game and alex went off for his date. We bumped into Ying Jian just tables away and went over to say Hi.After the game,which i think it was An winning the game,we left off here and there to look for Man Utd jersey * for James..* before heading for CV. IT was a fun day though....
Guess i have been occupied these two days having fun,instead of rotting home. =) It was good though,after being able to break free from the past.My depression days are over.The Yan's back.She's back.Its been a long long journey that i have been through.The bumpy,shaky and rollercoaster rides the year round.Now,its been so refreshing to be able to free myself.These are words from my heart.Its been such a long time ever since i feel this good,having to live with no other considerations,living the life i want it for myself.Like i always mention,i will still be there to whom ever that still needs me,who still love and care for me.* you guys should know who you are..* Yet,there are still much confusions,uncertainty,insecurity and contradictions within myself. I guess i still really need some listening ears,to hear me out spilling my thoughts.* to prevent another depression...*
ok..My jie mei will be here for sleepover as it will be Deepavali on thursday which means she dun have to work.Bao will be away till Monday,she's at Beijing at this point of time.* miss her...*Its with me and Peg xiang yi wei ming with the rest of rwd. haha.It shall be a long and fun weekend i guess..Praying hard that i will be able to go KL/Genting for a short holiday, at least i wun be bored to death here with almost the same plans everyday.*beams..*
Thats about it.Be back for more updates.....
Yan * its my wishful thinking afterall...*
Victory to Rowdees.Won the game though its so far far away from home.The winning goal "penalty" form Desmond.*you got it this time...* IT was one fierce match though.Our players are suffering from cramps and fierce pushings fromt he uncle team.All rwd players played beautifully.The defence side was down without Mond and Bert,yet it has perform to its best. Felt proud of the team and it ain't waste all the effort of the supporters down to COMMONWEALTH. * that was damn far..*
That was almost all about it that rwd gathered for the match. After the tough and fierce match,all of us head back to Tamp to have our dinner.KFC buddy meals was what we had.It was almost nine when we all walked home and decided to pop over An's place for soocer watching of Man Utd vs Man City.After a refreshing bath,I met up with Jason and Tong with jasper to An's place.Jasper wore the jersey i bought him *so cute...*He's one cute lil doggie.
ANyway it was another disappointing match of Man Utd.*hmm..what's new??* Draw.Nil-Nil.It was already 2am when i decided to head home and left with Tong.Home sweet home...
What's meant to be down the road,it will be.
I can't even try to stop things for happening
Complications are all about me
I just can't think properly!!!
Guess will meet up with Bao if she still can make it.This jie mei of mine will leave for Beijing tomorrow for her treatment. *take care..* Gonna miss her soon..My rotting weekdays are back here again....Rot rot rot is all i'm gonna do. =(
Yan * i feel good!!*
the ever so-irritating-disturbing peep of mine. *haha* :P
:: Yan ::
peace out...whose hands are those?? * not ours..*kinda of nice effect isn't it?
:: Yan ::
Its been such a blessing to realise that I will not need to work to support myself as in "Yang Jia Hou Kou".Its such a hard time to work because of survival,be it myself or for the family at this time,this age and this moment that my qualifications get me no where with jobs in the comfortable office, just like my parents.Money are indeed hard to earn.This is the reality world.To think of that,I would rather study,having exams and enjoy my student life. =)
Guess what? I have quit my job merely the first day of work.Not to mention much,the working enviroment sucks,to the max! Fancy standing out at the petrol station for solid 8 hours,without sitting,inhaling the petrol and carbon monoxide smell and withstand awful colleagues,*i didn't meant to be mean.* but its true.To this,i realise one fact of cruel reality in this competitive society,education is damn damn important.Without one good or standard qualifications, one would not be able to survive well and has to suffer with jobs that take one no one.Be it that i am ambitious or career-minded.I am one. I may sound as if that i am a pampered girl,who cannot withstand any hardships,but this is the me now. I admit it truly to myself that i am still financially dependent on my parents.* poor mummy daddy.*Now i began to start having plans in my next 3-5 years of education achievement.I will be back for my top 25% next semester.I WILL. I do not wish to be another disappoinment to myself as well as my dearest mummy.
Hmmm, I was indeed long winded to mention so much my thoughts.* this is me!* Get down to more updates about this beautiful Saturday i had.After clearing the chores as usual, I went down to Pavilion to meet up with Peg,An,Ben and Bao for Kbox session.Senget joined us later.We K till 7.30pm and went for long john dinner. There was so much fun during the K session.We sang almost ninety songs in 5 hours with songs by SHE,F4,Jay,Fish and various more to mention songs.It was hell of fun fun fun.Esp wtih Ben's new classic. *hahahaha* Both Bao and I were so blown off by his stunt.Laughing non-stop and results stomach cramps. Wish to know more,approach any witness *me and bao* or the stuntman himself.* lol*
After the dinner, Bao headed home and the five of us went to my place,meeting Tong,Keong and James.The guys were gaming with my bro's PS2 as well as his com and peg was watching Dou Yu2,as for me,i was around here and there.Fights were around with Tong.* Damn it.* This time i lost.We had secret weapons of a small "20cent" bouncy ball.Hitting each other here and there.two 18 year olds playing and snatching over the bouncy ball. * nv had good childhood...* This are just all the fun.I guess this will soon be gone as times goes by, as we grow up into adulthood.So thats the reason why i do cherish my peeps so much. =)
It was ten and it was time for thier soccer session down at the central park.It was the ever so-running soccer night.Police were here and there twice in the row,within half an hour.* nothing better to do* It was not even 11.30pm when they made thier rounds twice. The second time the police officers were here, all of us ran away from the bball court.* hahaha.*Its not that we did something that is law-breaking, but its better to stay away from unnecessary trouble.All we did was having some fun chatting,fooling and playing soccer. We were all scattered.One group went all the way to my block, as for one group whom i was with,sat at the pineapple.Then here came the officers in thier patrol car,asking for two children's whereabouts as they were both reported missing.*what the hell??* We thought what was it that made them having 2 rounds at the park with them coming into the park with thier car. Scare us off for nothing.*phew...* So, the guys started calling each other to gather back at the bball court for more soccer action.No more police till the end of the game.*phew...*
Rowdees match tomorrow evening!! 5pm,venue will be some field at commonwealth *wonders where...*Its such a far venue which made the furthest match i ever been to.Prays for best of luck to the weather.* raning season these days*,sunshine just as today will be fine. Sunshine shall be the word to describe my mood on this beautiful saturday. =)
Time to get to bed soon...will be joining Mummy and Daddy for breakfast tomorrow morning as i will be out the whole day for rwd evening match.Meeting at 3pm.Shall join peggie now for sleepover chats... Peace out folks!!
Yan * ain't affecting me at all...*
Ahem...its been days since i have update my life.Pretty much the same life i've been but there are bound to be changes.I mean some real changes for once.First of all, i've got a temp job.At least enough for me to survive my wants till New Year.I will start work tomorrow for the rest of the month,working only fri and sat.Its good though, to be able to earn myself some extra pocket money. =) * shall shop till i drop when i get my pay!*
Went down to paya lebar for training/briefing and i am stuck at the Shell petrol station! * curse and swear* Due to the mega storm out there.Before anyone gets the wrong idea that i might be the pump attendent,seriously i am not.Shell will be hiring me as promoter to help em with this redemption promotion to the loyalty customers! So guys out there who owns a car/bike and pumps Shell,faster head down to Shell to redeem ur points for this month.*haha* Back to the mega storm..it was damn heavy that even taxi uncles dun wan thier business and head back home,instead of earning my money.*pissed...*Lucky i still have daddy whose office is just two streets away to fetch me home.I wonder how if i dun have him. *blessed...* Hence the next stop will be fetching Mummy and my bro,they are happily watching Princess Diaries 2 at Tm.It was all my brother's idea.*oh gosh...*Hmm, we had curry fish for dinner!! *yummy* i have been starving the whole day,without any breakfast or lunch.I guess that might work to burn off some fats....Hmm, went to meet up with my peeps,Tong and Senget to return my vcd.Its been some time ever since i saw the rest of em.Hope i do have time to catch up this sat night. =)
Been rotting for the past whole month, slacking and shaking leg home.Its time to get myself a lil busy then busy.Kinda of switching some daily duties here and there.I have to turn to mum for some help this weekend to do the chores.* sorry mum..* Sudden change of duties.Still hope that it wun be too time-consuming as i would still love to seek out with my peeps to have fun. =)
I am born this way la...can't help it.My nature is all about having fun,joy and laughter. Went to drink Barcardi on tuesday night and it was good.Almost got myself drunk after only two bottles of that.Its time to train up my alcohol as well as clubbing.I've missed the Zouk night out with Ryna & co as well as Blackers,Cheryl. Its time to get clubbing soon.Next wed.Kakis???My clubbing itch is here.haha.
I guess thats about it.Shall be back for more updates regarding work and my weekend. Till then...its time for my chatting session!! Chill out peeps!
Yan * feeling good..feeling free!!!*
I missed you..............................................................................
Mood swings.Sad.Thats the way i am.
my dear jie mei...Bao.The two crazy ladies posing in MRT.*hahaha*who cares right? brilliant pic by her beloved 7610~
:: Yan ::
hmmmm........whose that at the back?? spoils my pic lo.* keke* anyway, i still look 'good' ya? all thanks to peg's E600C.. love that camera phone!
:: Yan ::
Time really flies. Without much realisation, i have been through 10 months of bright,dark,happy,sad,lovely,horrible and depression times. Its amazing at times how far i have came,the great changes in me,my life and people. Its november.The very first day of the new month.This will mean a new me from this month onwards.There are certain things i would have to accomplish and change.*prays for the cartel job..*Changing of hp is one of the mission.haha.Spent my day rather fruitfully on this very first day of the month.
Met up my jie meis *finally* to get my passport renew. =) Its been pouring the day long,stopping and raining that really switch me off.Its so not convenient with the weather like this.After getting our passports done,we headed for Bugis for a lil hangout. *still love their company...* We took lots of pics with Peg's new E600C as well as Bao's N7610.*we are just cool..* thick skin ya? But this is us!! Shall post em as soon as they sent me.. =) It was around evening time that we were back to Tm for a lil walk and off we meet up with Tong and Mond.* to return dictionary*We are supposed to meet Tong for his hp,cuz we were thinking if we could infra to his hp,but it did not work out eventually.*useless hp Tong had!!* lol. Fai joined us too and we chilled till 7 plus after all those childish snatching,arguing and fighting i had with the ever-so-childish Tong.*bleah* I don't ever give this guy a damn one lo. haha.
Well,its been a day that i have bumped into people.Alex's bro,Ziting,Derrick and An.Its been such a coincidence day.Check out my new skin i have got.This is so not me.Fancy getting one that is so girl with lots of pink.I do love the animations as well as the script. Probably it could only turn out well with pink and purple.* i love green & black*
Hmm...Zouk this wed!!! Can't wait to club again.Though i am not the kind that clubs "frequently", but i do love Zouk.Shall get myself ready for Chinablack someday soon. I mean soon,real soon. =)
Alright,some meeting up with An and Jason for a lil chat soon...chilling for the night!!
My new month,my new skin!! *beams....* Anyway,lots of luck to those still taking 'O' & 'A' levels as well as supp papers!! *jia you!!*
Thats about it for me i guess,trying to bring myself up again. I WILL!!! =)
p/s: Jie Mei Bao...please take very good care of urself,i will miss you badly.Though its not the sake for urself,take good care for the sake of us.I mean all of us. We will not forget ur presence, we will bring the fun to you too.
Yan * deep thoughts in me...hmmm...???*